You and I can't lean on jade and snuggle incense

Jiang Ran's breath was long and his legs curled up.The upper body rests on the knees, and the eyes are blurred. "how much did you spend."

Chi Dongshang over there gasped, his breathing became short of breath.Jiang Ran picked up stones and drew on the ground, but he was also depressed.He said hoarsely: "Angry? Want to beat me up? I can let you beat me up."

Chi Dongshang on the other end was extremely disappointed: "Where are you now! I warn you to answer where I am now! The exact location!" Jiang Ran trembled: "Can't wait to beat me up? I don't know what to do if you want to beat me up, no Keeping promises right. OK. I'm in the green garden closest to the football field in the center, next to the pavilion."

Chi Dongshang ran with his mobile phone, went downstairs with one hand on the handrail, and jumped down like flying.A few steps of stairs jumped over and accelerated down.Go down to the flat exit and shout: "Jiang Ran, if you have the guts, don't run this time, I'll be right there!"

Jiang Ran red-eyed and grabbed the ring box tightly with her right hand, "Okay, I'll wait for you! You don't need to come to the back garden, I will go to the intersection by myself, and I will go out with you and talk outside." Hanging up the phone, Jiang Ran stood up.Flick the dust off the back of your ass and head for the main road of this road.

Jiang Ran walked very slowly and heavily. The images of so many years flashed through his mind. He saw a male couple jumping off the bridge hand in hand. Mother Li Fang covered her son's eyes. "Don't watch." He took his arm and dragged him through the crowd who were bothering to watch the show.

Then, in a flash, the boy at the same table in the winter when he was 16 years old showed his white teeth, drifted away and waved to him in the winter of melting snow.Like an angel in winter saying to him: "See you by fate." The boy I fell in love with for the first time when I graduated from the third year of junior high school moved to a distant place with his family.And Jiang Ran's stubborn face appeared again and again.Father Zhiqing gasped from that room as he was embraced by that man, while Jiang Ran's expression was as if a large gap had been torn from the sky, shattering all the innocence of the boy when he was 10 years old.

At the end of the summer after the 18-year-old college entrance examination, at the fork where his father Zhiqing and his mother actually walked out of the court, Jiang Ran secretly followed them and finally watched his father being picked up by another man.Jiang Ran hid behind the large stone lion, after all, they didn't wait until they regretted it and walked together again.

Jiang Ran called his mother while running, and the mother heard her son say: Mom.Then finally the tears fell down, sobbing uncontrollably.After finding his mother who was wandering around, Jiang Ran raised his smiling face. Jiang Ran, who had gone from mischievous to rebellious to indifferent, forced a smile.He firmly walked over and held his mother's left hand firmly, holding his fingers together. "From now on, I will protect my mother." Jiang Lifang, who is a woman after all, with tears in her eyes, smiled uglier than crying: "Yeah!"

That day, my mother said that she wanted to go to see the Scenic Bridge. Although the sidewalk is very narrow, it will probably be re-planned after a while to prevent pedestrians from going up.At that time, the entire bridge was almost forced to be dredged manually.A pair of gay men jumped down hand in hand. When Jiang Ran lay on the bridge and looked at the couple, he only caught a fleeting figure and they both fell.More and more people were on the river, and the girlfriend who didn't know which side was screaming at the river under the bridge.To die with them, don't even think about leaving her alone.Stopped by the crowd, most of them were attracted by the woman's cry.

This human tragedy was just witnessed by Jiang Ran and Li Fang, mother and son.The mother covered Jiang Ran's eyes with her hands and said to him: Don't look.The policeman's mother was very strong at that moment, and Jiang Ran passively followed behind.How resistant is the mother, that's why she has such explosive power to support a grown boy so far.

After that, Jiang Ran was afraid that when he saw gay men in reality, it was difficult for him to look at them calmly.Close your eyes, cover your sight and turn a blind eye.

Waiting for the screen to cut off all Jiang Ran's emotions, the inability to vent, the extreme rejection of the relationship between men and women, and the suffocation of annihilation in the deep sea followed one after another.Jiang Ran stood at the intersection, looked towards the direction of the sun and sighed silently: comrades are evil.

There was a sharp sound of Chi Dongshang braking his bicycle, and Chi Dongshang's hair was messed up, and the stamens from the flowering tree were stained on his clothes.Passers-by on the campus at this time walked, talked and laughed, chatting about big and small mundane matters... Few people watched them.Wang Ping was grabbing Duo Caimei and telling her to feed her face, but Duo Caimei reluctantly refused to get rid of her arm.Suddenly, Jiang Ran was in a stalemate with the person who turned his back on them.

Chi Dongshang lifted himself up, turned around and smashed it on the concrete floor. Jiang Ran wanted to remove the flower that was only half of the corpse stuck to his clothes.Wang Ping yelled at him without making a move: "Hi! Jiang Ran, would you like to go to the food stall with us tonight!"

Chi Dongshang emphasized: "Come up! Let's talk in another place!" Jiang Ran waved to Wang Ping and the others: "I won't participate, I hope you have a good time." Then he started to catch up with Chi Dongshang's bicycle and sat on the back seat.The car was unstable and shook twice from side to side and then stabilized.

Colorful girl whispered: "That biker seems to be Chi Dongshang..."

