substitute

I think every girl has fantasized about her future wedding, and then dedicates everything to the man she loves the most on this most beautiful and romantic night.

It's not that I haven't shyly fantasized about the first night with the knight before. Whether it's his gasping and whispering love words in my ears or his hidden love when his green eyes are staring at me, I have carefully described the fantasies. Pass.

Now everything has come true, but it is very different from the happy and shy picture I imagined. No one has ever told me that a girl's first night is so painful, like heart-piercing.

People are knives, I am fish.

I don't know how long I have been tortured by the man I once loved the most. It seemed that everything was over in the haze. I saw him get up in a trance, with a delicate and wild spider tattoo on his bare back, with a bright red one The number "6" catches the eye.

"Oh, by the way, let me tell you another interesting thing."

The knight put on clothes on his body, and when he turned his head, there was an angel-like smile on that incomparably cute face: "Mr. Cross who died suddenly, I think you still remember it? You used me for that noon that day. Take control of his mobile phone and fiddle with it at will, and the downfall of the little man-like icon means that you have pressed the death button, that is to say, that Mr. Cross..."

He slowed down his tone, looked at me and murmured like a devil: "It was killed by you, Linsa, and you were also one of the accomplices in the destruction of the Nestola family."

There was an unbearable colic in my heart, and even my internal organs seemed to be twisted. I covered my chest sideways, unable to hide the bloody smell welling up in my throat, and spit out blood with a "wow".

My head was burning dizzily, and my throat was burning hotly. Before my eyes, the last smile of Eliza before disappearing flashed in front of my eyes, and the scene of Cross being carried out with a white cloth on his body flashed in front of my eyes. With piles of corpses strewn all over the ground in Nestola's house, the thread called "reason" in his brain finally broke.

The sky was spinning in front of my eyes, and before I passed out completely, I saw the knight looking at me with pain and determination in his eyes that were completely different from what he did.

……

"Linsha, Linsa, wake up quickly."

"Linsa, my sister is here."

"Linsa, come here quickly, let's play together."

The voice of my sister's calling became clearer and clearer. I slowly opened my eyes, sat up, and stared blankly at the window sill. My sister was sitting there wearing the dress she wore on her eighth birthday. I smiled sweetly: "Sister, why don't you come over?"

"Sister..." I laughed too, but the strange thing was that I couldn't stop my tears. "Is that you? Sister?"

She covered her mouth and giggled, her legs dangling in the air playfully dangling back and forth: "Little idiot, of course it's me! Not just me, but dad, mom, Uncle Spein, we're all here, I’m so happy, you’re the only one missing! Come here quickly!”

"Okay, sister... just wait, I'll come right here..."

I responded in a low voice, and when I got out of bed, my body was so sore that I staggered and fell to the ground.

No, my sister is still waiting for me, I have to get up right away.

Suppressing the soreness and discomfort all over my body, I stood up shivering and walked towards the window sill.

"Yes, Linsa is such a good girl... Come here a little longer, and we will be together forever... Come here a little more..."

I followed my sister's instructions and walked towards her step by step. Seeing that I was about to touch her delicate skin, my right hand was suddenly grabbed and pulled back.

I looked back in horror, and the person who caught me was Miss March, who had had a relationship with her once.

Pulling back my hand forcefully, I hugged myself tremblingly: "Don't come here, I have nothing, I have nothing, my sister is still calling me, I, I want to go, I want to go..."

"Sister?" Maggie frowned slightly, and looked towards the window sill where the window had been opened, "Where is Eliza?"

"There, just sit there, my sister is still calling me..."

I replied, wanting to go back to Elisa again, but unexpectedly my body was pulled back by Maggie, I couldn't help screaming: "Don't! Don't! Don't touch me! Don't lie to me again! Don't ..."

"Tsk, that bastard knight..." Maggie cursed in a low voice, and casually pulled a coat and put it on me.

Although I don't know what she did to me, my whole body seems to be tied up by invisible thin threads. No matter how hard I struggle, I can't get rid of these threads, but they won't cut me.

Maggie squatted in front of me, only her pair of amber eyes were bottomless on her pretty expressionless face: "Calm down, listen to me, there is no Elisa there, she is already dead gone."

I shook my head vigorously and cried, "You are lying! You are lying! You are all liars..."

