how to give you the best love

"Shen Long, Uncle Dai... How old are you?"

After leaving Fengxiangyuan, the two returned to Cheng Xuanhe's house, where they relaxed on the sofa and watched TV.Cheng Xuanhe lay on the armrest of the sofa, kicked Shen Long with his foot, and asked.

"...It should be younger than my mother, I don't know." Shen Long grabbed Cheng Xuanhe's ankle, seemingly unintentionally, "Why do you think of asking this?"

Cheng Xuanhe was scratched itchy, smiled and said: "He said he has no children, I wonder, he has no wife?"

"Yes. But his wife hasn't had any children for so many years." Shen Long rubbed Cheng Xuanhe's calf, feeling a little dazed.

Cheng Xuanhe was so itchy that he couldn't bear it and pulled back his legs, and pushed Shen Long hard on Shen Long's waist again, and asked, "What's wrong with you? You almost ran a red light while driving on the road, and you have been out of your mind all the time." Yes, what are you thinking about?"

Shen Long was pushed and swayed, regained consciousness, and turned to look at Cheng Xuanhe.

Cheng Xuanhe was lying on the sofa with his upper body propped up on his elbows, with short slightly messy hair on his head. He had just changed into loose home clothes after taking a shower. He showed again the loose waistband of his trousers hanging on his crotch, and a tight waist above it.

Cheng Xuanhe's skin is fairer than Shen Long's, but he doesn't look delicate.On the contrary, Cheng Xuanhe has a long body and long legs, not only his height is above the average line of omega, but also the width of his shoulders.Moreover, his muscles are flexible and strong, and his texture is firm. Although he does not exaggerate his muscles, he is also quite attractive.Shen Long knew Cheng Xuanhe's strength, compared with the omega he knew, it was pretty good.

Shen Long leaned sideways on the sofa, looked at the person in front of him, and looked at it carefully.

Cheng Xuanhe's face is really not outstanding.The eyes are not big, with single eyelids, not charming peach blossom eyes, nor cute teary eyes.The nose is not straight and pretty, and the lips are moderately thick and not particularly sexy.The jaw line is considered tough, and it is completely different from Xu Bei's kind of fleshy, round and cute.The eyebrows are thick and straight, which makes his whole face look more masculine.

If such facial features are compared with others alone, there is no advantage.But when they got together like this to become Cheng Xuanhe, it made Shen Long feel comfortable and beautiful for no reason.

I don't know if it's true that beauty is in the eye of a beholder, Shen Long just thinks that Cheng Xuanhe has a good temperament, and he just likes it very much.

Cheng Xuanhe was baffled by Shen Long, he kicked Shen Long again with more force on his feet, and said impatiently: "Tsk, what's wrong with you?"

By the way, Shen Long thought, he loves Cheng Xuanhe's temperament even more.

Cheng Xuanhe is very gentle in speech and demeanor on weekdays, no matter how busy and troubled he is at work, he will not complain too much.He never uttered a word of foul language, unlike his brothers' vulgar military style, but without the slightest pretentiousness, even more...man...

He is very polite to outsiders and elders. Although sometimes people feel alienated from outsiders, but at the same time, people appreciate his rigorous personality and respectful good family education.This seems to be a clear stream in today's era when young people are becoming less and less particular.

Moreover, when Cheng Xuanhe is serious, he has an air of aura, which will influence people along with him.Just like when he said those words in the old house today.Even though Shen Long saw that Cheng Xuanhe loved him too much and was uneasy and jealous, even though he thought it was cute, even if he knew that it was the protective shell that Cheng Xuanhe tried his best to hold up, but he couldn't help thinking seriously, and responded to him seriously, solemnly Give him a promise, let him feel at ease...

Shen Long tried his best to love his omega, and tried his best to let the barrier in Cheng Xuanhe's heart permanently open a door in front of him, so that he could see more of the Cheng Xuanhe who made him want to stop more—just like now In this way - Cheng Xuanhe was completely relaxed in front of him, undefended.When getting along with his alpha, Cheng Xuanhe would let go of those airs, would hug him from behind when he was cooking, would not hesitate when he wanted to hug and make out, would be shy but often extraordinarily bold in bed...

Shen Long thought a little too far, he pulled back his wandering thoughts, and stretched out his hand to Cheng Xuanhe.

