how to give you the best love

Shen Long had seen the symbol on that letter paper before, and it was one of the secret codes that had been abolished many years ago.

He has only seen this thing in the old volumes of the military department, he is not a person in this field, and this kind of symbol has not appeared for many years, Shen Long intuitively feels that the information on this letter paper may not be simple.

Seeing that Shen Long didn't speak, Cheng Xuanhe frowned and explained: "I've sealed this box since my father passed away, and I've never opened it since. This is also the grandmother's that my father told me about. Things were originally put in an iron box..."

Cheng Xuanhe took a box next to it. The blue iron box that looked like a dim sum was already rusted, and the patterns printed on it were already mottled.

Cheng Xuanhe touched a diary inside, looked at the piece of paper in his hand, and said: "Before I sealed it, I only glanced at these things briefly, and didn't pay attention to them carefully. This...it doesn't look like... Is it a random symbol or something?"

The guess in Shen Long's heart has gradually turned into affirmation at this time.

He remembered the so-called document by Cheng Qiutian, and now it seems that it is probably this piece of paper.Otherwise, it is really impossible to explain why there is such an encrypted file dedicated to the intelligence department in Cheng Xuanhe's father's relics.

But now this situation is really nerve-wracking, how should he tell Cheng Xuanhe...

Shen Long thought for a while, took the piece of paper in Cheng Xuanhe's hand, and handed him the milk cup.

He sat down beside Cheng Xuanhe and said, "Maybe Sunan knows this thing. It looks like a password to me. Do you mind if I show it to him? This kid likes these messy things."

Cheng Xuanhe glanced at the paper again, nodded and said, "No problem, I'm curious to ask him to tell me what is written on it when I come back." Without thinking too much, he picked up the cup in his hand and drank the warm water. of milk.

Shen Long looked at the pile of sundries that Cheng Xuanhe tossed out and put on the ground, and asked, "Are these all your father's things?"

"Yes, he used to go to a junior college, where he studied painting and design. I left some of his favorite picture books, and his own sketchbook. The rest are just bits and pieces. "

Cheng Xuanhe began to slowly put the things back into the box, leaving only the tin box.

Shen Long looked at those heavy picture books, thought for a while, and asked: "Your father... how old were you when you were in school?"

"He started studying when I was born, but his studies were not very heavy. Because he didn't go to high school but went to a technical school, so when I was five or six years old, he graduated and started to have a stable income. From my memory At the beginning, our family's conditions were not bad, and it probably wasn't too difficult before that..."

Shen Long frowned and fell silent.

Cheng Xuanhe looked at Shen Long's expression, smiled and said, "I know what you're thinking, I used to wonder how things could go so smoothly, even with the help of friends, it can't be like this, single omega with a drag The bottle is still so moisturizing..."

He smiled bitterly, and continued: "Today, my father told me something about the past, I think, the person who has been helping our father and son..."

Cheng Xuanhe paused for a moment, and then spoke again, telling Shen Long about the past that Dai Weizhong told him.

"Dad's friend has been responsible for contacting him with work. It seems that he also helped our family when I was young. I only met that person two or three times, and they were all met when he visited my house before leaving. , is an omega that is bigger than my dad."

Cheng Xuanhe sighed, touched the box, and said with emotion: "Dad told me very little about him, and I don't know many things. But now, it seems that this person is the brother from Dad's orphanage Yes, that's him... let father and father meet..."

Looking at the complicated smile on Cheng Xuanhe's face, Shen Long felt a pain in his heart.He took Cheng Xuanhe's hand and gently embraced him in his arms.

"Xuanhe..." Shen Long wanted to say something to make Cheng Xuanhe stop showing such an expression, but he didn't know what to say.

Cheng Xuanhe put his head on Shen Long's shoulder, reached out and patted Alpha's generous shoulder, and said, "What are you doing? Do you want to comfort me?... I'm fine, don't worry."

Shen Long didn't believe Cheng Xuanhe's words, he let go of Cheng Xuanhe, lowered his head and gently stroked the end of Cheng Xuanhe's eyelids with his hands.

He didn't say anything, but he looked at those eyes that were always clear and bright on weekdays, and he wanted to tell Cheng Xuanhe with his eyes that he would always be by his side...

Cheng Xuanhe naturally understood Shen Long's worry.He smiled and took Shen Long's hand, and said: "I haven't finished talking to you...I don't know the name of that person, and I thought, I can't even thank him for his help. But just now, Found this."

As he spoke, he turned around and took the box, and took out the old diary inside.As he turned the pages from the back, he said, "I never noticed that this diary belongs to grandma. There is nothing wrong with it, but the blank part at the back was actually used by my father as a diary. Although I didn't write much, But it happened to be written while he was pregnant with me."

Cheng Xuanhe gave this diary to Commander Dai later, and he wanted to let his father know the truth of the year.

The Cheng Jing back then, of course, couldn't really leave like that for no reason.

Dai Weizhong returned to Qindu and contacted his wife who was out of town to arrange divorce by agreement.And Cheng Jing also went to Qindu a few days later than Dai Weizhong, because he was bored and anxious waiting for Alpha at home alone.

At that time, he was still young, and he was desperate to fall in love with someone.He is a person with a cold face and a warm heart. For the older alpha he loves, he always hopes that he can grow up quickly, and grow up again, until he can stand beside that person with a better identity.

Although he had been pregnant for five months at that time, the reaction during pregnancy was very small, and his physical condition was not bad.Moreover, the law and order in Qindu is much stronger than that of the court, and as a pregnant omega, he mostly gets help in Qindu.After he arrived in Qindu, relying on the memory of seeing Dai Weizhong's ID card, he quickly found Dai Weizhong's home.

