Zerg's Golden House Insect

Lloyd froze.He hoped he heard it wrong, but he was very sure that the question came from Shane's mouth.

"Didn't expect me to know?"

Xia En's attitude was very natural, and his tone was no different from before.He kept this sentence in his heart for a long time, imagining all kinds of confrontation occasions, some of which were heartbroken or desperate, but when it really happened, Xia En found that he could be so calm.

He "witnessed" the painful choice of the young Lloyd, and heard his very frank self-analysis.If he still had a little fantasy before, then after that, he has completely awakened from the childish and ridiculous dream.

The past that he was unable to change has converged into the present heavy and helpless reality.He has to accept it and he has to deal with it.

"Lloyd, your secrecy work is not very good." The blond male said lightly, he let go of the female's hand, and his whole body fell back on the carpet with a thud, stretching his limbs out deliberately, as if The action is a little easier, and the dialogue can be simpler:

"You and I should clean up and clean up the bugs around us."

Xia En looked at the ceiling at the top of the tower, feeling empty inside.The afterglow of the afternoon poured in from the glass, scalding his skin hot, making him slack and tired.He really wanted to sleep for a while and escape from here.

"Little Master..."

In a shorter time than Sean expected, the admiral of the empire spoke.His low, hoarse voice was a little more gloomy: "That bug egg is not in my plan. Because too many inhibitors and retarders were used, the doctors suggested removing it."

This is a legitimate reason.Perfectly explained the behavioral motives of female insects.But for a moment, Xia En still didn't know whether to believe it or not.Immediately, he remembered where he was.Mental simulacra.Ah, the female cannot lie.His general was telling the truth at this moment.

Because there is no result, why not say it?Sean grasped the logic of Lloyd's behavior almost instantly.

"...we'll have another baby." The female lay down beside him.The plain color ring between the fingers reflects the shaking light spots on the ceiling.His gray hair swept across Xia En's field of vision, and then his fiery and solid body actively pressed against him. "Shawn."

As long as you open your mouth lightly, you can call out your own name perfectly.But Lloyd hardly ever called him out in this way.Xia En sniffed the familiar scent of cedar on the opponent's body, and felt a little amused by the rare soft posture of the opponent.It's not that his general doesn't understand, it's not that he can't, he just needs the right target and the right time.

"Why didn't you tell the truth when I asked you just now?"

Xia En stared at the female's lips, his eyes slipped from his lip line to his neck, and then through the first and second shirt buttons, he looked into his strong, strong and flexible chest.

"Worried that I, like other males, will insist on keeping this cub regardless of your wishes?"

"I still feel that this matter has nothing to do with me, you can decide on your own, and you don't need to inform or ask for my opinion?"

After a few rhetorical questions, the young man realized the coldness of his tone after a while.It's strange, after holding it in for so long and knowing so much, he is obviously not angry anymore and can fully understand some of Lloyd's decisions, but when he repeats it like this, why is there still resentment and unwillingness in his words.

"..." The worm he questioned didn't respond.Maybe it's because, objectively speaking, the deception has already happened, so any explanation is an excuse.Xia En felt amused in his heart.In just half a year, he can already understand why the admiral of the empire is often silent.

Lloyd Clive is not a bad talker.He just doesn't bother to cover up the pretense.He didn't refute it because he was right.

"Ha." Xia En didn't swallow the sneer.He stretched out his hand, unbuttoned the shirt once again as he wished, and then covered it with his palm without any barriers.

The physical contact in the mental simulation is no different from the real world.It's just that there are no red marks left by those props.But obviously the consciousness of the female insect still remembers.Lloyd began to pant, and he embraced the young man's body with his backhand, like a drowning man climbing onto a driftwood, eager and fanatical.

"This matter... Xavier told you." The admiral of the empire is no longer a guess, but an affirmation, "He did this to provoke the relationship between you and me."

"He can't be trusted, I know." Xia En pointed out the hint in the female worm's words.He leaned into Lloyd's ear and said in a deep voice, "But he didn't lie about this."

"..." Lloyd sighed.After such a long circle, he finally figured out why his little male was so weird. "Young master, because of this, you refused to communicate with me for so many days?"

"I know you are very angry and dissatisfied with me... This is my fault, you can treat me whatever you want in private..."

"But no matter what, you can't risk your own safety. It's lucky that you came back safe and sound this time. But what about next time?" Lloyd began to tighten his grip on Shane's hand. He recalled the past ten years. The long torment of the next day, I don't want to go through it again.

"Young master, you are already the Duke of Looster, sometimes, you can't be emotional—"

"Enough!" Sean interrupted.He gave Lloyd a push, sat up, his eyes fell on the female's waist, and his brows were gloomy, "It's doing this again, isn't it bothering you?"

Lloyd was annoyed.He knew he had said the wrong thing.He obviously didn't want to criticize, but when he opened his mouth, some words were out of control.

The Imperial Admiral propped himself up with his hands and stood up from the carpet.He paused for a while, and then under the gaze of the young man, he spoke again: "Young master, if you have any doubts, you can ask me directly, I will definitely tell you what I can..."

"Ask you for proof?" Xia En sneered and interrupted again.He looked up and looked straight at Lloyd, "I asked, what happened?"

The admiral of the empire turned pale and had nothing to say.

The topic changed again.This is the unavoidable core.Sean resented this, he knew the answers, all the answers.But he still didn't want to accept it.

