I want it all

"It's so lively." Shen Feiyun laughed dumbfounded, and shook his head, "I still think you're in pain so badly that I'm afraid that if you don't pay attention, you'll leave before me. The result is for your own good, so you don't take it seriously."

After finishing speaking, he patted Su Lang on the shoulder again, and said kindly, "I won't go far, so I'll go to the kitchen to boil water and cook."

Su Lang was seriously ill, and he didn't have any sanity at all. He said and acted according to his own will.When Shen Feiyun's words reached his ears, it turned out that Shen Feiyun still abandoned him, so he was very heartbroken.

"Accompany me." He vaguely understood, thinking that he was about to die, "When you are dying, you...don't..."

When Shen Feiyun heard the words "when he was dying", he was so angry that the veins on his forehead burst open inadvertently.

He scolded lightly: "What nonsense! How can you die so easily, you look down on me too much, with me here, don't even think about dying."

"I..." Su Lang wanted to say something more, but he said too much, his body couldn't hold it up, and his throat felt acrid.Not to mention that his lung lobes were damaged, every breath felt like being tortured, and his speech became more and more painful.

Shen Feiyun sighed for a long time, held the oil lamp, walked to the corner, lifted the lid of the oil barrel, took a small spoon to add it, and lit the fire.

After lighting the lamp in the house, he opened the door slightly, then sat by the bed and put the oil lamp on the low table beside the bed.

Under the light, Su Lang's situation can be seen at a glance. Thin and dense beads of sweat ooze from his forehead and nose, his eyes are blurred and he doesn't know where to look, his lips are dry and peeled, and they are bruised and purple.

Shen Feiyun covered the small half of Su Lang's face, lowered his head and kissed the man's mouth, and whispered: "I will come back, be obedient."

This trick really worked, and Su Lang didn't make a sound anymore.

Shen Feiyun only felt a slight itching in the palm of his hand, it was the other person's eyelashes that were slightly scratched, so he closed his eyes in his palm with peace of mind.

"I will be with you for a long time, from the beginning of spring to the end of spring, as long as you don't leave, I will always be here." Shen Feiyun sighed softly.

He noticed that the temperature in his palm was too high, so he walked to the washbasin, picked up the Supa on it, washed it again and wrung it dry, wiped Su Lang's face, and then folded it on his forehead.

After finishing all this, he tightened his belt and went to the kitchen.

After boiling water last night, Shen Feiyun gained some experience, but this time he got better and quickly boiled a bucket full of water.It's just that I'm not good at cooking, and it took me a long time to cook a thin pot of porridge.

He extinguished the fire in the stove and lifted the lid to see that it was cooked, but he didn't have the quantity to start with. He wanted to cook three or four bowls, but in the end, ten people might not be able to finish it.

He washed the dishes and chopsticks, first drank three full bowls by himself, feeling a little full, then filled a large bowl, and took it back.

Shen Feiyun walked back to the bed, took a spoonful and handed it to Su Lang's lips, saying, "Open your mouth."

Su Lang was in a daze. Hearing the familiar voice, he immediately relaxed and followed the instructions.Soon, the dry and purple lips were moisturized, no longer rough and cracked like old bark.

Shen Feiyun observed carefully and found that Su Lang did not swallow, but held the porridge in his mouth.

"Swallow."

Su Lang was in pain all over his body. The action of swallowing was very simple for ordinary people, but for him, it was like a punishment of cutting with a knife, so he resisted subconsciously.

Shen Feiyun couldn't help frowning, and persuaded again: "Swallow it, you need water and food right now."

Su Lang looked in pain, suppressed the discomfort, and swallowed the porridge in his mouth.Sure enough, his chest twitched after that, like being cut by a sharp sword, covering up the original severe pain.

Seeing him like this, Shen Feiyun couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.

He put down the bowl and chopsticks, and tried a few times, because Su Lang's acupoints were translocated, he didn't dare to do it easily, but this time he finally tapped one spot, which stopped Su Lang's pain.

"In this way, you won't feel so uncomfortable anymore, but the speed of recovery will be much slower." Shen Feiyun explained.

After speaking, he picked up the porcelain bowl again, scooped up the hot porridge, and handed it to Su Lang's lips.

Su Lang swallowed extremely slowly. It took at least half an hour to finish this bowl of porridge.

Shen Feiyun scooped up water for him again, and at the end of the feeding, Su Lang didn't open his mouth again, knowing that the other party was full, so he stopped.

Shen Feiyun then went to bring two bowls of porridge to the old man of Hushui, put them directly on the table, turned and left after saying a word.

After three days like this, Su Lang finally came to his senses, and the temperature on his body gradually returned to normal. It was no longer terribly hot like before.

After waking up, he recalled everything that happened, and before he had time to rejoice that he was still alive, he realized that there was a person lying beside him.

Realizing that Shen Feiyun slept with him, took care of him carefully, allowed him to be frivolous, and was very intimate with him, Su Lang's mind suddenly went blank.

—I would really kill you.

This was his first thought.

He finally remembered that he was still Qi Yuwen, appearing in front of Shen Feiyun as a senior brother.

From the meeting in Qingzhou, to Chang'an's disguise, Mo Tingfeng and Shen Feiyun were entangled, and now he is the appearance of senior brother Qi Yuwen, but just like this, Shen Feiyun is still...

At the time of parting, he clearly said that if Shen Feiyun moved on again, he would trap others, and only he could see it.

Why, he managed to convince himself that he accepted the fact that Shen Feiyun liked Mo Tingfeng, and now he had to convince himself that Shen Feiyun liked Senior Brother Qi again.

Why is it always like this?

