out of plain sight

The waiter took Sun Jinghan's coat and handed it to the other, lifted the chair and moved it away for him, clasped his hands and waited for him to adjust to a comfortable sitting position, instead of handing over the menu, he handed him an ultra-thin wireless handheld TV, which was showing Simultaneous live broadcast of the Golden Rooster Awards ceremony.

Sun Jinghan expected that Chen Moting would not be absent from the awards ceremony where he was nominated, and the seat opposite him was indeed empty when he arrived for the appointment.Chen Moting was also funny, thinking that the camera would give him a few shots, and he would be able to accompany Sun Jinghan across space to complete this date.

The best director session had just started, and there was still some time before the announcement of the best actor, Sun Jinghan called the waiter, put on a headset, opened the menu and ordered one serving.

"In the Silent Place" won the award in Cannes as if it was yesterday, but ten years have passed.During the period, the director Cong Xia died in a car accident, the screenwriter Shen Shudi became very popular, the heroine quickly became popular and then declined, and Chen Moting's lingering line changed from two or three to one or two.

Since his 34th birthday, Chen Moting has obviously become anxious, and he has been desperately challenging the role, and the scripts have continued in the past two years.There are very few opportunities for the two of them to calm down and have a good chat. Most of the time, when they meet, they go to bed. When the lingering is finally enough, Chen Moting will go out to work again. Whether it is the [-]th anniversary this year or Sun Jinghan's birthday, the two Didn't even see each other.

Sun Jinghan changed the light-tight curtains so that he could have sex in a completely dark environment during the day. Chen Moting has only met him in his life, and he has no one else as a reference, but the passage of time has done it for him: Young and old, the two states can be compared.

Sun Jinghan is 50 years old, and he is very aware that his body is aging. Although he takes care of himself and finds time to exercise, shortening the 14-year-old gap is no easier than reclaiming land from the sea.

He looked down at his slender wrists and knuckles, which he thought to be thin when he was young, but now he thought it was a sign of withering.

His artist managers all said that he looked only 40 years old. Sometimes Sun Jinghan felt that he was too pessimistic, but sometimes he felt that this group of people flattered him so neatly, it must be a good deal.

"This actor has been nominated four times." Qiao Zheng's voice came from the earphones. Sun Jinghan recovered from his contemplation and looked at the handheld TV on the table.

"Before the last lottery draw, I told him that there would be no more than three things. This time it will definitely happen. In the end, he still failed to accept the award on stage, but he did it today." Qiao Zheng glanced at the cue card in his hand again, "Best Actor , Chen Moting."

Sun Jinghan frowned, watched Chen Moting embrace the rumored actress beside him through the screen, watched him walk up to the podium wearing a beret that didn't match the dress, hugged Qiao Zheng for a long time, and accepted the award presented by the guest Trophies and certificates.

He passed the red wine to his mouth, only to realize that he was laughing, his mouth was so wide that he couldn't sip the wine.

Chen Moting used the intuition of an actor to find the location of the live broadcast, looked at Sun Jinghan through the screen, and said into the host's microphone: "Thank you, the judges, and thank you all the audience who are eating dinner and watching the awards ceremony in front of the screen..."

What followed was a series of regular thanks, Sun Jinghan, who was eating dinner and watching the screen, didn't care about these, and laughed.

Maybe another ten years will pass, and the childishness of this newly promoted actor will not change in any way.

It's just that at that time, it was still a question of whether his childish object was himself.

Sun Jinghan didn't eat much food, but ordered a second bottle of red wine, staring at his fingers pinching the glass in a daze for a long time.

"Forget it." He stood up with one hand on the table, ready to leave.

The waiter rushed over: "Sir, you can't go."

Sun Jinghan was in a bad mood and glared at him: "Why, no one paid for this meal in advance?"

"Mr. Chen paid in advance." The waiter smiled apologetically, "But Mr. Chen said that you must wait for him to come."

