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Chapter 59
Xie Jinge sat up suddenly from the bed, as if escaping from some kind of suffocating cage, breathing in the air with big gulps.His back was already wet with sweat, and his forehead was also full of sweat. His overly long bangs stuck to his face, making him look weak but sexy and abusive.
Xie Jinge turned on the bedside lamp. He lowered his head and stretched out his hand to look at his palm. For a moment, he even thought that all this was just a dream.
But all the pictures, sounds, and the raging fire all told Xie Jinge that it was not a dream, but something that actually happened, what happened to him,
In his mind, there are many more images, and these images do not belong to this era, but are all related to events more than 70 years ago. He has all the memories of Xie Jin.
Everything that Xie Jin experienced from childhood to adulthood has been deeply imprinted in his mind, and it also contains Xie Jin's somewhat contradictory feelings towards Mu Yang, whether it is love or possessiveness.
But Xie Jinge is very clear that even if he has all of Xie Jin's memories, he is still Xie Jinge and himself.It's just that it may be undeniable that he was still affected in some ways.
Causal loop.
That's probably the case.
Let's just say that in his previous life, he did crazy and paranoid stupid things, causing Mu Yang to be burned to death, and causing the old housekeeper to die because of his willfulness.
So Xie Jin said, let Mu Yang find him.
So in this life, he and Mu Yang have been entangled.
So the old housekeeper who was implicated by him in the previous life was lying in the hospital in this life.
It's ridiculous, bloody, and ridiculous.
But Xie Jinge found that he couldn't laugh, he couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at the moment.
"Xiao Jin..." Xie Jinge heard Mu Yang's voice, hoarse... dry, the result of being burned by the fire, "Do you remember?"
Xie Jinge pursed his lips and responded sullenly.
Mu Yang is a lunatic, and now he knows why Mu Yang became a lunatic, the culprit is Xie Jin, maybe he is also the culprit.
Mu Yang seemed to be aware of Xie Jinge's complicated emotions at the moment, he put his hands on Xie Jinge's shoulders, and gently tidied up the hair sticking to his cheeks.
His fingers are cold and have no body temperature.
And Xie Jinge's cheeks were a little hot, and after being touched by Mu Yang's fingertips, he shivered physiologically.Seeing this, Mu Yang smiled lightly, "It's okay." He said, not sure if these words were comforting to Xiao Jin now.
Xie Jinge was silent, and after a while, he turned his head to look at Mu Yang who was sitting beside him.Under the dim light of the bedside lamp, Mu Yang's facial contours became sharper and more handsome, and his skin that had no trace of blood in it looked even paler.
"Xiao Jin, as I said, it was always you." Mu Yang said.
Xie Jinge didn't speak, but still stared at Mu Yang, a hint of thought appeared in his dark eyes, the beautiful eyes seemed to look straight into the depths of Mu Yang's heart, and see everything hidden in him.
Mu Yang blinked slightly, and let Xie Jinge look at him. He knew that Xie Jinge was thinking, so he chose to keep quiet.
The alarm clock on the bedside table was moving steadily at that minute, making a ticking sound. Listening to this rhythmic sound, Xie Jinge also slowly calmed down.
The hand on his lap tightened, and then loosened again. After doing this twice, under Mu Yang's gaze, Xie Jinge sighed softly.His lips moved slightly, and he said very seriously: "Mu Yang, even though I remember the past, I am Xie Jinge now."
"I know." Mu Yang nodded: "You are Xie Jinge..." After saying this, Mu Yang added another sentence without waiting for Xie Jinge to reply: "But you are also my Xiaojin."
Xie Jinge pursed his lips, and did not continue to argue with Mu Yang on this issue. Although he has recovered his memory now, there is still one thing that he does not understand, which is about Xie Jin's identity.
Mu Yang said: "Your memory before the age of six is blank."
"Yeah." No matter how hard Xie Jinge recalled, he couldn't remember what happened before he was six years old.
"Xiao Jin, you should think of those two words."
"what?"
Mu Yang stared into Xie Jinge's eyes, and said word by word in a low and hoarse voice: "Time travel."
"Traveling?" Xie Jinge's mind flashed, and he instantly understood what Mu Yang wanted to express.And some unreasonable details that he ignored suddenly made sense.
For example, why Xie Jin is obviously not the grandson of Master Xie's family, but Master Xie's family treats him closer than his own grandson, and even spoils him to the extreme.
That's because Master Xie's family suffered from a serious illness in his early years. A Taoist priest calculated that there would be a disaster for Xie's family. It goes well and the business prospers.
It is also for this reason that when he was six years old, he accidentally went to the Republic of China in a spiritual state, and then grew up as the young master of the Xie family, and then met Mu Yang in the Nanyang Opera Troupe.And after suicide and death, the spirit body will leave and return to the main body, but the memory is lost because of this.