Shen Long still felt that it was not enough.

Not only does he want Cheng Xuanhe to take off his mask and disguise in front of him, he also wants Cheng Xuanhe to open his heart to him, reveal to him the hidden scars or soft places in his heart, let him heal those wounds, and let him heal those wounds. The place that is too soft is soothed, and it is no longer fragile...

Cheng Xuanhe quickly understood that Shen Long wanted him to get up and get closer.

He sighed helplessly, furrowed his eyebrows and blamed in his heart, this person's urge to not say a word was broken again, and his mouth was sealed by something again... Why is it so contradictory?And why those honest moments? ……well……

Thinking this way, he still sat up obediently, turned around in a slightly angry manner, and fell on Shen Long's lap with a knee pillow.He took Shen Long's hand, closed his eyes and bit the rough skin on the back of the hand, grinding his teeth.

Shen Long: "..."

He just let the omega bite like this, without pulling back his hand.Anyway, it doesn't hurt.He loves Cheng Xuanhe's acting like a baby.

Cheng Xuanhe couldn't bear to use his strength. Seeing that Shen Long still ignored him, he let go of his mouth and stopped biting. He just lay there motionless and didn't speak.Just looking up at him, the alpha lover whose silence is golden every now and then.

There were too many thoughts in Shen Long's mind in just a few minutes.

It was the first time for him to think so deeply about his feelings for Cheng Xuanhe. In the past, he just felt that he didn't want Cheng Xuanhe to leave him. He just liked, loved, and wanted to pamper him and treat him well.Do what you think of, follow your inner instinct, but rarely ask why.

But after thinking so much, he felt it was worth it - he figured it out - and his feelings for Cheng Xuanhe seemed to be getting deeper.

Shen Long took a deep breath, looked at Cheng Xuanhe's inquisitive and concerned eyes, bent down and kissed Cheng Xuanhe, tenderly.

Cheng Xuanhe felt comforted in this kiss.He didn't understand, it was Shen Long who seemed to be overthinking, why was he being appeased?

Shen Long ended such an erotic kiss, looked into Cheng Xuanhe's eyes, and asked, "Xuanhe, have you ever thought about finding your father?"

Cheng Xuanhe was stunned by the question.

"No," he replied.

Cheng Xuanhe never mentioned Alpha's father, so this answer is expected.But Shen Long naturally wanted to know the reason, and he asked again: "...why?"

Cheng Xuanhe lowered his eyes and said, "Father won't let me mention my father."

He paused for a while, and then slowly said: "Shen Long, you don't have to sympathize with me because of this, I don't think it's a big deal not to have this father, really."

Shen Long was silent.

The more Cheng Xuanhe said this, the more he cared.

No one doesn't want to know who his father is, no one doesn't want a happy family and love from his parents.

And what about Cheng Xuanhe himself?

He is naturally very clear.Even if such a lack does not cause obvious harm, it will definitely be a thorn in the heart.

It is a soft thorn that has grown in a person's heart since he was a child. It will not pierce the heart all the time, but once he suffers any external injury, such a thorn will ache deep in the heart.It is hidden behind the pain and injury from the outside world, making it difficult to detect, but it seems to remind you all the time:

There are things you don't have...you are like everyone else, but you don't.

... So, I am still different from others, right? ...

Such questions once tormented Cheng Xuanhe.Over time, he learned to numb himself, not to think about things that maybe he shouldn't have.This way he can feel less pain, and don’t think about things that don’t belong to him.

People should think about it, think about the good, and don't embarrass themselves... Cheng Xuanhe has always said this to himself.

As for now, how could Shen Long know who his father was?Since Shen Long can't help him, it's better not to worry Shen Long.

Shen Long thought for a while, then asked again: "Then let me say, if, one day, you saw your father, what would you do?"

"..." Cheng Xuanhe raised his eyes and looked at Shen Long.He closed his eyes for a long time, showing a little depressed mood, and finally answered honestly: "What can I do? He will have his family and his children. If he is willing to accept me, it is naturally good. If he is not willing, of course I will accept me." I won't force it."

This answer has long been in his heart, and it is not difficult to say it, let alone to Shen Long.He felt that Shen Long was worried about him, worried that he was hiding sadness and hurt in his heart.So he can say these things to Shen Long, he knows that Shen Long will not give him unnecessary sympathy.

