How to make a boss slaughter in love

Any writer has the habit of thinking about problems.

Before he could hear Atsushi Nakajima's talk about Hoshino and Dazai's past, he hurried to the Mafia building at the port.What is their relationship?

At this moment, the night is dark and cloudy.Odasaku walked on the road alone.

The lights on the street were dimmed, he looked down at the positioning display in his hand, and Dazai's current location was locked on the screen.When he patted Dazai's shoulder in the afternoon, the radioactive element was attached to Dazai's clothes.

All the shops around were closed, but that one was still lit.Odasaku stood outside the door for a long time, seeing that Dazai still showed no signs of coming out, he pushed open the door and went in, "Dazai, why don't you go back?"

"Yo, Oda Tsukuru." The young man sitting by the window turned his head, the corners of his eyes were bent into the moon, and the corners of his mouth were smiling.

"I plan to keep this flower shop open."

On the way back, Osamu Dazai talked to Sakunosuke Oda about the future plan of this flower shop, "I plan to live in the apartment upstairs. There are already many children in the family, so it will be a bit crowded for me to live there."

"Alright. But the president, how do you plan to reply to him?"

"I can be a resident investigator. I'm afraid the detective agency's acceptance of me is still open to question. Anyway, there are only a few situations that I need to deal with, right?"

"Ah."

If a person begins to look forward to the future, then there is no need to worry that he will easily end his life.The weight hanging in Odasaku's heart was finally let down after hearing Dazai's vision about the future.He breathed a sigh of relief, it was great.

It was completely different from what he saw that day. The young man walking beside him had undergone earth-shaking changes in terms of both his attire and temperament, as if he had been reborn, bright and warm.

From a writer's point of view, human beings are chaotic and complex, and every aspect belongs to the human self.The difference lies in which aspect one chooses as one's attitude towards life.The impact of this choice on people must not be underestimated, fate and results will all change.

Either way, it's a good thing.

A long time before Oda Saku came, when Nakahara Chuya and Ozaki Koyo were still there.

They were sitting in the flower shop, which Hoshino had emptied out the day before, leaving dried flowers like baby's breath and the like.

After Dazai slowly explained his plan to Nakahara Chuya and Ozaki Koyo, Nakahara asked incredulously, after you became the leader, did all your actions follow this plan?

Osamu Dazai nodded at this rhetorical question.

"I have doubted the correctness of involving Hoshino in our battle plan for a long time, but I didn't expect you to have such a long-term plan." Nakahara also stood up, "Now I understand why you must let Hoshino participate in the port The plan to expand the mafia is coming. But she should be aware of your plan..." Nakahara Nakaya suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Dazai's lapel, "You bastard, I understand, don't you feel it at all? "

How could Osamu Dazai not understand.

So he wanted to keep Hoshino in this world.

From the moment he came into contact with the book, the future direction of this world has long been like spring and autumn, cold and heat follow each other, everything can be foreseen.

Only Hoshino.

He only appeared in this world, and when he was by his side, he would question his plans, assist him in accomplishing some things, replace him as the organizer of the detective agency, and even interrupt his plans.

She is the only accident in this world.

……

Odasaku didn't know about this change. It happened after Nakahara Chuya and Ozaki Koyo left. When the world quieted down for him, Dazai remembered his past.

He learned about this world from books and obtained memories of the main world. Those memories taught him how to love this world, but they did not teach him how to love a person.

It's not that he can't detect the silent emotion in Hoshino's eyes. Dazai thinks that this kind of emotion is like Nakahara Chuya's unconditional trust in him, just like Nakajima Atsushi's dependence on him. Dazai Osamu is not very clear about that kind of emotion, he accepts this world Everything that happens, whether it is gratifying or joyful, or sad and desperate, he believes that this action is called love.

But this is the love of the gods.

Only gods can love everything in this world, but they will not love anyone.

When Dazai looked at Koyo Ozaki with puzzled eyes, she didn't know how to explain this feeling to her young former leader.For her, even if it wasn't for this recording, she couldn't even believe in the existence of such feelings.She had no choice but to look at Dazai apologetically, if she could have told Dazai this feeling earlier... No, it wouldn't help, if this feeling was expressed by her instead of Hoshino Kiyoi himself, it would be as if will turn pale.

Sitting downstairs for a while, Osamu Dazai suddenly remembered Ango Sakaguchi's supernatural power - "Theory of Fall". He hurried up to the second floor, and stood there for a moment when he opened the door.

The room was empty.

Maybe Hoshino had thought that they would use Ango Sakaguchi's ability to read her memory.

