Be nice, don't bite you

The answer to Bo Xian was Shi Xinglan's hug.

"some……"

I have thought about telling you, I have regarded you as a boyfriend, and I have been thinking about this in my dreams.

Shi Xinglan bumped into him suddenly, and threw himself into Bo Xian's arms, with his arms wrapped around his neck tightly.

He was still in a relatively excited state, the joy of Bo Xian not leaving, intertwined with the tension of being questioned, made him subconsciously make the move he wanted to do the most.

Bo Xian was knocked back and threw his arms around his waist to stabilize their bodies: "Be careful with your hands!"

Shi Xinglan's actions made him relax a lot. He never doubted Shi Xinglan's feelings for him, as long as Shi Xinglan had feelings for him, then everything else would be easy.

During these two days, he thought a lot.

Especially what White said had a great influence on him.

Shi Xinglan may have liked him three years ago, playing the role of a crush for a long time, giving unconditionally, not asking for anything in return, would say that kind of thing, and give him the initiative in love, in fact A manifestation of insecurity.

Bo Xian secretly sighed inwardly, and silently tightened his embrace.

He chose to confess his love at his own speed, ready to enter the long pursuit process, but ignored Shi Xinglan's possible feelings for him, causing them to fast-forward directly to the state of being together.

Although he and Shi Xinglan like each other, it is undoubtedly an immature approach to confess their love at this time and to reveal the relationship between the two.

Shi Xinglan's life was not happy before. With such a father, he was forced to do a lot of things he didn't like, and he would inevitably have negative thoughts. He is still in a contract termination lawsuit with the company, and his future acting career is confused and unconfident. The words are also excusable.

Bo Xian patted Shi Xinglan on the back to help him feel better: "I am your boyfriend, which means we are closer than friends. You can rely on me with confidence, and I am happy to be relied on by you."

What he wants is Shi Xinglan's whole life, the future will last forever, it doesn't really matter if they get together sooner or later, the important thing is that they all belong to each other in the end.

Shi Xinglan calmed down slowly, realizing how ambiguous the two people's posture is now, he buried himself on Bo Xian's shoulder, and took a deep breath.

He should leave, but this embrace is too warm for him to bear.

All along, he has been very restrained and has not shown too many real thoughts in front of Bo Xian. What he wants to show Bo Xian is a mature and independent image.

The real him, childish and clingy, can't speak, emotional, willful... so bad.

Shi Xinglan's heart was sour, Bo Xian is so nice, if he finds out what he really looks like, he will definitely hate him.

The tears couldn't stop flowing, he was actually a very petty person, he loved to cry every now and then, and he wasn't strong at all.

He doesn't care about other people's opinions, nor will he have emotional fluctuations because of them, but Bo Xian is different, Bo Xian has seen the darkest side of his life.

Shi Xinglan sorted out her emotions, and said in a muffled voice, "I was wrong, I'm sorry."

Bo Xian wrapped his arms around his waist, and couldn't help frowning. The empty hospital gown covered his waist, and he could only feel it when he hugged him. Shi Xinglan had lost weight.

Compared with when I lived in the base before, I lost a lot of weight.

Is the crew's food bad?

Bo Xian's thoughts drifted a little, thinking of taking the time to propose to Bo Mo to improve the food.

"Where did you go wrong?"

"...I shouldn't have kept it from you."

Bo Xian smiled silently, moved his arms around his back, and rubbed the back of his neck: "Not convinced?"

Shi Xinglan didn't speak, and acquiesced to his words, but the arms around him tightened slightly, as if afraid of being pushed away.

Bo Xian sat on the edge of the bed. This position was uncomfortable after sitting for a long time. He patted Shi Xinglan's lower back: "Lift up your legs, put them on my waist, and hold me tight."

"Ah?" Shi Xinglan didn't know what he was going to do, and Bo Xian didn't explain, and got out of bed directly.

Shi Xinglan exclaimed, fearing that he would fall, he quickly put his legs around his thin waist: "What, what are you doing?!"

This pose is too ambiguous, it's hard not to let people think too much.

Like a child, Bo Xian hugged him and turned around: "Don't worry, there's nothing to do now."

Shi Xinglan heard the meaning of his words, blushed, like a koala, hanging on Bo Xian's body.

After all, Shi Xinglan is a big man of 1.8 meters. No matter how thin he is, his weight is still there. This posture of holding the child puts all the weight on Bao Xian, and he feels strenuous soon.

Bo Xian enjoyed this posture very much, and Shi Xinglan hugged him so tightly, with an attitude of completely relying on him, which made him very satisfied.

It's a pity that he can't hold on for too long, if the two of them fall together, it will lose face.

Bo Xian turned around, lay down on the hospital bed, picked a comfortable position, and held Shi Xinglan in his arms.

As soon as he got on the bed, Shi Xinglan wanted to get out of his arms, but Bo Xian raised his hand and pressed his head to his chest: "Be good, don't move around."