"I'm calling him."

Sun Jinghan also ate the rice and drank the wine, even if Chen Moting came, he could only face a table of leftovers and flirt with a smile.Sun Jinghan was in a particularly complicated mood that night, and the time he could spend in bed definitely didn't need to be on the table.

Chen Moting didn't answer the phone, and the waiter refused to let him go. Sun Jinghan had no choice but to sit back in his seat, asked someone to put away the table, and clasped his hands together to support his chin.

If he was decisive enough back then and refused to start this relationship, how could he be in such an embarrassing situation today.There are a lot of young people outside waiting to be delivered to Chen Daxingxing's door, but Chen Moting is entangled with an old man in order to abide by the few sweet words of the year, which is a waste.

Sun Jinghan's menopausal mood flared up, and even the half-joking "actor fuck me" on Chen Moting's Weibo looked upset.

"Regard the cold."

He was frowning at the phone, and one hand was on his shoulder. Chen Moting took off the beret he gave him and put it on the table, smiling at him.

He has also reached the age when wrinkles accumulate at the corners of his eyes when he smiles.

"The film king." Sun Jinghan poured wine into the empty glass in front of him, and held up his own glass, "Congratulations."

"Don't drink, I have to drive back later." Chen Moting rested his chin on one hand and watched him drink with his neck up, and held his hand that was going to continue drinking, "Stop drinking too."

As soon as he entered the door, Sun Jinghan could feel the eyes of the people around him staring at him, and quickly withdrew his hand: "Aren't you going to take me home?"

"How is it possible, I just don't want to carry you upstairs." Chen Moting smiled, "Jing Han, I finally got the best actor before I turned 36, and I will begin the process of quitting Yi Ze from tomorrow."

Sun Jinghan could hear every word in his sentence clearly, but when combined, it became a riddle.Sun Jinghan straightened his mind and asked, "Why do you have to get the best actor before the age of 36?"

"Because I'm an anniversary madman." Chen Moting put on a natural face, "When you were 36 years old, I said that I would become the best actor for you, so I will do it before I am 36 years old."

"childish."

The corners of Chen Moting's mouth pulled down, and he spread his hands in a rascal gesture of "I'm just like this".

"Why do you want to withdraw from Yizhi? The contract has not yet expired, what do you think?" Sun Jinghan's brows never loosened, "Don't tell me this has something to do with being 36 years old."

"A little bit."

Chen Moting snapped his fingers, and the waiter who had already been on standby pushed the dining car and stopped beside the two of them.

Sun Jinghan glanced at the huge dome plate cover on the dining car, and reminded in a low voice: "There are many people present, and everyone knows who you are."

Chen Moting pretended not to hear, lifted the lid, grabbed a large bouquet of authentic long-stemmed red roses inside with his left hand, picked up a document from the second floor of the dining car with his right hand, knelt down on one knee and placed the two things in front of Sun Jinghan at the same time.

"Mr. Sun Jinghan, please promise to be my company partner."

The moment Sun Jinghan saw Rose, he thought he was going to come out and confess his love, but the next second he heard that he invited him to be a partner, and he took the documents and the signing pen handed over by the waiter in a daze.

It is the agreement for the free transfer of equity of Hanmo Studio.

Chen Moting knelt on the spot with both hands holding flowers instead, turning into an authentic marriage proposal pose.

Some people present have already turned on the sound effects regardless of the camera function of the mobile phone.

Sun Jinghan pressed the document on the table, bent down and quickly signed it, and handed it to Chen Moting.

Chen Moting threw the rose away, took it and signed his name, then took out the official seal from his pocket and stamped it on the two documents.

"Thank you for joining Hanmo Studio." He shook Sun Jinghan's hand twice, "We are bound together."

I don't know where he learned the magic, but there was an extra ring in his empty hand just now, and when he pulled his hand away, the ring remained in Sun Jinghan's palm.

