Zerg's Golden House Insect

Sean has a long-lost dream of his memory as a human.

He sat in the empty screening room, watching his short life in the boundless darkness.

The picture in front of him is composed of his birth in a commercial marriage, his childhood alone after his parents separated, and his youth when he gave up his trust and betrayed his relatives.The afterimage of the city when the tall buildings fall is the end of it.

He's good, the type who is talented and works hard.When he was a child, he wanted to prove to his seemingly incompatible parents that he was good, valuable, and worthy of being loved.However, this got nothing.He is still a transparent person.Later, his parents reorganized their families, and he became a young master whom no one wanted to see.So hard work and diligence, after continuous inertia, rubbed off on his enough empty and lonely inner choice.

So he still tried his best, grabbing everything he could learn like a dry sponge under the surprised eyes of others.He forced himself to master academic knowledge, sports skills, worldly skills, business methods, and even all kinds of conspiracies and tricks that he didn't like.He has projected an image of perfection, which has attracted countless men and women, and he has refused their approach.Because he knows that his extreme hunger for love is already a sickness, and no one can satisfy it.

During his youth to youth, only his half-brother knocked a crack in his protective shell with several years of perseverance.That illegitimate son, who was not seen in the light, was not recognized by the previous generation, and he was timid in the family, like a poor little mouse.He reminded him of when he was a child, so it was rare for him to show kindness and accept his approach.

But this time he couldn't bear it, so he personally cultivated his worst enemy.

When he accidentally learned that all the accidents and traps planned against him were done by the other party, he was only in a trance for a while.He ruthlessly dealt with the seizure of power, tore away the last mask of warmth between father and son, ignored all opposition and persuasion, and completely emptied the man he had been longing to be recognized by.He controlled the family's most critical resources, trampled on the dignity of all opponents, and made them look up to him with trepidation.

He warned himself not to make mistakes again.He knew that he looked powerful, but he was actually vulnerable.The love he possessed was barren and could not bear any risk.As long as he loves himself, that's enough.

But life is too lonely.In the end, he still couldn't help the temptation, and wanted to touch the unreachable flame.

For the only time in his life, he let go of love, blocked all pursuits, and finally failed again.He failed miserably, with bruises all over his body and ashes in his heart.

Why can other people live a simple, joyful, happy and contented life, but not him?

Is he unworthy?

Yes, he is not worthy.He accepted this fact, because only such an answer could make him feel no pain and no complaints, and stop wasting time in place.He wants to be stronger, he will be stronger, as long as he keeps fighting, he will eventually get rid of this vulnerability.He believed so firmly.

But at some point, the world gradually turned into a gray phantom before his eyes.Breathing has become heavy and tiring for him; living has become a never-ending torture.

He fell in love with stepping on the edge of the top floor in the middle of the night and feeling the chill of the night wind blowing on his face.Only in that short moment, when life and death are intertwined in a thread, and the continuation and the end are only in one thought, does he feel that he is not a corpse, because he still has a choice.He can be infinitely close to liberation, or he can continue to endure and complete the asceticism of life.

The step in the air is the ending he prefers.

He never thought that he would have a second chance.

It's not about starting over, but in another civilization, with another existence, to go through the troubles of the world of mortals again.

The disappearing memory gave him a chance to heal the wound in his heart.For five years, he was carefree and grew up wantonly under the care and arrogance of his two fathers and elder brothers.But good things always have an end.When he accidentally hit his head again, a memory suddenly appeared in his mind.Those fragments were chaotic, but extremely real—he was not dreaming, but suffering, starting again.

He wants to escape.

He will never make the same mistake again.

Bonding, caring, being dear and being loved sounds confusing, but when he is really involved, what awaits him is only a storm of gains and losses.He does not demand eternal tranquility and satisfaction, he only hopes that the time of separation and loss will not be too painful.

As in the past, he knows countless reasons, but he just can't do it.With the persistent and uncomplaining efforts of those bugs, he went back again, embraced his family in this world with open arms, and was taught another lesson by the cruelty of life.

He knew that the more beautiful and precious he was, the less worthy he was.

The video tape of life has been played, leaving only black and white snowflakes on the screen.Xia En sat on the spot dejectedly, his eyes were empty, and he was stuck in the quagmire.The pain split from his chest, like a crack in the ground due to dryness, an endless abyss that could not be filled, black and empty, and swallowed him up.

pain.It hurts.It hurts everywhere.

The young man covered his head, his face twisted, and he let out a silent hiss.

In the boundless darkness, footsteps suddenly sounded.The crispness of the cedar drifted down, like a ray of starlight falling into a crack, illuminating his vision and alleviating the endless pain.He knelt on the ground and couldn't help looking up.