"I didn't lie to you. You have a low fever now. Maybe you have hallucinations. I cooked porridge for you. After you take all the porridge and medicine, you can go to sleep. Do you understand?"

"No, I don't want to! I don't want to eat your food, you must be like a knight, you must have come to torture me... woo woo..."

Maggie stared at me fixedly, her face was calm, I saw her stretch out her right hand and thought she was finally going to hit me, I shrank my neck in fear, but unexpectedly she showed her wrist Bracelet, said: "Linsha, do you remember this bracelet?"

It was a silver bracelet that had been worn for some years and even faded. It was obviously a children's bracelet. Although Maggie's hand bones were very slender, it would be impossible to force it off. It was obvious that she had worn it since she was a child. s things.

I noticed that there was a small word "Sha" on the surface of the bracelet, and I suddenly realized that when I was very young, my father gave me and Eliza a silver bracelet with the word "Sha" engraved on it. I slipped my silver bracelet to a poor little beggar behind Elisa's back.

In the vague impression, the dirty little beggar's eyes overlapped with Maggie's amber eyes, and they were so similar.

Seeing the slight change in the expression on my face, Maggie twitched the corners of her lips lightly: "It seems that you remembered. I know your purpose at that time was to let me use this bracelet as a change of money, but I kept it Up to now, if it weren’t for the monks you gave me back then, I would have died on the street, and I would have no chance of being caught and sold to Meteor Street to live on.”

Seeing that I seemed to have calmed down, she hooked her fingers and removed all the thin lines that I couldn't see: "I'm taking care of you now just to repay the kindness you saved me back then. If you are clear, you will leave on your own, and whether you die or live has nothing to do with me, so please don't confuse me with a knight."

I lowered my head, looked at the bruises on my body and the hair that was knotted and sticky due to blood stains, and said softly: "Then you can kill me."

"During the period of my gratitude, I will not let you die." Maggie brought a porcelain bowl, "Drink the porridge."

I turned my head away, looked out of the window, and said, "Miss Maggie, the Phantom Troupe... Are you a member?"

"Yes."

Seeing her confessing so unabashedly and lightly, I couldn't help but think of the casual smile of the knight when he saw the corpse of the Stola family pinched all over the room. Hand, look at the porcelain bowl and porridge fell to pieces on the ground together.

Seeing this, Maggie was not angry, but said calmly with her arms folded: "There is still a lot of porridge in the pot, you can smash it as much as you want."

Seeing that I didn't speak, Maggie turned around and said, "I'll serve you another bowl of porridge. I can feel your every move in the room. If you still dare to do any dangerous moves, I will put you in a tight grip." Tied to the bed to force you to eat."

There was the sound of closing the door, but I sat on the bed and didn't act rashly. I knew that what Maggie said just now would have absolute confidence to stop me before I committed suicide. It's really sad. .

I smiled wryly, and suddenly remembered something. Although I knew it was unlikely, I hesitated for a moment and reached out to open the drawer beside my bed.

The Osteosaurus eyeball and the bracelet Maggie had given me were still intact inside.

Mr. Feitan and the three of them searched all the treasures of my Stola house, and it is impossible to miss my room alone, that is to say...

——"Xiaker, except for the things you told us, we will distribute the rest of the treasures belonging to the Nestola family at will?"

"Ah……"

I laughed sarcastically, and took the eyeball of the subskeletal dragon and played with my fingertips: "What is this? Is it a thought you left for me? A gift for me at the end?"

I grabbed the gem and walked to the window sill, raising my hand.

Do it, Linsa, what are you still hesitating about?Why are you still weak?He asked someone to kill your whole family, looted all the treasures, and just regarded you as a substitute for Eliza from the beginning to the end. You are still thinking about the past, are you crazy?

——"If you put it in the sun, it will change into a completely different color. Coincidentally, this eyeball was the emerald green of my pupil before, but in the sun, it becomes your pupil The color is sea blue, does this mean that the two of us are actually destined, Xiaosha?"

——"'Xiaosha', that's what I always call her."

"..."

At some point, Maggie was already standing at the door holding a bowl: "Linsa."

I turned around.

Her gaze is still as cold as it was when I first saw it, but I don’t know if it’s my illusion, Maggie, who is bathed in the sun, has a little softness in her gaze: "Since you have already thrown it away, then Just don't cry."

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