how to give you the best love

The bright sunlight shone on his face, and Feng Zhenggan didn't open his eyes for a long time.The curtains were not drawn, the windows were not closed, and the cool, salty wind from the sea blew in, making him shiver.

"Um…"

A soft hum came from his ear, Feng Zhengqian's body froze, his gaze finally moved down, and he saw the person leaning on his shoulder.

When Yan Du woke up, his head hurt a little, he pressed his forehead, and saw some messy sheets around him.This is his room, yes, it is also his bed, but why does the place next to him seem to have warmth and a trace of breath... He didn't delve into it, got up in silence, washed, went downstairs to the kitchen, and ate the warm food that someone had prepared. hot breakfast.

The fourth child has taken care of him since the end of his mission. He has been a military doctor in Yunnan and traveled to Chengdu, Xi'an, and Nanjing. From the time he shut himself up and kept silent all day long, he has returned to normal physically and mentally for nearly two years.Now they live in a small seaside town. Feng Zhengqian runs a resort with his old friend, and he helps out when he is in a good mood, and goes for a walk by the beach and reads at home when he is in a bad mood.

Today, however, he was in a good mood. After breakfast, he went to the resort less than a hundred meters away.

"Yo! Hello Brother Yan!"

"Morning, Brother Yan!"

He received warm greetings before entering the door, and Yan Du smiled back one by one, walked to the front desk and asked, "Old Zheng, where is Feng Zhengqian?"

Zheng Kang flipped through the ledger and replied without raising his head: "I don't know where to hide. When I came, I went to the back without saying a word. Maybe it's in his own office."

Yan Du received the impatience exuded by Zheng Kang, and turned to the front desk to go inside without asking any further questions.

Zheng Kang is a fellow of Feng Zhengqian, and he is almost a child. Although Zheng Kang is three years older than Yan Du... These days, Yan even feels that something is wrong when talking to him. Zheng Kang seems to have something wrong recently. It smells like gunpowder.

Walking through the front hall and through the wooden corridor built on the white sandy beach, you will arrive at Dongyuan, a single-family rented villa, and Nanyuan, where employees and bosses live.This place is very big, and it has been in operation for almost ten years. Feng Zhengqian holds three-tenths of the assets here, and it was Zheng Kang who invited Feng Zhengqian to become a shareholder.

Feng Zheng made money but didn't work hard, and has been getting dividends for the past few years.But he has been diving into the tiger, and he runs the Fengxiangyuan together with the youngest Wu Yu, and there is no shortage of money at all, so the money he got from dividends here is sent back here by Feng Zhengqian in various ways every year.Therefore, this time Feng Zhengqian proposed to "help" the resort. Zheng Kang not only gave him the position of financial manager, but also helped him arrange a spacious internal and external office, as well as the seaside villa where he and Yan are now living.

Zheng Kang also helped Feng Zhenggan, the younger brother, when he was young. The two did not communicate often and were not very close, but they fully trusted each other.And because of this, during this period of time, he looked at his little brother like this... he became angry...

"Boss...the pen...the pen is broken..." Waiter A tremblingly said.

Zheng Kang put aside the pen in his hand, and said with a stern face: "What should I do for you..."

Xiaojia Maliuer flashed...

Yan Duzi didn't know that it was himself who offended Boss Zheng, and he walked briskly to Feng Zhengqian's office while breathing the fresh morning air.

At this time, the employees are busy in front, and there is no one in Nanyuan, so it is very quiet.Yan hasn't been here much, because the residence is too close, and even Feng Zhengqian hasn't used the office and rest room here, at least some time ago.

But Yan doesn't think so anymore.Standing in front of the door with the words Chief Financial Officer written on it, he knocked on the door a few times, but no one answered, so he pushed the door open and walked in. What he saw was a mess.

It's hard to imagine that this is Feng Zhengqian's room. There are piles of documents on the floor. The desktop is not covered by documents, but there are many wine bottles scattered here and there, and there are all kinds of liquor, foreign wine and beer.The windows of the room were closed tightly, and the dark curtains were drawn tightly, which made Yan even frown uncomfortably.There is still a little smell of alcohol in the air, even Yan's not so sensitive sense of smell can smell it, and there is also a little...alpha pheromone smell...

In such a room, Yan wanted to rush out the door immediately, but he approached the inner door step by step as if he had been bewitched by something.Maybe it was the familiar smell, or maybe the scene inside the room made him feel a little worried even though it made him uncomfortable. In short, he stretched his hand towards the concealed door, and then he finally heard a voice coming from inside the door...

Feng Zhengqian sat on the sofa in the middle of his office and drank a bottle of dark beer. This early in the morning, he didn't want to eat anything, he just wanted to drink some wine, and then the German beer with strong stamina made him, who had a normal drinking capacity and still had a hangover... some blur.

Otherwise, he would never be in this place... let his desire run wild, let himself lust for the person who has always cherished and cared for him, let himself recite the name of that person over and over again in his heart, and fantasize about being part of that person. Hands are stroking him...

"Hmm...Yan...all..."

The two words that leaked from his mouth actually made him tremble in his ears. Feng Zhengqian panted anxiously with his head raised, and let it out with a low moan.The disordered breathing is difficult to calm down, and after venting, I feel even more insufficient...

He looked at the turbidity on his hands, but he could only curse angrily: "Feng Zheng fuck you bastard... bastard..."

