how to give you the best love

Cheng Xuanhe came to this old house again.

He was placed in a suite on the second floor with two entrances, and Xiao Wu told him that this was the room they left for Shen Long.

It was almost evening, and the sun outside was about to set.

Cheng Xuanhe sat on the sofa outside for a while, then went inside again and lay down on the bed.He was a little tired, and in the morning he followed Uncle Liang to the author's house to press for the manuscript, and even ran to more than one author's house.

Editing is indeed a life-threatening profession...

Shen Long...is there something wrong...

Cheng Xuanhe's eyelids twitched, but his mind kept thinking.It should be fine, it was fine yesterday, yesterday morning they went directly to the new house from Shen's mother's house, Shen Long's friends also went, they were busy tidying up the house and preparing to start the decoration until night.

When Shen Long sent him home, he was so sleepy in the car that he fell asleep...

It's also fortunate that he is exhausted, otherwise...you can do whatever you want with what he said that day when you go home...I'm afraid I will be forced to honor it...

Why hasn't Shen Long come yet...he's a little hungry...

When Shen Long entered the room, he saw Cheng Xuanhe lying on the large double bed with all his clothes on, with his shoes on, sleeping soundly like a shrimp.

He gently took off Cheng Xuanhe's shoes, pulled off the quilt and lay down, holding him in his arms.

Cheng Xuanhe moved, and naturally rubbed towards the warm place, found a comfortable position in Shen Long's arms, and fell asleep again.

Shen Long couldn't bear to call him, knowing that Cheng Xuanhe was tired yesterday, and maybe today's work was not easy, that's why he was so tired.He touched Cheng Xuanhe's back, and felt that there was no flesh in his hands, and he was still thinner.By the way, he said he would take Cheng Xuanhe to see a doctor, but he didn't take care of it.

Shen Long sighed in his heart.Wait a little longer, take your time little by little.

Someone knocked on the door, Shen Long opened his arms lightly, and wanted to open the door, but woke up Cheng Xuanhe.

"Shen Long...?" Before he opened his eyes, he whispered Shen Long's name.

"Well, it's me. It's okay, go to sleep." Shen Long brushed Cheng Xuanhe's slightly long hair on his forehead, and kissed him on the forehead.It's time for Cheng Xuanhe to get a haircut, let's take him with him someday...

"Don't sleep anymore." Cheng Xuanhe came back to his senses at this moment, looked at the dark sky outside the window, and heard voices outside the door.

"We're not leaving today, we'll just stay here for one night. I'll open the door first." Said Shen Long, got out of bed, and walked outside.

Outside the door is the fourth son Feng Zhengqian.

Feng Zhengqian stood outside the door, lowered his head and reported: "Brother Long, Mr. Dai has just sent another message. He said that we will all go to Fengxiangyuan at night, and he wants to treat..."

The look on Shen Long's face was not very good.

Feng Zhengqian felt the low pressure in the air, so he didn't dare to raise his head now.Shen Long's complexion was not good when he came here today.

But thinking about it, his omega was brought here inexplicably, and he wouldn't have a good face.

"Shen Long, what's wrong?...Why are you standing at the door?" Cheng Xuanhe scratched his messy hair, walked out of the bedroom and asked in confusion.

"It's okay." Shen Long turned his head and said something to Cheng Xuanhe, then turned to tell the fourth child: "Go and inform everyone, we will leave in a while. Let's separate."

"Yes."

Shen Long closed the door and walked up to Cheng Xuanhe.Cheng Xuanhe was standing by the window, looking at the lights of Wanjia outside the window, wondering what he was thinking.

Shen Long embraced him from behind Cheng Xuanhe, resting his chin on Cheng Xuanhe's shoulder, rubbing gently.

"Xuanhe, our boss is going to do something, so go to Fengxiangyuan for dinner."

"Fengxiangyuan?" Cheng Xuanhe suddenly turned his head when he heard the words, frowning slightly, "The one in Dongcheng... Fengxiangyuan?"

"Yes. What?" Shen Long asked, looking at Cheng Xuanhe's expression.

"It's nothing..." Cheng Xuanhe turned his head, hesitant to speak.

"What's wrong? Tell me." Shen Long rubbed against Cheng Xuanhe's ear, stroking Cheng Xuanhe's body back and forth with a pair of big hands.

"...I was at an author's house today... and saw a business card of Fengxiangyuan." Cheng Xuanhe tilted his head slightly to avoid the warm breath blowing on the side of his ear and neck, "There...is not a high-end club or something ?"

"En." Shen Long responded indifferently, his hands kept moving, he brushed Cheng Xuanhe's chest, waist and abdomen through his clothes, and touched Cheng Xuanhe's whole body with heat.

"Tsk, I'm talking about business, Shen Long, enough is enough for you." Cheng Xuanhe broke away from his hands that were trapped by his strong arms, feeling a little angry.

"..." Shen Long stopped groping, but still didn't let go of his embrace, and hugged Cheng Xuanhe, "Don't move, let me hug you."

"...I'm asking you something, the boss invited you to dinner, why did you choose that kind of place?" Cheng Xuanhe stopped struggling, lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "Where do you often go?"

"Xuanhe, you're overthinking." Shen Long said with a slight frown.

"... I'm thinking too much... Oh, okay." Cheng Xuanhe couldn't suppress the irritability in his heart, he didn't know what happened, he didn't want to talk to Shen Long like this...

"Cheng Xuanhe, don't hold back what's on your mind, just tell me." Shen Long turned Cheng Xuanhe's face, uncontrollably a little irritable.

