This is the first time Fang Huai talked about the past in detail in front of Song Rongtan, but he only expressed his gratitude to another person in his words.

Or, it's not accurate to say it was another person, but it was obviously Song Rongtan himself.

Obviously it should be his own, hard-won love, but at this moment, like [A Yuan]'s name, it is thrown here like an unclaimed name tag.

Song Rongtan tried to open his mouth several times, but couldn't speak.

There was a rare role reversal between the two. On the way back, it was Fang Huai who spoke unhurriedly.

"During the period when I was most emotionally unstable, I took apart the star he sent me for the first time." Fang Huai said, "Fang team is usually very busy and doesn't have much time to talk to me."

"The things he wrote in the stars, it's like someone is chattering around...they're all trivial things."

"Someone has been with me silently for two years across distance and time." Fang Huai said while looking at Song Rongtan's expression without any trace.

In fact, he was ready to tell Song Rongtan about this as early as when he was traveling after the RTG Spring Split.

But Song Rongtan didn't answer the call at that time.

After a few months, Fang Huai said it again, but Fang Huai had completely lost the feeling of depression at that time.

I would say that, more probably... I want to see Song Rongtan's reaction.

Song Rongtan was squatting on the ground with his back facing him at the moment, and his eyes fell on the food on the ground numbly.

"He...is he important to you?" Song Rongtan asked him with a muffled voice.

Fang Huai said, "It's very important."

After a pause, he spoke again: "I remember talking about this with you at the dinner party before."

"I rarely talk about the past with people."

——So you'd better reflect on why I told you instead of others.

Song Rongtan's brain was obviously not clear enough to read what Fang Huai said, so he just smiled reluctantly: "That's our honor."

Squinting slightly, Fang Huai continued: "A Yuan gave me a lot of support. I don't have any relatives. Although I haven't met him, I do take him very seriously."

"But you have no contact now..." Song Rongtan stumbled.

Fang Huai looked at him indifferently, showing a hint of surprise in a timely tone: "How do you know?"

Song Rongtan's brain froze for a second, and then, like a train changing tracks, it drove in another direction in a daze.

"I, I guessed it." After a while, he explained, and then asked with some expectation, "Do you really like him that much?"

Fang Huai opened his mouth, but his eyes fell on Song Rongtan's side face facing the light.

Who would reject the sun?

"Yeah." He first uttered a particle, and then he was a little flimsy, and continued, "I probably like it very much."

"But he's just your netizen." Song Rongtan twisted his fingertips hidden in his pocket, "You haven't seen him before, so you like him so much?"

Fang Huai paused.

He squinted his eyes, and suddenly felt that Song Rongtan's tone seemed... a little enjoying such a conversation?

Song Rongtan's brows were slightly frowned, but there was light in his eyes, mixed together, showing a complex feeling of pain and happiness intertwined.

Of course Fang Huai knew why he was frowning.

When he was talking just now, he saw Song Rongtan open his mouth several times, hesitating to speak, and seeing that he was about to overcome the psychological barrier to speak out, Fang Huai would open his mouth and stop it with new topics.

He gave Song Rongtan a chance to confess more than once.

But since he doesn't want to say it, then don't say it again.

Remembering that Song Rongtan had covered up his successive hints, Fang Huai lowered his eyes and took a while to speak.

"Who can tell you what you like."

Immediately afterwards, he clearly saw Song Rongtan chuckle.

For a moment, Fang Huai wanted to raise his hand and slap him hard on the back of the head to wake him up.

Then I thought, even if Song Rongtan is just laughing now, so what?

One day he dared not confess, all he could do was laugh here.

Song Rongtan suddenly raised his head and continued to ask: "Since you like him so much, why didn't you tell him? He already confessed to you...why do you still reject him?"

Fang Huai raised his eyebrows slightly, and the impromptu answer in his mind almost made him laugh too.

He turned his head to cover his expression, which was already a little tense, and said in a calm tone.

"Because I can't accept online dating."

"...Huh?" Song Rongtan froze for a moment.

After Fang Huai managed his expression well, he turned his head and looked down at him from top to bottom, with a slight disbelief in his expression, as if he saw a fool who was so innocent that he would be deceived into ruining his fortune.

"Ring, you don't believe in online dating, do you?"

"This...I..." Song Rongtan opened his mouth, but couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

His usual consistent logic seemed to have been suddenly broken by a part of it.

Yes, he only knew that Fang Huai liked to be good... The reason why he was able to play well with himself as a high school student at that time was also because he was good and had a cute voice.

When I met Fang Huai two years later, I had completely transformed into the shape of a thorn head. The thorn head's reputation in the TETD professional circle was as loud as his reputation as the head king in the singles competition.

The situation at that time was as if there were two roads in front of Song Rongtan, one was a winding mountain road, and the other was a straight and upward-sloping shortcut.

He took a shortcut of course-directly using characters who are already well-behaved and ingrained.

After all, the profession has a specialization.

But he didn't consider Fang Huai's acceptance of online dating at all.

