Kang Hyung Joon, I miss you

"Sometimes I feel like I'm your substitute. He is looking for you through me. The look in my eyes is very familiar at a certain moment. I think of the time when you were with the little guy. At that time He is still very short, the two of you are waiting to eat and sit in a row, he always looks up and looks at you with that kind of gaze." Very dependent, trusting, and gentle gaze.

Li Xiuyan really said a lot of things, Jiang Suyan didn't know how to respond, she thought about it, "It's easy to find out what he likes, there are always more dishes he likes, and there are always more things he likes." Take a second look, it’s actually quite obvious, you didn’t notice it because you only paid attention to Yu Yu at that time...” I don’t remember myself and the little guy at all, no matter the meal, I don’t accompany the little guy regularly anymore Went to the hospital.

"As for the eyes, I can't see anything, but I wanted to find a chance to take a sneak shot of his smiling face, really, the photos I can see of him are not smiling, he is always worried.

He looks like a Samoyed when he smiles, his eyes are crooked, he can’t see his teeth, he’s so cute, I always want to touch and hug him, by the way, I gave him a doll today, show you the photo, Very cute!It is very similar to Ah Jun, and I fell in love with it immediately. "

Li Xiuyan looked at the little doll in the photo, and couldn't figure out how it looked like Kang Hyungjun, so Suyan looked like this puppy!Smiling very warmly. "Very cute, he must like it!"

"Actually, he has been taking care of me all these years... Now think about how tired you were when you carried him to the hospital every day to change your dressings. How did you persevere?" Li Xiuyan knew how much Jiang Hengjun had. I like to care about her, and I know what a good person she is. Thinking about her hard work at that time.

Leaning his head on the table, thinking about the scene at that time, "Xiuyan, it's not that difficult, as long as I think that his legs will hurt when he walks, I will have strength. At that time, I hope he gets better soon." Get up and take him to the park to play.

I always wondered, would it be better if I went to the hospital earlier?How could he be hurt like this? Did he cry many times, actually!He also loves to cry. "I like to hide in the quilt and cry secretly. When I miss my mother, when it hurts, I don't cry less.

Li Xiuyan recalled that time, he was not easy, "The wound was infected, it was very serious, did you cry? It seems! At that time, I was in a bad state and I can't remember clearly!"

"Suyan, I'll tell you a secret, come here." Li Xiuyan lowered her voice, and waved at Jiang Suyan, completely arousing Jiang Suyan's curiosity, and the whole person came over, "What secret?"

"I won't tell you!" After thinking about the photo, it was Jiang Hengjun himself who should say it. "You're playing with me, Li Xiuyan!!!" Jiang Suyan yelled frantically, where's the secret?

Li Xiuyan wanted to laugh seeing her like this, as expected, so Suyan waited!will know.Even if you don't know, it doesn't matter, it's good for two people to be together...

"You haven't been in a relationship for so long, and you've always wanted to find someone to spend your life with. Why did you agree to be Harry's girlfriend?" This is something she didn't quite understand. Why did she agree to him despite all kinds of pressure in 28 years without talking about a partner? !

Speaking of this, Jiang Soyan also felt quite strange. After thinking about it, she said frankly, "Because he is good-looking, don't you think? The super handsome one is better-looking than □□yu, oops, actually I don't look for the biggest partner The reason is because I haven't seen any particularly good-looking ones. He really looks good... It's like walking out of a painting!

My heart is pounding, I don't think I will pay attention to him at all if it doesn't look good!The way to strike up a conversation is actually pretty rubbish.Don't look at me with that look, I'm just a superficial woman..."

I just like his face, otherwise, I wouldn't leave a phone call, and I wouldn't talk too much. In fact, it's not giving us a chance to get to know each other!

For this reason, Li Xiuyan couldn't help laughing, just like when the girls got together to talk about which boy was good-looking when they returned to junior high school, "He is pretty, but Yu Yu is the best. look."

"Understood, so you were completely fascinated by him at the time, weren't you?" Tian Tian took a ridiculous clothespin and laughed silly.

Recalling that time, Li Xiuyan smiled, "Actually, I like him because he is good-looking, and later because he is willing to be my friend, show you something, wipe, this is my secret with Zhengyu." Swipe around, draw a circle, and retract your fingers.

