In Shimokutagawa, the name is...

From the slender fingers to the twisted shoulders, to the white neck, and the slender waist, everything was trembling and trembling.The slightly long hair covered the black pupils, only the corners of the mouth seemed to be curved, as if all the sorrow and joy were contained in it.

He stretched out his hands and folded them over his chest, as if he was praying to someone, but his eyes were dimmed, as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss.

"Thirdthingsthird (after after)

Sendaprayertotheonesupabove (prayer to the onesupabove)

All the hate that you've heard has turned your spirit to adove, oh-ooh

Yourspiritupabove, oh-ooh (flying to the top of the sky)" He raised his head and flicked, the sharp corners of his eyes were slightly raised, as if mocking, as if mocking himself. The jacket on his body was raised in a cold arc by his arm, A dangling metal pendant on the zipper snapped off, and he stepped on it with his foot. The porcelain-like fingers covered his Adam's apple, and then he tore off the button of the jacket neckline forcefully.

"Iwaschokinginthecrowd (Sobbing secretly under the crown)

Buildingupmybrainupinthecloud (let the yearning of the heart fly into the cloud)

Falling like ashes to the ground

Hopingformyfeelings, they would drown

Buttheyneverdid, everlived, ebbing and flowing

Inhibited, limited (surging, weakening, limited, repeated) Tillit broke open and rained down (until falling apart, drifting away)

I trained down, like... (just like that...)" He shook his head violently, as if he was resisting something.

He slammed the palm of his hand on the table, then lifted it up and snapped his fingers crisply, his whole body leaned back, like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon, and the expression on his face was once again mixed with absurd expressions. pleasure instead.

He leaned back slightly, and with a push on his waist, the whole person leaped into the air again, flew off the table lightly, slapped his hands heavily on the table, and snapped his fingers upwards.His palm stretched forward, as if he wanted to grab someone, as if he was begging someone, then he retracted and stroked his heart, lowered his eyes, a flash of sternness flashed in his eyes, and he slammed his five fingers on the table with a fist.

"Pain! (Pain!)

Youmademea,youmademeabeliever,believer

He sang loudly, pulling the corners of his mouth to the sides vigorously, but there was no smile in his dark eyes.The young man walked towards the gate through the avenue that the crowd made way for him, while stretching out his arm to grab the transparent air, and with the other hand, he tore off his jacket and flung it, being torn to pieces by the screaming crowd.

Pain! (pain!)

You break me down and you build me up, believer, believer

Pain!

Ilet the bullets fly, ohletthem rain

Mylife, mylove, mydrive, itcamefrom... (My life, my true love, my driving force, they all come from...)

pain!

Youmademea, youmademeabeliever, believer (you made me regain my faith, I became obsessed with you, and became your believer)" He was just like when he came here, as if his whole body had turned into an unstoppable wind, Shi Shi Suddenly, he shook his head from the bewildered alcohol and left.

Atsushi Nakajima's jaw was about to close, and then he suddenly came back to his senses and hurriedly tried to catch up, but was stopped by the bartender at the door.The bartender in a scarlet vest smiled kindly at him: "The total consumption is [-] yen."

Atsushi Nakajima: "...Huh?!"

Why is he paying for it!Did that guy Akutagawa order such an expensive drink?Wait, I remember that Mr. Dazai ordered it too... He hurriedly turned his head to find the man in the sand-colored windbreaker, but found that the man had walked out of the bar door with a smile at some point, stood outside and waved to him : "Then Atsushi-kun, please pay the money~ If you don't have any money, you can remember Kunikida-kun's name~" Mr. Kunikida will definitely be pissed off!The corner of Atsushi Nakajima's mouth twitched. Fortunately, he got a black card as a so-called manager before, and now it is obviously more important to go after that drunk Akutagawa. Who knows if that guy will go crazy and want to run away when he is drunk Out of Yokohama!

"Last things last (last last) By the grace of the fire and the flames (Thanks to the burning flame) You're the face of the future (from you I see the future slowly emerging) The bloodin my veins, oh-ooh (you are like the blood flowing in my body) But theyyneverdid, everlived, ebbing and flowing ( But I never got what I wanted, since they exist, they have been surging)

Inhibited, limited (surging, weakening, limited, repeated) Tillit broke open and rained down (until it fell apart, drifting away) I trained down, like... (just falling like that...)" Akutagawa has appeared in the field of vision at the moment Ripples like dizziness, but he himself knows that his consciousness is actually extremely clear. Why he wants to drink, and why he wants to dance in the bar, in fact, he himself cannot give a clear reason.

He just noticed that the soul imprisoned in this body was boiling hotly, and his flesh and blood seemed to be turned into nourishment for the fire of hell, and alcohol undoubtedly made him find an excuse to completely release his suppressed emotions. .

He spread his five fingers, and the cold wind mercilessly cut his exposed skin like a knife blade, and his hair was blown up messily by the wind.He knew that the two people behind him were following him, but what did it have to do with him? If it wasn't for the purpose of going back, why should he suppress it until now.

That guy, the indifferent eyes of his partner flashed through his mind, and Akutagawa suddenly smiled.

He didn't know when he had already reached the river. There were only a few bugs flying by the side of the slowly flowing river. The wind blowing from the other side of the river mixed with the water vapor made his whole body wet.

And Ryunosuke Akutagawa doesn't really care about this, just like he doesn't really care that he died like this.But he couldn't die, at least not here.

The flame in the soul burned even more vigorously, and Akutagawa jumped lightly, stepping on the railing by the river with his toes.With his hands in his pockets, he looked up at the bright moon in the sky that was half covered by dark clouds.

That guy shouldn't die, Akutagawa closed his eyes, his heart suddenly became extremely calm.

"Pain! (Pain!)

Youmademea,youmademeabeliever,believer

Pain! (pain!)

Youbreakmedownandyoubuildmeup, believer, believer (you make me despair, unable to extricate myself, and willing to become your believer)" he sang softly, his voice became extremely gentle at this moment, like a flowing lake. He could hear the wind blowing on the river in his ears The sound of the cold wind hitting the leaves, and the sound of running footsteps behind him became more and more clear.

He stretched out his hand as if to touch the moonlight, but only a trace of cold wind leaked from between his fingers.

"Pain! (Pain!)

Ilet the bullets fly, ohletthem rain

Mylife, mylove, mydrive, itcamefrom... (my life, my true love, my motivation to move forward, they all come from...)" He turned his body and looked condescendingly at Atsushi Nakajima and the man in the sand-colored windbreaker. As he got closer, a dark light flowed in the depths of his dark pupils, and the corner of his mouth suddenly raised a sneer that was almost provocative.

"Pain!

Youmademea, youmademeabeliever, believer (you made me regain my faith, I became obsessed with you, and became your believer)" In the eyes of Atsushi Nakajima, that Akutagawa glanced at them vaguely, as if lightly It seems to pass through their bodies, without leaving any traces in the pupils of the eyes, and it seems that they are simply regarded as non-existent things.

He heard the young man humming, and looked up at the moon as bright as goose egg yolk. The moonlight shone on his body, and complex and unspeakable emotions rolled in his black pupils.

He saw the empty river behind that guy, and that guy easily opened his arms, as if trying to embrace his illusory self in the river, he leaned back without hesitation, and plunged into the icy river water among.

河水彻底吞没了他的身躯。作者有话要说：感谢在2020-10-2421:22:21~2020-10-2616:29:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：陌上10瓶；清水泥浆、祉5瓶；覃言墨3瓶；非常感谢大家对我的支持，我会继续努力的！