Homophobia for a long time seems to be more likely to attract boyfriends

Maybe it was because the gaze was too dazzling, Huang Mao dodged subconsciously, and wondered whether the words just now were too eye-catching.

Lu Tashan glanced contemptuously, took out a paper towel and walked out of the bathroom.

And just as he came out of the bathroom, another drunk man came over, walking slightly staggering.

At this time, Yu Chaoci was reporting the situation to his brother that he might be going home late tonight.

Seeing that the drunk man was about to jump on Yu Chaoci, Lu Tashan put his arms around his shoulders, and pulled him from the wall to the middle of the road.

The drunk suddenly rushed to nothing.

The sudden hug on the shoulders startled Yu Chaoci, and he was about to break free when he heard Lu Tashan remind him above his ear: "He wants to vomit after drinking too much, don't stand in his way, if you want to be Spit all over?"

"Can you just say no?"

"I'm afraid that before you realize it, someone has already jumped on you." Lu Tashan swept over the man who turned his head and threw himself on the wall.

The man was originally encouraged to pretend to be drunk and throw himself into someone's arms, but now that he found out that the person he was thrown was possessed, and his eyes were like ice skates, he immediately pretended to be drunk and slipped into the bathroom.

Thinking of being ruthlessly touched on the waist by a drunk yellow hair just now, Yu Chaoci suddenly got goosebumps all over his body. Not only was he not in a hurry to break free from Lu Tashan's hands at this time, but he was a little lucky.

"Are you always so cute in front of outsiders?" Lu Tashan couldn't help joking.

Yu Chaoci turned his head and questioned ferociously: "Who is so cute?" The word "dumbness" couldn't be compared with him.

"I'm cute, can I do it?" Lu Tashan shook his head helplessly, raised his hand and rubbed his head, then walked forward, and whispered, "Idiot."

The reserved seat was in a relatively secluded corner, and Yu Chaoci chose this place because he was afraid that Lu Tashan's identity would cause unnecessary trouble, even though this bar often has popular traffic from the entertainment industry.

"Ms. Lou found out that you are here?" Yu Chaoci asked while scanning the QR code and ordering wine.

There was a little helplessness in Lu Tashan's eyes: "Shortly after I scanned the QR code to register, she received a message from her. I'm used to it, so it's not surprising."

Yu Chaoci was deeply impressed by Ms. Lou's intelligence network, "How did you reply?" he asked.

Lu Tashan took a random photo of him, then lowered his head and sent his photo to his mother: "I said you brought me here for treatment. She asked me to take photos of you every 15 minutes to show her." , or kill them.”

My mother... Yu Chaoci shook his head, thinking that this woman was really scary. "I can imagine her expression when you announced your coming out."

"Well, I almost broke my leg, and then locked me up for more than ten days. During this period, all my contact information was cut off, and she was afraid that I would communicate with the person who came out." Lu Tashan looked at him with one hand on his chin. , "The director of Mivanluu thought I had been kidnapped, and came to ask many times. Ms. Lou thought that next year's autumn and winter conference was approaching, and some matters had to be communicated, so she allowed me to contact the outside world."

While the two were talking, the bartender came over with a gin.Yu Chaoci poured a cup and pushed it in front of Lu Tashan, then asked, "If you really just came out as a fake, how long are you going to keep it from her? You can't stay in Chengxin forever, right?"

Lu Tashan raised his eyes and said, "I want to stay in Chengxin for the rest of my life, anyway, I won't be free outside." Obviously he was staring at the person in front of him in the dark, but there seemed to be light in his eyes.

The Coke Mian Mian Ice that I just ordered has also arrived. Perhaps the only thing Yu Chaoci likes in this bar is this Mian Mian Ice. "According to Ms. Lou's thinking, you have also reached the age to be a father. Can't you even fight for this kind of freedom?"

"Yes. How about Dr. Xiao Yu giving me an idea, how can I get rid of Ms. Lou's control?"

Yu Chaoci bluntly refused: "You can only find a way to solve this. I can only ask 'what do you think', 'what do you think', rather than 'I think this is okay, you should do this', Otherwise, there is no difference between me and Ms. Lou."

"I also asked Yu Yuan for similar questions, and he gave me the same answer as you." Lu Tashan said, "Is this the same for those who have studied psychology?"

"My brother also admires Adlerian psychology. The separation of subjects in it should be able to solve your problems. So he won't give you direct advice, but will just lead you to understand." Another sip of smoothie is drunk, He narrowed his eyes contentedly.

"How to understand?"

"As an example." He asked, holding a spoon, "Can you understand the phrase 'I love you and have nothing to do with you'?"

Lu Tashan was startled for a moment, then shook his head: "Love is a matter between two people."

He explained: "I didn't mention the broader concept of 'love', but the concept of 'I love you' has nothing to do with 'you', this 'love' has already added conditions, it is a one-way arrow. The separation of the subjects involved in this is to treat the reactions of two people as two subjects. "I love you", how to love, how long to love, these are all the business of "I", all the contributions of "I" are for "I" The consequences of love, but whether 'you' want to respond to this love is a matter for 'you', 'I' has no right to interfere, and 'I' can't get 'me' because 'I' thinks 'you' But if 'you' responds and accepts this love, then 'love' becomes a two-way arrow. The love of the two-way arrow is a matter of two people. "

"Yeah." Lu Tashan nodded slightly, and murmured with a smile, "I love you, and it has nothing to do with you."

