Kang Hyung Joon, I miss you

Jiang Suyan was sleeping in a daze and heard the movement around her, what happened to Ah Jun?Fumbling to turn on the desk lamp, the dim light was dim.Seeing the situation clearly, she woke up all of a sudden. It was Ah Jun who was crying tremblingly. His face was covered with tears, his lips kept opening and closing, and he vaguely heard a hoarse voice shouting something. clear.

"Ah Jun, did you have a nightmare? Wake up, it's okay!" Jiang Suyan called for many times but there was no response, she touched his forehead, it was quite hot, did she have a fever, please find a thermometer to check.

I found a thermometer and stuck it in my ear to test the temperature, it was 40 degrees, oh my god!The fever is so severe that I must go to the hospital!

"Help, save me,... So Yeon"

Jiang Suyan finally heard his words clearly, what he said was completely confused!He felt sorry for him, and comforted him gently, "Ah Jun, it's okay, it will be fine after seeing the doctor? Is it very uncomfortable?" Whenever he is sick, he will act like a baby, and whenever he has a fever, he will cry. I understand it. He is clearly still a child!

Jiang Hengjun faintly heard her voice, and gradually calmed down, his heart hurts and he can't breathe, please help me!So Yeon!

Jiang Suyan still pushed him a few times cruelly, and found that his whole body was hot. She was too careless. Only now did she realize that she yelled his name a few times. He was so sick that he had to go to the hospital.

Seeing his bright black eyes open, Jiang Suyan felt a little relieved, and immediately said, "Ah Jun, you are sick and have a fever. Let's go to the hospital. I'll help you." She wanted to pull him up, but was pulled down and fell to the ground. He got off the bed, pressed on his body, tried to get up, but was dragged back.

"Ah Jun, you need to see a doctor when you are sick, stop making trouble!" Jiang Suyan was a little angry no matter how good-tempered she was!

Jiang Hengjuncai finally came back to his senses, realized that she was here, and hugged her tremblingly, he could finally breathe, he was about to suffocate, Jiang Suyan felt warm liquid flowing in the skirt of his clothes, his heart softened, he was still a baby Well, you need to be coaxed, especially when you are sick.

"Xiaojun, let's put on some more clothes and go to the hospital for a checkup, shall we?" Coaxing him softly was of little use, he still hugged him and didn't let go, he was extremely clingy today.

Jiang Suyan was hugged by him almost the whole time, he almost kept his head shut and didn't say a word, like dragging a koala to find clothes, okay!Today I am a tree, Su Yan once took him to see a psychiatrist, and after living with him for a long time, she found that something was wrong with him, anxious and restless, probably because of childhood trauma.

The analysis made by the psychiatrist is that he is very defensive, lacks love, is prone to anxiety, paranoid, and is too obsessed with things.

Jiang Suyan asked if there was any solution, but the doctor told her that she needs to be more patient to accept those abnormal behaviors, go out more to meet people, or travel to increase her sense of identity with the outside world.When you are sick, your psychological defenses will be weakened, and you will become extremely clingy and coquettish. If you follow him and coax him, there will be no problem if you are in a happy mood.

Put on thick clothes for him, then put on your own, took the wallet and keys and took the koala out. When I walked out of the room, I remembered that Ah Jun’s mother was still asleep, so I whispered, “Mom again Go to sleep, let’s keep our voice down, seeing that you are sick, I think I’m going to cry..." The illness is slowly recovering, and I gradually know who Xiaojun is, and I can also be a baby. Seeing that Ah Jun is not feeling well, I think I’m going to cry. I found out that Ah Jun's appearance was inherited from his mother, and his love for crying was also inherited from his mother.

"Mom." The memory of the two worlds is confused. In that world, my mother died, and I didn't even look at it for the last time, because Yu Yu can convict himself of the serial murder case if he is sure that he is Jiang Hengjun. He can't have a flaw. .

He resents the world, money, all because of money, resents his mother, because his mother Zoe left, because of his mother, he can only escape alone with such a leg, full of resentment, suffering, wishing to drag everyone to hell, Han Taijun , □□yu, Li Xiuyan, I have already been in hell.

□□Yu said that the biggest punishment in the teaching center is a single room, and there is no heaven to imprison a person.

Li Xiuyan said, handsome, love should be like this, life and death together.

Is Kang Hyung Joon and Kang So Yeon what love looks like when they are together?Is love like this?As long as you see her, you can feel at ease, as long as you hold her, all the wounds will not hurt, as long as she is here, you will be tolerant to this world...Here is So-yeon, there is a mother, this is his paradise ah.

Carrying him to the co-pilot of the car, an agreement was reached before, the main driver and the co-pilot are the only two positions, anyway, he can't be put in the back seat of the car, he has to stay in the nearest place... Hey!A hypocritical boyfriend, no, he is now her husband!

