out of plain sight

While Sun Jinghan lowered his head and lit his cigarette, a strange man walked up to him: "I see you've been sitting here all night."

"I don't want to chat."

"Then shall we go to the bathroom?"

"I didn't come here to find someone to have sex with." Sun Jinghan raised the cigarette in his hand, "I just want to find a comfortable environment to smoke a few quietly."

"Nonsense." The man sat down beside him instead, "I've seen a lot of people like you. After many years of marriage, I suddenly want to eat something that suits my taste. When I really come, I pretend to be reserved, and I can't take that step."

Sun Jing smiled coldly.

"I specialize in helping people like you solve problems, and I promise to take care of your mood and skills." The man lifted his suit, "I'm in a good mood today, so I'll give you a discount, how about five hundred? It's just a meal for you." money."

This suit is not expensive, and I don't know what attracted such a soliciting young master.Sun Jinghan got up and buttoned up his clothes, grabbed the wine on the table and drank it, then walked away.

"You fucking stop." The man grabbed his back collar and cursed, "You are blind, my master has such a good body..."

Sun Jinghan turned around and swung his arms to pin the other's pulling arm, kicking his leg.

The kick was not heavy but it happened so fast that the man was caught off guard and fell to his knees.

Sun Jinghan straightened his suit and looked around at the people around him. When he found that no one wanted to interfere in this matter, he sighed in disappointment.

As soon as he walked to the door of the bar, he ran into a tightly wrapped man, who was panting, and sweat was rolling from his forehead onto the mask.

The two looked at each other, and Sun Jinghan frowned suddenly: "You..."

A wine bottle flew past his scalp and hit the man in the face.

The anger Sun Jinghan had accumulated for several months erupted in an instant. He broke free from holding his hand, picked up the beer on the next table and knocked the bottom of the bottle, and strode into the crowd without saying a word.The culprit originally stood ruthlessly waiting for him to take revenge, but seeing that his posture was obviously shaken, he still insisted on not hiding or running away.

"Fang Hongyi!"

Seeing that there was going to be a conflict, a person emerged from the slant and punched the troublemaker in the face, dragged the guard behind him, and stretched his arms to keep the distance from Sun Jinghan: "Brother, this matter is my partner's fault. Teach him a lesson, let's take a step back and don't make a big deal out of it."

Fang Hongyi tried to struggle away from his hand like a fish landing on the shore: "Where the hell did I go wrong!"

"Shut up!" Raja's yell made the whole bar quiet for a second, then he whispered to Sun Jinghan, "I'm sorry, I didn't manage it well."

Sun Jinghan casually threw the bottle aside, grabbed the person behind him who couldn't stop the nosebleed and strode out of the bar.

He was so familiar with Chen Moting, he could recognize it just by his height and a pair of eyes, and all the anger that he couldn't vent that night was placed on an arm in his hand.Chen Moting, who was a head taller than him, was dragged staggeringly by him, his bones were about to be broken.

Sun Jinghan was eager to take him away from this place of right and wrong, but the traffic jam was so congested that he couldn't move. Sun Jinghan punched the steering wheel hard, and asked coldly, "Is it out of shape?"

Chen Moting had already dug out a tissue from the glove box, stuffed his nose and said, "No, it's just a nosebleed."

"Why are you here gay!" Sun Jinghan roared unbearably, "Do you want to be in the headlines! Do you think you won't be recognized if you dress like this?"

"I'm hurt like this and you still yell at me, is there any humanity left?"

After Sun Jinghan yelled just now, he regained his composure, lit his cigarette and took a few puffs: "Since when did you start being gay?"

Chen Moting covered his nose and let out a muffled smile: "I'm not fooling around, I just rushed over when I heard that you were in a gay bar, but ended up being blocked on the road three streets away, and then ran for several kilometers. With my current physique, I would faint Serve it right."

Sun Jinghan was also worried about his physical condition, so he tried not to look at him: "How do you know I'm here?"

"I hired someone to follow you." Chen Moting unfolded the tissue to take a look, and took a few more to block his nose, "I only asked him to follow within Beijing, he must not know that you went to the drug rehabilitation center to pick up Chai Ke, don't worry. "

Sun Jinghan was furious again, but he couldn't hit a wounded man: "You are a celebrity who hired someone to follow you, what should you do if the news gets out?"

"You can commission anonymously. The service in this industry chain is very thoughtful." Chen Moting accidentally touched a bruise, "Ouch", "I'm not an artist under your command, you don't care if I'm gay or not, hire someone or not tracking."

"……inertia."

"We haven't cooperated for more than half a year. Brother Sun's inertia has lasted for a long time."

"get off."

"I'm still bleeding."

"Get out."

Chen Moting had no choice but to get out of the car, walked slowly along the direction of the front of the car, stopped next to the nearest trash can, took off his camouflage hat and mask and threw it away, and wiped his nosebleed with his sleeve while walking.

Sun Jinghan, who was sitting in the car watching him, was taken aback, and ran over to wrap his scarf around his neck, forcing him to cover his face.