It's as if the pause button was pressed on everything that happened more than 70 years ago, and then that period of time was cut off.The law of time and space corrected this part, dragging his life back on the right track.
"So you are Xiao Jin, I will not admit your mistake." Mu Yang said.
"I came from hell to keep my promise and think of you."
"Mu Yang..." Xie Jinge called Mu Yang's name, he pursed his lips, and after hesitating for a moment, he still asked, "Do you hate?"
"Hate?" Mu Yang chuckled, "Of course I hate, but..." He raised his hand and gently stroked Xie Jinge's cheek: "I love you too."
Xie Jinge stroked Mu Yang's hand, and said very seriously: "Mu Yang, I am Xie Jinge, although those memories belonging to Xie Jinshi will affect me, but he will only be a part of my memory, and can only be a part of my memory, So Mu Yang, do you understand what I mean?"
"En." Mu Yang responded in a low voice, making it impossible to tell what his emotions are at the moment.
Xie Jinge didn't say any more, he also needed some time to think about his next plan.
In Xie Jinge's view, the memories belonging to Xie Jin can only be regarded as a part of his life. Even if Xie Jin and Mu Yang have an unforgettable past, it does not mean that he must fall in love with Mu Yang.
What's more, Xie Jin's liking for Mu Yang can't be regarded as deep love if you really want to investigate.And this is not what Xie Jinge thinks, because Xie Jin is Xie Jinge, so Xie Jinge knows it well.
Confession, possessiveness, remorse, and pride in his character made Xie Jin choose to end his life in that way. He liked Mu Yang, and even if Mu Yang died, he would not let him go.
Thinking of this, Xie Jinge sighed again, he looked back at Mu Yang, got up from the bed, and walked towards the bathroom.Xie Jinge knew that he and Mu Yang had different ideas, and it was impossible to reach an agreement in a short time, neither of them could convince each other.
Because the nightmare, which is not a nightmare, let out a sweat, and Xie Jinge was very uncomfortable with the drenched sweat sticking to his body, so after realizing that the two of them could not communicate, he simply gave up temporarily and chose to sweat the sweat off his body as soon as possible. get rid of.
Mu Yang looked at Xie Jinge's leaving back, his eyes deepened.
But soon, thinking of something again, the corners of his lips curled into a smile again.It doesn't matter, Mu Yang thought, he and Xiao Jin have plenty of time.
What's more, now that Xiao Jin has remembered the past, even if he doesn't admit it on the surface, Mu Yang is very clear that Xie Jinge will never be as indifferent to him as before.
In this way, it is enough.
For the rest, he will slowly let Xiao Jin accept him in the future, and let Xiao Jin get used to his existence completely.
******
Early the next morning.
After Xie Jinge washed up, he went out directly, bought breakfast downstairs in the community, and walked towards the subway while eating.Xie Jinge ate very fast, and just arrived at the subway station after finishing eating according to the timing.
I got up early and the subway was not very crowded.
Xie Jinge wore a black peaked cap on his head and a mask on his face, sitting in the second car, looking down at his phone.
He watched carefully, and didn't notice that two fashionable young girls were discussing him——
"It's so handsome! Li Miao, look at his hand, it's amazing! It's really amazing!" The girl who spoke was the taller of the two girls, named Zhang Yingyue, with long curly hair of flaxen gray. Very delicate makeup.
She is an up host of station b. She shares some makeup techniques on weekdays and has 10,000+ fans.There are also nearly [-] fans on a certain music platform.
The other girl she called Li Miao had a slightly fatter body, but she had a round, standard round face, which looked very cute.
This Li Miao is a website sister, and her fan idol happens to be Jiang Yu, a popular traffic girl.In the past two days, the topic of Jiang Yu and Xie Jinge was very hotly discussed on Weibo. As a qualified station sister, Li Miao naturally paid attention to Xie Jinge after her idol went off the stage in person, and also made that very popular I watched the trailer for it no less than twenty times.
Although she is not considered a hand controler, she will naturally look at the beautiful hands several times, so at this moment, after hearing what Zhang Yingyue said, she turned her attention to the man sitting alone not far away.
She stared at the man's hand, the more she looked at it, the more beautiful it became, and the more she looked at it, the more familiar it became.As the station sister of Jiang Yu's biggest support station, Li Miao has very keen observation skills and a good memory.
"Why do I feel that these hands... I...seem to have seen them before?" She used some hesitant words, but her tone became more and more certain.
"What do you mean?" Zhang Yingyue didn't understand, and was about to continue to ask, but Li Miao suddenly said ah, and grabbed her hand excitedly, "I see! I remembered, it's Xie Jinge!"
"What? Who is Xie Jinge?" Zhang Yingyue didn't read Weibo.
