I want it all

Su Lang finally made up his mind and thought about many possibilities.

For example, what Shen Feiyun said earlier was just a joke. Anyway, Shen Feiyun and Jian Yishan are too close to each other. Saying a few words of "I like you" and "I want to stay with you for the rest of my life" is considered a different kind of friendship and cannot be taken as real.

For example, Shen Feiyun was sincere at the time, but regretted it within a day, feeling that being a lover is not as good as being a friend, so she flatly rejected the confession of "Jian Yishan".

All kinds of speculation, except being made fun of.

Su Lang was immediately ashamed and angry, and said bitterly: "What are you laughing at! What's so ridiculous!"

—I laugh at you for thinking too much.

Shen Feiyun looked at Su Lang with a smile, but didn't make a sound.

No matter what, he never expected that Su Lang would confess his love to him, be so dedicated at the last moment, never forgetting that he is Jian Yishan, and inexplicably said that he and Jian Yishan were in love with each other.

It is impossible for him to be good with Jian Yishan in his next life.

No matter how many times he comes again, he only likes Su Lang, and is only in love with Su Lang.

"You are so hateful!" Su Lang grabbed Shen Feiyun's shoulders, "You are always so easy to do, watching others toss and turn for you. I said the heartfelt words, you don't accept it, how can you still laugh? speak out?"

"I laughed at your cuteness." Shen Feiyun patted Su Lang's shoulder and comforted him.

Su Lang was suddenly speechless and lost his temper.

He opened his mouth, but no sound came out, only a burning pain in his heart.

Three times, from Mo Tingfeng to Senior Brother Qi, and now to Jian Yishan, he has enjoyed Shen Feiyun's care three times.

He is greedy, but he feels that he is just a thief who steals care.

Every time she enjoys Shen Feiyun's caress, Shen Feiyun's sweet words, the moral yardstick in her heart loses a point.

"You're cute too." Su Lang finally recovered his voice and said hoarsely, "I've never noticed this before, but I'm too familiar with you. Xu Qingyun chased you up the mountain and into the mud; Shi Liping scolded, and was slapped by Shen Zhao..."

Every time Su Lang said a word, his heart felt like a knife was cut.

These are all he heard from Jian Yishan's mouth, it is his absent life.

"I look at you like I look at my right-hand man; for me, you are an indispensable part of my life, like air and water. We never care about such familiar things unless we are forced to Don't pay attention, and then you will find that we can't live without air, water."

Su Lang said in one go: "After the accident last night, I had to face up to your words, and finally realized that I can't lose you at all. If I can't keep you, the whole person will be torn apart, missing a part."

Shen Feiyun was very moved when he heard the words. It turned out that his empty heart could be filled with just a few words.

In this case, would Su Lang himself say it?

Or can he only use his identity as a third person to announce it?

In the last sentence, Su Lang almost whispered: "I love you so much, I can't let go."

"Me too." Shen Feiyun sighed and hugged Su Lang tightly.

In such a tender scene, the moods of the two are completely different.

Every time Su Lang confides his heart, Shen Feiyun will be happy; but once Shen Feiyun confesses, Su Lang will be split in two, one half is greedy and sinking, and the other half is in unbearable pain.

The two kissed for a while, Shen Feiyun remembered that there was still business to do, and asked, "Shall I help you with the medicine?"

Su Lang was stunned for a moment, pursed his lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

Shen Feiyun took the ointment from the bedside, and it was the snowflake jade dew ointment for promoting muscle and blood circulation.When Xu Qingyun created this life-saving ointment, she must have never thought of such a use.

Shen Feiyun lifted the quilt, sat on the edge of the bed, opened the bottle cap at the head of the bed, covered the ointment with the tip of his left finger, and carefully applied it on Su Lang's wound.

"It hurts." Su Lang frowned, pinching Shen Feiyun's sleeves into a ball.

He was seriously injured, and he didn't get enough sleep. He cheered up all day today and sat upright for a long time, and the wound became more and more serious.

Su Lang could bear the pain very well, but when the snowflake jade dew ointment was applied to the wound, it was cool and stinging, it was very weird, and it was even more unbearable than pure pain.

He couldn't describe the feeling, so he had to use the word "pain" to sum it up.

"Forbearance." Shen Feiyun lowered his head and kissed Su Lang's back neck, "Okay, this ointment is very effective, some people were beaten half to death, just use one bottle and it will be all right, your injury is not so serious, it only takes two days It will be fine."

Su Lang nodded and lay down inside.

Shen Feiyun put away the snowflake jade dew ointment and lay outside, feeling that it was not enough, turned around and hugged Su Lang, then closed his eyes.

The next day, Shen Feiyun was woken up by Su Lang.

"Are you leaving again?" Before Shen Feiyun regained his consciousness, he took a quick step, and immediately raised his hand to grab Su Lang's arm.

Su Lang explained in a good voice: "I have business to do, and this place is far away. I have to leave now, or I will be late."

"What's the matter, I'll go with you." Shen Feiyun asked.

Su Lang said without hesitation: "No, I can handle it myself. You must be very tired if you haven't rested for a long time. If I don't show consideration for you and let you sleep well, but enslave you to drive horses for me, then my friend for so many years is really It’s all for nothing. I don’t need your parents and sisters to scold me, I will despise myself.”

When he said this, he completely imitated Jian Yishan's tone, speaking very playfully.

After hearing this, Shen Feiyun came to his senses completely, but felt very uncomfortable.

