Warm and respectful people

Outside the window is golden autumn, most of the old people live in the old community, and the orange cat hides in the grass to bask in the sun.

In the room, the expressions of both of them were not good.

Shen Xueyu grabbed Xia Wen's wrist and pulled her closer to her. Her eyelashes trembled, and her black eyes looked at her.

"Is that person the reason why you rejected me?"

Shen Xueyu's face was full of hurt expressions, different from her noble and indifferent look in the past, now she is like fragile glass.

Xia Wen dodged Shen Xueyu's eyes at this moment, she tugged at her arm: "Relax, the things between us have nothing to do with others."

"What does that have to do with it? Xia Wen, can't your heart be warmed up?"

When Xia Wen heard this sentence, Xia Wen stood there, and his arms stopped halfway through the struggle.

She turned her face and looked straight at Shen Xueyu, her eyes turned cold instantly: "Can my heart be warmed?"

As if she had heard a big joke, she laughed sadly, her eyes turned red instantly, and her lips trembled: "Shen Xueyu, you are the least qualified person to say this."

Shen Xueyu lowered her head in a daze, the girl in front of her was pale and her eyes were cold.

"What do you want me to do to forgive me?"

The air seems to freeze between the two

Shen Xueyu looked at the girl who once rushed towards her desperately, but now she can take back all her love for her, and the breath in her body seemed to be emptied a little bit.Her hand brushed Xia Wen's shoulder, neck, ears, hair, and the soft hair slid in the palm of her hand.

"Why not give me a chance?"

Xia Wen looked up at her with red eyes: "Shen Xueyu, how are you going to love you again, stepping on my former dignity? Do you know how many times before, I couldn't sleep all night because of you, and I said to myself over and over again , Xia Wen, you have to live up to your expectations, you can no longer love Shen Xueyu."

The voice gradually became hoarse.

She tried a little harder to shake off Shen Xueyu's arm, tears filled her eyes, but her eyes were still hard.

"Say to myself that I don't love you anymore has become a part of my life. I can accept being close to you or even close to you, as long as my heart belongs to me."

Shen Xueyu's face was pale, with a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth, as if mocking her own stupidity, after a while, she let go of Xia Wen's body.

"Wen Wen, but I have learned to love you." She lowered her eyes and pulled the corners of her mouth.

Xia Wen looked at her with a smile: "The taste of a lover, is it good?"

In the warm sunshine, Shen Xueyu watched her sincere heart being trampled on, but she couldn't blame the person in front of her.

A sense of powerlessness welled up.

"If that's what you want, then I'm leaving."

There was a sound of closing the door, and Shen Xueyu really left.

Xia Wen sat down on the ground along the edge of the sofa as if exhausted.She really forced Shen Xueyu away.

She hugged her legs with her hands, rested her chin on her knees, and murmured alone: ​​"Why didn't you say these things to me earlier."

-

In the dark bar there are blinding lights.

Shen Xueyu sat in front of the bar, picked up the wine glass in front of her and took a big gulp, the bitter and stimulating taste rampant in her body.

She doesn't like to drink, but today she can't control herself a bit.

The young bartender watched the woman reject the first person who came to strike up a conversation tonight, including men and women, some ugly and some good-looking, and the woman didn't even turn her head to look at it.

It's just a shot after a shot of hard liquor.

Xu Fengmian got half drunk and came out of the box to sober herself up. The people inside were already stumbling around. She asked other people in the company to call a valet to send them all back. She went downstairs to find an empty seat to smoke a cigarette.

When the cigarette was just lit, she saw Shen Xueyu who was drinking heavily.

Xu Fengmian took a deep breath, raised her legs and walked over. She asked the person at the bar to ask for a glass of ice water for herself.

Shen Xueyu frowned at the seat of the person next to her. She didn't like being disturbed by others, so she was about to leave and found a new place.

Xu Fengmian felt that Shen Xueyu had messed up a lot: "Hey, you are not sick, you don't know me?"

Shen Xueyu doesn't deliberately remember certain people, but her memory is not bad, especially those related to Xia Wen.

She glanced at Xu Fengmian and didn't say anything, as she tacitly knew her.

Xu Fengmian rested his arms on the bar counter, his body was tilted on it, out of shape.

She is a smart person, and she can guess a general idea with just a few glances.For a person like Shen Xueyu, work will not be too difficult for her, and ordinary people will not take up her precious time. Only feelings can make such a person depressed.

Probably only Xia Wen.

