I advise madmen to be good people

Even if I am not smart, I should understand by now.

What kind of hero meeting, exposing Ming Yixin, and crusade against Huailing Palace, all of them are for Yao Yunqing's success in sitting on the position of the suzerain of Yuanhezong, but I was just kept in the dark and suffered a tragic death. Just a stepping stone to use.

After the initial shock, anger and disappointment, my current mood should be more of a discouraged, disheartened kind of discouragement.

"Why is Master looking at me like this?"

Coming out of the meeting room and returning to the courtyard, Yao Yunqing didn't say a word, until he put me in the bamboo chair under the flower stand, and then he bent and squatted beside me, speaking softly.

"I've become the Suzerain, aren't you happy for me?"

I have planted a radish for many years, but when I dug it up, it turned out to be a black-hearted one. Do you think I am happy?

I turned my gaze back, turned my head, and made it clear that I didn't want to see him, and I didn't want to listen to him.

Yao Yunqing used to be the best at observing words and expressions, but now he seemed to know nothing, followed me and changed his half-squatting position, persistently facing me.

"Master, are you angry with me?"

I simply closed my eyes and leaned my head on the cushion of the bamboo chair, but I didn't want to talk to him.

Yao Yun touched the nail lightly, but still neither angry nor annoyed, let alone leave, instead talking to himself to find a way out for himself.

"By the way, Master's dumb acupoint has not been unlocked, so I can't speak. My memory is really getting worse."

As he said, he moved his fingertips neatly to the bottom of my throat.

The feeling of being banned and suppressed finally disappeared. My throat was itchy and I couldn't help coughing violently.

Yao Yun stood up quickly, reaching out his hand to smooth my back, I covered my mouth and pushed his hand away.

"Cough, go away, don't touch me, cough cough..." After a moment of silence, he slowly withdrew his frozen hand, lowered his eyes and asked me in a low voice.

"Does Master hate me? Just because I snatched Ming Yixin's suzerain position?"

It seems that if I don't make it clear to him today, he will keep pestering me here and refuse to leave.

I finally stopped coughing and looked up at him with a very cold voice.

"So, you don't feel like you've done anything wrong at all?"

"Wrong? Where did I go wrong?"

Listening to Yao Yunqing's tone, he seemed to still feel that he was wronged.

"Didn't those bamboo puppets be practiced by Ming Yixin? Didn't Elder Qian kill Ming Yixin? Didn't the Huai Ling Palace have nothing to do with Ming Yixin when they ran amok in the rivers and lakes before? It was his own fault. Yes, I violated the ancestral precepts of Yuanhezong, so I was deprived of the position of suzerain, what has it to do with me? What is wrong with me?"

"What you are wrong about is that you shouldn't have used such despicable means to deceive me."

I frowned and looked at him.

"You know very well that I planned to wait for you to grow up a little bit, and I would discuss with Ming Yixin to let you be the successor of the suzerain, and even I can even give you the seat of the suzerain of Wancheng sect, why do you Can't wait any longer, isn't it good to wait for a happy result? Why, must it be so embarrassing now?"

Yao Yun pursed his lips lightly, his eyes were red.

"I know, I know, Master..." His voice was aggrieved and low, as if he was about to cry in the next second.

"I know you are good to me, but I can't wait..." "Why can't I wait?"

I laughed back angrily.

"You can tell me if you can't wait, why do you have to steal, cheat, and plot to rob? Only in this way can you feel happy and feel a sense of accomplishment?"

Yao Yun didn't answer lightly, he just stood like that, staring at his toes, as if in a trance, it took him a long time to open his mouth to speak, his voice was no longer soft and aggrieved, it became a little deeper.

"Master, people are different from each other. Some people are born as noble as the moon in the sky, while others are born as humble as the mud in the ditch. You and Ming Yixin are both the former. They have everything since they were born, just because of you There is a father who is the suzerain, and I am a concubine who is not even as good as a bastard. I have nothing. In the Yao family, the dog raised by Yao Yutong is probably more decent than me. If I don’t fight or grab it, I don't know how to plot, and I will never live to meet the day when I meet you."

It may be that he cast too much shadow on me today. When I heard about this tragic life experience, I subconsciously felt that he was still lying to me.

"But isn't your father very partial to you? He raised you hand in hand, and handed over all the family treasures to you. Before he died, he didn't even care about Yao Yutong's life in order to protect you. If you say something like this now, don't you?" Do you feel sorry for him?"

"preference?"

Yao Yun laughed lightly as if mocking himself, and raised his head.

"It's not me that he prefers, but Yao Yutong."