"Thank you for witnessing my partner's entry ceremony." Chen Moting turned to face the onlookers, with his left hand behind his back and his right hand holding his front, he bent slightly, "My partner is gay, so I have to use beautiful flowers to convince him to join the group. Remember to add my statement when you release the news, thank you for your cooperation."

After he finished speaking, some people applauded alone, but soon they realized that the atmosphere was not right and stopped.

Sun Jinghan left the hotel lobby clutching the ring as if fleeing, followed by Chen Moting.

"How many people will buy what you said just now? No one." Sun Jinghan leaned on the car door with his forehead, "I dare not turn on the car."

"Would you like to buy it or not? I have money, so I have to be this actor?" Chen Moting concentrated on driving, "You don't seem happy."

"Nothing, menopause."

The entertainment industry has its benefits, one of which is to provide Chen Moting with a reason to remain physically loyal - as a well-known actor, apart from his old lover who is familiar with it, there will definitely be risks in opening up a new battlefield.

Chen Moting has a lot of money now, and it's no longer an angry remark to talk about retiring from the circle.If he really quits, Sun Jinghan will have even less confidence.

"I know why you are in a bad mood," Chen Moting said, "You are afraid that I think you are old."

Sun Jinghan always thought that he didn't have the time and energy to perceive his emotions, so he turned to look at him: "It's not that you hate me, it's that I hate myself, I can't satisfy you."

"Nothing."

"Even if I don't have it now, I will become looser in the future. Let's break up."

Chen Moting smiled: "So it's because I'm not rough enough that you want to break up with me?"

"No kidding." Sun Jinghan rubbed his face, the ring slipped across his face, bringing a coolness, "You have given me everything you can, and I am content in this life. You still have enough time to start a new life." love, enjoy the process of being in love, I'm almost at the end, and the rest is to drag others down."

Chen Moting smiled and did not speak.

Sun Jinghan didn't have anything else to say, and continued to look out the window at tall buildings passing by.Chen Moting bought two houses in the city center and one in the outskirts of the city, both of which were written in the names of two people. The sweetness of the past has become a knife in the face of pessimism.

"Don't talk about making love." Chen Moting turned the steering wheel into the villa area, "Do you love me?"

"I love you." Sun Jinghan was still ashamed to say it when they first started dating, but later he couldn't resist Chen Moting's frequent chatter, and gradually he could blurt out honestly, "So it's for your sake..."

"For my sake?" Chen Moting asked back, "If I told my dad that I disliked Sun Jinghan and broke up with him when he was old and had no pleasure doing it, he would beat me to death."

Sun Jinghan was fed up with his playful smile on such a serious occasion and didn't speak.

"Okay, okay, it's my fault, I'm not joking." Chen Moting straightened his face again, "Then our only problem is sex."

"Don't say it's not important."

"Of course it's important, but it's not without solutions."

Sun Jinghan looked at him again.

"I'll do zero, you do one." Chen Moting let go of the steering wheel with his right hand, and clicked left and right meaninglessly, "Solved."

"Varied……"

"I'm a tight, 36-year virgin."

Sun Jinghan asked with a distorted expression, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know." Chen Moting looked at him with a smile, "I knew you were worried about this when I first fell in love with you, so don't ask me if I have thought about it clearly. I have thought about it for more than ten years, and I am clear enough."

"You're crazy."

"Isn't that good?" Chen Moting stared at the reversing monitor screen, and slowly entered the garage, "You broke my front part when I was 36 years old, and you broke my back part when I was 36 years old. Look at this coincidence. It was simply destined."

Sun Jinghan's mind flashed a message of "The actor fuck me" in an instant, and he couldn't laugh or cry: "My big star Chen, what are you trying to do?"

Chen Moting pulled out the car key, held the back of his neck and pressed it in front of his eyes.

"Either get fucked by me, don't leave me; or fuck me, don't leave me. Choose yourself, Jinghan."

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