In his impression, Su Lang should be cold, except that he is very caring and warm to him, the rest of the time, he is extremely indifferent.Saying such flirtatious and witty words, as if they were used to coax a lover, it was really difficult for him to get used to it.

Although Shen Feiyun was afraid that Su Lang would leave without saying goodbye, he also understood that if Su Lang wanted to leave, he would not be able to keep him.

So he had no choice but to sit up, stretched out his hand to touch Su Lang's forehead, heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "The fever has subsided, you go early and come back early, and I will apply the medicine to you again in the evening, and it will probably be all right."

"I'll be back as soon as possible."

After Su Lang finished speaking, he pushed Shen Feiyun's hand away, dressed neatly, and pushed the door out.

He quickly turned back, knelt by the bed, firmly held Shen Feiyun's chin, turned his face over, kissed Shen Feiyun's lips lightly, then moved along his cheek to his ear, and said softly :

"remember to miss me."

Shen Feiyun's heart fluttered, he wanted to hook Su Lang's back of the neck, and be intimate and tender for a while.

But Su Lang was like a gust of wind. After speaking the touching words, he left lightly, which was unpredictable.

Shen Feiyun raised his hands to cover his eyes, and smiled foolishly for a while, he lost all sleepiness, and couldn't fall asleep anymore, so he resigned himself to getting up, put on his clothes and started to wash.

In this room, there are all kinds of daily necessities, and Shen Feiyun is very satisfied.

When he went downstairs, the sky was dimly lit, and the rooster crowed just now in the distance.

He walked through the corridor to the guest building, looked out, thankfully the wind and snow were getting lighter today, it would be easier for Su Lang to drive, not as difficult as yesterday.

In the hall of the guest building, on the largest long table, dishes have been placed one after another.

Someone had brought hot porridge from the back kitchen, sitting at the table, eating the steaming hot food, with a very comfortable smile on his face.

As soon as Shen Feiyun entered the door, he raised his head slightly, and saw a couple slowly walking down the stairs in the middle.

He immediately stepped forward and greeted: "Second Brother Su, Second Sister-in-law Su."

It was Su Chao and Wu Xiang who went downstairs.

Su Chao glanced at him lazily, and said contemptuously, "Okay."

This attitude was worse than yesterday, making Shen Feiyun confused, not knowing where he had offended him.

Wu Xiang only nodded indifferently, as a greeting.

Su Chao and Wu Xiang passed him by, went to the back kitchen to bring the dishes, walked to the square table, put the dishes into their own bowls with serving chopsticks, and then chose a secluded corner to sit down.

Shen Feiyun thought to himself that he had done something wrong and offended the couple, so he followed suit, carrying the plate and food, and walked to them.

"Mind if I sit with you?" he asked.

Su Chao raised his eyes and glanced at him, lazily spit out two words: "Mind."

This attitude is even more arrogant than Shen Feiyun's. At least Shen Feiyun still has gentle moments, when dealing with people he doesn't hate, he will definitely not engrave the words "Do not enter" on his face.

Shen Feiyun sighed, turned a blind eye to Su Chao's indifference, sat down directly, and asked straight to the point: "Did I offend you?"

"No." Su Chao said concisely.

This time, he simply didn't even bother to lift his eyelids, and he was unwilling to give Shen Feiyun a little bit of eyes.

Shen Feiyun smiled, and asked again: "Then you are fighting for injustice, Su Lang?"

Su Chao frowned imperceptibly, put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth, and looked at Shen Feiyun coldly.

This look is saying - you are also worthy of talking about Su Lang.

"I asked to see you many times two years ago, Second Brother Su said that Su Lang is not in Gusu, nor in Jinling, and told me to stop bothering you."

When Shen Feiyun said this, he asked seriously: "Is what you said true or false?"

"Of course it's true," Su Chao said calmly, "Why should I lie to you?"

Shen Feiyun felt that the cliché was hopeful, and asked again: "Since the second brother knew that Su Lang was not in Yangzhou, he must know where he is, right?"

Su Chao was already on guard against Shen Feiyun. Although he didn't know the meaning of the other party's words, he was unwilling to answer. If Su Lang's position and actions in recent years were exposed, it would be regrettable.

"I think Marquis Shen should have taught you one thing." Su Chao pursed his lips, lowered his head, and picked up his chopsticks again.

Shen Feiyun didn't get an answer, but he wasn't discouraged. If Su Chao had no city and would answer every question, he was surprised, and instead became suspicious of fraud.

He collected himself, raised his eyebrows and said, "What?"

"Don't talk about food." After Su Chao finished speaking, he drank porridge and vegetables slowly.

Shen Feiyun looked at Su Chao for a while, and thought that if he was facing him at this moment, the person who was eating with him was Su Lang, I don't know how good it would be.

He watched for a long time, but before Su Chao could say anything, Wu Xiang raised his eyes and said coldly, "Look again, and I'll dig out your tricks."

Shen Feiyun had no choice but to smile wryly and said: "I don't want to watch it, I eat and I don't talk about it."

After all, he slowly scooped up a spoonful of hot porridge.

He was secretly surprised, this Wu Xiang was gentle and charming, a woman from a water village, her charm was mixed with mist and sorrow, so she would say such harsh and gloomy words.

He didn't understand, Wu Xiang had been kind to him when he saw him before, why was he so angry today, and wanted to poach his eyeballs?

Halfway through the porridge, someone hurriedly walked towards them.

The old man Hushui shouted: "Xiangnu!"

Without raising his head, Wu Xiang finished his porridge and wiped his mouth, then untied the sword at his waist and slapped it on the table.

"What, find fault?"