how to give you the best love

The next day, Cheng Xuanhe went back to work in the publishing house. As soon as he entered the door, he naturally accepted the friendly teasing, teasing, envy, and envy of his colleagues... All kinds of eyes, Uncle Liang even secretly said that he would give Cheng Xuanhe a maternity leave—— Naturally, the rumor was unceremoniously refuted by the person concerned.

I can't blame my colleagues for being like this. After all, in everyone's opinion, if an omega is finally marked by its own alpha, it will definitely become pregnant.Because there are very few problematic alphas or problematic omegas - how few are there?As few male betas as can get pregnant.

But Cheng Xuanhe happened to be in the minority.

Cheng Xuanhe just smiled back at some kind teasing from his colleagues.

However, no matter what attitude he expressed towards the outside world, Xu Bei would never be fooled by appearances.

"Go to see a doctor?"

"Yeah. I saw it, and the medicine was prescribed." Cheng Xuanhe casually answered Xu Bei on the other end of the phone while sorting out the documents and getting ready to leave work.

"What did the doctor say?"

"I didn't say anything, I just said to take some medicine to recuperate." Cheng Xuanhe sat at his desk, staring at a photo in the file in a daze.

"Didn't you say anything to Shen Long?" Xu Bei heard the perfunctory in Cheng Xuanhe's voice on the other side of the phone, and frowned slightly.

"...What did you say?" Cheng Xuanhe murmured back in a low voice, as if he was asking the person on the other end of the phone, or asking himself...

He looked at the photo. In the photo, his father was holding him, who was only over one year old, standing in the garden, smiling like a flower.

"Say you actually feel uneasy, and hope he won't dislike you because of your body."

Xu Bei's words were like a sharp knife, piercing from ear to heart.Cheng Xuanhe's vision flickered, and the warm photos in front of him were slightly blurred.

He was silent.He didn't know what to tell Xu Bei.

"I just think it will feel better if you say it." Xu Bei softened his voice, trying to persuade Cheng Xuanhe.

Xu Bei knew Cheng Xuanhe too well.He knew that Cheng Xuanhe couldn't be indifferent to such a big matter, the more Cheng Xuanhe appeared to be indifferent and careless on the surface, the more he would think in his heart.

In addition, Cheng Xuanhe's understanding and cognition of raising children is probably so complicated that ordinary people can't understand it.His parents, his family, and his life made him have to be cautious.However, his feelings for Shen Long have reached a level that requires him to break through himself.It is normal for Cheng Xuanhe to think clearly, and to choose to drown himself in the favor given by alpha and escape.

But there must always be someone who wakes up Xuanhe before he traps himself.

Cheng Xuanhe took a deep breath, put the photos in a drawer and put them away.This photo has been clipped in the notebook he carries with him all the time. It is the photo of his father who is not much left.He wouldn't take it out to look at it usually, after all, it has been stuck in the notebook like this for many years, and the notebook has been changed a few times, and this photo has been clipped on the last page.

Maybe it was a coincidence, today this photo fell out and was picked up by a colleague, who asked him if this handsome young man was his brother? ...and he answered honestly, this is my dad.His colleague widened his eyes and exclaimed: How young!This is you in your arms?so cute!Xiao Cheng, your child will definitely be like you when you were a child...

"You really should have a good talk with your alpha." Xu Bei suggested again.

"Xu Bei, don't worry about me. I'm not uneasy, I know Shen Long won't do that." Cheng Xuanhe's voice was calm, and the moment he thought of Shen Long, he naturally relaxed and felt at ease.

He continued: "Let's go with the flow, he certainly doesn't want me to think too much about this matter."

Xu Bei had no choice but to say nothing more.

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In only three days, Shen Long got the pheromone extraction solution made by Wu Yu, so the second and third blood draws are really random talk.

And that night, when Shen Long gave Cheng Xuanhe what looked like a jewelry box, Cheng Xuanhe was completely confused and didn't know why.

"? What is this? A gift?" Cheng Xuanhe took the small box and asked with a smile.

Shen Long didn't speak, but just motioned Cheng Xuanhe to open it.

"It's quite mysterious..." Cheng Xuanhe's curiosity was aroused, he unwrapped the wrapping paper in twos and took out a velvet box.Open the box, inside is a dark blue crystal pendant necklace, the crystal pendant is irregular like a diamond shape, dark blue like the sea is deep and charming.

Cheng Xuanhe picked it up and looked at the flowing brilliance shining through it against the light.But in the dark, it is almost black-blue low-toned color.

"Do you like it?" Shen Long asked, reaching out to take it for Cheng Xuanhe.

The pendant is beautifully crafted, but only a thin black thread is used to wear it, and the length is just enough for it to be hidden under the collar.

"...I like it." Cheng Xuanhe didn't seem to have seen enough, picked it up to look at it, and asked, "Why do you think of giving me a present?"

Shen Long didn't answer, but only instructed: "Don't let it leave you, keep it with you all the time."

Cheng Xuanhe paused and looked at Shen Long.

"Is it such an important thing? Or...you..."

"Yes." Shen Long interrupted Cheng Xuanhe's unspoken words.He leaned next to Cheng Xuanhe's ear, his voice was low on purpose, and his lips touched Cheng Xuanhe's earlobe ambiguously: "It's very important, it contains my essence."

Cheng Xuanhe didn't move, but secretly endured a burst of numbness like an electric shock that spread from the tips of his ears.It took him a while to understand the meaning of the word "essence". He stared blankly at the blue crystal in his hand, and a faint red crept up from his ears to his cheeks.

Shen Long looked at Cheng Xuanhe's dumbfounded expression, smiled lightly, embraced Cheng Xuanhe's waist, held his hand holding the necklace, and explained: "This is the essence of alpha pheromone extracted from my blood , if you take it with you, it will be like I am always by your side."

