Zerg's Golden House Insect

Lloyd's expression froze, and he looked back at Shane with complicated eyes.He didn't expect that the moment Young Master Looster opened his mouth, he hit the bull's-eye, the most crucial point among those dusty past events.

The female opened her mouth, subconsciously wanting to explain, but stopped when she reached her mouth.

When he lay down on the bed and was hypnotized by the male psychic power, Lloyd was mentally prepared accordingly.However, he did not wait for the expected torment, instead, he had a deep and sweet sleep in a short period of time.

Because of the strength of her mental power, this sleep only lasted for a short time, and the consciousness of the female awakened.At the same time, he noticed that there was another external spiritual power in his mental image, and he was rummaging for something.

The intruder is so big and undisguised, and there is nothing abnormal about his spiritual sea. Apart from the influence of the relationship with each other, it is more of the special mental power of the male.

It wasn't until this moment that the general of the empire fully understood what Xia En had mentioned several times before, wandering and rummaging through the minds of other bugs.That's not the common male's ability to read the surface consciousness, but a supercomputer-like ability to perform precise and unmistakable searches, correlate related events, and even reproduce scenes in the deepest subconscious.

As long as the young man wants to know, he can know, even including what the person concerned has forgotten.There is no hiding any secret, any dirty, fleeting thought.

Lloyd once experienced such a terrifying spiritual talent skill at the Duke of Carlisle when he was a teenager, and he still remembers it deeply, even just thinking about it makes his hairs stand on his back and he feels cold.

Lloyd hurried to the White Tower.But it's still too late.When the gray-haired female saw Xia En sitting quietly on the chair, she knew that she couldn't hide the matter.He rushed in front of the young man in a panic, subconsciously wanting to tear off the book and interrupt the other party's search for his memory.But reason defeated instinct, and he hesitated.

He asked himself, Shane saw it, so what?He is so selfish, despicable, and ugly.Without this time, there will be a next time.Either from his head, or from someone else's mouth.Instead of hiding it, it is better to be decent and give yourself some final dignity.

"...What's the matter?" Xia En noticed his hesitation, and his ice-blue pupils glanced over, as if mocking, "You just promised, are you going to break your promise?"

The female worm shook her head and shook her fist beside her to soothe her inner anxiety.

"Young master, you and I both know that only worms with a comprehensive level of A-level have the possibility of a second advancement. But when the second advancement occurs...every worm is different." Lloyd slowly Open your mouth, but what you say is basic common sense.

"Ha." Xia En suddenly laughed. He was very curious about the other party's purpose in such a devious way, so he continued very cooperatively: "That's right. Whether it is a male or a female, we can only guess based on historical FQ data. The advanced occurrence time range. And the accuracy of this range is very low.”

"What's even more funny is that because there is almost no difference between the symptoms of the pre-advanced stage and the ordinary FQ period, many bugs don't realize that they are not experiencing the ordinary FQ period until the advanced stage really starts... That's what you want to say, Lao Ed?"

"Young master, I don't want to defend myself... But when that incident happened, it was almost a year before Franz expected to advance."

Sean knew Lloyd wasn't lying.In that memory, he shared what the female knew and felt.Although when the accident happened, he was trapped in his own feelings and had no time to care about him, but looking back now, Lloyd did have such traces of self-persuasion in his heart.

"Of course you hope it's just an ordinary FQ." Shane stated indifferently what Lloyd was thinking back then, "In this way, even if Sierra Remus is injured, he won't lose his life because of the FQ. Yours The task can be completed. At the same time, just in case, if it really happens to be advanced, Sierra Remus is A-level, which can also guarantee Franz's smooth advancement."

After many years of cowardice and luck, the youth pointed out one by one.Lloyd felt a bitterness spread from his throat to the cavity of his tongue, as if the flames were burning, burning and frying, making him unbearable.

"The result, Lloyd?" Sean asked softly, "Your arrogance led to the death of Serra Remus; Franz succeeded in advancing, but fell from A+ to A-level, and completely missed the S-level .”

"This kind of result will only happen if the second step fails. He obviously succeeded, but he went back one step..."

The blond male worm stared blankly at the admiral of the empire with a face that was [-]% similar to Franz, like a judge in charge of the hammer of justice in court, about to give the criminal the final sentence:

"—Frantz is the problem, isn't it?"

"..." Lloyd's lips were straightened unnaturally, and a tingle flashed in the gray-green pupils.He remained silent, lowered his head without saying anything, and put his forehead on the back of the young man's hand.

So Sean knew he had guessed right.In the later memory, the female's negative emotions were too strong, and it was difficult for him to break away from Lloyd's first-person perspective and integrate the fragmented information.This reason is a possibility that he synthesized all kinds of information and deduced it.

The female worm's skin was covered with sweat, and her whole body was tense.Far from being as calm and composed as he showed.Realizing this, Xia En couldn't help but feel soft.This is how Lloyd was in his memory. No matter how terrified, distressed and sad he was, he could hold back and pretend to be safe and sound to deceive others.

