You and I can't lean on jade and snuggle incense

When I met you two years ago, the boy you caught had you deeply in his mind. Even he himself didn't know why he just looked at you twice in the crowd, and he wanted to change; Before that, he was an indifferent boy who would refuse girls to cry. Although his concept of right and wrong in the world was chaotic, he was obviously lonely and needed a haven, but he sealed himself outside thousands of walls and the sword could not penetrate.That young man often feels that he is different from others, and always has a feeling of inferiority towards his parents, and dare not tell others... dare not stop his own imaginary guesses.Thinking of myself as a child of a wronged relationship between a gay father and a heterosexual mother, I cried secretly when I thought about my own value.There is a reason for the proud and domineering little boy to grow up to be indifferent and ruthless.

But Mr. Chi Dongshang, you are an elegant college student.The family is beautiful, the parents are the son of a professor, and there are generations of famous cultural figures, and the future is bound to be upright and heroic.Maybe you might run the company your parents started with your uncles.Maybe you will become an entrepreneur, and go to a well-matched little wife to step over the brazier to form a happy family.

Chi Dongshang and Jiang Ran, you two are not at all different.But something subtle and magical happened to each other.

The electric shock-like electric current accidentally touched the body reaction, which made the two at a loss. Their guesses about each other were like breaking through the silkworm chrysalis and taking the wings to explore the world.Although they never said anything, the two of them formed a tacit understanding during the day's play.

There is no end to the road, and there is no end to the words.

"I hate watching this kind of scene. I feel that these animals have been trained to lose their self-esteem and instinct. They can only obey the trainer's orders and let them be slaughtered." Jiang Ran and the three of them finally arrived at the present The largest Polar Ocean Theater in China in the world is located at the head of the "hull" of the Polar Ocean World, with a construction area of ​​4500 square meters and an auditorium with 2800 seats.The trainers are fully trained to command rare marine animals such as beluga whales, dolphins, sea lions, and walruses.They may perform together.Every time you complete the goal commanded by the trainer, you can get the caress or fish reward from the trainer.Interact with the trainers on the stage like a raised child.

"But maybe some of them also feel this happy. For example, the dolphin with the famous angel face over there, does it look like smiling at you when it opens its mouth and makes a cry? It may be that the dolphins look cute and innocent, as if Is it happy? But we can’t guess whether it is. But if they can survive here well, the staff who raise them take good care of them and play with them, which can give them happiness and bring more to themselves Applause and encouragement. Compared with the increasingly endangered dangers of wild oceans, even glaciers and polar regions, and global warming, it is not safe here." There were many cheering children and adults' exaggerated voices.Chi Dongshang was talking to Jiang Ran quietly.Amidst the noise of the crowd, He leaped through the air and swam back to the pool. From time to time, he jumped into the sound of dolphins splashing water and making angelic calls.Calm and peaceful.

"En. That's what you said. Whether they are all happy and willing, whether they can really understand their situation, no matter how much we talk about here, it can't represent their psychology. Hey... like the silly one It's the same as us..." Jiang Ran didn't know which emotion was touched when he looked at the scene, and he lay on the pole of the public facility, resting his chin in one hand and thinking to himself with a look of melancholy.

Chi Dongshang listened and saw that the man paused, his words stopped, his eyes watched the rare species bred by nature's grace, and he watched the sea lion catch the ball and smiled fatly and wetly Curved the corners of his mouth, "Hehe..." "Don't look at me, look at how powerful they are." After a while, he lowered his eyes and whispered one after another when facing the clumsy bent body imitating the posture of a human statue while the trainer whistled and gestured Jiang Ran sighed.Chi Dongshang saw it all.

"Fool. Don't sigh anymore. If you sigh too much, it will make you haggard. They have their own destiny. Look at the facilities and the complete breeding environment here in the polar region, and there are strict regulations on rest procedures... ..The number of tourists here has always maintained a strong guarantee of high-scoring views. Since there are so many staff members, the animals should be enjoying excellent treatment." Chi Dongshang leaned on Jiang Ran's arm with his elbow, Jiang Ran really turned his head to look at it, and Chi Dongshang pursed his lips and smiled: "What's more, they are very smart animals. Books have introduced their habits and brain composition. Don't underestimate their thinking ability. If you If you really want them to live a better life, then you can often come to increase the income of tourists, put more opinions on them on the opinion spectrum, maybe it will work!"

