Retrograde actor

me and my last stubbornness

Hold your hands tightly and never let go

Is the next stop heaven

Even if you are disappointed, you cannot despair

……

Ke Yuechen fluctuated the strings, paused, and forgot his fingering, and continued after a few seconds, singing:

Don't be nervous about the one who loves me

my stubbornness is kind

The dirtier my hands are, the brighter my eyes are

Ke Yuechen's voice is not unique, and singing is not his specialty, and sometimes he can't even keep the tune right.But as he sang, he resonated with the lyrics in his heart.

That night at the beginning of spring, he sat in the car with exhaustion and bruises from the collision.

The agent yelled at him: "What do you think you are good for? Huh? Are you a sports student? Are you good at basketball?! As a result, you can't even deal with a weak chicken like Liang Wei on the basketball court. You deserve it for the rest of your life. Act as the male second!"

"Strength?" the economic man said, "You don't talk about strength with me! Before you can rely on strength to make a living, you must seize every opportunity for me! Even if there is no opportunity, you must learn to create opportunities for me!"

you don't care about my past

see my wings

You said that the phoenix can only appear after being burned

That night, his heart was beating like a drum, his head was dazzled by anger, and he waved his fist recklessly at the naked old man who showed lust at him, blood splashed from his nose, he covered his face and yelled at him : "Dare to hit me? Who do you think you are? Let me tell you, you are done! From now on, as long as I, Fang Yong, hang around in this circle for a day, you will never get ahead..."

against the wind

better for flying

There was a whistling noise in his ears, and the moment he hit the person, he felt that his heart seemed to fly high along with the figure in front of the car, and then he was smashed to pieces, and the blood all over his body All frozen.

The drunkenness and anger disappeared, he felt cold all over his body, his hands were wet with cold sweat, he picked up his mobile phone to call the police, but he couldn't catch the phone after grabbing it several times, and finally the call came, he picked it up tremblingly, the agent said: "You bastard, do you know what you have done? The duck with its mouth just flew away, do you know how much I have spent to help you get this opportunity..."

The manager said: "Run away, leave immediately..."

I'm not afraid of thousands of people blocking

only fear of surrender

The agent said: "I'll find someone to take the blame for you, you go and apologize to Fang Yong, beg him not to make trouble, just keep your head down and be soft, this matter will be exposed..."

……

I sing loudly in the wind

Crazy for myself this time

On that day, the accusations and insults on the Internet gathered into a sea, drowning him, while the regret and guilt in his heart were like a boulder binding him, leading him to sink deep.

Exhausted physically and mentally, with scars all over his body, he staggered in front of the media, showed the determination and courage to escape for many days, and said: "I bumped into people, I shouldn't run away, let alone run away... I My behavior has caused a bad influence on everyone, and I apologize to everyone..."

Just this time me and my stubbornness

just this once let me sing it out loud

Lalalala...

Even if you are disappointed, you cannot despair

Lalalala...

Just this time me and my stubbornness...

Ke Yuechen fiddled with his fingers a few times, and finally pressed a wrong sound. The ending sound was dragged out uneasily, echoing in the quiet living room.

He has done and missed many things, cowardly, timid, ignorant of the future and eager to succeed beyond the bottom line of conscience and morality, he obeyed the orders of the broker and the brokerage company regardless of right or wrong, resulting in His life was full of black spots and blemishes that could never be erased.

Life is like a play, except there is no dress rehearsal.He suddenly felt that his past life was like playing this song today. He had a very perfect attitude at the beginning, thinking that he could perform it smoothly and satisfactorily, but what happened?Either I misremembered the melody, or I made a mistake in fingering, or my voice was far from being as pleasant as I expected...

But despite frequent occurrences, the moment he dialed the rest, he suddenly figured out, what does it matter?The wrong melody is also the music itself, just like the wrong path is also life.

The meaning of mistakes is to make the future better. Ke Yuechen raised his head, looked at Yang Xu on the other side with clear eyes through the lens, and asked with a smile: "How is it, is it okay?"

There was the faint sound of carriages and horses coming from the other end of the phone, and Yang Xu was lost in thought on the other end, and there seemed to be the lingering sound of the melody echoing in his ears.

"Alright," Yang Xu said quietly, "Go ahead and play, I'll hang up first."

Ke Yuechen smiled and said, "Okay, Brother Xu, Happy New Year."

Yang Xu took a sip of cold beer and said, "Happy New Year."

Then he hung up the phone, stood up from the edge of the flower bed, and walked out.

His footsteps were still a little staggering, and the shirt on his body was wrinkled. In the off-season summer wind in Australia, he walked slowly towards the direction of the few people in front, and stood in front of them.

"Mr. Smith," Yang Xu raised his head, revealing the bruised corners of his mouth and the scratches on his face. Under the reflection of the neon lights on the street, his eyes were dotted with pride and unruliness burning out of his eyes, like a nirvana. Phoenix, the light cannot be ignored.

"I think we need to have a good talk again." He smiled gracefully and said in fluent English.