After leaving the school gate area, the bicycle accelerated and moved forward.Chi Dongshang's coat and hair fluctuated with the wind, and Jiang Ran held on to what he could hold under his seat without saying a word to prevent himself from falling.Wanting to grab Chi Dongshang's clothes, he hesitated for a few seconds to deny it, and grabbed other stable parts instead.

Jiang Ran looked back at the road he had passed, and a street had already been ridden far away.The number of college students dwindled, and the bus passed behind.Jiang Ran instinctively grabbed the clothes around Chi Dongshang's waist as a car vibrated on the bumpy ground.Shout: "You're on the wrong track now! It's dangerous!"

Chi Dong still didn't ask.Jiang Ran held on tighter, cycling left and right, avoiding and overtaking.Although it is not a big road, it is still illegal and dangerous to move forward like this. "I said it's dangerous, did you hear me?"

Chi Dongshang's voice was dragged out with the sound of cars and the interference of the wind: "If you're afraid, hold me tight!"

Jiang Ran clung tightly to the clothes of the person in front of him, still refusing to touch his flesh and bones, his stubbornness took root, and the corners of his eyes were sore.At an intersection with a sharp turn, Chi Dongshang raised his voice: "Hold me if you don't want to fall! Don't blame me!"

Seeing the curve approaching, Jiang Ran couldn't take his eyes off the man in front of him. In order to avoid falling, Jiang Ran took a deep breath and grabbed Chi Dongshang's body, approaching his back. Jiang Ran hugged Chi Dongshang's waist , clasped his arms tightly around his abdomen.Jiang Ran's heart and stomach were boiling.It was all so overwhelming that I didn't have time to think about it.

After Jiang Ran hugged him, the big turn was over, and the bicycle gradually became stable. Chi Dongshang laughed and rode the bicycle on the small road with big strides.Only then did Jiang Ran realize that this person did it on purpose, his face was dark, and his eyes were flickering and flickering.Spread your hands apart to move away from the man's abdomen and finally his waist.

Who knew that Chi Dongshang removed one hand from the handlebar and grabbed Jiang Ran's right hand.Chi Dongshang's right hand pressed Jiang Ran's right hand in the same direction back to his abdomen.Hold on to your waist. "Put back that hand too, or I'll let go of the handlebar with my left hand to grab your hand." By the way, he deliberately swayed the line of the car, showing an unsteady look.

Jiang Ran was sullen, and criticized righteously in his mouth: "Bastard! Despicable! Villain!" He still hugged him tightly with both hands. "I did as you said, why don't I ride the bike well?" After speaking, he crossed his hands, and Jiang Ran got very close to this person all of a sudden.

His face lowered involuntarily, and his eyes lowered.It's like you can count your own heartbeats. "Chi Dongshang you rascal..."

The man shouted happily, Jiang Ran patted him in distaste, Chi Dongshang's voice became serious: "Isn't this very good. If you hold me tight, I'm going to speed up again!" Carried towards Chi Dongshang's back, all the way high-profile.Jiang Ran's ears turned red.With a frown and a tangled expression, he simply closed his eyes and buried his face to hide his face.The girl who passed by the lovers on the alley forked in the road pointed at the boy, and the boy touched his girlfriend's earlobe: the kid behind must be frightened.

Jiang Ran can no longer think about guessing which road the bicycle is driving on, whether the speed is fast or full, whether there are many or few people around, and it is impossible to maintain normal thinking and calmness when sitting on this bicycle.

Chi Dongshang smiled slightly and glanced back. Although he couldn't see it, he was satisfied.Afraid that saying too much would spoil this rare and beautiful atmosphere, he kept walking straight ahead and maintained his speed.Not too fast.

It was dark and the street lights were on.Chi Dongshang was also tired, and the bicycle slowed down on this road, at a mid-range speed.Under the dark blue mixed with black sky, Chi Dongshang gradually stopped the car and put his feet on the ground.Turning her head and changing lightly: "Jiang Ran? Do you want to come down and have something to eat."

Jiang Ran jumped out of the car and stood on the side of the road to observe the scenery.The two walked into the crowded food street, one pushed the bicycle and asked the people around him what to eat, and the other put his hand on the seat of the bicycle, looked at the food stores on both sides and said his own suggestion.

Jiang Ran went out without any money and was penniless, so Chi Dongshang had to pay the bill.This time Jiang Ran was finally unrestrained, simple and clear, and patted Chi Dongshang on the shoulder, "Thank you!"

There are couples proposing marriage in the store, and those present are watching and watching, encouraging and encouraging.Jiang Ran vividly looked at the couple who successfully proposed marriage and hugged each other tightly, and the scene of the awkward girl next to him grabbing the ear of the boy who was traveling with him, with a peaceful and peaceful expression.

Chi Dongshang also maintained a calm smile and watched Jiang Ran when he looked away.He also pretended not to know when Jiang Ran was sizing him up while secretly eating.Create an opportunity for Jiang Ran to observe his every move carefully, even if it's embarrassing to be splashed by soup.As long as it is good and peaceful, it is the best thing at this stage.

Don't mention unhappy things or pessimistic things, just let go and be together, and experience this hard-won happiness.No more, no less, never ending....

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