Facing Chi Dongshang's rare play of poverty, Jiang Ran was infected and laughed softly, "Hehe. Do you think I can bring a significant increase in income here by myself? I come here every day regardless of my wallet There will also be particularly large fluctuations in the ratio. Giving opinions on the opinion shop has too many extravagant requirements for managers, and they can’t make more changes for the sake of various necessary interests and restrictions. Can change for the better Maybe there are many people in front of us who have done or tried the plan...Our current behavior is just to talk about it and take a look."

Why did you deny yourself again? It is obviously what you want to do in your heart.Slowly, among the crowd who were all focused on watching the performance, Chi Dongshang quietly took Jiang Ran's hand, clenched it twice on his knee, and then released it.Like giving him an encouragement.Ah, Jiang Ran, who is full of love and sympathy and accuses himself of being powerless. There are many things in the world that we cannot do but we can work hard. Even if we can't do it after hard work, we can still bless.There is no need to be so hard on yourself.

There are too many people here, walking back and forth, changing seats and leaving, and newcomers sit down, so they can't hold hands for too long.Chi Dongshang didn't know if Jiang Ran could accept it after being sentimental.So he let go again after a while, and sent Jiang Ran's hand back.

During the process, he kept looking at Jiang Ran, who was silent elsewhere, hesitating, and there were many things he couldn't help himself.There are many things to fear and worry about. In this world, someone suddenly leaves your life and disappears in front of you.Or become the most familiar stranger or never see each other every other day.It's not that Jiang Ran didn't think about it, even if Chi Dongshang not only treats him tenderly like a brother, but also has the same thoughts as him, whether the two of them can speak up bravely and whether they can be together, if they take that step In addition to breaking through the crowd's fallacious accusations and secular restrictions, can we stay together..... I dare not think about it anymore.The moment his hand was held and released, Jiang Ran suddenly decided not to reveal this secret for the time being.It’s just that the current rationality tells him that there are too many unknown factors and it’s not yet time for the birth to sprout. At this time, the most appropriate and only possible thing is to hide deeply.

Jiang Ran showed a bitter smile as if giving himself a sad advice and as if responding to Chi Dongshang's leaving hand. "Yeah, no matter how much you say, it's just speculation. If it's not them, you won't know until later. Don't worry about it."

This is the countermeasure that the two who are hesitant to each other understand for the time being.Just like before, keep your distance.Be a unique pair of "friends".

About half an hour to watch.Jiang Ran intends to leave the venue, seeing Chi Dong's indifferent expression, he begins to look for the boy Han Yu who has gone somewhere.

"Call Han Yu. If you don't get through, call a few more times until you get through."

"Oh yes. Even if you can't hear the vibration, you can still shake him."

.......

"It didn't work! He didn't respond to more than a dozen. Han Yu's legs have been paralyzed so many times and he didn't feel it?"

"No way. This kid has been ticklish since he was a child, and he hides around him like a zombie. Unless he changes the vibration mode."

"That......"

"Wait a while to see if he returns the call. If there is no movement, send him a text message. Let's go first."

"Okay. I'll see if I can see him around..."

After a while, Jiang Ran shook his head helplessly at Chi Dongshang. "Your phone doesn't respond, and we can't see him." Chi Dongshang didn't remain silent, and said calmly: "Let's go. Send him a text message."

Chi Dongshang had already got up.Jiang then bowed his head: "It's not good to leave him behind."

"Let's go. He's not a child, he can go home by himself. If you don't get up again, I'll pull you up, believe it or not?"

Jiang Ran really got up immediately.He glanced at Chi Dongshang.It can be regarded as giving up on Han Yu. "Then let him go back by himself. Let's go."