Yan Du gently closed the office door, leaned against the wall and took a deep breath.The scene just now was too exciting, his heart was beating too fast, and he had to take a deep breath to calm down.

It's just that the two people separated by a wall are hard to calm down.

Feng Zhengqian didn't go home that night, but stayed in Nanyuan.This is not the first time he has lived here. There have been a few times, and he ran out of the house in the middle of the night. After all, the walls of Nanyuan are not difficult for him, but the people under the same roof are more and more let He couldn't sleep.

He was still drinking dull wine alone, randomly pressing the remote control of the TV to change channels, planning to get through the time of insomnia in such a chaotic way.At this time, there was a knock on the door, and he knew who it was without thinking, so he got up and opened the door.

"Brother Zheng..." Feng Zhengqian turned sideways to let Zheng Kang in, and the two of them entered the inner room and sat on the sofa relatively silent.

"What's wrong with you?" Zheng Kang suppressed his emotions, trying not to sound so irritable, "Feng Zhenggan, drink with me, don't be bored."

"Brother Zheng...I..."

Zheng Kang opened a bottle of beer, waved his hand and said, "Don't call me brother, I don't have a brother who is as useless as you."

Feng Zhengqian: "..."

"It's almost done, you've done enough. Either let go or hold on tight, understand?" Zheng Kang took out a cigarette and handed it to Feng Zhengqian, and continued, "I know you worry about him, but you took the initiative even if you forced him. It's also for him to take a step forward, so he won't accept anyone in his whole life?"

Feng Zhenggan didn't speak, took the cigarette without lighting it, and bit it in his mouth.

Zheng Kang lit a cigarette for himself, ignored Feng Zhenggan's silence, and said to himself, "What the hell do you think about the ability to attract bees and butterflies back then? Just eat? You can't handle a beta?!"

"He's different... Yan Duhe..." Feng Zhengqian clenched his fists and endured.

Zheng Kang raised his eyebrows, and raised his voice: "What's the difference? You'll know it's different after putting him on the bed! I think you've held it in for too long..."

"Brother Zheng!" Feng Zhenggan interrupted Zheng Kang's words sharply, his forehead twitched, obviously agitated.

Zheng Kang closed his mouth, leaned on the sofa and smoked lazily, squinted at Feng Zhengqian's face, after a long while he suddenly laughed out loud, and said, "Damn the fourth son, fuck the fourth son, you've been stumped... Do you think so?" Don't admit it? If you admit it, then you may be able to embrace the beauty."

He stood up, patted Feng Zhenggan's shoulder heavily, and said in a low voice: "Don't forget, you are not the fourth boss of Fengxiangyuan..."

The next morning, Yan Du went downstairs to make breakfast by himself, but saw hot wontons and Feng Zhengqian in the kitchen.

Yan Du's expression was a little stiff, Feng Zhengqian couldn't say what he had prepared, and the atmosphere froze for a moment.

Feng Zhenggan didn't speak, and Yan Du just stood there, looking at him, but not looking at him.The wontons on the table emitted heat and aroma, and someone's stomach rumbled, breaking the silence.

The tacit understanding of living together for a long time is still there, the two moved at the same time, Yan Du pulled out a chair and sat down at the dining table, Feng Zhengqian picked up a small bowl filled with wonton and handed it to him.

"Be careful it's hot." Feng Zhengqian said.

Yan Du raised his eyes from the bowl and gave Feng Zhenggan a look, Feng Zhenggan fell silent.

After a meal, Yan didn't say a word to ask Feng Zhengqian to sit down and eat together, but Feng Zhengqian didn't seem to notice it.Yan Du was a little puzzled by his distraught state, and was about to ask a question, but Feng Zhengqian spoke.

"Yan Du..."

"Ok?"

"Let's get married."

"..."

"I want to always be like this, to live with you..."

"..."

Seeing that Yan Du hadn't answered, Feng Zhenggan became a little anxious, "Yan Du, I'm serious, I..."

At this moment, Yan Du suddenly stood up, lowered his head, and said, "Feng Zhengqian, you are so despicable."

Feng Zhenggan was stunned.

"When I was the weakest and most helpless...you took care of me and supported me..." Yan Du buried his head, not letting the people around him see the expression on his face, "You...you..." He couldn't speak sentence.

Feng Zhenggan was a little stupid, he reached out to touch Yan Du, but he didn't dare.

"You...let me...let me...how can I leave you..."

Yan Du's voice was so low that it couldn't be lowered, but he clearly entered Feng Zhengqian's heart word by word, and he smiled belatedly.

"What are you smirking..." Yan Du gritted his teeth, "Yesterday... I saw it all..."

Feng Zhengqian was stunned again, and asked, "What did you see?"

"What did you say?!" Yan Du's face became a little hot. Although he still lowered his head, the blush on the side of his face and ear tips could not escape Feng Zhengqian's eyes.

Feng Zhengqian "ah", then laughed again.

Yan Du was so angry that he wanted to punch him, he endured and endured, and then said: "You will not be allowed to eat for a day!"

Feng Zhengqian was still smiling, looking at the back of Yan Du who was going up the stairs with strength—as if the stairs belonged to Feng Zhengqian—he thought silently in his heart: It will get better, it doesn’t matter how long it takes, as long as you can Feeling your... rediscovering your heart naturally...