"Why, I'm having an awkward fight with Wen Wen." Xu Fengmian used declarative sentences.

Shen Xueyu showed displeasure because of the word "Wen Wen".

Xu Fengmian glanced at her and read her thoughts from the other's expression.

"Speaking of which, I have been with Wen Wen longer than you, especially in the past seven or eight years. Wen Wen must be the first person to call for something." Xu Fengmian still had a proud look on his face when he said this. .

Anyway, it's kind of childish.

She has a bumpy love journey, so she naturally knows how to step on the other side's Achilles' heel.

Looking up, Shen Xueyu's throat rolled, and most of the wine in the glass went away.

At this moment, Shen Xueyu is like other drunk people in the bar, using alcohol to relieve their worries, but the more they drink, the more sober they become.

Xu Fengmian pulled the ashtray, shaking the ash between the index finger and middle finger, she didn't bother to persuade the other party, or she was quite happy to see Shen Xueyu drinking heavily.

Happiness was written all over her face.

The bartender shook the ice in his hand and felt that the two were not friends but enemies.

Xu Fengmian took a long puff of smoke, and her eyes fell on the void in the distance.

"Xia Wen had a hard time in the past few years. She used to talk to people around her, but then she became more and more bored and kept everything in her heart. When she came back from the United States, I went to the airport to pick her up. She was completely out of her mind. I asked her if you were ignoring her again, but she just told me that she didn't see you. Then she locked herself at home during the whole winter vacation, and no one would open the door. Her father thought she It’s because I didn’t do well in the final exam.”

"I don't know what happened later. She suffered from insomnia for a long time and took a small amount of sleeping pills from melatonin. Later, I scolded her and she promised me not to take these things in the future."

"There were a lot of people who chased after Xia Wen in school. She didn't agree to any of them, and she ignored them. The classmates said that she was about to become a monk."

"Wen Wen once drew a picture for you. It was the work she was most satisfied with. She kept it with her all the time, but she didn't publish it."

……

Maybe it was because of the alcohol, Xu Fengmian's speech was incoherent, like gossiping with someone, he said what he thought of, the speed of speech was very slow, very hypnotic, the bartender on the side just wanted to doze off.

Shen Xueyu trembled slightly while holding the wine glass with one hand, she lowered her head, but her heart kept sinking, and it became more and more difficult to breathe.

Several times she wanted to say something, or ask something, but she couldn't say a single word.

Xu Fengmian looked at the distraught Shen Xueyu with mischief, and laughed in a low voice: "Why, it's uncomfortable, but you have to know that everything you have experienced now, Xia Wen experienced twice as much a few years ago."

She put out the cigarette butt that was about to burn out, and took a sip of ice water. The cold feeling made her sober up a lot.

"I warned Xia Wen before that liking you will never end well, but she just won't listen."

Xu Fengmian glanced at Shen Xueyu, satisfied with her current appearance, and suddenly felt refreshed all over.

-

The family reunion on Sunday didn't work out. On Saturday night, Xia Yuan suddenly fainted at home and was admitted to the hospital. An old colleague who lived across the street found out.

In the middle of the night, Xia Wen was notified and ran out of the house with only a mobile phone.

When he ran to the intersection to stop the car, Xia Wen felt his heart was about to jump out.The car stopped in front of her, and she found that she had no strength to pull the door open.

Fear is like an avalanche that has been planned for a long time. People can only watch the heavy snow press down, but there is no possibility of fighting back or even escaping.

When Xia Wen told the driver to drive faster, his voice shook uncontrollably.

The driver knew that the destination was the hospital, and the girl's face was pale in the rearview mirror. He didn't ask any more questions, and silently increased the speed.

Different from the quiet and open road at night, the whole hospital was brightly lit and people came and went, Xia Wen rushed into the ward.

Xia Yuan's old colleague stood by the bed, and when Xia Wen arrived panting, the old teacher wanted to comfort him but didn't know what to say, how could a little girl who lost her mother at a young age bear this.

There were a lot of people in the ward, and the patient's family members, doctors and nurses came in and out, and the corridors they came in were full of people hanging water.

"The doctor said it was a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, and the situation has stabilized for the time being." The old teacher's waist had long been bent, and he couldn't stand up straight.

Xia Wen breathed a sigh of relief.

He glanced at the person sleeping on the hospital bed, and said, "The doctor just checked your dad, and the results will come out later. But..."

Xia Wen asked anxiously: "Uncle Zhang, what's wrong with my dad?" Before he finished speaking, Xia Wen's tears fell down.