"Are you awake?" Shen Feiyun moved and said with a smile, then got up to light the lamp.

After lighting the lamp, he lay back on the bed, resting his arms on his pillow, and stared at Su Lang quietly, thinking that this was a rare and good moment. The two reunited for more than half a year.

Su Lang clenched his fists tightly, his eyes fell on Shen Feiyun's face, his Adam's apple rolled, and he said hoarsely, "Who am I?"

You are undoubtedly Su Lang.

Shen Feiyun smiled, took back what he was about to say, and responded gently: "You are Su Lang's senior brother, the chief disciple of Liuxiu city lord Xin Hanxue, and you are Qi Yuwen, right?"

"I'm Qi, Yu, and Wen." Su Lang murmured several times, closed his eyes, sneered, and nodded, "Yes, who else can I be, I am Qi Yuwen."

"You like me very much?" Shen Feiyun stretched out his hand and brushed Su Lang's temple hair behind his ear, "When you were dying, it was me that you called out to. I'm going to pour you some water. You hold my hand, you look pitiful The first time you woke up, you did nothing but kissed me. Do you admit this?"

Su Lang clenched his fists tightly, using too much force, the scar on the back of his hand burst open, and blood seeped into the quilt.

Following Shen Feiyun's questioning, the stupid things he did while he was half-drowsy and half-awake before, came up in his mind one by one, hurting him non-stop.

His eyes gradually became bloodshot.

He clenched his teeth, his chest heaving violently.

After taking a few deep breaths, Su Lang suddenly vented his energy, his lips fluttered, and he said weakly: "I admit it, I admit it, I...I..."

"So you like me." Shen Feiyun was overjoyed, and felt that all his previous sacrifices were worthwhile, and because of Su Lang's acknowledgment, the happiness in his heart was easily doubled.

Su Lang was heartbroken and wished he could die early.

Why did he think about Shen Feiyun before he died, and felt that he had to climb out of hell, and he was willing to die when he saw the other side again.

Now that he saw Shen Feiyun alive, could it really be his wish?He just felt that life was worse than death.

When Shen Feiyun thought of Su Lang fighting alone, knowing that when they parted before, it might be the last time for the two of them, but he didn't say anything, and wanted to hide it from him, the suppressed anger in his heart resurfaced.

"Senior brother Qi," Shen Feiyun bit these three words very clearly, "You were in the carriage before, filled with righteous indignation, stood up for junior brother Su Lang, and resented me for empathizing with Mo Tingfeng. Unexpectedly, it's your turn now, I want to come and snatch my junior's sweetheart."

Su Lang is good at observing people's hearts, but he may be obsessed with the authorities. He has never been able to see through himself, nor can he see through Shen Feiyun's mind.

For nearly 20 years, he has been learning how to let go of his own emotions and integrate other people's love and hatred under his mask.

I never imagined that I could feel such a heart-wrenching feeling. The pain caused my brain to throb, my fingertips tingled, and my heart tightened.

Shen Feiyun's temperament is loose, but it doesn't mean he doesn't know how to judge people's hearts. In fact, he is the best at observing people's feelings. He only occasionally laughs and sarcastically, and rarely expresses bloody remarks.

For some reason, once he knew that Su Lang liked him so much that he couldn't help himself, he had very bad thoughts.

But he also knows how to accept as soon as he sees it.

At this moment, Su Lang's entire face was wrinkled, and the pain between his brows was far greater than any moment before, as if fatal whip wounds and sword wounds were insignificant, but Shen Feiyun's light words could kill people.

Seeing Su Lang's expression, Shen Feiyun knew that he had said something he shouldn't have said, so he immediately shut up and apologized.

"I was wrong."

"What's wrong with you?"

Su Lang pursed his lips, and slowly let out a mouthful of turbid air. He wanted to forgive Shen Feiyun, but his heart was sour, full of jealousy and anger, and what he said seemed to be mocking.

Shen Feiyun didn't bother to talk anymore, so he directly changed the subject and said, "Don't be wrong, it's good, it's all secondary, your body is the most important thing. The last time you applied medicine was four days ago, your bones and muscles were ruined, not only the surface was covered with cuts and bruises, but the internal injuries should be treated carefully." Nurturing."

"Let me hurt." After Su Lang finished speaking, he coughed twice, and a trace of blood spilled from the corner of his mouth.

Shen Feiyun directly raised his hand, wiped away the bloodstains with his sleeves, and said with a sneer: "I have tried every means to heal you, at the cost of exhausting my internal energy, to open up your meridians, and to give you all the miraculous medicines, just to listen to your words? If you don't Xianghao, I will..."

"I said, let me get hurt, let me die."

There was mist in Su Lang's eyes, and it was extremely difficult to speak every word. His throat and lungs were not fully healed, and the words he spoke seemed to be leaking.

His heart also seemed to be leaking.

"Shut up." Shen Feiyun reprimanded coldly, "If you let me hear a word of self-deprecation again, don't tell me to see you again."

Su Lang closed his eyes, and asked coldly, "Who is it that I don't want to see, is it Qi Yuwen?"

"It's you," Shen Feiyun said as he stood up, "Who are you? I don't want to see anyone who has done self-destructive things. If you think you are Qi Yuwen, then I don't want to see you as Qi Yuwen .If you are someone else, I don't want to see you who is someone else."

"Okay." Su Lang coughed and interrupted, "I won't say any more..."

While speaking, Su Lang had already figured it out, if he died right now, who would Shen Feiyun love more and mourn in his heart.

He cannot die.

He had to survive and get rid of Shen Feiyun with senior brother Qi's temperament and appearance.

Just like what he did to Shen Feiyun when he played Mo Tingfeng before.