Half an hour later, Yang Xu wiped the corners of his mouth, snorted, looked up at the old man opposite, and said, "I heard you're going to convert the retrograde into a fitness club?"

Smith was a potbellied old man with a kind face and kind eyes, but his eyes revealed the cunning of a businessman. He said, "That's right. Retrograde is in a prime location, and it can be transformed into a club. The prospect is very objective."

Yang Xu smiled noncommittally, and said: "Mr. Smith is a smart man. I believe you can judge whether the retrograde venue is suitable for a club or not. To be honest, compared with the profit of the bar, this deal is not worth it." Not worth it."

Smith said with a smile: "You are also a smart person. The meaning of investment sometimes does not lie in how much profit you make, but in its potential benefits."

Smith said: "The club may not be as profitable as the bar, but firstly, it can attract all kinds of potential customers for me, secondly, it can maintain the relationship with my old customers, and thirdly, it is also a good means of capital accumulation. Compared with However, the management and operation of the bar is much more troublesome. Moreover, judging from the cost of my acquisition of retrograde, no matter what, it is not a loss."

Yang Xu narrowed his eyes slightly, his pupils darkened unconsciously, and looked at Smith silently.

Smith stood up triumphantly, feeling the thrill of beating his opponents in the mall, and said, "Okay, Mr. Yang, I'm not interested in what you want to do now, and I can tell you bluntly, the retrograde reconstruction has already been listed. If it is on the agenda, she will definitely cease to exist within a month, as her former owner, you should take advantage of her last days to savor her taste."

Smith paused for a moment, and his expression turned serious: "But if you make trouble again, don't blame me for not giving Mr. Yang face, and directly calling the police to arrest him."

With the pride of the winner, Smith planned to leave.Yang Xu still sat in the same position, looked up and glanced out of the window, the signboard of retrograde was flashing in the bustling streets outside, it was his painstaking efforts in the past three years, starting from scratch, and gradually operating to the scale it is today, because of Yang Xu The old man's careful design will soon be destroyed.

Yang Xu tilted his head, and when he came back to his senses, he was very angry in his heart, but smiled on his face, and said, "Mr. Smith, please stay."

He stood up, walked over, and handed over a business card: "I think you still need to think about it carefully. I hope to acquire the ownership of retrograde at double the price."

Smith frowned and said, "Is this necessary? I thought I had made it very clear just now."

"You made it clear," Yang Xu smiled, and said solemnly, "But I haven't. I came to you today to give you two choices."

"First," Yang Xu said, "Use double the price you paid for the retrograd, and transfer her ownership to me again."

"Second, I only use half of the money, and you will lose everything within a year."

The atmosphere suddenly froze, and Smith looked at Yang Xu incredulously. In his eyes, this young man was too young, not yet 30 years old. Although he had successfully managed a famous bar, he was still a prodigal son with Young people should have the drive and wisdom, but if compared with them old slickers, it is still a little bit not enough.

"You have a big tone." Smith narrowed his eyes and said with fun.

Without changing his face, Yang Xu said, "You can try."

"I'm very happy." Smith said: "After all, Mr. Yang is in front of him. He is a foreign monk, and he can drive you to nowhere. I am a local tycoon, and the whole of Sydney is my territory. You But just a little bar owner."

Yang Xu's expression became a little ugly, and he said, "That's because I underestimated his shamelessness. I won't make this kind of mistake again."

Smith laughed and said: "This kind of mistake can only be made a second time. It is a good thing for young people to have self-confidence. If they are too self-confident, they will inevitably be slapped in the face."

"Let's be honest," Smith said, "Your old man hopes that you can give up your property here and go back to your country to work for him. Based on this alone, it is impossible for you to have the opportunity to make me lose everything. After all, Jiang is still old and hot, not to mention that you are alone, facing two old foxes with related interests, the chance of winning is basically zero."

Smith patted him on the shoulder and said, "I still have a high opinion of you, but you young people can't stand up to the wind and rain, and you like to fall apart after a little setback. As elders, neither I nor Mr. Yang want to see this scene. So you should save yourself some way out, you have the money and the energy, it’s not good to do something, it’s no good to fight with me for such a small piece of land.”

Smith opened the door and went out, Yang Xu said behind him: "Whether it is beneficial or not is not up to you to decide. Even if retrograd is going to be destroyed, it can only be destroyed in my own hands. If you insist on continuing to possess retrograd, I will not hesitate Revenge at all costs."

Smith paused, without even turning his head, and walked away noncommittally.

Yang Xu stood there for a while, then suddenly let out a yell of rage, and smashed the wine bottle against the wall. The bright red liquid splashed and flowed down from the wall, dyeing his eyes red.

The signboard of retrograd outside the window was hidden in the river of lights. Smith did not forget to give him a big gift before he left. The moment Yang Xu looked over, the lights went out, and the brilliant English letters dimmed from his pupils, and appeared in his heart again. A knife was inserted fiercely, and in an instant, something that had been expected in my heart for many years also dimmed.

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