Cheng Xuanhe was woken up suddenly by these words, he turned his head to look at Shen Long and asked, "Won't you always be by my side?"

Seeing that Cheng Xuanhe hadn't grasped the point at all, Shen Long had no choice but to continue to explain: "There are always times when I am not by your side, such as when you are at work, and then it will always make you feel like I release pheromones."

How to explain it?It's complicated.After knotting, the pheromones of alpha and omega will have a certain impact on each other's emotional and even physical conditions, especially alpha pheromone will largely make omega feel at ease and relaxed.

In fact, it is the sense of belonging. Alpha and omega belong to each other, belong to the family in life, and belong to the soul that fits and blends.

"I know." Cheng Xuanhe said, "I know all of this, and I have also heard of this thing. It is for those omega who are marked but cannot stay with their alpha for a long time, and it is also for those who want to ban omega. Alpha prepared it. It won’t be the second type, so it’s the first type?”

"Neither of them." Shen Long's eyes were deep, he stared firmly at Cheng Xuanhe's eyes, and said every word seriously.

Cheng Xuanhe lowered his head and did not speak.

Shen Long didn't speak for a while.He thought over and over in his heart, really not sure whether to tell Cheng Xuanhe that he was about to go on a mission so early, and when Cheng Xuanhe's body needed to be recuperated...

Cheng Xuanhe said in a low voice: "Shen Long...don't hide anything, we agreed."

"...Okay, don't hide it." Shen Long held Cheng Xuanhe's face with both hands, and saw the sad and stubborn expression on that face.He kissed his Cheng Xuanhe, and said softly, "I'll tell you everything, I won't keep it from you."

"Yeah." Cheng Xuanhe kissed his gentle alpha back, and replied softly.

Shen Long thought about it and said: "Just in case, I may go on a mission in the future. I am worried that I will not be by your side when you are in estrus. I didn't want to tell you in advance to make you care for nothing..."

"If you don't tell me in advance, I will be more worried if I am not prepared." Cheng Xuanhe said helplessly.

"..." Shen Long didn't answer.

"You have to think about things like this? Do I need you to worry so much?" The more Cheng Xuanhe thought about it, the more he felt that Shen Long was thinking too much.

"...Need, take out the things in your pocket." Shen Long raised his eyebrows slightly, and stretched out his hand to Cheng Xuanhe.

Cheng Xuanhe instinctively reached out to touch the pocket of his trousers, and when he touched it, he took a deep breath... Then, he frowned, took out the cigarette case and lighter stuffed in his pocket, and put them in Shen Long's hands.

"I only smoked one...I don't have any addiction..." He hesitated and didn't know what to say.

Shen Long sighed slightly, put the things in his hand aside, and said: "Xuanhe, if I say I don't like you smoking, will you quit for me?"

"..." Cheng Xuanhe was dumbfounded again when he heard Shen Long's words.

He nodded and said, "Yes."

"That's good." Shen Long smiled, and patted Cheng Xuanhe's head as a reward.

Cheng Xuanhe naturally followed Shen Long's strength and leaned against him, touched his chest again, and grabbed the warm crystal.

He didn't expect that Shen Long would not blame him at all for his smoking.Although this is his own business, he doesn't think that other people are necessary or qualified to blame him for this matter, but Shen Long, as his alpha, has no displeasure or resentment at all for asking his opinion like this Emotions... somewhat unexpected.

"I...you..." He wanted to say something, but felt that there was nothing to say...

"Xuanhe, I want us to conceive life together, and let's not do anything that is bad for our health." Shen Long said suddenly.

"Hmm." On this point, the two had the same idea, and Cheng Xuanhe readily agreed.

"I know it's inevitable that I worry too much, but I just can't control myself." Shen Long hugged Cheng Xuanhe's shoulders, and gently rubbed his soft hair sideways.

"Perhaps... you should give me more confidence? I promise you that you will do it without smoking, so can you stop always thinking that I am fragile, and hesitate to tell me even a task at work. I'm not a woman, and I won't pester my alpha every day..."

Cheng Xuanhe's voice became quieter as he got to the end, he hugged Shen Long, his arms tightened more and more.

Shen Long patted Cheng Xuanhe's back reassuringly, and said softly: "My Xuanhe is very strong, I know. I will tell you in the future, don't hesitate anymore."

Cheng Xuanhe put his forehead on Shen Long's shoulder and rubbed it hard.

That's it, Shen Long treats him so well, he is more and more able to act like a baby...

And Shen Long looked at such a coquettish omega, and his heart was soft and warm.He whispered: "Then you also give me more confidence. Even if I have something to leave you, it is only temporarily, so that I can be by your side longer and give you better company. Don't hide any troubles in your heart , Don’t think about smoking as a way to relieve boredom, and drink less coffee.”

Shen Long paused, looked at Omega who had kept his head buried, lowered his head and gently bit his ear, and said in a deep and serious tone: "It's best to think about me, and then forget about cigarettes and coffee. We, too, You should do more things that are good for your health..."

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After being pressed on the bed and stripped of his clothes, Cheng Xuanhe thought again in a daze... After this experience, he might think of Shen Long whenever he sees cigarettes and coffee. If you can't look directly at those two things...

Really, what is there to worry about?

Just because he failed to conceive successfully, his alpha has been so keen to do things with him these days that are 'good for his body' that he can't take it anymore... Even if it's not in estrus, it can't stop the alpha's paranoia.But I have to say that Shen Long begged him like this, which naturally made him feel loved and happy...

They will always be together and it will be a matter of time before their relationship blossoms.

He really doesn't need cigarettes anymore, his alpha is what makes him most addicted.