"That's impossible." I blurted out.

Yao Sangou's dislike for Yao Yutong was almost written on his face, as long as he was not blind, he could see it. Besides, Yao Yutong, a prodigal son who was extravagant, ignorant and incompetent, how could there be anything worthy of preference?

"No wonder Master didn't believe it. I didn't believe it before I was seven years old."

Yao Yun looked at the sky lightly, as if caught in some bad memory, his whole body exudes a melancholy temperament.

"My father was really good to me at that time. He was considerate in everything about food, clothing, housing and transportation. He personally took care of me when he practiced martial arts and calligraphy. He took good care of me. One sentence he often said to me was that the future of the Yao family depends on you. I must redouble my efforts and improve myself. In order not to disappoint him, I study hard every day and only sleep for two or three hours, just to give him a compliment..." He paused, and his tone became a little cold.

"But later, I accidentally overheard his conversation with his confidant. It turned out that I was just a pawn he raised to take care of Yuhun and take care of the Yao family's property. That's why he refused to promise my mother to let me know The ancestor returned to the family tree and gave me the title of a son. In his eyes, Yao Yutong was too playful and lazy. If he didn't have a capable helper, after his death, the Yao family would be in trouble. If it is about to fall, Yao Yutong will also suffer because of it, but if I can keep the Yao family, Yao Yutong will be able to live his rich and leisurely life forever."

After hearing what he said, I was a little dazed and didn't know how to react for a while.

Why are there so many twists and turns in this rich and powerful family?

Yao Yunqing knelt down beside me again, looking into my eyes with the same pure and earnest expression as before.

"Master, I'm not a bad person. I'm just afraid. I'm afraid of becoming someone else's pawn again. I'm afraid that everything I care about is in vain. Ming Yixin has everything. Power, wealth, martial arts, even you are his. Why is it a matter of course that he has it, and I deserve death if I have it? Is it because my life is worse than his? "

I stared blankly at him for a while, and then heaved a long sigh.

"Yun Qing, you only saw Ming Yixin's glorious side, but you also know how much pressure and injuries he has endured behind his back. There are as many people in the world who want to kill him as there are crucian carp crossing the river. Just relax a little bit. , he will die without a place to bury him, and he lives with a knife point every day. Before me, he didn't even have anyone to talk to. The loneliness and pain he experienced will never be less than you, you It's not fair to him to take all of my grievances and grievances on him."

Yao Yunqing didn't speak, but his expression relaxed slightly, and he was no longer as stubborn as before.

I was in a hurry and went to the doctor, trying to persuade him to turn around, so I tried to tone down my tone as much as possible.

"Stop it, it's still too late to stop the Heroes' Meeting, and prevent the martial arts factions from joining forces to attack the Huailing Palace. You have seen it with your own eyes. It's not a magic cave at all, but a place where many people live and work in peace. It shouldn't be It’s just ruined like this, as long as you are willing to help, I can act as if nothing happened, and we can still live in harmony as before, you..." "Master."

Yao Yun lightly interrupted me and shook his head.

"That's too late."

"Why?" I asked, frowning.

"Master, your innocent temperament has never changed."

Yao Yun stood up lightly, the purity in his eyes also gradually faded, and there was some edge that I couldn't understand.

"The Huai Ling Palace now occupies such a large territory, and has so much wealth and resources in its hands. It has long been a big piece of fat that all the rivers and lakes covet. Go stop it, did I stop it? And, even if I stop now, will Ming Yixin let me go?"

I opened my mouth, but before I could say anything, he interrupted me again.

"Don't say that you will persuade him not to kill me, maybe in other respects, he will follow you, but this time, if Ming Yixin can't be completely defeated, he will never spare my life and step out from me. From this step, he and I have already had an endless relationship."

I can't die... Although I can't see my face, I can still feel that it is very pale and ugly. A sense of powerless frustration swept over me, and I collapsed back on the bamboo chair and closed my eyes again. eyes.

"Master, I know you hate me very much now and don't want to see me, so I invited an old friend of yours, and I will be here to chat with you these few days to relieve boredom, and when the outside things are over, I will Come here every day to make amends to you, if you want to beat me or scold you, I will let you deal with it, as long as you can calm down."

As soon as Yao Yunqing finished speaking, a man's shrill voice came from the other side of the yard, pinching his throat.

"Come on, you're too long-winded, and you've been dawdling for so long and haven't left. Now he's been fascinated by that Ming Yixin, and he's lost his head. How can he still listen to your sweet words? As I said, just give it to him It’s enough to pour medicine and wash the memory again, at that time, isn’t it just what you say.”