He took the short cut to the end, only to find that there was only a cliff in front of him.

But... But at that time, how could he have time to transform his thorny real image into a good boy?

And does he like being nice?

Song Rongtan squatted on the ground, the alcohol made his brain slow down, and his thinking direction became strange, his whole brain almost shut down.

"Why can't you accept online dating...?" Song Rongtan collected his thoughts for a long time before he managed to say a word, "I think this is just a way for everyone to get to know each other... Maybe... probably..."

He lowered his head, and the hair on the top of his head was like a little sun, falling into Fang Huai's eyes.

After watching for a few seconds, Fang Huai still couldn't help reaching out his hand, and poked it lightly.

He swore that he didn't use any force at all, but Song Rongtan still staggered, almost pushed down by the sudden force, and sat down on the stone road stained with vegetable soup.

"Are your legs numb?" Fang Huai was a little dumbfounded.

"It's okay, I can still squat..." Song Rongtan said, "You say what you want, I can squat comfortably."

He was afraid that after he stood up, Fang Huai would look at him, and his expression would become tense.

The place Fang Huai poked just now seemed to have turned on a certain switch in him.A tingling sensation like an electric shock spread from the top of his head to his limbs, and his ankle went limp in a very hopeless way.

Fang Huai's fingertips were slightly cool, but Song Rongtan felt that the top of his head was short-circuited, and it was so hot that it was almost smoking.

So he reached out and hugged his head, but he didn't know that his actions caught Fang Huai's eyes, exactly like the big dog that made a mistake and squatted in the corner.

Fang Huai raised his eyebrows slightly with interest, pursed his lips, thought for a while, and asked.

"Do you believe in online dating?"

"I..." Song Rongtan couldn't believe it or not.

After all, he likes Fang Huai, which is not strictly an online dating.

Fang Huai didn't expect to get any orderly answer from this drunken man.

"What are the results of online dating... There are many online, you should know it." He said flatly.

Song Rongtan pondered for a while hesitantly, and replied obediently: "...to die by seeing the light?"

Fang Huai gave a soft "hmm".

"Although I'm not a face controler, I still have to be responsible for my feelings. If he's really ugly..." Fang Huai paused as he spoke.

He saw Song Rongtan raised his head impatiently.

Restraining the smile in his heart, Fang Huai continued, "Then I may not be able to accept something too ugly."

"Then what if he looks good?!" Song Rongtan said hastily, he even scratched his face, "What if he looks like me?"

Driven by the alcohol, he couldn't control the strength at all, and when he let go, the skin was obviously a little redder than other places.

The location also happened to be where the two blushing cheeks were located when the kindergarten children performed makeup for the show.

Fang Huai raised his head to keep himself from laughing out loud.

But from Song Rongtan's point of view, he just looked up at the moon lonely, with a sigh of regret in his tone.

"You said it yourself, there can't be two identical people in the world."

"I didn't..." Song Rongtan just denied half of it, but he really found out from his chaotic memory the way he said these words.

He fell into a long silence.

If he had a time machine, he would definitely travel to the side of himself who said this sentence, and then frantically slapped that Song Rongtan's mouth.

No... he might as well travel back to a few months ago!It was when he decided to use the Vest to attract Fang Huai's attention... and then went straight to a horse blast! !

No no no, maybe push it a little further... straight to when he was still in high school!

He was also a school girl in high school, and he was more youthful than now.Fang Huai will definitely like it.

In that case, maybe his first confession would not fail.

Maybe he's already in love...

Maybe they can play together with Fang Huai in RTG and win the championship...

Maybe we can still live together!

If you adopt a dog, by now, the dog will definitely be soy sauce!

Song Rongtan became more and more sad as he thought about it, he lowered his head and bit the zipper of his team uniform hard.

The sound of grinding teeth reached Fang Huai's ears. He lowered his head and asked with a puzzled expression, "What are you doing?"

Song Rongtan was already dazzled by the alcohol and the grievances rising up.

He reacted for a long time before opening his mouth extremely slowly: "...I'm thinking of Doraemon."

Fang Huai: ...?

Or forget it.

Don't fall in love with elementary school students.

For a moment, Fang Huai felt a sense of shrinking back.

"Wait a minute...Brother Huai!!" Suddenly, Song Rongtan suddenly looked up as if he had discovered some new continent.

It's just that his movements were too fast, which made his whole body, which was already not well balanced, unstable and staggered.

Fang Huai stretched out his legs quickly and blocked his back, preventing him from sitting on the ground.

Song Rongtan didn't realize what was leaning on his back at all, he just raised his head and looked at Fang Huai with bright eyes.

Fang Huai's expression remained motionless.He always felt that in Song Rongtan's stupid state, he couldn't say what he wanted to hear.

But he didn't mind listening to Song Rongtan's nonsense.

Song Rongtan looked at him dumbfounded: "Brother Huai, what did you mean just now...do you like my face?"

"If your netizen had a face like mine, would you be with him?"

really.

Fang Huai shook his head in his heart, but still smiled.