His gaze lingered over every corner of Hoshino Kiyoi's stay, and he was also depicting her appearance, her voice, the sly gaze when her plan succeeded, the soft smile at the corners of her eyes, and the eyes when she stared at him. His gentleness is also like the solemn persuasion and the hand that stretched out to him when he committed suicide, and even sent it to him without fear of wind and rain...

His heartbeat changed uncontrollably, and his fingertips became trembling and cold.

Every time they meet, Hoshino uses her unique way to tell Dazai how special and irreplaceable he is to Hoshino.

He unconsciously grasped the skirt of his clothes... Ahh, why is it so painful.

too painful……

Obviously, this kind of loss is already bearish, isn't it?

I never even had it... how could I lose it?

Dazai was leaning decadently on the corner of the wall, the faint scent of flowers from downstairs lingered in the air, he had been surrounded by this scent of flowers all this time, and he forgot that there was no scent of flowers in his own air.

At that moment, Dazai's eyes became dark.

This kind of affection surrounded by him and given by Hoshino is different from other people.

It's called love.

It was love for him as a person, and for him as a person.

He has long been wrapped up in this kind of emotion, which is why he is so dull and has not discovered it for a long time.He remembered that Oda Saku once said that he was too smart, but he didn't even feel Hoshino's feelings at all, and even took it for granted.

Maybe someone should tell Dazai loudly: I like you, I love you.I am willing to be by your side, willing to protect you, willing to hug you.

But Hoshino will not.She just does it quietly and never makes a sound.When Dazai came back to his senses, he realized that he had long been used to the days when she was by his side, like air, unknowingly embedded in his life.

When it exists, there is no consciousness. After it is lost, it seems to be suffocated.

He truly felt that deep and silent love, just like her own.

This is what Hoshino gave him, and he already has it.

He couldn't help laughing, his shoulders shook slightly, tears soaked the corners of his eyes and slipped into his temples.

The street lamps at night elongated the shadows of the two of them, and the slightly cold night wind blew through the windbreaker, but Dazai didn't care.He is surrounded by warm enough memories, even if he is left alone in nothingness now, what does it matter?

In those memories, someone has endured loneliness in nothingness with him.

The gift that Hoshino gave him before he left was enough for him.

What else could he wish for?

As long as Nakahara Chuya didn't give specific information for a day, he didn't believe that Hoshino would die.He was laughed at by the reason in his heart: he knew it clearly.

Dazai didn't care, even if there was a glimmer of hope, even if this hope was too similar to despair.He lowered his head and smiled.

……

When Dazai and Odasaku arrived at the detective agency on the second day, all the members of the detective agency happened to be gathered together.An hour before their arrival, the detective agency had already discussed how to face the new member.

After seeing Dazai, Akutagawa just snorted coldly, then walked up to thank Dazai.Although he once wanted to end this man's life, he had to be subdued by his grand plan.No matter how awkward it was, I was still very grateful to him for taking care of Xiaoyin all these years.

Nakajima Atsushi and Izumi Kyoka glanced at each other and smiled slightly.

So the detective agency ended the biggest contradiction.As for Kunikida, who has a black line on his face, he will be handed over to Odasaku.Only Fukuzawa Yukichi, Edogawa Ranpo and Dazai Osamu were left in the conference room.

After Oda Saku explained the ins and outs to Kunikida, Kunikida went back to work at his desk with a sullen head.Oda Sakuchang breathed a sigh of relief, "Ah, Atsushi-kun. Have you already said about Hoshino?"

"Ah...not yet, Mr. Oda." Atsushi Nakajima, who was cleaning up the office, stood up immediately, "I also left at that time."

"Then wait until the afternoon, just as Tanizaki will be back." Odasaku looked at the wooden door of the meeting room, afraid that the conversation inside would collapse, but then he laughed again, that was the former leader of the port mafia, how could he make a mistake? , not to mention that the president also intends to invite him to join.

At this moment, Tanizaki Junichiro who came back suddenly opened the door and shouted: "It's not good!" There was a huge roar of the helicopter outside the window, and everyone sitting in the detective agency ran out quickly, and the hatch of the helicopter stood there. The leader of the three supernatural beings laughed coldly, with a trace of contempt.

They are coming.

The conversation between Fukuzawa Yukichi and Dazai Osamu was interrupted.Fukuzawa Yukichi was sitting in the center of the sofa with his arms folded, the sunlight came in obliquely from the two windows, and the leader of the group was sitting opposite.

Dazai is not interested in their conversation, all development is to cater to the development of the main world.He nodded to Oda and left by himself.He went to contact the previous supplier of the flower shop and reopened it, so he had to make good preparations.