I came out to chase along the street, had lunch and chatted in a restaurant, and in the afternoon I transferred to the car and took a walk to the Polar Ocean World. After observing and playing, it was more than [-]:[-] when I came out.The two plan to go for a walk by the beach alone if Han Yu is nowhere to be seen at the door... To be honest, Jiang Ran, who has always been indifferent on the outside but kind and delicate on the inside, is rarely selfish at this time. I hope Han Yu will be the best Don't show up at the good door, just go to the beach with Chi Dongshang or something alone.But if you want to think about it, if you want to do it, you should do it, Jiang Ran suggested to look around the door again.Maybe Han Yu was waiting for them at the door when he came out early...

Chi Dongshang also pretended to have a proper expression, "Look again, leave without us!"

As a result, neither Jiang Ran nor Chi Dongshang looked around seriously.After coming out, neither of them touched their mobile phones.Better to just take the two of you to the beach.Han Yu is now a light bulb.

"Hey! Xiaoshang~~~~Xiao Jiangjiang, I'm here." Chi Dongshang stopped firmly.Jiang Ran also heard it. Although he had heard this voice when he was talking with Chi Dongshang before, and he was familiar with it when we met in person today, it was indeed Han Yu's voice.But this time it was especially harsh.

Jiang Ran and Chi Dongshang looked at each other.Both of them acted as if they didn't hear the sound, and tried to leave.Didn't hear just hallucinations.Han Yu wouldn't shout so disgustingly.It's not a daimyo anyway...we didn't hear anything.Grace.

"Jiang Ran! Chi Dongshang! The two of you are too heartless. Stop! I'll go to the head office!" Now he named Han Yu, who called out his first and last name accurately.The girls who just struck up a conversation and didn't know who they hooked up and exchanged numbers pretended to say hello and said goodbye! Then, instead of being frivolous and money-making in the past, they trotted over with 'vigorous', leaving a chic and lively running posture for the pretty girls behind to watch.The point is that the prettiest girl among a group of girls is the right one! It’s just in time for Chi Dongshang and Jiang Ran not to come here, so as not to cause obstacles for him to date the most beautiful girl in the future!

Jiang Ran: "Hehe, I didn't realize it was you just now. We called you before, but there was no response."

Chi Dongshang: "Jiang Ran and I didn't see you inside, so we planned to leave if we didn't see you when we came out."

Ignoring the sarcasm of the two people's unkind remarks, Han Yu smiled brightly, "I was shocked by the phone call, but it was inconvenient to answer it while I was doing business at the time. But later, they sent you a text message. Didn't you receive it?"

Chi Dongshang took out his phone, opened it, and there was a new message in it.Jiang Ran leaned over to look, and there was an impressive display inside: I'm already outside the polar region, you can see it when you come out.word.

Sure enough, after coming out, I shouldn't look for Han Yu again, it would be better to go directly to the beach.Jiang Ran thought to himself.

From the very beginning, I should have left in a car instead of making a phone call.Chi Dongshang thought to himself.

In fact, when Chi Dongshang was talking to Jiang Ran about what he was going to do at the beach when he came out, he thought it would be good if Han Yu wasn't there.It happened to be two people...but now Han Yu is so grown up in front of them.Or a slut who just hooked up with a girl.It's really not a coincidence.

Chi Dongshang raised his forehead, "Alright then. Let's go to the beach."

Han Yu followed the two of them, and turned his head to say goodbye to the group of girls with a smile on his face... It was rare for Jiang Ran to have a direct purpose of using Han Yu as a light bulb.However, Han Yu also played the role of a light bulb in this play, and also illuminated some things for Jiang Ran and Chi Dongshang.

"Enough. Quickly take back your fox claws, don't harm others." Jiang Ran also gestured to the person over there, and grabbed Han Yu's arm back.Signal him: You are enough, hey!

Han Yu had a happy face, and he was able to walk beside the two with his face up.Jiang Ran shook his head helplessly seeing the goblin winking at every turn, what a disaster.Chi Dongshang just coldly snorted and rolled his eyes at Han Yu.

The three of them walked towards the beach in the distance again...

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