Shi Xinglan: "..."

"I know you are doing it for my own good, and you don't want to distract me from the game. First of all, I must thank you and think of me." Bo Xian turned his head and rubbed against Shi Xinglan's hair.

Bo Xian's touch always makes him happy, Shi Xinglan likes this kind of intimacy very much, and squinted his eyes in comfort: "You're welcome."

"However, I don't agree with your approach." Feeling Shi Xinglan's body stiffen instantly, Bo Xian patted his back quickly, "Don't be nervous, I don't want to blame you, I just want to be with you Tell me what you think."

He took the phone that Shi Xinglan threw on the bed, and looked at the number on the caller ID: "I didn't see you at the event, but after the game, I saw a message on Weibo saying that you were disfigured by acid."

Shi Xinglan wanted to raise his head: "No disfigurement!"

Bo Xian rubbed his hair reassuringly: "Okay, no, I said this to tell you that I didn't have any news about you at the time, and after seeing the Weibo post from the marketing account, I was almost scared to death."

Shi Xinglan is sensitive, and Bo Xian doesn't want to use too drastic methods to deal with the relationship between the two of them: "I will worry about you, when this kind of thing happens, the competition can't be compared with you, we are closer than friends Compared with getting your news from others, I hope that you will take the initiative to tell me everything."

He considered his words and expressed his thoughts as gently as possible, so that Shi Xinglan could understand the problem.

The ward was very quiet, and the moonlight outside the window was gentle, reflecting through the glass.

A peaceful environment can make people calm, Shi Xinglan leaned on Bo Xian's chest and heard the sound of his heart beating.

Faster than usual, are you nervous?

Shi Xinglan was silent for a while, then closed his eyes: "I understand what you mean, this time I did something wrong."

Bo Xian breathed a sigh of relief: "Xing Xing is great, you are a good boy if you know your mistakes and can correct them, it's getting late, let's talk about one last thing, and then I will put you to sleep."

Shi Xinglan blushed from his praise, but couldn't help but look forward to the next session of "coaxing her to sleep".

"Now let's talk about our relationship, whether we are together or not, maybe it needs to be redefined."

Whether it's the elder brother's enlightenment or Huang Miou's suggestion, there is some truth to it.

Bo Xian carefully examined the relationship between himself and Shi Xinglan, and found that it doesn't fully apply to any one person's statement. He has his own views on the development between them.

If you are too anxious and go wrong, then get everything back on track.

"People always use time to measure the depth of love, but this is not the only one. I thought you could understand my feelings for you." Bo Xian held Shi Xinglan's hand and lowered his voice, "It's my wife Worrying, does it make you feel insecure?"

No!

Shi Xinglan shook his head, he couldn't speak when he was nervous, he could only hold Bo Xian's hand tightly to express himself.

But Bo Xian pretended not to see it, and said to himself: "On the way here, I thought about it, maybe the development between us is too fast, so that we can't adapt to our new roles well, and make each other suffer. It's a great fit when you're friends, right?"

Shi Xinglan raised his head, with an imperceptible tremor in his voice: "Do you regret it?"

Regret confessing, regret saying those words, regret developing a new relationship, regret not continuing to be friends...

He pursed his lips tightly, not daring to continue guessing.

Distress flashed in Bo Xian's eyes, but the matter had come to this point. If he didn't make a decision, this problem would never be resolved, and it would always be between them.

He touched Shi Xinglan's face, tender and cruel: "Yes, I regret it."

Shi Xinglan lowered his head and murmured, "I'm not in pain..."

He was refuting what Bo Xian said before.

"Shi Xinglan, let's divide—"

"Do not say!"

Shi Xinglan bit her lip, trying to control her emotions: "Bo Xian, stop talking..."

"Didn't you tell me that you listen to me for everything?" Bo Xian couldn't see him like this, and felt uncomfortable, so he could only cut the mess quickly.

If Shi Xinglan lacks a sense of security, then he will start from the beginning and give Shi Xinglan enough sense of security.

What he was afraid of was never any conflict between the two of them, what he was afraid of was Shi Xinglan's uncooperative attitude. If he wanted to last forever, Shi Xinglan had to learn to communicate with him.

Breaking up is a necessary step, and he hopes that Shi Xinglan can take the initiative to persuade him to stay and express his true thoughts.

He had to push Shi Xinglan.

"Listen to you..." Shi Xinglan's voice was very soft, "Yes, I listen to you."

Bo Xian frowned, for him, this was not an ideal answer: "Listen to me, shall we break up?"

The atmosphere in the room was dull, with a strong sense of depression.

After a long time, Shi Xinglan gave an answer: "...OK."

"The promise was so straightforward, why didn't you keep it for a while, you obviously don't want to break up, why can't you tell me?"

Bo Xian pinched Shi Xinglan's chin, forcing him to raise his head, and was about to say something, but suddenly froze in place.