"Just Jiang Yu, Jiang Yu's friend!" Li Miao's eyes lit up, and she looked at Xie Jinge.And Xie Jinge, because he heard someone calling out his name, happened to look towards Li Miao.
Xie Jinge turned on the bedside lamp. He lowered his head and stretched out his hand to look at his palm. For a moment, he even thought that all this was just a dream.
But all the pictures, sounds, and the raging fire all told Xie Jinge that it was not a dream, but something that actually happened, what happened to him,
In his mind, there are many more images, and these images do not belong to this era, but are all related to events more than 70 years ago. He has all the memories of Xie Jin.
Everything that Xie Jin experienced from childhood to adulthood has been deeply imprinted in his mind, and it also contains Xie Jin's somewhat contradictory feelings towards Mu Yang, whether it is love or possessiveness.
But Xie Jinge is very clear that even if he has all of Xie Jin's memories, he is still Xie Jinge and himself.It's just that it may be undeniable that he was still affected in some ways.
Causal loop.
That's probably the case.
Let's just say that in his previous life, he did crazy and paranoid stupid things, causing Mu Yang to be burned to death, and causing the old housekeeper to die because of his willfulness.
So Xie Jin said, let Mu Yang find him.
So in this life, he and Mu Yang have been entangled.
So the old housekeeper who was implicated by him in the previous life was lying in the hospital in this life.
It's ridiculous, bloody, and ridiculous.
But Xie Jinge found that he couldn't laugh, he couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at the moment.
"Xiao Jin..." Xie Jinge heard Mu Yang's voice, hoarse... dry, the result of being burned by the fire, "Do you remember?"
Xie Jinge pursed his lips and responded sullenly.
Mu Yang is a lunatic, and now he knows why Mu Yang became a lunatic, the culprit is Xie Jin, maybe he is also the culprit.
Mu Yang seemed to be aware of Xie Jinge's complicated emotions at the moment, he put his hands on Xie Jinge's shoulders, and gently tidied up the hair sticking to his cheeks.
His fingers are cold and have no body temperature.
And Xie Jinge's cheeks were a little hot, and after being touched by Mu Yang's fingertips, he shivered physiologically.Seeing this, Mu Yang smiled lightly, "It's okay." He said, not sure if these words were comforting to Xiao Jin now.
Xie Jinge was silent, and after a while, he turned his head to look at Mu Yang who was sitting beside him.Under the dim light of the bedside lamp, Mu Yang's facial contours became sharper and more handsome, and his skin that had no trace of blood in it looked even paler.
"Xiao Jin, as I said, it was always you." Mu Yang said.
Xie Jinge didn't speak, but still stared at Mu Yang, a hint of thought appeared in his dark eyes, the beautiful eyes seemed to look straight into the depths of Mu Yang's heart, and see everything hidden in him.
Mu Yang blinked slightly, and let Xie Jinge look at him. He knew that Xie Jinge was thinking, so he chose to keep quiet.
The alarm clock on the bedside table was moving steadily at that minute, making a ticking sound. Listening to this rhythmic sound, Xie Jinge also slowly calmed down.
The hand on his lap tightened, and then loosened again. After doing this twice, under Mu Yang's gaze, Xie Jinge sighed softly.His lips moved slightly, and he said very seriously: "Mu Yang, even though I remember the past, I am Xie Jinge now."
"I know." Mu Yang nodded: "You are Xie Jinge..." After saying this, Mu Yang added another sentence without waiting for Xie Jinge to reply: "But you are also my Xiaojin."
Xie Jinge pursed his lips, and did not continue to argue with Mu Yang on this issue. Although he has recovered his memory now, there is still one thing that he does not understand, which is about Xie Jin's identity.
Mu Yang said: "Your memory before the age of six is blank."
"Yeah." No matter how hard Xie Jinge recalled, he couldn't remember what happened before he was six years old.
"Xiao Jin, you should think of those two words."
"what?"
Mu Yang stared into Xie Jinge's eyes, and said word by word in a low and hoarse voice: "Time travel."
"Traveling?" Xie Jinge's mind flashed, and he instantly understood what Mu Yang wanted to express.And some unreasonable details that he ignored suddenly made sense.
For example, why Xie Jin is obviously not the grandson of Master Xie's family, but Master Xie's family treats him closer than his own grandson, and even spoils him to the extreme.
That's because Master Xie's family suffered from a serious illness in his early years. A Taoist priest calculated that there would be a disaster for Xie's family. It goes well and the business prospers.
It is also for this reason that when he was six years old, he accidentally went to the Republic of China in a spiritual state, and then grew up as the young master of the Xie family, and then met Mu Yang in the Nanyang Opera Troupe.And after suicide and death, the spirit body will leave and return to the main body, but the memory is lost because of this.
It's as if the pause button was pressed on everything that happened more than 70 years ago, and then that period of time was cut off.The law of time and space corrected this part, dragging his life back on the right track.
