Homophobia for a long time seems to be more likely to attract boyfriends

Ever seen a ball of wool played with by a cat?

At this time, Yu Chaoci had such a mess of threads in his mind, so confused that he didn't react for a long time.The distance between him and Lu Tashan is very close, so close that he can feel the hot breath of the other side with his cheek.

One second, two seconds, Lu Tashan was waiting for Yu Chaoci's response.

But Yu Chaoci continued to be down.

"Give me a reaction." Lu Tashan lifted his cheeks a little higher, and at the same time moved his little finger down, gently resting it on his carotid artery.

After a long period of downtime, Yu Chaoci finally regained his senses.He snorted, making himself appear both surprised and as if someone had made a joke: "You're kidding me."

By touching the little finger of the carotid artery, Lu Tashan could feel how fast Yu Chaoci's heart was beating at this time.He should have known that the other party was a duplicity and a liar.As if mustering up his courage, he pursed his lips lightly, then quickly leaned over and planted a kiss on the other's lips.

This was the first time he kissed Yu Chaoci openly when the two were fully awake. "Do you still think I'm joking?" he asked.

Yu Chaoci suddenly opened his eyes wide, and immediately pushed the person away with all his strength. "There's something wrong with you!" He was like a big cat jumping anxiously after its territory was violated.

"You think I'm kidding you, so I use my actions to prove that I'm not joking." Lu Tashan's tone was calm, but his heart was not as calm as Chaoci.

Yu Chaoci lightly touched his lips with the back of his finger, and turned his eyes away from embarrassment. "Aren't you joking? You just said that from the first time you met me in Chengxin, you were testing whether I was the same. Could it be that you fell in love with me at first sight? If so, what is the difference between your behavior and joking?" ? You are really promiscuous." Mingming Jin Chengxin was still cuddling with other men, but as soon as he saw him, he regarded him as a new target, and immediately made a test.

"Where am I in love?" Lu Tashan didn't understand why he had such an image in Yu Chaoci's heart.

"You..." Yu Chaoci almost blurted out the matter about Lu Tashan and his little boyfriend, but once he said it in a complaining tone, it was like writing the words "I'm jealous" on his face, "You can fall in love with me at first sight, and after you meet a better target, you will naturally fall in love with others at first sight."

"Chengxin is not the place where we first met." Lu Tashan took another step closer, "Do you still remember Lu Ye?"

Lu also?

Why does this name sound so familiar?

Yu Chaoci began to search for the face corresponding to this name in his memory.

"You brought me back to your house when I ran away from home, and asked your mother to teach me how to draw, have you forgotten?"

Time goes back to when Lu Tashan was 13 years old.

Lou Shanshan was born in an ordinary family, but by virtue of her ability to work, she married into a wealthy family and gradually took control of Qilin's financial power.The higher she flew, the more Lou Shanshan worried about falling more painfully in the future. Fortunately, she was upbeat and soon added a young master to the Lu family.

But even after giving birth to a young master, Lou Shanshan still felt that she was in danger in the Lu family. The mother died in a car accident, and she has always felt indebted to the fifth child.

And she was only able to take the position because she could bring benefits to Lu Jianwen.Therefore, she can only train her son in the most severe way.

From birth, everything Lu Tashan did was arranged by his mother, ranging from life goals to lifestyle.Even when he was in primary school, he was forced to watch all kinds of business news, and the introductory knowledge of the financial industry was crammed. Courses, just because his mother didn't have this kind of opportunity to learn when she was a child, now that she has the conditions, she starts desperately.

However, among the many art courses, art is a subject that Lou Shanshan thinks is not important, so art has become a course that is not compulsory.

However, because there is no oppression, the art class has become Lu Tashan's favorite class. It is very relaxing, documentary and fantasy.As long as it is something he likes, Lu Tashan can draw it.

Interest is the best teacher, and Lu Tashan's painting ability has been recognized by the art teacher.

And when Lu Tashan showed his works to his mother with joy and tried to hear praise, what he got was a basin of cold water from his mother: "Is it useful to draw well? I let you learn music because it can improve Your inner self, learning to paint, is it possible that you will rely on painting for a living in the future?"

The boy's self-esteem was slandered just like that.

But just that his mother didn't like it was not enough for him to give up enjoying the relaxing art class.After a long time, his painting ability became more and more outstanding. The art teacher cherished his talent and proposed the idea of ​​letting him participate in the art competition.

Participating in the competition meant sacrificing time in other courses, and Lou Shanshan refused decisively.

After a few days, the art teacher was dismissed by the school, and Lu Tashan lost a good teacher who would praise him and let him feel himself.

At the same time, Lou Shanshan also noticed that his mind was gradually being distracted by the paintings, so she very decisively found all his paintings and destroyed them in front of him.

What Lou Shanshan tore apart was not just the painting, but the youth's self-esteem and beautiful aspirations.

Facing his solemn mother, Lu Tashan looked at the paintings on the ground in silence, then obediently ran to the piano room to practice ukulele.

The next day, Lu Zhijing's cold worsened and the high fever continued.The usual workaholic, the devil in the industry finally gave up on her work and was very busy around Lu Zhijing, and Lu Jianwen also went to inspect the Qilin branch.

Lu Tashan was waiting for the driver's uncle at the school, and when he heard his classmates complaining about going to the art cram school, he suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart.So, as a top student and the young master of the Lu family, he actually ran to the dead corner of the school's surveillance surveillance dedicated to unscrupulous students skipping classes, and left the school over the wall.

