[Tomorrow's Ark] Escape from this stranded world, Doctor

How I wish, those visions I glimpsed...

can be here-

No, at least not as far as we can see.

Go a little further.

— Teresia

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"...PhD?"

Waking up from a coma, André Gide struggled to open his eyes.His memory still stays at the moment when he was knocked unconscious by the rubble and buried in the ruins.

Strange ceiling... I'm still alive.

Before Gide had time to think about anything, he saw the doctor sitting on the stool next to his bed, flipping through some documents in his hands.

"This is it?" Andre Gide sat up from the bed. He had already recognized that this was not a hospital ward, but it was not his temporary residence either.

"That's right, you haven't been here. This is the small bedroom attached to my office. Occasionally I can't stay up all night, so I will take a nap here." The doctor said, picked up a medical gun and pointed it at Gide's arm. .

"drop--"

The medical gun flickered for a few seconds and then turned green. The doctor connected to the display on the side, and his eyes scanned several key data points of the body's recovery.

"Yeah, you're recovering well."

Looking at the data, the doctor nodded in satisfaction. He put the medical detection gun on the bedside table, turned around and asked, "Today is the third day in your coma. Do you still feel uncomfortable?"

"I..."

"Don't be brave, don't hide anything, just tell me the truth."

This is the bed the doctor slept on!Gide, who originally wanted to say that his body had almost recovered, thought about it and retreated to the bed again.Take a closer look at some decorations in the room.

After all, the opportunity is never to be missed, and the loss never comes again. He has never patronized this place before.In a way, does this count as entering the room?Lay down for a while and earn a while~

Therefore, Andre Gide said that his body still needs a period of cultivation.

"I feel, my legs are a little numb... I don't seem to have any feeling."

"Huh? Ma? That's serious!"

"It may be a neurological problem...I don't know if it was caused by the drug or the injury that day...Of course, the biggest possibility is that your legs are numb after sleeping for two days."

After evaluating for a while, the doctor said, "To be on the safe side, let's make an appointment with Dr. Gavill."

[Javier: Help you physically solve the problems in the second half of your life. 】

"Gavial???" Andre Gide trembled for a while, directly expressing that he was fine again. "...I feel that my leg is almost healed, so I don't need to bother the doctor."

"Ha." The doctor laughed, he moved from the chair to the bed, stretched out his hand and messed up the man's hair wantonly.

"Pretend to be sick, right? Do you still pretend to be sick when you hear Gavial's name? With just these injuries on your body, it's not enough to lie in the emergency room for a whole day, small sample~"

André Gide avoided the subject in embarrassment: "Well, Rhode Island has a very high level of medical care. In fact, I feel in good physical condition now."

"That's about the same. Well, Gide, how do you feel about the previous confrontation?" The doctor withdrew his hand.

"...shame."

André Gide recalled his foolish and careless self, with murderous intent on his face.Focusing on the duel and ignoring the environment itself led to such a tragic defeat for him.

He said to the doctor: "You are right, Oda Sakunosuke is my destined opponent, he will definitely realize my goal..."

"You think so? Unfortunately, Oda Sakunosuke will not fight you. After the hostage is taken away, you have no cards to force him to fight." The doctor interrupted Andre Gide long-cherished wish.

"Human beings, as long as there is a little bit of hope, they will live endlessly. They will avoid everything they can escape, and reject everything they can refuse."

"To make people want to die? How difficult it is... Let that man Oda help you to get your ideal sleep? It's even more impossible."

"PhD?"

"I've said so far, there is only one way, my operator."

The doctor leaned forward, gently pushed aside Gide's white hair, put his hands on the man's face, his soft brown eyes stared at André Gide's scarlet eyes.

"I know, as long as you don't mean to be angry with me, you can always get what I mean quickly. You know what I'm trying to say, don't you?"

"—Gide."

The Doctor cheerfully pressed for his answer. "Quick, hurry up and say that sentence!"

You understand right.

André Gide understood what the doctor meant.

How easy is it to dispose of a human life?

Is it the moment the finger pulls the trigger?Is it the moment to understate the order?Is it the moment when the player on the chessboard bursts out with light thoughts?

When you are becoming more and more proficient in depriving others of their lives, do you still remember the first time your hands trembled with blood?Or keep an indifferent attitude and go with the flow?

The weight of each life is actually not different.From beginning to end, life will not be changed by the value of a single person.

It is destiny to do good in one's life, it is destiny to be evil in one's life, it is destiny to be mediocre, and it is destiny to add glory to one's body.

This man has done a lot of evil, so he deserves to die?

There is no value for this person to live, so he should be killed?

This person is just an ordinary person, and he is going to die because he blocked my way?

This person is a supernatural being, but it's a pity that he can't be used by me, so he will die if he dies.

why?

When your hands are covered with other people's blood, and others tell you that it is just "a few lives", you don't need to feel guilty.

Can it be measured like this?

Are numbers becoming human lives, or are human lives becoming numbers?Or has the scale in your heart that weighs value been tipped over?