A silhouette gradually emerged. It was a face he liked very much. It was sharp and resolute, hard and powerful. His eyes were calm and deep, with a penetrating sensitivity, but more importantly, it was always burning in the turbulence of the outside world Huo Miao is so tenacious, persistent and fearless.

The flame was so bright, it seemed to burn into his soul, and he felt a thrill, and an absolute longing in his heart.

Sean recognized it as Lloyd Clive.

You still want him, don't you?

Someone beside him said leisurely, it was Yuri who gracefully folded his legs, propped his chin and looked at him with great interest.

But he doesn't belong to me.

He murmured back.He doesn't own him.Lloyd Clive is a living military hen.He has his own secrets, his own worm life experience, too many uncertainties, too many unknowns.He didn't think he could conquer him, nor could he be sure that it would never happen again.

He had struggled to piece together this tattered shell, and he couldn't afford to take any risks.

give it a try.Try again.

More people appeared in the seats next to him.Franz was nodding and smiling at him, the brothers Manson and Lemm patted his shoulders from left to right, Hudson rubbed his hair, his eyes were encouraging and inclusive, and Yuri, his eyes were serious and serious:

My dear brother, if you need to make a choice one day in the future, I also hope that you can give him the respect he deserves.

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Xia En suddenly opened his eyes, and the beating of the heart could be heard clearly, beating heavily on the eardrums.

He didn't quite remember what he dreamed about, only the last scene of the dream, which tenaciously kept seven or eight out of ten.

Yuri's voice was still in his ears.Xia En didn't understand why he suddenly remembered this sentence.He lay flat on the bed, looking at the dark ceiling, feeling the other body that was rubbing against each other tightly, it was so warm and thick, extremely tight, bringing real and palpable safety and stability.

"...Little Master, are you awake?"

The deep and magnetic voice of the female insect sounded in the darkness, and the next moment, the other party stood up and turned on the light.Warm yellow light poured out from the head of the bed, and Xia En's eyes that had just opened narrowed again.And as if knowing his feelings, the tall and strong body moved a bit, blocking the light that was too dazzling for Xiao Xiongzi:

"How's your body? Is there any discomfort?" He stretched out his thick palm, pressed it against the boy's forehead, rubbed it, then slid across his cheek, and came to the side of his neck.

...it was Lloyd.

Xia En closed his eyelids with relief, feeling the warmth seeping slowly from the place where the skin touched.The emptiness and coldness in the dream swept over, and Xia En suddenly felt very cold.He couldn't help grabbing the female's arm, even though his whole body was weak, he still struggled and turned over, trying to wrap his arms around the female.

Aware of his intention, Lloyd slid back silently, closed the quilt for Xia En, and hugged Xiao Xiongzi firmly inside.

"Does your head still hurt?" Without getting a response from the other party, the female continued to ask, and the soft voice fell on Xia En's ear, which was very tickling.

"...It's better." After lying down for a while, the teenager's consciousness was fully awake. He recalled the scene before coma, and felt very strange, "How do you know..." The clear scent of cedar... Xia En Suddenly, he realized that the one in the dream silently used spiritual power to soothe his manic mental sea, "It's you"

"You have been frowning, with a painful expression." The female hand came to his eye sockets and temples, and began to press and rub spontaneously, "I guided it a little bit."

"I didn't wake up. It's troublesome for you to guide unilaterally, right? Actually, it's nothing. It's an old problem. Just rest." The boy squinted his eyes, lay back, let him rub a few times, and stopped his movements. Rubbed up in the bed until they met Lloyd's eyes, and whispered softly:

"What time is it...how's the dance? Ken?...must keep him, don't let Root take him away."

"It's noon on the 18th. Major Jie said that your mental strength is exhausted and you may be weak for a while. It's normal to be afraid of cold and heat, and sleepy and weak. You don't have to worry about the ball, it has been taken care of. The ceremony of knighthood The time has also been adjusted later.”

The admiral of the empire looked over with affectionate gray-green eyes, and answered Xiao Xiongzi's question softly: "As for Ken...young master, can you tell me what happened in the garden yesterday?"

In the external version of Ward Jonathan and Root Price, Shane inexplicably appeared in the garden behind the banquet hall, punched the insects without saying a few words, and struck the insects very hard. The worms were so beaten that they could not move on the ground, and even wanted to kill them.

This sounds really unbelievable. The male only uses force to beat the female?It's not that it's impossible - Yuri Looster can single out a team with one bug - but in terms of statistical probability, it's very difficult to happen.

Lloyd immediately asked Looster's former communications officer.The black-haired retired army female blamed herself very much, and took all the responsibility on herself in words.But as to how Xia En fell into the water, it is still unclear anyway.

