Retrograde actor

Yang Xu ordered two dishes and a bottle of red wine, and put the menu aside.Ke Yuechen could see that he was not in high spirits, so he wisely didn't speak any more. The whole hall was noisy, and the sound of toasting was everywhere.Only their table was quiet.

Ke Yuechen looked at Yang Xu, and suddenly felt that it was not bad to just be left in the corner like this. The galaxy of time flowed slowly, and all the disturbances of the outside world were isolated, as if there were only the two of them left in the world.

Ke Yuechen has never been in love before, and his mind is not here, so he doesn't feel it from anyone.However, Cupid's arrows came swiftly, and once he found himself tempted, the feeling was overwhelming, like a hurricane in the Atlantic Ocean, carrying a tsunami and sweeping through every moment he paid attention to, and it was out of control.

Now he has a feeling that he doesn't know how this relationship will continue. Although he admits in his heart that he has unreasonable thoughts about Yang Xu, he still feels that the distance between the two is far and unknown.In a situation like this, they usually do not erupt in silence, but perish in silence. He thought to himself that it is better to keep silent first, and finish the reunion dinner happily.

When the red wine was served, Ke Yuechen poured a glass for himself and Yang Xu each, toasted and said, "Brother Xu, happy new year, all wishes come true."

The light in the restaurant was very warm, this temperature was absorbed into his pupils, and he looked at Yang Xu sincerely, even bringing a bright taste to the smile on his face.Yang Xu felt warmer, hooked his lips, and clinked glasses with him: "Happy New Year."

The New Year's Eve dinner was quiet and beautiful, and the person he liked was sitting opposite him, and he didn't know what would happen in the future. Ke Yuechen hoped that this meal could go on like this for a long time, and his feelings would always be soaring in his heart of this day.

It did take a long time for this meal, but it was far from the time he expected.Yang Xu was taciturn during this period, and occasionally frowned, as if he was still thinking about his own bar.In the end, there was a neat and joyful countdown sound in the entire restaurant hall: "Five, four, three, two, one—"

The cheers started, and the new year was coming. Large fireworks burst out on the electronic screen in the restaurant, and the colorful lights were projected on people. Everyone cheered and was full of joy.

Taking this opportunity, Ke Yuechen tilted his head to look at Yang Xu.Yang Xu's face shone with red and green light, his eyebrows were deep, and the knot in his brows couldn't be untied, and he couldn't bear the infection of Universal Celebration, so he gradually relaxed.

Ke Yuechen looked at him, his body was a little hot, but he still wanted to kiss him.Xin said that this year has been a bit different, at this moment when love is sprouting, if I could kiss him once, how good would it be?

He has a heart but no guts, he changed from a husky to a turtle in a daze, shaking his head and wondering what he was thinking, Yang Xu whispered something in his ear, but he didn't respond, and then After realizing it, he came back to his senses and said loudly amidst the sound of peaceful blessings: "What?"

Yang Xu's voice was also a little louder: "If you look at me like this again, I will think you are in love with me!"

Ke Yuechen: "..."

Ke Yuechen's pupils shrank suddenly, his whole body tensed up, his face flushed red, and thousands of huskies were restless in his heart: No way?That's how he saw it?I'm also an actor!When did the level get so bad...

However, Yang Xu put one hand on his shoulder, took the coat in his hand, and said casually: "Go back."

The blood is still boiling inside the store, but it is a lonely and cold night outside the store, with ice and fire in the sky.

Yang Xu put on his coat and looked at the road. On New Year's Eve, many people were at home for family reunion, the bus was suspended, the taxi drivers went on strike, and the avenue where people come and go on weekdays was deserted: "I can't get a taxi. , only to go back.”

Of course, Ke Yuechen had no objection, his thoughts were still stuck on Yang Xu's seemingly non-existent joke. He followed Yang Xu's footsteps for a while, and finally came back to his senses, thinking that the other party was just a joke. It's a bit funny to be so sincere and frightened.

"Brother Xu," he took two steps forward, walked to Yang Xu's side, walked side by side with him, looked at him sideways, and said, "Your shop... can't be saved, so what are you going to do in the future?"

Maybe it was because he asked too suddenly that Yang Xu's footsteps stopped suddenly, his deep eyes were as black as the twilight of winter, without a trace of stars.He stood on the side of the street and let out a long breath. Ke Yuechen was waiting for him to say something, but he walked forward without saying a word.

"Brother Xu?" Ke Yuechen followed, and said again: "Don't be in a bad mood, I asked the wrong question."

Yang Xu said in a cold voice: "My things can only be destroyed by myself, and they will definitely pay the price for what they did today."

Ke Yuechen: "Huh?"

Yang Xu stopped again, Ke Yuechen almost bumped into him, braked quickly, and said, "So you won't admit defeat, right?