"So you are Xiao Jin, I will not admit your mistake." Mu Yang said.
"I came from hell to keep my promise and think of you."
"Mu Yang..." Xie Jinge called Mu Yang's name, he pursed his lips, and after hesitating for a moment, he still asked, "Do you hate?"
"Hate?" Mu Yang chuckled, "Of course I hate, but..." He raised his hand and gently stroked Xie Jinge's cheek: "I love you too."
Xie Jinge stroked Mu Yang's hand, and said very seriously: "Mu Yang, I am Xie Jinge, although those memories belonging to Xie Jinshi will affect me, but he will only be a part of my memory, and can only be a part of my memory, So Mu Yang, do you understand what I mean?"
"En." Mu Yang responded in a low voice, making it impossible to tell what his emotions are at the moment.
Xie Jinge didn't say any more, he also needed some time to think about his next plan.
In Xie Jinge's view, the memories belonging to Xie Jin can only be regarded as a part of his life. Even if Xie Jin and Mu Yang have an unforgettable past, it does not mean that he must fall in love with Mu Yang.
What's more, Xie Jin's liking for Mu Yang can't be regarded as deep love if you really want to investigate.And this is not what Xie Jinge thinks, because Xie Jin is Xie Jinge, so Xie Jinge knows it well.
Confession, possessiveness, remorse, and pride in his character made Xie Jin choose to end his life in that way. He liked Mu Yang, and even if Mu Yang died, he would not let him go.
Thinking of this, Xie Jinge sighed again, he looked back at Mu Yang, got up from the bed, and walked towards the bathroom.Xie Jinge knew that he and Mu Yang had different ideas, and it was impossible to reach an agreement in a short time, neither of them could convince each other.
Because the nightmare, which is not a nightmare, let out a sweat, and Xie Jinge was very uncomfortable with the drenched sweat sticking to his body, so after realizing that the two of them could not communicate, he simply gave up temporarily and chose to sweat the sweat off his body as soon as possible. get rid of.
Mu Yang looked at Xie Jinge's leaving back, his eyes deepened.
But soon, thinking of something again, the corners of his lips curled into a smile again.It doesn't matter, Mu Yang thought, he and Xiao Jin have plenty of time.
What's more, now that Xiao Jin has remembered the past, even if he doesn't admit it on the surface, Mu Yang is very clear that Xie Jinge will never be as indifferent to him as before.
In this way, it is enough.
For the rest, he will slowly let Xiao Jin accept him in the future, and let Xiao Jin get used to his existence completely.
******
Early the next morning.
After Xie Jinge washed up, he went out directly, bought breakfast downstairs in the community, and walked towards the subway while eating.Xie Jinge ate very fast, and just arrived at the subway station after finishing eating according to the timing.
I got up early and the subway was not very crowded.
Xie Jinge wore a black peaked cap on his head and a mask on his face, sitting in the second car, looking down at his phone.
He watched carefully, and didn't notice that two fashionable young girls were discussing him——
"It's so handsome! Li Miao, look at his hand, it's amazing! It's really amazing!" The girl who spoke was the taller of the two girls, named Zhang Yingyue, with long curly hair of flaxen gray. Very delicate makeup.
She is an up host of station b. She shares some makeup techniques on weekdays and has 10,000+ fans.There are also nearly [-] fans on a certain music platform.
The other girl she called Li Miao had a slightly fatter body, but she had a round, standard round face, which looked very cute.
This Li Miao is a website sister, and her fan idol happens to be Jiang Yu, a popular traffic girl.In the past two days, the topic of Jiang Yu and Xie Jinge was very hotly discussed on Weibo. As a qualified station sister, Li Miao naturally paid attention to Xie Jinge after her idol went off the stage in person, and also made that very popular I watched the trailer for it no less than twenty times.
Although she is not considered a hand controler, she will naturally look at the beautiful hands several times, so at this moment, after hearing what Zhang Yingyue said, she turned her attention to the man sitting alone not far away.
She stared at the man's hand, the more she looked at it, the more beautiful it became, and the more she looked at it, the more familiar it became.As the station sister of Jiang Yu's biggest support station, Li Miao has very keen observation skills and a good memory.
"Why do I feel that these hands... I...seem to have seen them before?" She used some hesitant words, but her tone became more and more certain.
"What do you mean?" Zhang Yingyue didn't understand, and was about to continue to ask, but Li Miao suddenly said ah, and grabbed her hand excitedly, "I see! I remembered, it's Xie Jinge!"
"What? Who is Xie Jinge?" Zhang Yingyue didn't read Weibo.
"Just Jiang Yu, Jiang Yu's friend!" Li Miao's eyes lit up, and she looked at Xie Jinge.And Xie Jinge, because he heard someone calling out his name, happened to look towards Li Miao.
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