For this crucial detail, Lloyd could only wait patiently for Xiao Xiongzi to wake up and ask him about it.

Enveloped by the female worm's gaze, Xia En expressed that he was very grateful, but thinking of what he did on the spur of the moment, the young master hesitated a bit.

Yesterday's dance was broadcast live by thousands of media outlets across the empire, and the empire's officials had already prepared a draft to be released after the dance.And now?With the great freedom and openness of public opinion in the imperial media, it is conceivable that the star network must be very lively now.

Looking back now, if he could have calmed down a little at that time, he wouldn't have ruined his adult ceremony with his own hands.He was used to being scolded, so it didn't matter.But the adulthood ceremony is different after all. This is not a matter of him alone. It involves the face of the Looster family, as well as the prestige and future plans of the insect emperor Ismir and Lloyd.

His eyes flickered here, and he remained silent for a long time. The admiral of the empire could only sigh, caressed the top of his hair, and placed a light comforting kiss on his forehead:

"I know you're here to help Ken. It's okay if you don't want to talk about some things. But as far as I know you, even if you were really angry at the time, you didn't want to kill Ward Jonathan and Rue as they say. Te Price Bar"

Such a light kiss, and it was still on the forehead, made Xiao Xiongzi stunned.If he remembers correctly, this is the first time that an admiral of the empire has taken the initiative to kiss him... The young man's heart was full of waves, but his face remained calm:

"That's right, at that moment, I really wanted to kill them." At this point, the male insect's hoarse and cold voice suddenly became gloomy and cold.

Xia En can still recall that cold killing intent to this day.It seeps out from the spiritual core and originates from the deepest desire for destruction in the heart.It was so strong and real, as if it had been dormant in the bottom of his heart, so when it broke out suddenly, it dominated his consciousness and body with falsehood.

"But that idea was stuffed into my head by Chongqiang... Some insects used spiritual hints on me. It was not an accident that I fell into the pool. They froze and hardened the ice with mental power, which can only be broken with mental power ..."

"Lloyd, what are they going to do? Kill me? Or do they want me to go to jail?  …"

"This is a test." The female worm suddenly said, her voice was very cold.

"...They want to know my real level of spiritual power?" Xia En thought for a while before reacting.

"It's not just a male insect that can destroy the mental vision of other insects, young master."

Lloyd looked at him and straightened the broken hair on his forehead with his fingers: "It seems that you can't hide your strength. Besides Juvayer, you have also taken action to teach Ward in recent months. Pleasant The Si family has been a little abnormal for the past six months... Now it seems that they finally can't help it..." In the last part of the sentence, the female's voice was extremely low, basically talking to herself.

"What's the problem with the Price family?" Shane was very concerned about the point revealed by the female insect, "Will it affect Ken? You should know that Ken was matched by the brain to that bastard Lute. Lloyd De, is there any way to help him?"

"Before, I asked you what you meant." Lloyd's eyes darkened.He was talking about the topic that the two worms discussed when they returned from the base to Looster Mansion.

Shane stopped talking.He didn't care about that meeting because he respected Ken's decision.But he didn't expect that Ken was so unlucky that the hero chosen by the brain for him would be the dwarf of the Price family.It's fine if it's an ineffective male son from another noble family, after all, every bug has its own life, and he's not the savior of the world.

Cannot really.The little man looks ordinary and a little cowardly, but he actually has many special hobbies in sex|things.It is said that he has killed many female insects, all of which were dealt with by Price's family in various ways.

"We can't put Ken back, Lloyd."

The boy repeated, his attitude was very firm.Lloyd stopped stroking his hair.He found that he didn't want to hear Xiao Xiongzi talk about another female in such a concerned tone at this time.Jealousy and possessiveness come so suddenly, completely beyond the control of reason.

"……I agree."

After a long silence, the admiral of the empire spoke up, affirming Xia En's opinion.

"But as long as the marriage relationship exists for a day, Ken is the female of the Price family, and it is legal and reasonable for Root Price to treat him. If Price comes to ask for a bug, there is nothing we can do in a short time. Hope Young master, you can understand."

He and Xia En are not stupid. As Ken, he is not qualified to attend the young master's adult insect dance.But Price actually brought the former Looster Corps communications officer among his dozen female slaves, and it was clear what he was up to.And this kind of behavior is bound to be tacitly approved by the family, which represents the attitude of the other party.Of these two families, Price had been at odds with Looster before, while Jonathan had just switched sides, trying to make a further step in the imperial political arena.

Shane also knew what Lloyd said.So at this point, he also began to worry.just before that...

"Are you... jealous?"

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From the very beginning, these two rivalry scenes were long, long, long...