"Ah Jun, you get in the car first, I'll drive!" Let him sit in the co-pilot, but fortunately there was no fuss.Sitting in the main driver, when he was about to drive, he saw him staring at him with red eyes, really, why did he always look pitiful, obviously those things had passed for a long time.

He stroked his sweaty hair, rubbed it randomly, and kissed his lips. He has always liked such intimate movements, and said softly, "My little Ajun, he will be in the hospital soon, so it won't be uncomfortable. , go to sleep for a while!" If you feel uncomfortable, go to sleep!Go to the hospital to get a drip and sleep for a while.

Jiang Hengjun felt uncomfortable all over his body but it wasn't because of a fever. Everything was beautiful, what was true and what was false, he shook his head slightly, looking at her face obsessively, "... So Yeon,... .....Is it a dream now? No,......isn't it a dream, will you disappear as soon as you wake up, So Yeon,......If this is a dream , never wake up, I don't want to wake up, I don't want to wake up, I don't want to wake up..." Accompanied by the cry of reluctance, how could he be reconciled, how could he marry someone else?How could it never show up?How can it be a dream?

Seeing him crying while talking, Jiang Suyan sighed helplessly, "Are you stupid in dreaming, I am hot, and I am here! I won't disappear, I won't leave, old man The old wife came here suddenly, we have been married for a year, why do you still look like you are afraid that I will run away, you forgot the agreement, if I leave you, I will sell myself to pay off the debt, it is still in your hands , You too." Suspicion, sensitivity, lack of love, it seems that you have to make various guarantees for a lifetime, anyway, I am ready to eat him for the rest of my life...

"Married?" Are we married already, Kang Hyung Joon grabbed the word.Jiang Suyan waved the ring helplessly in front of his eyes, "Did you see it? We are married, and we have worn the ring. Didn't you say you want me to wear it all the time? Don't take it off." Every time I take it off, I feel like a thief , I was afraid of being seen, and gradually developed a habit of not taking it off.

The silver ring was so simple that it didn't even have patterns. He and she carved their names on each other's rings.

She said that the most precious thing about rings is the commitment and affection for each other. She doesn't need the most expensive and top-grade gemstones. She likes such simple rings. It's simple to be with a man named Kang Hyung Jun, and it has nothing to do with wealth.

Looking at the ring, the two held hands, thinking of the newlyweds on the news, damn it, the ring on it is also so simple, did they also engrave each other's names and make an eternal promise... That man!Annoyed to... kill him.

Returning to reason, he can't do this, the happiness he finally got, Li Xiuyan left after knowing that he killed someone, he can't... What is going on in that world?It's all too real.

"Ah Jun, what's the matter with you?" Looking very irritable and gloomy, Jiang Suyan really felt that his heart, the sea needle, was too complicated... fickle!

I drove to the hospital by car and was finally put on an IV. When I looked at the infusion tube, I always thought of the various handicrafts of Ah Jun’s mother. Besides weaving flowers, he can also make other things now. He can also weave bicycles, small baskets and so on. of.

"I still remember the plastic flower you gave me, and my mother also gave me a lot. It's really creative to weave flowers with infusion tubes. I thought it was plastic at first."

He still has that memory, the flower was made up by his mother, and he gave it to her just after he got it, and then he got a portrait, so he realized that he was smiling so happily in front of her.

"The key necklace." Touching the necklace hanging around her neck, he remembered that he received a little Samoyed doll at that time, and he gave the necklace to her. They fell in love, got married, and every bit of this All the memories are there... She is hot and touchable... I reached out and touched her cheek, and seeing her smile made me feel better , She is not a dream, then, those are dreams, no matter how real it feels and how weird it is in my heart, it is a dream, and it is real now.

It doesn't matter whether it's true or not, if the world without her is real, what would such a world do, if the world with her is false, he is willing to perish...

"Suyan, do you have your cell phone?"

Hearing his words, Jiang Suyan was a little funny. She thought she was a mobile phone addict, and it would be boring to play without a mobile phone! "You can use mine! I didn't even take it when I was in a hurry to go out, why?"

Curious, I leaned over to see what he wanted to do with the phone?Play games, watch videos, listen to music......

Jiang Hengjun needed to confirm some things, looked at her head that came closer, and searched for the name in the browser search box, Han Chengjun.

He clearly remembered that Suyan was a best-selling novelist and Han Chengjun was a photographer. They met at 22, went on a blind date at 28, and got married at 32. They were clearly unforgettable.

It was this face, he recognized it even though the picture was not big, Han Chengjun suddenly looked at Jiang Suyan anxiously, does she know him?

Suddenly, I have an inexplicable feeling, whether this man took Suyan away, or he took her away from him. I met her at the age of 22. I met her when I was 12 years old, even earlier...