"Lloyd, you know what?" Shane murmured.For this conversation, he felt extremely bored and boring. He didn't want to continue, but he had to continue, "I really want to believe that you don't know about the marriage contract. I also want to think that you have difficulties about the cub. But I Can't do it..."

"Young master..." After so much effort, I still got this kind of response.Lloyd pressed the young man's shoulders in disbelief, and growled angrily: "I really have nothing to do with Franz! You clearly saw it!"

"Yeah, I see..." Xia En glanced at him mockingly, "But you think, do I want this?"

The admiral of the empire stared blankly at his little male, not understanding the meaning of his words, but he clearly captured the emotion conveyed by the young man's expression.The dissatisfaction dissipated.He feels hurt.He tried to defend himself, but his tongue froze.

"I can't help it..." In the end, the female worm exhausted all her strength and murmured illogical broken words. "I don't want you to be sad..."

"Lloyd, you are too arrogant. Too self-righteous. From the beginning to now. You have always been like this." Shane took Lloyd's helplessness into his eyes, and a malicious pleasure rose in his heart.

"Keep talking about how the Grand Duke Looster is doing, and keep saying it's for my own good. You can't even do the most basic respect and honesty with the guidance and tolerance of an elder."

He had reminded this female insect that she repeatedly pushed her bottom line, but the other party always went her own way, stubborn and self-centered.

"You know, the more you try to do it all for me, the more uneasy I feel."

"I couldn't help but ask myself, how many things are you hiding from me? Which ones are true and which ones are your 'white lies'?"

Xia En lowered his head and pulled his hair with his hands.Being so open made him restless, he felt the panic of being exposed, but something was pushing him and he couldn't stop.

"You habitually take on everything, do so many things for me that I should do, and have no complaints about my evasion and laziness. The bottom line is not because of your ability and sense of responsibility, but because of your opinionated."

"You want to atone for your sins, so you have to support Looster; you think that other people are unreliable and untrustworthy, so you do it yourself, and you only believe in yourself..."

"But if you don't trust others, how can others trust you?!"

The dissatisfaction accumulated for a long time, and the thoughts that only occasionally flashed in his mind, all turned into sharp weapons, and shot at the female insect that he loved and hated in front of him one sentence at a time.

Shane knew that these accusations were not objective at all, very biased, and even had a lot of emotions that Lloyd should not pay for.But not only is the admiral of the empire unable to tell lies here, as a mental body, he is also very emotionally unstable.These were not so much indictments as his self-loathing.

Lloyd was not wrong.What was wrong was himself who gave his own self-care after the top, and then flinched and avoided whenever there was a turmoil.But these are easier than pointing a sharp knife at yourself, hurting others and shirking responsibility.

"Master..." Lloyd hugged Shane. He never thought that Shane would think like this, but the little male worm was right. "I'm sorry, I'm too arrogant..." His words were so weak that he had no choice but to apologize.

"Why didn't you tell me?" The blond male pushed him away.His eyes were red, his blue eyes were covered with mist, and his voice was faintly crying, "Since you promised to be my female monarch, I will be the male father of the cubs. This is a matter between us two."

Emotions are out of control.Sean is clearly aware of this fact, but he doesn't want to control it.He looked at the female, and continued to reveal the root causes of the mutual understanding:

"You didn't tell me because you didn't want others to interfere and change your decision-making, and also because you thought from the bottom of your heart that I was unreliable and untrustworthy—"

"No!" The gray-haired female vehemently denied it. There was a bit of panic on his resolute face, obviously anticipating the direction of this conversation.He tried to stop: "Young master, you did a good job, really good—"

"Don't lie! Here, you can't lie to me." Xia En suppressed the rebuttal of the female worm viciously.His blue pupils seemed to be covered with a layer of ice and snow, and the mist filled the air, making it impossible to see anything clearly. "You thought so, I heard."

The general of the empire bowed his head.

The room was silent.The afterglow of the setting sun covered the two insects with golden outlines, and the sound of the ticking pendulum seemed endless.

After an unknown amount of time, the still figure suddenly moved.

"You are right to hide the matter from me."

In a trance, Lloyd heard a voice say so.He raised his head in astonishment, and saw the blond male worm with one hand on his knees, his blond hair covering him, his beautiful profile looking at the glass window, the whole worm was silent and lonely, and the anger, resentment, dissatisfaction and sadness a moment ago seemed to have never appeared before. .

"I'm not a qualified Grand Duke of Looster. I'm lazy, rash, brainless, and can only say some pretty words. I can't compare with Franz or Yuri at all."

"I can't even live my own life well, so I have no right to decide whether another life will go or not." Xia En looked at the admiral of the empire, and his expression returned to his previous calm.He spoke softly, like talking to himself, but enough for the other worm to hear clearly.

"Besides, I don't like being a duke very much, and I don't know how long I can be... Even if you tell me, it doesn't make sense."

"Young master, you say that..." The female worm trembled her lips, her gray-green eyes were shining brightly, "What do you mean?"

Blue eyes looked over.The golden-haired male's eyes became softer, full of complex meanings that the generals of the empire could not understand.

"Lloyd, you have worked hard for so many years. No matter how much you owe Franz, I think it is almost paid off." Shane smiled calmly, "You have no responsibility to Looster anymore, You don't owe me anything."

"Let's call off the engagement." The male patted the Admiral's cheek, his voice was gentle and full of love.

"I set you free."

The author has something to say:

Don't hit me, run away with the lid on the pot

I don’t know how to explain the entangled heart of the young master, and the deduction process of how he came to this conclusion (roll)

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