"Zhengyu told me that this magic can erase bad memories. There is a cut on the back of my foot to avoid scratches from my father. It hurt when I saw it before, but now I only think of him covering it with his palm. Scar, tell me it doesn't hurt to see it.

Those bad memories were really replaced because □□Woo he appeared, his love brought Lee Soo Yeon back to life, I am happy every day now.

I hope Ah Jun is also like this. When he is with you, I can see that he is very happy. You must continue to live well. I have eaten and used his food these years, and lived in a comfortable environment. I still have the opportunity to study hard, I am very grateful to him, I will always be his family. "

"Actually! I don't just look at the face, Ah Jun can cook, you also know that my parents are very busy at work, even if they are free, no one can cook, and I don't like to learn.

Every time I hear other people talk about what delicious food my mother made at home, I am very envious. I have always been very envious of your mother who is also very good at cooking. I used to think that I would find a cook so that I could eat delicious food for the rest of my life. . "But I didn't meet the cook. I met a man who is very good at cooking, Jiang Hengjun.

"Actually, I have never gotten to know a man in depth over the years, nor have I ever gone to a boy's house, and I don't know who can cook. He was the first man I met who was good at cooking.

Ah Jun is afraid of being alone. In fact, I am also afraid of being alone, but there is always no one in my house. You are the only girl in the alley. Even if there are other girls, I am not willing to get along with them. In fact, it is all about me. My friend counted with ten fingers.

I mentioned to him that I want to find someone to laugh with me and cry with me, let me make trouble and act like a baby, he said that he can do whatever I want, I believe in him, I was a little moved at that moment... ..I agreed without thinking about it. In fact, I have been waiting for such a person for a long time, and then I realized that I did something stupid. Why am I so casual? I haven’t seen you for a long time. I regret it, but I haven’t found a chance to say it. .

We went to the swing that we agreed upon at that time. It was the swing where we made friends. I wanted to take him there before, but I was too lazy to walk too far. I always thought that his leg injury would be healed soon, and I planned to take him there. Going to the amusement park, in fact, I like to play, but I don't have a playmate to accompany me.You look like I have been with the little guy, but he is actually with me.

It took 14 years to do what I thought was a simple thing. Time has passed forever. At that time, playing on the swing was just for fun, but now it has become a memory.

At that time, I should have taken him there directly. He probably hadn't had much fun, as if he had been having a hard time.

The moment I dangled on the swing, I was thinking, in fact, many things cannot be waited for. If people want to live in the present, they must do what they want to do, and like the person they want to like. Why do you want to So many!I don't want to leave regrets... because I'm lazy, because I don't have the courage!

At that time, he suddenly stood in front of my swing, and I forgot what he said, I just remember that he said that I walked into his encirclement, his embrace was very warm, ...... Kissed me, super I was so shy that I didn't dare to look up at all, it felt like a plot in a TV series. "Jiang Suyan started to feel shy as she spoke...

Seeing her blushing, Li Xiuyan probably could have imagined that scene, Ah Jun seemed very active! "The first time Zhengyu and I kissed was on the bus, he secretly kissed me while I was asleep." This is a little secret among girls.

"That guy can do it! In fact, □ □ Yu is really not bad, I never gave him a good face, because you didn't forgive him, since you forgive him, then he is barely my friend!" I will tell him After being friendly, Jiang Suyan thought silently.

Jiang Suyan thought of the smiling man with crooked eyebrows, and said with emotion, "I like him, although I still don't know whether it's because I like men, but there is no doubt that I like him. I'm really inexperienced.

It is very simple to like someone. At a certain moment, there is a feeling that it is him, and he is the person I want.Likes are also very complicated. In fact, I still don't understand how it could be him?

He obviously didn’t have enough days to get along with each other. He obviously had a very complicated life. He obviously seemed like a person from two worlds. His lifestyle, personality and hobbies were completely different. He said several times that I was stupid, and I kept holding back. he......

In fact, sometimes I feel uncomfortable with him, please, he is like a gentleman, I always want to be a lady, a little gentle, and not reveal my funny nature, but I am just a playful person A crazy girl who likes to make trouble is a very childish person!

.......He is also too rich, as if being with him is being taken care of. He has never eaten at a roadside stall, nor drank soju. , hahaha, how much less fun. "