Zerg's Golden House Insect

"Shawn!"

It was just over, and I actually heard this kind of words.Lloyd looked at him in disbelief.

Unexpectedly, although the words he spoke were quite sarcastic and his expression was provocative and fearless, the mist that had disappeared before came back in the boy's blue eyes, covering them wetly.

So the anger of the general of the empire disappeared instantly.He could only sigh, and said helplessly, "Don't say that again."

"I'm not using you as a stand-in. Never. You're you, Yuri is Yuri, Franz is Franz, you're all separate beings. I, Lloyd Cliff, aren't confused enough to do that stupidity."

Speaking of the latter, his tone was stern and persuasive, and there was a bit of anger in his gray-green eyes, the kind of cold eyes that can scare the timid into weak legs.

It's just that Xia En has long been immune, and he snorted unhappily, feeling complicated in his heart, a little satisfied, mixed with other vague things.Xiao Xiongzi wanted to ask again, but knew he was wrong, so he could only give up getting up from the carpet, threw himself into the bed, and at the same time lifted the quilt, hooked his hand at the female and said, "I'm sleepy, come up to sleep."

Lloyd looked at the mess on the ground and the marks on his body, and wanted to refuse, but in the end he did as the young master wished, and lay down beside him.Xiao Xiongzi and the others spread out their hands and feet, and physically encircled him, but due to the difference in body size, he hugged both of them uncomfortable.

"Let me do it." Lloyd asked Salisa, the family intelligence brain, to turn off the lights in the room, and opened his arms to embrace the blond boy's fragile body into his arms.

A hearty orgy, no matter when it is, is an excellent medicine to dispel negative emotions.Xia En felt the fiery body of the female insect, and the tense thread in his mind had been loosened.Leaning against the female, his thoughts were flowing, so easily revealing the fragility he had endured a moment ago.

"Lloyd, brother, he prepared a birthday present for me..." the young man whispered, "It's a mecha, not a model, it's a mecha that can really be manipulated...Ismir said that it was originally a ration Big Brother’s is very expensive and rare, but just because I like it, he passed it on to me without even asking…”

"That's good." Lloyd stroked the top of the boy's hair and said in a low voice.

"It's not good at all!" Xia En retorted, and then his voice quieted down again: "I'm a well-known waste in the Loos family! Huahua credits can be used to collect models to satisfy the collection addiction, what do I want that for... ...I..." Xiao Xiongzi's voice was suddenly choked with sobs, so he buried his head in the female's chest, and continued in a muffled voice:

"Use it for me, I'll just waste it...I'm not worth it...not worthy of him..."

"Don't say that."

Lloyd sighed in his heart, he didn't understand why the boy always despised himself so much.From rejecting the duke position at the beginning and saying that he was not good enough, now after accepting the gift from his brother, it replaces the uneasiness that should be joyful.He obviously has brains and potential, he has a calm and objective understanding of the overall situation, and he is mature and mature in handling certain things. Even if he is not as good as Yuri and other brothers, he shouldn't be so arrogant.

More emotionally.Seemingly frivolous, it turned out to be unexpectedly fragile and innocent.Compared with himself and Franz back then, Xia En is much purer and better.

"You are fine, really fine." The female sighed from the bottom of her heart.

"...Liar..." Xia En didn't believe it at all, "In the eyes of all you worms, I'm a piece of mud that can't be lifted up, am I? If I don't ask about Vasago, you will never tell. Because I failed your assessment at all. I am not the Grand Duke of Looster who will satisfy you."

"Do you think so?" Lloyd was a little stunned.His hand has slipped from the top of his head, and he is stroking the boy's back at this moment, greedy for the delicate touch of the male's skin, his heart is soft and messy, he knows that he needs to refute clearly at this time, so as to clear away those entangled in the little male's heart , the seeds of self-doubt.

So he used a firmer tone than before, and slowly said word by word:

"No. I won't tell you. It's the same reason Yuri has been keeping secrets from you. It's a shackle, a heavy shackle. I've forced you to do something I don't like, and it's already made me feel guilty .And Vasago, if you know it, you know it, you can never be completely, completely out of Looost."

The female frankly confessed the reasons for her choice. He had never told any insects about these considerations, and he never planned to tell the little male in front of him.As an imperial general, sincerity and self-discipline are engraved in his bones.But for Xia En, it was unexpectedly easier than he had imagined to choose to reveal part of his inner activities.

The female worm's words effectively restrained the young man's constantly collapsing psychological defense line. Once he thought about it, those thoughts of endless winding and climbing up, self-pity stopped at that point, and Xia En was able to breathe.He lay in the female's arms, listening to her heartbeat, and slowly returned to his sanity.

"...You know about the gift." The young man was silent for a while, and suddenly said this.

"……I know."

"Know it and don't say it..." Xia En gritted his teeth and said bitterly.

"This is Yuri's 'surprise'." The female insect replied calmly.

This sentence poked at the painful point in Xia En's heart again.With a sore nose, he hurriedly pressed his head back on Lloyd's chest so that he wouldn't look at him.

Ever since he saw the mecha at Ismir's place, he was only happy for a few minutes, and then even a steady stream of dull pain choked in his chest, making him breathless.

Those bugs on the Starnet are right.He is a heartless little bastard. Not only did he not have red eyes under the media camera, but even at the funeral, he did not shed a single tear.He knew he'd lost something so important that he should be in pain and sleepless nights, but he didn't.He can't sleep well, but he can still sleep; he can't eat well, but he doesn't know how to go on a hunger strike.

The survival instinct is stronger than ever, because thinking of Yuri and the others will hurt, so once there is a slight sign, he will cut it off without hesitation, lock the door firmly, and prohibit any further contact.