She couldn't control herself a bit, but she was still calm, and she wiped her face with the back of her hand, and it became wet.

The old man sighed: "The doctor said that an operation may be needed, but the doctors and the beds are very tight recently."

Xia Wen sent away the elderly neighbor, and then ran to find the doctor.

The hospital is huge, and there are not as many doctors at night as there are during the day. She searched for a long time but couldn't find the person she was looking for. When she returned to the hospital bed, she asked the nurse for a small chair to sit on.

She was too nervous for an hour just now, which made her a little dizzy. After sitting down, she lowered her head and gasped for breath. She opened her eyes and looked at the people on the hospital bed.

Early the next morning, when it was just dawn, she went outside the hospital to buy some breakfast, and when she came back, Xia Yuan had already woken up, and she was going to feed him some porridge.

After cleaning up, she received a call from Luo Ping.

Xia Wen just remembered that she forgot to inform the other party about the cancellation of the dinner.

Standing in the crowded corridor of the hospital, Xia Wen said sorry to him, Luo Ping was a little surprised to hear that Xia Yuan was suddenly hospitalized, and insisted on coming over.

Xia Wen didn't have the strength to lobby him, so he did as he wanted.She put down her phone and went to the doctor.

The young female doctor spread all the examination results on the table, and finally gave her a conclusion: "From the examination results, the intracranial pressure is too high and there is a brain herniation. The conservative treatment effect cannot be guaranteed. My suggestion is to treat it in time. Perform surgery."

Xia Wen leaned forward: "Doctor, will the operation be dangerous?"

The female doctor typed into the computer and said calmly: "All operations have risks."

"What about my father? Doctor, is there any danger?" Xia Wen's eyes were full of fear and fear.

The female doctor is not unfamiliar with such eyes, she was silent for a while, and said: "There are risks, and your father is old. I read his medical records and had surgery a few years ago. His physique and youth It can't be compared. But it's not as scary as you think."

Xia Wen wanted to say something more, but the line behind was getting longer and longer.The female doctor handed her the written medical records: "We will arrange the operation as soon as possible."

"when."

"It's up to you to see, there are quite a few people in front of you."

Before Xia Wen left the chair in front of the table, the people behind had already crowded over.

When Luo Ping arrived, he saw Xia Wen with a pale face. After learning about the general situation, he boldly shook Xia Wen's hand for the first time: "My father knows the doctor here, I will go to him for help. busy."

Then he ran out.

He asked his father for the doctor's name and mobile phone number. He called several times but no one answered. He was a little annoyed and went to the front desk to ask for the doctor's information. The nurse pointed him in the direction.

In the crowded hospital, Luo Ping managed to find the doctor's department. When the number of people lessened and the doctors were taking a break, he walked over.

As soon as I explained my reason for coming to the doctor, I was interrupted by the other party frowning.

"Look at the people queuing outside who are not in a hurry, they are all in a hurry."

A few words sent him off.He returned in defeat, knowing in his heart that the relationship with his father was not strong enough.

During Luo Ping's absence, Xia Yuan's condition became unstable, with chest tightness and dizziness at times, Xia Wen was so anxious that he didn't know what to do.

She could only keep looking for doctors and nurses, but she understood that the most important thing is to operate as soon as possible.

-

Although it was the weekend, all the people from Shen Xueyu's laboratory came to the school.

During Dr. Jiang Chuan's period, the first first author's article was accepted by a magazine after being submitted. He was going to call a few people to have a happy dinner together.

He walked to Shen Xueyu's office: "Teacher, help me call Shen An'an and Xia Wen together, there are so many people."

In fact, he wanted to take this opportunity to restore the relationship between several people to the natural and friendly exchanges before.

Shen Xueyu: "You don't know how to contact yourself?"

Jiang Chuan rubbed the tip of his nose: "Teacher, if you don't worry, then I have no objection."

Later, it was Shen Xueyu who contacted her.

She hesitated for a while looking at the number in the phone's address book, and finally made up her mind to call.

After the call was connected, she was about to say some prepared greetings when she heard Xia Wen's crying on the other side.

The suppressed cry was very obvious.

Shen Xueyu was startled, her face turned cold, she stood up from the office chair, and she asked softly, "Wen Wen, what's wrong?"

The author has something to say: Wen Wen will gradually understand her heart.

It's the countdown to the end~~ There are about ten chapters left, and when the two of them are together, my mission is complete!