Cheng Xuanhe lowered his eyes not to look at Shen Long, remained silent for a long time, and finally said: "That day, the person who visited your house was He Yu's brother, right?"

What he said was an interrogative sentence, but his tone was affirmative.

"Yes. What are you worried about?" Shen Long let go of Cheng Xuanhe and asked.

"...I don't know." The leaving in that embrace actually made Cheng Xuanhe feel a little bit reluctant, "I don't know..." he repeated.

Hearing what Cheng Xuanhe said, Shen Long couldn't bear it when he saw his omega's lost expression for a moment.

"It's okay, nothing will happen, I'm here." Shen Long hugged the helpless Omega again, wrapped his arms around his waist, and stroked the back of his head with the other, soothing Cheng Xuanhe's emotions.

"I tried my best not to think about it, but I couldn't." Cheng Xuanhe closed his eyes and murmured, "First Xu Bei found out that He Yu didn't come home all night drunk, and then you brought me to see you ...A friend who is not an ordinary person at first glance, and then, when I saw your family, I met the head of the He family who came to visit... And the things you told me that time, those things 30 years ago..."

Cheng Xuanhe reached out and hugged Shen Long tightly, the uneasiness buried in his heart poured out.

"What's going on? I really don't need to worry? If it's just about Xu Bei and He Yu... I didn't expect you to have something to do with these things. If He Zhicheng was at the dinner table that day, I would No matter how I think about it, I feel that there is no deep meaning... Shen Long, do you really think I am stupid?"

Shen Long was heartbroken by Cheng Xuanhe's words, he didn't expect Cheng Xuanhe to hide so many things in his heart, he didn't expect Cheng Xuanhe to be so perceptive.

That's right, how could he know enough about Cheng Xuanhe?

Has Cheng Xuanhe said anything else? He hasn't told Shen Long that his dream was the night before his father's death.

His father knelt on the bedroom floor that night and kept praying, and the red roses bought during the day were placed on the table and cabinet in the house.Although he felt strange at the time, he didn't bother his father. He closed the door for his father and went to rest in his own room.

But I didn't expect that when I woke up the next morning, the person was gone.

It had been a long time since he had dreamed of his father.However, as long as he feels uneasy in his heart, he will dream.And that night at Shen Long's house, maybe too many things happened, maybe the alcohol magnified his emotions. For the first time, he dreamed of his father praying that night.

He has always been someone who can hide things in his heart.He thought that all these would not affect his relationship with Shen Long.However, today he was invited here for no reason, and heard the name of that Fengxiangyuan from Shen Long's mouth again.

What he couldn't get out of his mind was the haggard face of the young omega writer, half of the desk was scattered with various stomach medicines, hangover medicines, depressants, and even empathy medicines, as well as the faint smile on his face. A bright purple business card with the smell of incense...

"Shen Long, if you dare to hang around outside like He Yu and never go home, I will never have such a good temper as Xu Bei." Cheng Xuanhe was tortured by his own thoughts, he said through gritted teeth.

However, Shen Long held back his laughter in his heart and felt sad. It was the first time Cheng Xuanhe spoke harshly in front of him, why did he think it was so cute...

"I won't, I won't... Cough... Xuanhe, after today's dinner, you will know everything." Shen Long comforted Cheng Xuanhe's restless mood, "Stop thinking about it, I am your alpha, Everything about me is yours, my body is yours, and my heart is also yours. I respect you, and I will not deliberately hide anything from you, don't worry."

No matter what Shen Long said, Cheng Xuanhe couldn't let go of the doubts in his heart.

He looked into Shen Long's eyes and said seriously: "Shen Long, if I have an opinion on you, I will say it directly. I don't bother to hide it. I don't care what you think when you say it. Because you make me uncomfortable. But don't say that I am the only one who suffers from holding back, so I might as well not be with you."

Shen Long's hand on Cheng Xuanhe's waist suddenly tightened, he squinted his eyes to look at Cheng Xuanhe's eyes, trying to see if Cheng Xuanhe was joking with him.

Cheng Xuanhe smiled slightly: "If I hadn't met you, I might have been single all the time, I don't care. But I met you, you made me want to taste what love is like." He reached out and touched Shen Long's face , "You give me courage so that I can move forward. But, you also have to know that because I love you, I can't be tolerant to you."

Shen Long didn't speak.

The two looked at each other for a while, Cheng Xuanhe suppressed his smile, but Shen Long slowly raised the corners of his mouth to reveal a smile.

Cheng Xuanhe looked at the alpha who usually lacked expression smiling so charmingly, and felt agitated again in his heart.

He took a deep breath and said, "Don't irritate me. When I feel pain, I will stick out the thorn, and it will hurt you too."

Hearing these words, Shen Long couldn't help holding onto Cheng Xuanhe's hand. For some reason, he remembered Cheng Xuanhe's appearance alone in the smoking room on the train they met, the appearance of rejecting others thousands of miles away.

He suddenly understood that the feeling Cheng Xuanhe gave him was indeed not an illusion.

However, Cheng Xuanhe hadn't shown that side to him yet, so much so that he almost forgot...

Shen Long took Cheng Xuanhe's hand and pulled him back into his arms, saying:

"I'm not afraid. I will pull out all the thorns on your body. Even if it hurts you, I will help you find your original soft heart..."

As Alpha said, he lowered his head, held Omega's hand, and kissed lightly on the inside of the wrist where the blue meridians were showing.

The gorgeous crystal chandelier on the ceiling of the house was on, and the reflective large floor-to-ceiling windows perfectly reflected the impatient and emotional expression on Omega's face like a mirror.