All the words were stuck in his throat. After seeing Shi Xinglan's current appearance clearly, Bo Xian's chest seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't breathe.

Shi Xinglan's nose and eyes were all red, and his face was covered with tears. He didn't know how long he cried, but he didn't make a sound, and a deep mark was bitten on his lower lip.

Bo Xian wiped the tears from his face, feeling the pain in his heart: "Why are you crying?"

Shi Xinglan's tears flowed more fiercely: "I, I..."

"Don't you want to break up?" Bo Xian lowered his head and kissed the corner of his eyes, "Xing Xing, tell me, please, say you don't want to break up, that you don't want to part with me, that you want to be with me forever, be good, OK?"

Shi Xinglan cried so much that she was sobbing all the time, unable to utter a complete sentence: "No, I don't want to..."

I don't want to break up, I don't want to be separated from you...

Because I like it very much, I dare not show it, tell you, rely on you, for fear of troubling you and being hated by you, for fear of leaving you.

He clearly told himself to control and not to stalk, but when he thought of breaking up, he still couldn't accept it calmly.

Shi Xinglan thought, maybe he was wrong.

Instead of controlling his feelings and always leaving a way out for Bo Xian, it is better to keep the person by his side forever, and never talk about separation.

"Bo Xian, I don't want to break up." Shi Xinglan grabbed his sleeve, raised his red eyes, "Don't break up, okay?"

Bo Xian wiped away the tears from his face, and hugged him onto his lap: "Don't cry, your eyes are swollen."

Shi Xinglan was still thinking about breaking up: "You haven't answered me yet, don't break up, okay?"

"Not good." Seeing the light in his eyes dimming little by little, Bo Xian stopped teasing him, and quickly said what he had thought up a long time ago, "Shi Xinglan, can I chase you again?"

He wanted to start over from the pursuit, and give Shi Xinglan enough time to feel it.

It's not just a whim, but after careful consideration, Bo Xian is confident that he can use actions to help Shi Xinglan re-establish a sense of security.

"Shi Xingxing, Boss Shi, why are you in a daze again?" Bo Xian put his injured hand on his shoulder and moved closer, "Give your suitor an answer first, okay?"

Falling from the cloud to the deep valley, and back from the deep valley to the cloud, Shi Xinglan couldn't react quickly.

The whole person was in a daze, all he knew was holding on to Bo Xian's clothes and not letting him leave.

Bo Xian didn't urge him, just tucked his hair from the side of his face behind his ears, pinched his face, touched his ears, and had a great time.

He had enough patience to wait until Xinglan was ready.

"Are you serious?"

"Yes, I want to pursue you again, and I want you to feel my heart." Bo Xian put his hand on his heart, "I will tell you with actions, this place is all about you."

Shi Xinglan shook his head quickly: "No, no, I don't need—"

Bo Xian interrupted him: "Yes, classmate Shi Xingxing is very, very nice, I want you to know how much I like you, and I am willing to do all of this for you. Deprive me of the right to pursue you."

Bo Xian originally thought that Shi Xinglan would not shirk and refuse when he said this, but unexpectedly, Shi Xinglan was very persistent in this matter.

"I don't want to be chased by you."

"Why don't you want to?" Bo Xian raised his eyebrows, "Although it's my first time chasing someone, with my ingenuity, I'm sure I can do it very well."

Shi Xinglan wrinkled his nose: "I just don't want to, it's a waste of time."

Bo Xian thought he was worried that it would affect his training: "Don't worry, I will balance the time between training and pursuing you."

"No..." Shi Xinglan pursed her lips and complained softly, "Wasting my time with you."

Bo Xian was amused by his thoughtfulness: "You can't wait for this little time?"

Shi Xinglan nodded seriously: "I can't wait, are you going to chase me now? Can I agree now?"

"...No!" Shi Xinglan with this appearance is too cute, Bo Xian saw it for the first time, and found it novel, "If you dare to agree easily, I will, just... spank your ass!"

Shi Xinglan: "..."

Bo Xian thought this punishment was very good, and patted Shi Xinglan's butt threateningly: "I warn you, don't try to provoke me."

Shi Xinglan blushed and twisted a bit, but did not push his hand away.

"Then when can I promise?"

Bo Xianwan was addicted, so he patted his butt again: "Wait for a suitable time."

Shi Xinglan was annoyed by his perfunctory attitude, and angrily pulled his hand on her hip: "Don't hit me!"

After making Shi Xinglan angry, Bo Xian not only didn't panic, but felt a sense of accomplishment: "Okay, okay, I'll fight later."

Shi Xinglan: "..."

"Okay, it's time to put Xing Xing to sleep." Bo Xian took him off his lap and put him on the bed.

Shi Xinglan was still pinching his sleeve, with a look of reluctance.

"Don't worry, I won't leave. I said I would coax you to sleep." Bo Xian sat on the edge of the bed and tucked him in the quilt. "Close your eyes obediently. Brother Bo will tell you a bedtime story."

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