Warm and respectful people

Shen Xueyu wanted to ask this question for a long time, since Xia Wen broke up with herself.

When she received a teaching position in China, the first thought that popped into her mind was that maybe she could ask Xia Wen this question clearly.

In the beginning, it was Xia Wen who took the initiative when the two got together, but she accepted it passively, and even felt very unaccustomed to it.

She has never established an intimate connection with a person in her life, even a person with a blood relationship, so she doesn't know how to get along with a person.

On the night of Xia Wen's graduation trip, when the drunken Xia Wen rushed into her arms, Shen Xueyu's initial reaction was actually to refuse.

She is very uncomfortable with the warm body temperature that belongs to others.

Xia Wen in her girlhood was like a moth without hesitation, reckless and reckless.

At first, she thought that being with Xia Wen was just to break Xia Wen's fantasy. After the two dated for a long time, Xia Wen would naturally find the meaninglessness of this behavior, and would naturally give up, and would not be hurt by it. .

Instead of letting Xia Wen get emotionally hurt by others, at least she will not do anything to hurt her.

At that time, Xia Wen was just her younger sister in her eyes.

When did it start to change?During the few years of living alone, Shen Xueyu thought of this question many times.

At the end of the summer vacation before the two of them started school, Shen Xueyu went back to her grandparents' house, and Xia Wen also ran away from her grandparents' house, and the two became neighbors next door.

Xia Wen spent most of the day in Shen Xueyu's room.

In the summer vacation without any burden, when Xia Wen was lying on the bed with a stack of comic books and dozing off while reading, Shen Xueyu was sitting in front of a desk and reading a thesis.

Xia Wen couldn't help but want to make trouble with her, such as taking her phone away, hiding her mobile phone and so on.

There is not much time for summer vacation, and the two of them are about to start a long foreign relationship. Xia Wen hopes that Shen Xueyu can spend more time with her.

But Shen Xueyu didn't realize this until later.Four years of academic training in university made her very strict in time management. She worked 12 to 15 hours a day, which gradually became her way of life, as natural as drinking water and eating.

Watching TV and manga has never been her way of leisure.However, Shen Xueyu still obediently was pulled by Xia Wen's arm and nestled on the sofa to watch idol dramas.

When the two people on the screen were about to kiss, Xia Wen pushed her with his elbow: "Watch carefully! You have to watch carefully."

Shen Xueyu took a sip of water, then glanced at it casually, the scene of the kiss passed quickly, and then Xia Wen paused the screen and asked her: "Have you learned it yet?"

It's like a math teacher who checks at any time in the classroom.

Shen Xueyu, who had never been stumped in class, suffered from Xia Wen.

She faltered for a while, and Xia Wen was like an experienced teacher who could quickly judge whether the student had listened well just now.

"I can see that you didn't study hard just now." Xia Wen straightened his back and looked serious.

Shen Xueyu's eyes wandered for a moment, she was indeed a little guilty.

Xia Wen slapped her shoulder blade condescendingly: "Next time, we can't do this again."

Shen Xueyu was just about to remind her to stop being a showman, but she didn't have time to say it.

Xia Wen muttered, "Looks like I have to do it for you." After speaking, he squeezed Shen Xueyu's chin and kissed her.

Shen Xueyu's lips are thin and light in color, while Xia Wen's lips are thicker and softer.

The moment they touched each other, Shen Xueyu's heart stopped for a few seconds involuntarily, her mind went blank, and her nostrils were filled with the sweet scent of Xia Wen's body.

The eyes that were originally wide open slowly closed.

It's the first time for both of them.Xia Wen tentatively touched it first, and then began to exert force, and the teeth touched the lips, or the teeth touched the teeth, and gradually became familiar with it while groping.

I don't know how long it took, Xia Wen's body went from top to bottom, and finally limp in Shen Xueyu's arms.

Shen Xueyu's arm had been tightly held by Xia Wen, and it turned red, but she didn't feel a little uncomfortable.

The only silence in the room was the sound of the air conditioner operating and the resonance of the two chests.

That was the first time Shen Xueyu realized that Xia Wen was no longer a sister to him.

Maybe it was too late when I realized it.

The car is still stuck in the bustling business district. Outside the car window are towering office buildings and shopping malls, and there are noisy human voices in my ears.

When Shen Xueyu asked the question, Xia Wen didn't answer until a long time later.

"Why did you want to be with me back then?" Xia Wen asked back, without answering.

The car in front turned on its dazzling rear lights, Shen Xueyu thought for a long time, but didn't know how to answer this question.

Xia Wen's head was tilted on the backrest, her black hair was a little messy, and her chin was slightly upturned when viewed from the side.

"Do you simply don't want to hurt me, or do you pity me?"

Shen Xueyu still didn't answer.

Xia Wen chuckled: "Your temperament means honesty at best, and you don't want to lie, and at worst it means indifference, even if you make up a lie to deceive me."

As she spoke, she lowered her head, her eyelashes drooping, and the strong light from outside shone in, making her face pale.