Replace it, it's just a lover you like, a friend you value, and your only family member... If you die, you die, so you don't have to feel guilty about killing?

Can you say it easily?Can it be done?

Can even the weak life that is not an enemy but just blocking the road be taken away at will?Just for the greater good?Who stipulates the value that can be paid in this way?

Those who distort the meaning of other people's lives will eventually be distorted by others.

I...

I'm going to do this?

Andre Gide took a deep breath, he mustered up the courage to hug the doctor, and pulled him closer to his arms.

"...That boy Jerome and his girlfriend are planning to have a wedding in Yokohama in the near future. Presumably after they get married, they will have several lovely and lively children."

The doctor's enthusiastic eyes gradually turned cold.

"I have read the information you gave me, Doctor, and I know that Sakunosuke Oda has adopted several children. If... If I hadn't met you, if Jerome hadn't met his girlfriend... Frankly speaking, I would Will do it. For my own purpose, I don't care about the process of dying, and those unnecessary sacrifices."

"I used to be a soldier. Apart from my loyalty to the country, I don't think I'm a good person, nor can I be called a good person. War is not justice, and I know it all."

Andre Gide felt that the doctor's body did not resist him, so he rested his head on the other's shoulder.The man didn't dare to look at it, and he didn't dare to bet on the expression on the doctor's face now.

"It's a pity that there are no ifs. Feelings have made me weak, doctor."

"I can't do it," André Gide said with a wry smile.

"You asked me to...how are the lives of those children different from the lives my subordinates will receive in the future? What is the difference between asking me to take their lives and taking the lives of my subordinates' children?"

"Of course it's no different, Gide. But operator, what I need is your accurate answer." The doctor's voice became cold and rather impersonal.

"Do not."

"The past made me who I am now, and now my answer is— [No]. We can try to find other ways, doctor." Andre Gide hugged the doctor's waist tightly, hoping to absorb the other's support with motivation.

He honestly said what was on his mind.

"If... I really can't get a peaceful sleep in the end, and I can only survive here helplessly. Then I will continue to endure this exhausting and painful way of life, and I can accept this unfortunate ending. Because, this To be with you for the rest of my life, I would."

Obviously, Andre Gide rejected the doctor's proposal, and he waited anxiously for the judge's final decision.

"Being able to think about the difference between these and possessing the same emotion as others is enough to be called [human]."

"Gide, good boy."

The test was over, and the doctor heard a satisfactory answer. He patted the operator's back lightly, and in a shy, coaxing gesture, stroked the man's nape of the neck, the top of his head, and the pinnae of his ears. The young face is different, full of love.

"I'm very happy that you made a choice that conforms to our outline. This is the path you decided on yourself, not induced by me, nor a wrong path from your heart."

"You passed the test, operator!"

André Gide couldn't bear the gaze anymore. The doctor's innocent touch made his whole body hot, and now that the two of them were in bed, the atmosphere was so good, wouldn't it be unreasonable not to do something?

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In the shadows, the puppet quietly raised the dagger.

"Wait, this is a test?" Gide suddenly realized something.

"Ah."

"If you say the opposite, or if you think from the bottom of your heart that my decision is feasible, then you won't be able to leave this room today." The doctor said something extremely terrifying with a flat face.

"What Rhodes Island needs are people who have the same thoughts. No matter how bad they are, they are also people who are pursuing ideals. People who are confused are not scary, and people who do evil are not scary. Recognize yourself, carry your own sins and move forward, burn Everything about me is just to illuminate the light for a moment—”

"This is Rhode Island."

"We hope that the lesions of inequality on the earth will eventually be eradicated, and people will finally be able to treat each other as equals."

"Oh, just like the few words that those operators accidentally leaked when they talked with me. There is such a beautiful and powerful woman, but she will feel distressed by a fellow who has no name. Talk to her personally, hope The same family can have a name that belongs to them.”

"As a royal family, she will personally repair a malfunctioning elevator door, even if it is painful, tiring and useless. She believes that all lives are of equal value, and the noble royal family is equivalent to the nameless mercenary."

"How ridiculous. Could it be that she is a flower growing from a greenhouse?"

"No, she abandoned those vain halos early on. She walked from the magnificent and magnificent heaven to the world full of suffering. The miserable scene strengthened her will."

"Is her powerful ability her own barrier? Is her birth as a noble ruler her barrier? Is her beautiful appearance like a flower her barrier?"

"Do not."

"neither."

"Arrogance is the barrier between people, and arrogance without knowing anything is the worst poison in the world."

"If you don't realize this, even if everyone loses supernatural powers, everyone loses class power, everyone loses money and wealth—it's useless, meaningless, everything will still be reconstructed by people who know nothing about it."

"Those self-righteous manipulations and self-righteous operations seem to have gained an equal basis, but those who hurt others will still hurt others, and those who use others will still take advantage of them. The world will never change."

"Welcome to Rhodes Island, Gide. I hope this can be your home, and you can be my family."

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