"Don't be sad, Xuanhe." Shen Long touched Cheng Xuanhe's cheek and said softly.

Cheng Xuanhe smiled, turned his face and rubbed Shen Long's hand, and said, "Well, it's not sad. Without my father, there are others who will love me, and you will love me..."

Although Cheng Xuanhe's optimism and open-mindedness cannot make the incompleteness and pain in his heart disappear, it is true, but it makes his life easier, and even attracts such an alpha for him.

This is like a gift from God, like the skillful hand of fate, and it is fair to everyone.

This night, Shen Long almost frightened Cheng Xuanhe.

"You...don't, Shen Long!"

This gesture is extremely shameful.Shen Long buried his head between Cheng Xuanhe's legs, lifted his thighs on his shoulders, and grabbed him hard to prevent him from struggling.

Cheng Xuanhe's hands wrinkled the quilt, stretched it out and clenched it tightly, the muscles on his arms were bulging due to the force, and the muscles and bones on the back of his hands were prominent.His calf kicked Shen Long's back a few times, and then he could only tense and tremble...

Touched on the back... penetrated by fingers... what else, something soft...

"Hmm! You! You, Shen Long, Shen Long! Please don't, please don't..." Cheng Xuanhe's tone was trembling, he couldn't bear it, how did he experience this?But that person still used his tongue...that place...

Alpha kept pampering his omega with all his strength, and the back and forth pincers made Cheng Xuanhe tense with his head raised, and he could only squeeze out these few words from his teeth: "Shen Long, dirty..."

Shen Long ignored Cheng Xuanhe's words.

Cheng Xuanhe couldn't bear it anymore... He thought silently in his mind, it seemed that except for their first time, Shen Long was always silent at such times.

Could it be that he was afraid that he would be nervous and scared for the first time, so he opened his mouth to divert his attention even if it would embarrass him even more?

"Well!"

The coordination of fingers, lips and tongue was extremely tacit, a sudden forceful licking and twitching brought Cheng Xuanhe to the peak...

Only this time, Cheng Xuanhe seemed to have lost half of his soul.

He watched Shen Long wipe away the white liquid splashed on his face, and lick some of the liquid on his hands... He could feel the ceiling spinning...or the bed was spinning...

Anyway, he was a little dizzy...

Shen Long straightened up, picked up Cheng Xuanhe's slender legs with his arms, and pulled him closer.

Cheng Xuanhe could see his lower body, which was completely exposed to Shen Long's sight, and he could see everything at a glance. Alpha's murder weapon was against him, lingering in that deadly position.Cheng Xuanhe's heart tightened after watching it, and he was hot all over because of the pheromone in the air.

Shen Long kept staring at Cheng Xuanhe, he watched his omega's body turn reddish little by little.

"Cheng Xuanhe." Alpha's voice was extremely hoarse, as if he had reached the limit of his patience, "Look at me."

Cheng Xuanhe's sanity was no longer clear. Hearing Shen Long's voice, he instinctively obeyed his alpha's words, no longer covered his eyes with his hands, and turned his head to look up at Shen Long.

The eyes of the two met.

Shen Long really endured to the limit.The more he wants, the more he is used to be patient.But this time, he felt that he was about to explode... his heart was about to boil and burst... There seemed to be a spicy taste in the air, which stimulated his nerves, and his pheromones reached an unprecedented level. can feel it.

Cheng Xuanhe suddenly began to struggle.

Shen Long resisted the urge to just want the person under him, and restrained Omega's sudden movement.Immediately afterwards, he realized something was wrong.

Cheng Xuanhe was short of breath, with his arms wrapped around his body, twisting his body and trying to bury himself in the bed, his body trembled unnaturally, and a few muffled moans came from his mouth, as if he was suffering from something...

Shen Long suddenly became alert, he let go of Cheng Xuanhe's leg, wrapped his arms around his waist and hugged him in his arms, stretched out his hand to touch Cheng Xuanhe's face, and found that it was very hot.

He hurriedly called: "Xuan He, Xuan He..."

Cheng Xuanhe opened his closed eyes, looked at his alpha hazily, took a few breaths, and said in a weak voice, "I...it seems that the estrus period has come earlier..."