Everything seems to be going well, but the reality is not always so satisfactory.

Without knowing the reason why Dai Weizhong came home, Cheng Jing saw his own alpha living with another omega woman.

In fact, he didn't think it was unforgivable that Dai Weizhong got married at first, but when he saw his alpha go in and out of the same house with that woman for two or three days in a row, he gradually began to lose control own thoughts.

He would wonder if his alpha would treat another omega as tenderly as he did to him when he returned home, and he would wonder if his alpha would be nice to him just because of the blood he conceived... He wants to go to Dai Weizhong asked him face to face...

But he was afraid that he would lose control and make some gaffe. This is Dai Weizhong's hometown, and he was also worried that if their affairs were found out, it would have a bad influence on Dai Weizhong... So he was going to wait for Dai Weizhong when he was going back to court. Explain to him yourself.

However, just the day before Dai Weizhong returned to Tingdu, it was his father who arrived at his home in Tingdu before him.

The staid old commander trembled with anger when he saw such a young and handsome boy who came to open the door.He never thought that the rumor that his son raised a boy who was only fourteen or fifteen years old... turned out to be true...

There is no airtight wall, no matter how careful Dai Weizhong was, he couldn't stop his father from knowing about it, and his original plan that he wanted to cut first and play later could not be realized at all.

And Dai Lao knew more than that.Mr. Dai knew that his omega was sent to the hotel, and he even knew that this omega was drugged and sent there.

So, Cheng Jing was considered an unclean person like this, and was slapped by a check with zeros written all over the face.

This story is really clichéd... Cheng Jing wrote this in his diary.

He didn't expect that one day he could become the protagonist of this kind of plot, and he didn't expect that his role would be over so soon-the protagonists always have some chances to struggle and resist-he didn't.

He was immediately kicked out of the home where he lived for half a year, and was ordered not to appear in the sight of his alpha again, and even his identity information was changed...

After that, there was no Cheng Jing, and it was so normal for Dai Weizhong to not find Cheng Jing.His old man held him in his hands, and he couldn't find the palm of Old Commander Dai.

And Cheng Jing almost lost her baby after that, but fortunately, his elder brother found and settled her down.

At the beginning, it was because his elder brother was persecuted and hurt him that he met Dai Weizhong, and he lost contact with his elder brother after that.But I didn't expect that when we met again, the elder brother was already married, and the partner turned out to be the alpha who persecuted the elder brother and killed him, who was drugged and thrown in front of Dai Weizhong's door...

They were a pair of brothers who grew up together in an orphanage. At that time, they really felt that they were lucky.Similar fates have such different endings, it can only be called fate.Cheng Jing had already given up her mind at that time, and had decided to raise the child alone.

His elder brother who has become the proprietress is really not an ordinary person.His later study and work were all arranged by his elder brother with the help of Zhang Luo.The eldest brother's alpha is the tyrant and black boss of Tingdu. This person bowed down to apologize to Cheng Jing respectfully, and apologized very solemnly.

After receiving this great gift, Cheng Jing also said that he would ignore the previous suspicions.His elder brother always felt that he owed him, and felt that if it wasn't for the incident back then, Cheng Jing wouldn't have such an alpha.

But Cheng Jing himself knows very well that he has no regrets about falling in love with Dai Weizhong at all, and he also loves his child very much.

It's just that he recognized it.He cannot lose what is due to him; he cannot earn what is not due to him.

Cheng Jing wrote the last diary entry in this book the day before she gave birth.

A new life would give him a new start, he said.

There is nothing new under the sun.The pain he experienced must have been experienced by others before him.He consoled himself like this.

He buried that person in his heart today, and gave all his love for that person to this child.

……

Cheng Xuanhe knew very well that even if Cheng Jing could swear to God and the cross on the necklace on his chest, saying that he was at peace, he could even say that he was hoarse... But Cheng Xuanhe would not believe that was the truth.

He saw his father's appearance, how could he believe it?

From the moment Cheng Jing left Dai Weizhong's embrace, he has not been able to calm down.Until he dies, until the moment he ends his life, he has no peace.

Some people are like this, and they will experience unforgettable experiences that others cannot imagine.

And the pain of these two people, I have to say, really makes people feel powerless.

The author has something to say: Note:

"There is nothing new under the sun" "The pain he experienced must have been experienced by others before."

It is assumed that Cheng Jing is a believer in religion, so these two sentences are quoted from the Book of Job in the New Testament of the Bible.

The author Jun slag remembers, probably not the original words.But because it was Cheng Jing's diary that said to comfort herself, I also felt that there was no need to put the whole sentence up.

Hereby explain.

The Bible is also very interesting. I have the impression that this passage is very well written. Unfortunately, it has been so long that I don’t remember it.

I also convinced myself,

I can't stop writing emotional dramas and writing daily life. When it's time to start the plot, it's Kawen.

As soon as the plot starts... I can't stop... I will try my best... to write the sad part in a short...

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【small theater】

Shen Long: Xuan He, come here.

Xuanhe: ... (Sit down very obediently, approach...approach...)

Shen Long: ... (Holding. Caressing.)

Xuanhe: It's okay.I will not be like my father, even if Hades wants to take you away and separate us, I will chase him down and knock on his door.

Shen Long (hugging tightly): Nonsense.

Xuan He (laughs): Well, nonsense.

Old Dai (holding the diary): Uuuuuuu my Ah Jing...uuuuuu, daddy, you are too hateful...no!It's the author, you are too ruthless! (╯‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻

Bian Mu: 2333 Old Dai, please bear with me, I can only abuse you, otherwise my little angels will definitely abuse me... QAQ