Fortunately, Hoshino did not dispose of some of the former flower stands. Dazai ordered the people to put the flowers behind the courtyard, but when the door was closed, he saw Yuki Shinichi standing at the door with a gun.

The muzzle of the gun was raised the moment Dazai saw him.

Dazai walked over, stretched out his hand to press the gun, and smiled softly, "If someone pointed a gun at me before, I would want him to shoot immediately." He paused, "But not now. Hoshino wants to I live, I was brought back by her. If you want to shoot, I can only find a way to live."

"You lost her." Yuki put away the gun.

Dazai didn't speak, he did lose her.She broke into his life, she gave off a faint ray of light, but he chose to ignore it.

"But it's probably voluntary. I've worked with her for a few years, and I've never seen her want to protect something so desperately. This city is very important to her, and you should have given her something new Bar."

"I never gave her anything. But, can you tell me about the past?" Dazai blurted out.He began to want to explore a person's past, and the future was so bleak, he used the past to build a supporting skeleton.No matter whether we can meet again or not, he is unwilling to let go of everything about Hoshino.

"I don't know much about it, let's go in and talk about it. Those flowers, do you need me to help you?"

"Then please come in. Help is not necessary, I have seen how Hoshino handles these flowers."

"I see." Yuuki glanced at Dazai, "You look like a master."

It was Dazai's back that answered him.

"When I met her, I was in an orphanage for children in the battlefield. It was a supernatural battlefield. According to the organization's arrangement, I went there to find children with powerful supernatural abilities and cultivate them into weapons for the organization.

"I told the children there that if they could be selected, they would never go hungry again, so those children rushed to complete the test. Hoshino was only about ten years old at that time, unlike those children, she stood there Outside the group of children, her eyes were terribly calm. So I paid special attention to her. When the test was about to end, she really stood in the No.1 position. There was no one around. I saw with my own eyes that she brought down those colleagues. She competes with children.

"Later we took her away and became a member of my group. I saw that she was not very suitable for this kind of high-intensity training. I always felt that she would be eliminated by the organization in a short time. However, her training results always It was passable, so she stayed in the organization quietly. However, until four years later, when an assassination mission was assigned, the system made a mistake and she was assigned a high-level mission. A few days later, she submitted the mission When we reported on the retelling process, we knew that the child was a master of plotting.

"She was received by the leader and soon became a popular person around the leader. Every time she went out to negotiate with the leader, gradually, she began to go out by herself. You should not know that during the two years when she started negotiating, the organization almost Get all the benefits that Europe can grab.

"Later, after she defected, we found out that when the system went wrong, she interfered with the computer and deliberately assigned high-level tasks to herself. Margaret of the Clock Tower Knight said that after Hoshino negotiated independently on behalf of the organization, she Cooperating with the military secretly, forcing an army full of glory to wander around. Only then did I know that Hoshino had always had her own purpose.

"Later, I went to investigate. That army slaughtered many villages during the war, and Hoshino was one of the survivors. Maybe she... saw something with her own eyes. I never heard her talk about anything, probably that's all. .”

Yucheng put down the teacup in his hand, "Your black tea is well brewed, and it tastes like her blend."

"...Well, I have seen her make tea before." Dazai is a very smart person, as long as he can learn a lot about physiognomy very quickly, he can even imitate Hoshino's style without any flaws. Something went wrong."

"So, let me ask a question: Why did you keep me in the first place?"

Dazai blinked, "By the way, Yuki-kun, do you still have a job?"

"...Think about it for yourself. In short, there is no need to choose this way because of guilt."

Dazai didn't speak.

On the morning of the opening, some people came here admiringly.A little girl appeared at the door of the flower shop, "Hi sir, is the owner coming back?" The little girl was wearing a pink kimono and stood at the door with her bag in both hands, saying respectful words to Dazai politely, "I would like to order a bouquet from her for my lord mother."

Be the first guest.

Dazai put down the flowers in his hand, stood up and looked at the little girl, he had never done this kind of thing before, not even in other worlds.However, he thought, if it was Hoshino, he would definitely laugh in this situation.Thinking of this, Dazai showed a faint smile at the corner of his mouth, which made people feel like spring breeze.

"She's going to Canada to recuperate, and I'll take her place for a while. This is an order, please fill it out first, write down any requirements on it, and I will deliver it on time."

The cruelest thing in the world is that after you left, I lived like you.

But because of you, I am willing.

The author has something to say:

emmmmm These days, the meeting has been held from morning to night, and I am almost bald... This number of words is very sincere.Too tired! ! !I didn't even bother to set the time, so let's send it out like this.In the next chapter, they will meet again!

感谢在2020-10-0217:03:48~2020-10-1520:55:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: ZAI is not a cub 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!