The slender fingers with well-defined joints gently stroked the female's gray hair, with an imperceptible sense of comfort.Xia En was doing the movements that the generals of the empire usually do, and even his voice didn't feel warm.

"He didn't want to, did he? He didn't want Sierra Remus to be his guide, so he barely succeeded, but went from an A+ to an A..."

"...Yes." Lloyd replied almost inaudibly.

"In that case, I don't understand, Lloyd." Sean sighed, "If it's because of Sierra Remus... that kind of situation, it's not that there are other ways..."

"Why did you leave Franz like that?" Shane leaned forward, holding the back of the female's head with both hands, forcing him to raise his head and get closer, as if to see through all of Lloyd's disguises and reach the depths of his soul: " What are you afraid of in the end?"

"Tell me, Lloyd."

In that memory, Lloyd was him, he was Lloyd.Those unknown entanglements, pains, fragility and helplessness, anxiety and despair, he completely experienced and perceived them as they were.

At the same time, he is himself.Looking at this part of Lloyd's past that he could never participate in and change, he was burned by the fire of jealousy and eaten by the poisonous snake of hatred.He felt deeply powerless, and this powerlessness turned into a desire to destroy, making him want to hurt the other party.

In the end, the sourness and pain in his chest overwhelmed the condensed sharp blade.He can no longer stand on the moral high ground, questioning and accusing the female for his own selfish desires.

It was he who insisted on digging out this scar.Then he will have to bear the consequences.He wanted to thoroughly figure out the real reason why this female worm voluntarily carried the shackles.

"This question... I thought about it later." The admiral of the empire pursed his lips, talking about such a private matter seemed to make him a little uncomfortable.But under Xia En's scorching gaze, his thick eyelashes slowly lifted, revealing the quiet and deep gray-green pupils underneath.

"I've been deceiving myself for a long time with reasons like completing tasks. Those are excuses, young master."

"I didn't choose to be Franz's mentor at the time, just because I didn't want to."

Sean was surprised by the answer.But Lloyd's eyes were very serious, and he was even more confused.Obviously the two worms are interested in each other, Franz even submitted the marriage application first, but Lloyd made a betrayal choice and ruined this relationship with his own hands.

Xu Shi saw the suspicion in the eyes of the young master Looster, and the admiral of the empire continued:

"There has never been a future between me and Franz. He is the respected Lord Duke, and I am just a bastard with unknown parents. I am not qualified to be his female monarch, nor can I brazenly monopolize him."

"Did a bug say anything about it?" Shane thought for a moment, and quickly realized, "Uh, is it Carlisle? Or Bellick?"

"It's true, young master." Lloyd was startled again by the young man's sensitivity.He didn't deny it, "My background is a fact that even if I become an S-rank female, it won't change the fact. And as long as I'm with Franz, this will always be a problem."

The reason given by the female was logically sound, but Xia En still felt that something was wrong.The Lloyd he knew was so self-confident that he was almost conceited. Maybe he really felt inferior to his origin when he was young, but he definitely wouldn't let Franz let go because of this.

Lloyd pulled the young man's hand away, pinched it again, and continued to whisper:

"I can't love him the way he wants, young master. If we do get together, it will be a disaster."

"Is he not good?" Xia En murmured, if Franz Looster wasn't good enough, what about him?

"Master, do you know what the most important duty of Looster's shadow is?" Lloyd stroked the palm of the male worm, and the subject suddenly changed: "It's not guarding, but..." He mumbled At the corner of his mouth, "Birth a qualified successor worm for Looster."

Sean was taken aback, and he slowly looked at Lloyd.Under the setting sun, the Lloyd in the mental simulacrum, at this moment, revealed a certain sharpness familiar to Sean.

"This is the purpose of Vasago's original establishment. Loost needs powerful males, but the objects it can marry are becoming more and more corrupt, and the females of the family are getting lower and lower. In order to solve this problem, but also to get rid of The shackles of the in-law relationship, the Grand Dukes of Looster, recruited powerful females from the common people to form Vasago, and at the same time selected suitable insects from them, and let them produce male cubs with the potential to be promoted to S rank."

"The body and mind of the shadow belong to the master. Most of the shadows picked up think it is an honor... But in fact, they are just goods in the eyes of the male insects. Vasago, in fact, is no different from the guards of other nobles. In a way..." The female worm paused, as if she was considering the right words, and finally, he chose that word.

"They're even more miserable."

"Little master, I don't want to dedicate my whole life for that kind of hypocrisy. I don't want to gamble on Franz's 'affectionate'. My feelings, my way, my destiny, these things, I just want to control them In my own hands, I don’t want to be controlled by any insect or anything.”

"I'm such a selfish worm."

"Would you... resent me for that?" Lloyd asked.

The author has something to say:

It took me a day to write ORZ for one chapter, it was too difficult for me, I hope the relevant parts can be explained clearly woo woo woo

Speaking of these chapters, I frantically dropped them, didn’t I, and unconsciously stunned some readers... covering their faces and running wildly

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, I wish you all a Happy New Year in advance! Be happy! =3==3==3=