He drove Chen Moting out of this area, found a section where it was easy to get a taxi and parked on the side of the road: "Get off."

"It's easy to invite God, but it's hard to send God away, unless you drag me out." Chen Moting saw that the peak of his anger just now had passed, and played a rogue, "I weigh less than one hundred and thirty now, so I can definitely drag me, but I See if you don't really want to touch me."

Sun Jinghan took off his glasses, leaned on the car door with one hand on his forehead and did not speak.

"You are the best at actively communicating to solve problems. If you refuse to communicate now, it proves that I occupy a special place in your heart."

His nonsensical logical reasoning made Sun Jinghan's temple twitch suddenly.

"You are 14 years older than me, Brother Sun, can you be worthy of your age, don't be naive and avoid problems, talk to me maturely and calmly?"

Sun Jinghan felt uncomfortable being stared at by him, put on his glasses and turned to look at him: "Okay, let's say mature. What were you doing just now? Showing your face near a gay bar, why don't you hold a press conference and come out publicly."

"What's wrong with coming out publicly? You are responsible for being mature, I am responsible for being childish, I am throwing a temper tantrum, and I don't care about the consequences in order to force you to talk to me." Chen Moting is confident, "I was linked to your interests before, and I can't come out because of you." No problem, now this is a living job, if you screw it up, you screw it up, and I don't have to be an actor."

"Don't portray yourself as affectionate, you didn't enter the showbiz for me."

"Nonsense, I was not born for you. I entered the entertainment industry to escape my parents, but after meeting you, I am not a walking dead. You are the meaning of my stay in the entertainment industry, and you are the meaning of my life."

Sun Jinghan got a headache from his numbness: "You are wishful thinking. We are not suitable, we broke up, what qualifications do you have to find someone to follow me?"

"I agreed to break up because I need time to reflect and you need time to calm down."

"I have nothing to be calm about. This matter is very simple and can be explained clearly in one sentence." Sun Jinghan paused every word, "I have no feelings for you."

Chen Moting sneered: "Don't you have feelings for me? You haven't had a one-night stand since you broke up. You finally came to be gay. Apart from smoking cigarettes, you would fight with others. You don't have feelings for me? Can you deceive yourself?"

Sun Jinghan avoided his gaze, and Chen Moting pressed on step by step: "You look into my eyes and explain to me why you lost all sexual desire after we broke up."

"Too busy to have time."

"Don't you know that a club can provide door-to-door service?"

"No money."

"Very good." Chen Moting nodded, "I'm free, door-to-door service, completely free, absolutely confidential, clean and healthy, considerate service, no one is more suitable to be a friend with benefits than me."

Sun Jinghan's eyelids twitched: "I'm cold-tempered, so I don't need friends with sex."

"I need it." Chen Moting looked at him seriously, "I'm only 24, when my sexual desire is strong, but I only have you in my heart, if you ignore me, I can only masturbate, and you also said that excessive masturbation can lead to premature ejaculation .”

"What does your premature ejaculation have to do with me?"

"It's none of your business, but we can each get what we need: I help you restore your libido, and you help me avoid premature ejaculation. As a mature adult, you should be very clear that doing so can maximize your benefits and avoid wasting resources."

He spoke clearly and without flaws, Sun Jinghan never thought that the "mature adult" would become Chen Moting's bargaining chip to threaten him, and started the car: "I will take you home."

"Okay." Chen Moting simply agreed, "I have moved, and I will live in your community."

The car swung back and forth and turned off the engine.

Sun Jinghan held on to the steering wheel with one hand, and stared at him distractedly: "Stalkers must have their limits! What did I provoke you for?"

"Crow's feet, hair, eyes, glasses, nose, lips, crow's feet, neck, collarbone, chest, stomach, waist, butt, legs and feet." Chen Moting can tease him with a pair of eyes. "He can take care of others, is cold, doesn't like to laugh, is a workaholic, and is sexy."

Sun Jinghan turned his eyes away: "It's nonsense, you are just the first night to me."

"No, I've reflected on it, I'm not the first night to you." Chen Moting was categorical, "I'm a paternalist towards you, I admit it, your gentleness with a sense of distance may, a little... fit my hobby Bar."

Sun Jinghan could see his embarrassing flushed face from the corner of his eye: "Then you go to Qiao Zheng, he is also very good to you."

"I don't trust him, I only trust you." Chen Moting rubbed his hot face, "The most important thing is that you like me too."

"I do not like you."

"Stop pretending, I've been an actor for so long, and I have a Best Newcomer Award and a Best Supporting Actor Award in my hand, still can't see your clumsy acting skills?"

Sun Jinghan was speechless, and put a cigarette in his mouth: "The point is that you don't like me. I'm the only gay around you, so you pester me."

"First of all, you are not the only gay I know, you are everywhere in the showbiz." Chen Moting took his cigarette and broke it, "Secondly, I didn't know you confessed when you were gay, did you have selective amnesia or something? "

"It's a game mentality to think it's my straight man and still confess."