"Didn't there be similar news a while ago? A boy loves a girl too deeply, forcing the girl to respond to his love, 'I love you so much, how much I have spent on you, why? You just don't like me'. As a result, the girl didn't agree, so he killed her and hid her in the refrigerator. He said that he loved the girl too much and just wanted to have it alone. Isn't this just a transaction and moral kidnapping? He is so If you want to get rewards with your own efforts, it is better to spend money on whoring, at least you can buy pleasure with money." He once again felt sorry for the murdered female doctor.

"it's a pity."

"The method of separating topics is also applicable to you and Ms. Lou. If you can't tell which is your topic and which is Ms. Lou's, and you don't even want to separate the topics, my suggestion is useless." Yu Chao Ci said, "But I'm also curious, what is the main reason that made you resist Ms. Lou by fake coming out? Is it simply because you don't want to get married?"

The gin in his mouth lingered on the tip of his tongue before being swallowed. Lu Tashan kept a faint smile and did not answer.

"Well, I won't force you if you don't want to answer." He guessed, "It should be something more precious than freedom."

"Treat it as a treasure." Lu Tashan replied.

When Lu Tashan uttered these four words, he obviously felt that he was being watched by these eyes in front of him all the time, and these eyes seemed to have a fatal attraction, which made him unable to help but look at them.

As the time of staring at each other prolongs second by second, a sense of shyness makes him look away.

And at this moment, Ling, who had a cropped head, wearing pink glasses, and a thick oriental perfume, appeared next to Yu Chaoci, and asked in a sharp voice: "Little brother, do you want to be with me alone?" have a drink?"

Lu Tashan was "hidden" in a dimly lit corner, so the short-haired man didn't notice his existence.He tapped the table lightly with the glass and cast a cold gaze in the darkness.

Only then did Cuntoling smile awkwardly: "So there is an owner. Sorry to interrupt, you continue."

Yu Chaoci was silent for a long time, and then explained loudly: "It's not the kind of relationship you think."

But position zero has gone a long way.

Lu Tashan raised the corners of his lips lightly, and said, "Two men come to a gay bar and are still huddled in a corner. Do you think he has other ideas? Explain to him in a hurry, do you really want to have a drink with him?"

Yu Chaoci immediately shut up and poured wine for Lu Tashan again very naturally.He didn't know how much the designer would drink, but under the strict control of Ms. Lou, he guessed that Lu Tashan's drinking capacity would not be very large.

And Lu Tashan never refuses anyone who comes, and while chatting, he doesn't forget to admire the pole dancing bunny boy dancing on the edge of the dance floor.But when his gaze casually swept over many decks, he found that there was also a pair of eyes looking at where they were.Because his position was in the dark, the man didn't look at him, but at Yu Chaoci who was sitting opposite him in a relatively brightly lit position.

The person who was reading Yu Chaoci was the yellow-haired guy I met in the bathroom just now, he was in his early thirties, he was dressed up like a father whose parents were nouveau riche, and he was afraid that others would not see how expensive his clothes were.

Lu Tashan stared at Huang Mao for a while, and later noticed that Huang Mao said a few words to the bartender who was delivering the fruit plate.

After getting up, the bartender also looked at Yu Chaoci's position, and nodded to Huang Mao.

Lu Tashan glanced at Yu Chaoci who was sweeping the ice of Coke, and asked, "Did you order anything else?"

"I ordered some snacks, and I'm a little hungry. It's all meat and fruit. You can do whatever you want, and I won't spoil Ms. Lou." After shaving the last bite of soft ice, Yu Chaoci was very satisfied.If he didn't feel that his stomach was a little cold, he could still finish another cup.

"You're really a cool person. Others come to the bar to drink and flirt. You come to the bar for supper?" Lu Tashan always felt that the other party had the magic power to amuse him.

"Flirting also depends on whether there is a partner, and the occasion is clear. You have already drunk, if I drink too, who will take you back to Chengxin?"

Not long after these words were finished, the bartender came over with snacks.Coincidentally, this bartender happened to be the one who talked to Huang Mao just now.

"Excuse me, the supreme snack platter you ordered." The bartender seemed a little nervous, especially after looking at Lu Tashan, he almost threw the entire platter on the table.

The aroma of snacks was overflowing, and Yu Chaoci was indeed a little hungry.However, just as he was going to get it, Lu Tashan moved the whole plate of snacks in front of him, without any intention of sharing. "Resisting Ms. Lou, so you eat revenge? Eating alone is too much." But as soon as he finished speaking, he realized that Lu Tashan's expression was cold and indifferent, and he was suddenly angry.

Lu Tashan submerged his whole body into the darkness, squinted at the yellow hair who was still looking at their seats, and said to Yu Chaoci: "Give this to me, and I will habitually eat the one that belongs to me alone. I want to eat another one."