Yang Xu turned his head and looked at Ke Yuechen under the street lamp, his gaze was almost level with him, but with a raging flame that he did not see in his eyes.

Seeing him like this, Ke Yuechen suddenly became alive, and he put his heart back into his stomach. Sure enough, people like Yang Xu will not be easily defeated. His inherent stubbornness and pride will never allow him to bow his head.

"Then what do you want to do?" Ke Yuechen asked, "If you need help, I will provide service at any time!"

In the dark night, Yang Xu raised the corner of his mouth and asked, "You? What can you do for me?"

Ke Yuechen said: "I can help you with anything, doing errands, doing laundry and cooking... Forget it, I can be your gunman. Anyway, as long as you can use me, I will definitely do it!"

Yang Xu glanced at him speechlessly, and said, "Warm the bed, fuck, can you do it? I'm so angry now, join me in a fight, what do you do?"

Ke Yuechen: "..."

Ke Yuechen remained silent, although he was moved by Yang Xu and had the urge to get close to him for a while, but if he was really told to take off his clothes and roll on/bed, waiting for Lin Xing, he would be ashamed of what he thought.Besides, Yang Xu seems to be completely uninterested in him, and he doesn't accept the setting of sex relationship.

"Forget it then," Ke Yuechen said, "Let's go home first?"

Yang Xu laughed at himself and walked ahead without saying a word.Ke Yuechen shrank back wearily, not knowing what he said wrong, the atmosphere that was fine just now suddenly froze, and the unresolved embarrassment permeated the air.

The two walked in silence for more than half an hour. When they reached the gate of the community, Yang Xu swiped his card, Ke Yuechen obediently went in, and Yang Xu followed.It was past one o'clock in the night, and there were still lights on in the rooms of many residents in the community, but the forest garden below was very quiet, and the night wind swept through, and it was not as cold as outside.

"I'm sorry," Yang Xu's anger subsided a little, and his voice eased to break the silence, "I feel a little up and down today, and it's none of your business..."

Ke Yuechen raised his head and said: "It's okay, I understand, anyone will be in a bad mood if this matter changes, but I just want you to be happier, at least don't be depressed..."

Yang Xu nodded and said, "You...you don't have to worry about me, nothing can make me depressed. If this setback can make me give up, then they look down on me too much."

Ke Yuechen sincerely believed these words. Yang Xu never showed a resentful or dejected expression from the beginning to the end. All he saw was getting angry, calming down, getting angry again, and calming down again...

It's his pride that doesn't allow him to show the depression of a loser, so he is also working hard to suppress his temper, but sometimes he gets too angry and can't suppress it. It would be great if he could vent it.

Ke Yuechen thought of the phrase "Come with me for a cannonball" again, and at the same time there was a battle between heaven and man, and he thought that maybe this method is really feasible, and it might be the only one chance in this life, so should he sacrifice himself?But you don't want to dedicate yourself to Yang Xu now, do you?

Ke Yuechen felt that he was about to be played to death by mental activities today. He thought about everything, and couldn't put it into practice after much deliberation. He took a breath, calmed down his mood, and said sincerely: "Well, Brother Xu, I believe in you."

Yang Xu stood there and looked at him quietly for a while, then took a breath, and said, "Don't talk about me, what about you? We've laid the groundwork for you, what's your plan for the future?"

Ke Yuechen: "Ah?!"

"I..." Ke Yuechen said, "What else can I do, I will listen to your opinion and the company's arrangement."

Yang Xu: "..."

Yang Xu was convinced by him: "Have you never reflected on yourself after passing such a big hurdle?"

Ke Yuechen: "..."

Ke Yuechen looked at Yang Xu blankly and quietly, with some admiration and blind trust in his eyes. Yang Xu looked at him, turned sideways after a while, took out a cigarette and a lighter from his pocket, and handed one to him. Ke Yuechen shook his head, not smoking.

Yang Xu conveniently put the cigarette into his mouth, lit it, and the smoke ignited. He asked in the dark night, "Do you know why you have come to where you are today?"

Ke Yuechen said: "I know, I asked for it myself."

Yang Xu: "..."

"You really asked for it!" Yang Xu's voice was a little angry, and he said, "You are a dog raised by the brokerage company!"

Ke Yuechen: "..."

Ke Yuechen thought it was over, so what's the matter?Well, I suddenly became irritable again, and actually said that I am a dog... a dog will jump over the wall when it is anxious, okay!

"Tell me yourself, what kind of life did you live in the brokerage company?" Yang Xu dusted off the soot and stood in the night wind, puffing. Do what the company tells you to do, dare not go west when it tells you to go east, bark non-stop when it tells you to glare at anyone, and go over to please someone who wags your tail, don’t you think so?”

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