"To be honest, every time I think about it, I still feel that I was so stupid at that time."

The car moved slowly.

Shen Xueyu followed, but still couldn't help but say, "Wen Wen, I don't want you to say that about yourself."

The words that Xia Wen said lightly, every word sounded like he was talking about himself, but Shen Xueyu's chest felt uncomfortable when he heard it.

Driving to the place where Xia Wen lives now, Shen Xueyu was already familiar with the route, and the car stopped downstairs.

Xia Wen took out her mobile phone, there was still 5.00% of the battery just now, and now the screen is completely black, she said angrily: "I will transfer the money to you when I go back, how much is it?"

Shen Xueyu blinked her eyes: "I don't have experience in taking a taxi, so you can give it to me."

Xia Wen said "Oh" indifferently, opened the car door and walked out, but when he was about to get out, his hands were grabbed.

It was Shen Xueyu.

"What are you doing?" Xia Wen was a little annoyed.

Shen Xueyu: "Wen Wen, if I start chasing you now, is it okay?"

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May I?

This question stirred up some waves in Xia Wen's calm heart.Until she returned to work, when she saw a bunch of work orders being assigned, she felt relieved for the first time instead of complaining.

After a few days of intensive work, Xia Wen's brain was much clearer.

One night when she got off work, she received a call from Xu Fengmian.

"Wen Wen, I have good news for you. A publishing house is willing to publish your album."

Xia Wen had reaped the happiest thing in the recent period. She hurriedly asked: "Isn't it still difficult a while ago?" Why was it accepted so quickly.

"I was also surprised, so I asked more. It seems that the publishing house has found a social funding channel, and a fund manager has invested money in them, and is very interested in your book."

She was still a little surprised: "Very interested in my book?"

In this day and age, there are still people who like to look at paintings?And even in the field of painting, she herself can be regarded as a small apprentice.

"That's right, otherwise, according to the speed of that publishing house, it would be impossible to give you the ISBN and typeset in the near future."

"I still want to thank you for having time to treat you to dinner."

Good news in life will boost people's morale, and Xia Wen feels better when he goes to work the next day.

Team leader He Wen came in from the outside panting heavily, put a large gift box on Xia Wen's table, patted and said: "The Mid-Autumn Festival is coming soon, and the courtyard asked us to give gifts to some donors who have friendly relations. Some gift boxes go by."

Xia Wen glanced at the neatly stacked red gift boxes at the back, and said, "Do I need to contact the courier? I have the information of those donors here. If they are overseas, it may be a little troublesome."

He Wen nodded: "Let's get in touch first, if the other party declines, we won't send it."

"However, there are a few people who live in Nancheng, and the leader still hopes that we can pay a visit and get in touch with each other by the way."

Xia Wen was stunned for a moment, and Shen Xueyu came to mind. After all, she was also one of the donors, but with such a large list, the probability of being allocated to her should be very low. If she was allocated, it would be hell.

In the afternoon, He Wen sent a list to several people in the office: "Some need to be mailed, and some need to be delivered in person. If you write it down in person, it should be no problem."

A few people agreed without even looking at it.Xia Wen was working on a manuscript, and followed suit.

After the manuscript was submitted, she took a short break, took a look back after receiving the water, and saw the three big characters Shen Xueyu at first sight.

Then with a "bang—" it was covered on his desktop.

In broad daylight, I really see ghosts.

Xia Wen originally wanted to delay this matter, at least Shen Xueyu, but God sometimes likes to joke with people, and when he doesn't want to come, he comes very quickly.

Once after a meeting, He Wen found Xia Wen, and specifically told her: "There is a donor named Shen Xueyu in your list. The director said that she seems to have the intention to donate, so you have to give it away in two days. The most important thing is to talk to her about the follow-up matters when the time comes. Got it?"

Xia Wen happened to be holding a pile of materials, she pushed her glasses and said bravely, "Got it."

After lunch the next day, He Wen urged her to hurry over: "It would be best if I could invite Teacher Shen to dinner tonight."

Xia Wen's whole body is not well.

The main campus of Nancheng University is the quietest place in the city center, with towering ancient trees and thick shade

Students swiped their campus cards to get in and out, and people outside the school couldn't get in at all, and the door was tightly blocked.

The security guard came out and asked her, "Not a student? Not a faculty member?"

Xia Wen nodded: "I'm here to visit."

"Who are you looking for?"

"Teacher Shen Xueyu from the Physics Department."

"Do you have an appointment in advance?"

"No."

The security guard was a little impatient: "Then I'll call you and ask." Then he dialed the number of Shen Xueyu's office with his landline.

The phone rang for a long time.

After Shen Xueyu picked it up, she asked, "Hello, what can I do?" The voice was indifferent and full of distance.

"Someone is looking for you at the door, let her in?"

"Who? What's the matter?"

The security guard glanced at the big gift box in Xia Wen's hand and immediately replied loudly: "It's a gift for the holiday."

Xia Wen: "..."

There is nothing wrong with it.