The facts that happened cannot be changed, so it is useless to regret, and it is just meaningless torture to think about it again and again; the dead cannot be brought back to life, so it is useless to blindly dwell on the past, it is better to focus on future plans.

This is how he was taught to grow up. He hated such a ruthless and utilitarian family philosophy, but when it was his turn, he found that this belief had penetrated into his soul, and even if he changed his life, he could not eradicate it.

Not so with Franz, Uri, Manson, Rem, and the rest of the loosters.They seem to know how to love and give by nature, brave and confident, without the shadow of jealousy or resentment of injustice.They accepted him, propped up a piece of sky for him, let him live freely and grow up freely, even if he is a waste, as long as he is willing, they will do their best to support him.

Mecha model collection is just another time-consuming choice for him.That's right, he is very good at mech battle games, but that's just a game, and actually operating a mech is extremely complicated and difficult.His head hurts just thinking about it!So even if Yuri said several times that he would take him to test drive a real mecha, he still laughed and refused.

And what kind of worm would be so disregarding its own needs, and give such a valuable weapon to an ignorant trash?

You know, that is the latest secret model developed by the Empire!As long as a little news is released, Xia En is sure that there will be countless drivers who will try their best to get it at all costs!

However, this kind of thing just happened.Xia En thought it was unbelievable, but His Majesty Zongdi just raised his eyebrows, with a look of familiarity.Presumably in the eyes of other worms, Yuri's younger brother's reputation has long been famous, and it is only natural for him to do anything.

But the problem is, he doesn't deserve to be so cherished!

He is selfish and indifferent, cowardly and despicable, knowing that Yuri and the others were designed by a conspiracy, his first thought was not to take revenge, but to be afraid of the shackles that were about to bind him.Having been deprived of his most precious family, he flinched, hesitated, passive, passive, and only wanted to escape rather than anger.And if Lloyd hadn't followed him every step of the way after returning from Redhart, he would have disappeared from Looster long ago...

Something hot fell out of the eye sockets uncontrollably, and the soreness and pain accumulated for a long time finally found an outlet. With this beginning, there was no way to stop it.Xia En let the tears flow down, and when it slipped into the corner of his mouth, and the tip of his tongue tasted the little salty taste, he realized what happened.

He wanted to get up and find a tissue to wipe his tears, but Lloyd hugged him very tightly. He struggled a bit and couldn't get away, so he could only turn his head to the other side, bit his lips tightly, and prevented himself from sobbing. Voice.

"I won't say it."

The reassuring magnetic voice came together with the warm palm on his head.The other party hugged him tightly from behind, and the warm breath swept over the upper ear, slowly falling one by one like soft feathers, gently wrapping his heart:

"I know you are feeling very sad, just let it out...don't pretend anymore..."

Such a simple two sentences seemed to turn on a switch somewhere in my heart.Xia En's throat became more sour, and tears burst out.

He misses his elder brother so much, Manson Rem so much, Franz so much, Hudson so much... He got it, he lost it again, lost it forever, he will never see them again, no matter whether they are opened How many times the door of the house, they will never return...

Lloyd's hands covered the boy's face, holding back his silent sobs.The emperor will never know how pitiful his expression is.Because of the fragility of another worm, his hard and powerful outer shell fell off silently, revealing the softness inside that has not been seen for a long time.

At this moment, he is not a cold military female who is used to seeing life and death parting, nor is she a superior, tolerant and pampered elder.He feels, bears, and accommodates Xiaoxiongzi's pain, helplessness, sadness and scruples, his heart is like a knife, and he loves him infinitely.He felt a great power, screaming in the depths of his soul, he was willing to do anything, as long as he could get back the innocent and bright smile of the young master.

Xia En cried silently like this for a while, and the sound of sobbing was suppressed in his throat the whole time, turning into a very low and fine murmur.His shrugging shoulders gradually slowed down, suggesting that the sudden collapse was nearing an end.So the female worm stretched out her arms to lure him back into her arms, stroked his bare back with her palms again and again, and patted him lightly from time to time to help the little male calm down.

Xia En's breathing slowly calmed down, and his heartbeat slowed down a little bit.After going through such a huge mood swing, Xiaoxiongzi should be very tired by now.The female insect remains motionless and considerate, giving full play to the role of the insect flesh cushion, silently accompanying the little male to sleep.

The warmth of the body touching is so comfortable and warm. When Xia En's consciousness was blurred, a thought suddenly pushed through the thick fog again, showing its whole picture.

"Lloyd... there is something, you must not forget..." A somewhat hoarse voice sounded in the female's arms, "It's done, you're going to give me a baby..."

"........."

Unexpectedly, when the other party brought up the nonsense when he was in a state of infatuation, Lloyd couldn't help but hear it.

In such a situation and such an atmosphere, no matter what Xia En said, all he had to do was agree to obey unconditionally.Therefore, although he paused for a while, the admiral of the empire finally agreed hesitantly: "Yes..."

"I'm serious." The young man listened to the heartbeat in his ear, his voice gradually lowered, apparently tired, "They're all gone...I'm alone...so lonely, so lonely..."

"You...I probably..." Sean lowered his eyelids, and he muttered something, which Lloyd couldn't hear clearly.

"It should be a good thing to have a worm cub..." He muttered to himself, as if in his sleep.

"You won't be lonely anymore..." The female looked at the little male with closed eyelids, her voice was soft but resounding, "I will be by your side."

"always there."

The author has something to say:

Emotional flow contestant writes another chapter in one scene (covering face and crying)

The admiral is old, and his mentality will also be strong when he is old. He is the worm mentor of the young master in a certain way

This is one of the cutest things about this pair of CPs!Hope you like it! ~