In order to avoid his mother's tracking, he didn't even bring his mobile phone and took off all electronic devices on his body.Running away from home was a sudden idea in a fit of anger, which caused him to make no preparations.

In the era when few people carry cash and rely on electronic payments, without a mobile phone is equivalent to having no money.

Lu Shanshan's three meals have been controlled by Lou Shanshan, so when it's meal time, he will be hungry.

Coincidentally, there happened to be a strange fragrance wafting out from a neighborhood at this time.

He searched for the strange fragrance and found the store, which turned out to be a barbecue restaurant.

At this time, the chicken wings grilled until browned are sizzling with oil, and under the spray of cumin and other spices, the fully cooked beef kebabs are also emitting green smoke, and the garlic-flavored eggplant on the farthest side of the grill is also gurgling Bubbling red oil.

Naturally, the young master has never eaten at this kind of roadside stall, and he has never even heard of it.

"I want this, this, and this..." Lu Tashan's rebellious heart was completely stirred up, thinking that he had already escaped, why should he still eat according to his mother's recipe.He pointed at the fragrant grilled skewers with his fingers, and ordered more than forty skewers, which made the boss stupid.However, at the end, he suddenly remembered one thing: he threw away his mobile phone, and he didn't bring any cash with him.

The owner of the barbecue shop was just about to grill the skewers he ordered, but he stopped him again: "Wait a minute, I won't buy it, I forgot to bring the money."

The boss gave a disappointed look.

He also walked away in silence, with a growling stomach.

The sky was getting dark and the weather was not good. After Lu Tashan completely left the aroma circle of barbecue, the raindrops fell densely.

Lu Tashan didn't bring anything, so he had to hide under the eaves of the merchandise store to hide from the rain.

On the side of the road, parents who picked up their children from the cram school kept passing by. Although it was raining, the parents and children were happy. The mother listened patiently to the children repeating what the teacher said.

The autumn rain is a bit chilly. The young master has always grown up in a greenhouse and has never suffered from this kind of suffering.After the clothes were wet by the rain, he couldn't help shivering.

Because standing at the door of the convenience store blocked the business, he was chased away by the boss like a mouse.After apologizing to the boss, he walked to the corner of the eaves, squatted on the ground and looked aimlessly at the passers-by.

Gradually, the rain subsided.

There seemed to be an after-school cram school near this community, and more and more parents came from the same direction with their children.

Just as Lu Tashan cast envious eyes at the pairs of mother and son, mother and daughter, two playful children appeared in his vision.A child holding a yellow duck umbrella ran ahead laughingly, about seven or eight years old, while a boy about his age was chasing after him.

Seeing their similar facial features, Lu Tashan immediately decided that they were two brothers.

The elder brother caught up with the short-legged younger brother, and immediately hugged him in his arms and rubbed his head. The younger brother's hair was messed up.

But the younger brother didn't complain, instead he saw a puddle: "Brother, I want to play in the water."

"I want to play too." The boy, the older brother, did not set an example, but joined in with the younger brother.

The parents of the two brothers seemed worried that their children would get wet, so they not only prepared umbrellas and raincoats, but also gave them rain boots.This obviously also gave the two children the capital to play with water.

The younger brother grinned and ran to the side of the curb which was ten centimeters high, and then jumped into the puddle with a "snap" and let out a clear "hey hey" laugh.

My brother was not to be outdone, and jumped off the curb with a "one, two, three", and a higher splash was splashed with a "click".

Then, the two kept jumping like a piggy Peppa jumping in a mud pit, and made very childish and hearty laughter from time to time.

Lu Tashan stared blankly for a long time.There are also older brothers in his family, but the eldest brother is about the same age as his mother, and the slightly older fifth brother would never play with him like this.

Therefore, Lu Tashan, who originally envied other people's mother-child relationship, began to envy other people's brotherhood.

After the two brothers stepped on the water to their heart's content, they finally remembered that they had to go home. "It seems to be very late. Mom should have dinner ready. Let's play next time." My brother persuaded.

The younger brother nodded in agreement, and walked towards home holding the little yellow duck umbrella.

Before leaving, my younger brother noticed a person squatting in the corner obliquely in front of him from the corner of his eye.So he paid more attention to it with puzzled eyes, and finally left with his brother.

The lively two brothers left, and Lu Tashan fell into silence again.He sat on the steps, buried his head in his knees, and suddenly regretted running away from home.However, when he thought of his beloved painting being torn to pieces by his mother, he no longer regretted it.

I don't know how long he squatted in the corner, his stomach growled like he was about to rebel.

"Xiao Chaochao, I'm here to help my mother with shopping again today." In the small convenience store next to her, there was a questioning voice from the boss with a completely different attitude.

"Yeah. It's all my brother's fault. I finished the coke that my mother used to make coke chicken wings. My mother still has to cook, and my brother has already picked me up. I'm in a hurry to do my homework, so I have to buy it." The voice of the boy named Xiao Chaochao was exceptionally clear, as if he had a magical power that penetrated everything.

"Then be careful, don't talk to strangers on the way home." The convenience store owner warned.

"I don't talk to strangers casually." Xiao Chaochao said while holding a big bottle of Coke, patting his small chest.

However, the little guy was still promising the owner of the convenience store. After going out with an umbrella, his attention was immediately attracted by the person squatting in the corner.Holding a big bottle of Coke, he walked up to Lu Tashan with a small umbrella, frowned slightly and asked, "Big brother, you have been squatting here for half an hour, why don't you go home? "