"You!" Chen Moting turned around and slammed his forehead against the car window, and said frantically, "Why don't you say that you love it to the extreme, even if there is no result, I hope you know it!"

"..."

"Forget it! If you don't admit your charm, you won't believe me if I dig out my heart to show you. I can only say: the person I care about most in this world is you, and I want to do everything I can to make you happy , even if you let me touch your fingers, I feel satisfied, we don't have to have sex, of course, if you allow me to help you... lick, that would be even better." Chen Moting's voice changed in embarrassment, and he coughed dryly, "If none of this meets the standard of liking, then there is something wrong with your cognition."

The air in the car suddenly thinned, and Sun Jinghan almost wanted to escape and restart the car: "We... have too many variables."

They finally stopped denying their feelings for each other, and Chen Moting was filled with the joy of being reborn after the catastrophe.Giving him some distance and time is indeed the right decision. If you chase him after you just broke up, it will definitely have the opposite effect.

"Are you afraid that I will change my mind?"

Sun Jinghan completely gave up lying: "Yes, it's not difficult to understand."

"It's not difficult, but I think I'm worth your try." Chen Moting said, "If you ignore me for ten or eight years, I will definitely give up, but as long as you give me a chance, I can prove to you I won't change my mind. Brother Sun, a good person like me is rare, you reject me now, the future is so long, what if one day you regret it?"

"I've decided to be single for the rest of my life, and I won't regret it. I accept you now. The future is so long. What if one day you change your mind?"

"Just because of this one-ten-thousandth possibility, you plan to be alone for the rest of your life?"

"It's better than being disappointed with you." Sun Jinghan said heartily, now that we break up, you will always be beautiful and flawless, "If I was really afraid of being alone, I would also raise a cat and a dog, which would save me a lot of worry. "

"Few grass kills animals, can you take care of them when you are so busy?" Chen Moting didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I provide for my own food and drink, go to the bathroom, earn money, and warm the bed. Cats and dogs can do that?"

He is already considered a popular actor, but now he actually lowered himself to compete with cats and dogs, there is a reason, Sun Jinghan smiled wryly: "How lonely are you?"

"How lonely? I am an orphan who is prone to lack of love. I have lived in abstinence for more than half a year. How lonely do you think I am? Can you pity me?"

Sun Jinghan has been abstinent for more than half a year, waiting for his nostalgia for Chen Moting to become history, and to give himself sexual freedom again. Today, he finally tried to be gay, but he was still not interested. "Mo Ting, the age gap between you and me is too big. When I get old, you are young, and your tastes will change. There are countless temptations in the entertainment industry. You only meet me now, and you will meet more in the future. To be honest To be honest, so far, no star has been willing to be lonely when it comes to sex, this is human nature, no matter how much you promise, I won’t believe it.”

"..."

"And I have a fear of fixed relationships. It's a long story. It's deeply rooted and can't be changed. It's not your reason."

"I can't convince you, can I?"

"I can't even convince myself."

"..."

For the first time in history, Chen Moting didn't answer the call, and watched the silence outside the window.

Sun Jinghan ignored him for a while, and heard him sniffling very lightly, and saw him keep raising and lowering his arms from the corner of his eyes.Finally turned around to look at him, and saw that he was stuffing his nose with the paper towel that blocked the nosebleed just now.

"Chen Moting."

Chen Moting still turned his head to look out the window: "What are you doing?"

"what happened to you?"

"You care about me."

Sun Jinghan clasped his chin in a strange way, and Chen Moting blocked it with a "snap", and persistently looked out the window.

"why are you crying?"

"The wine bottle hurts."

Sun Jinghan had never seen him cry because of grievances. His heart softened, and he reached out and rubbed his head: "In the future, you will meet better..."

Chen Moting grabbed his hand and threw it away.

Sun Jinghan had tears on his wrists, a sense of guilt welled up in his heart, hesitantly asked again and again: "You just want to be friends with benefits?"

Chen Moting sneered with a weeping sound: "But you don't even let me be a friend with benefits."

Sun Jinghan felt even more guilty, licked his lips, and swallowed: "We can be friends with benefits, as long as we don't cross the line, I don't want to face a relationship, if you're bored, we can split it up if you want, and there will be no loss. "

Chen Moting choked his nose and sniffled: "I want to be your only friend with benefits."

"Yes." Sun Jinghan drove another way, with a wry smile, "Are you worthy of your own status by being so humble? You are a star, Chen Moting."

"Yes, I'm a star." Chen Moting still turned the back of his head to him, pressed his forehead against the car window to suppress a smile, but his voice was still aggrieved, "How cruel are you to force a star to this level. "

If childishness can stop Sun Jinghan, he will be childish; if he can persuade Sun Jinghan to show weakness, he will show weakness; if tears can coerce Sun Jinghan, he will pretend to cry.Chen Moting prepared the evidence, laid the trap, and even wrote the statement, just waiting for the suspect to walk into the trap and sign.