Just like looking up at the originally pitch-black night sky and always finding some secretly twinkling stars, Song Rongtan would always say something unexpected to him.

He used countless stars to decorate Fang Huai's monotonous night into a string of twinkling stars.

It even hooks up the tail at the end to circle a small heart shape that only Song Rongtan can draw.

Fang Huai lowered his head and looked at the calm look of anticipation in his eyes. His original thoughts of hanging on to him for a while were silently melted away as if being blown by the spring breeze.

His heart beat faster and urged something, his Adam's apple trembled slightly, and his voice almost disappeared in the wind.

"Song Rongtan..."

"Are you awake now?"

The wind blew Song Rongtan's golden hair into a mess, and a strand of it almost poked into his eyes.Like a big dog that just took a bath, Song Rongtan shook his head lazily but powerfully, shaking aside the obstructive lock of hair that blocked him from looking at Fang Huai.

This action fell into Fang Huai's eyes, as if to say - [not].

"I seem to be really drunk." Song Rongtan said, "I'm a little dizzy."

Fang Huai's Adam's apple rolled slightly, he took a deep breath silently, and continued speaking in an almost seductive tone.

"Then what you dare not say usually, you can say it now through wine."

Every word Fang Huai said at this moment became something subconsciously blurted out, and the psychological bottom line that had been established was retreated again and again.

A few minutes ago, people who were swearing in their hearts and thinking—[I gave you a chance to say nothing before, and don’t think about having a chance to confess in the future] are now starting to repeat the same mistakes.

Fang Huai was a little annoyed, but there was nothing he could do.

For the first time, he knew that it was possible to give in with a smile.

Maybe liking isn't a black and white thing.

This feeling of wandering in the gray area made him a little novel, and he indulged in it out of control.

"Song Rongtan?" Fang Huai squatted down, and stretched out his hand to brush away Song Rongtan's bangs hanging on his forehead.

Drunk, wet eyes just stared at him tightly.

He was the only one in his line of sight.

"Brother Huai..." Song Rongtan blinked, his tone a little tranced, "I seem to be dreaming."

Fang Huai subconsciously wanted to raise his hand and hit his forehead with a blow, but he didn't have the heart to do it.

"Song Rongtan, you're drunk." He patiently bit out and dragged out every word, so that Song Rongtan could concentrate on what he said.

Song Rongtan's eyes were blank, but he still had his own perception: "I'm not drunk. If I was drunk, how could I see brother Huai?"

Fang Huai's eyes froze slightly, and he looked at him suspiciously.

"I was really drunk before." Song Rongtan said, his eyes stuck to Fang Huai, as if looking at him, he could see his past.

"It was when Brother Huai just left... I was drunk once. Although I don't remember it, my brother said I was drunk." He smiled, and there was a trace of imperceptible moisture in his eyes.

"My brother also said that I did a lot of stupid things..." Song Rongtan blinked as he said, rubbing his head into Fang Huai's hand almost intuitively.

"But I don't even remember."

"I just remember dreaming about brother Huai. I asked you why you left. Didn't it make an agreement? I'll go to you after the college entrance examination and you take me for a trial training."

"You promised me that I would be your assaulter. You will tie me up in any team you go to, and be a little oil bottle...you said it yourself."

Fang Huai lowered his eyes, and suddenly turned his head to look elsewhere.

"Then... what did you say about me in your dream?" He asked softly.

"You ignored me in your dream." Song Rongtan smiled helplessly.

"I was going to chase you, and then I didn't say anything, just like this..." He suddenly closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth dropped, "Suddenly all his vision turned black, and nothing disappeared."

After saying this, Song Rongtan also closed his mouth, and the silence spread around the two of them.

I don't know how long it took before Fang Huai opened his mouth slowly, but his tone was dry: "I'm sorry..."

Song Rongtan opened his eyes, and suddenly smiled. The moment he saw him, the haze in his eyes dissipated instantly, like seeing the moonlight when he pushed through the clouds.

"What are you apologizing for? You're obviously back."

"Brother Huai just asked me...whether I can remember what happened tonight tomorrow."

"I can, because I'm not drunk at all."

Fang Huai's reason told himself that he was just talking drunk.

But another voice in my heart repeated softly, "What if?"

Song Rongtan was already deeply drunk no matter in his actions, tone of voice or eyes.

Fang Huai can drink very well, so he doesn't know what it feels like to be drunk.But at this moment, he also felt that he had some thoughts that he would never have on weekdays.

Is drunkenness contagious along the air...

"Song Rongtan." Fang Huai called him softly.

"Huh?" Song Rongtan tilted her head.

Fang Huai suddenly leaned over and approached.

He pressed against Song Rongtan's forehead through his palm, the emotion in his eyes was close at hand, as if he was in a daze, he didn't move for a while.

I don't know whose breath overflowed the intoxication, but it has already blended together anyway.

Fang Huai pursed his lips, as if he had fallen into the same drunken addiction as him.

"Give you a chance."

"kiss Me."

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