director!Let's have another kiss scene

Traveling is at least very enjoyable.For several days in a row, Li Xiaoyu lived a peaceful life, and took a ride with Wei Lai to wander around the island casually, looking at the plants and animals, attending some parties in the hotel in the evening, occasionally someone set off fireworks on the beach, and there were a few Rock band performance.

Wei Lai has shown some healthy breath in the past few days, and his sleep quality is better than Li Xiaoyu's. He goes to bed early and wakes up early in the morning.

Li Xiaoyu was taken care of with her in every possible way, and she seemed to be like that child again, who could act coquettishly and wildly in front of her.

"I'm exhausted." Li Xiaoyu couldn't tell which day it was, she was dragged to the swimming pool in the hotel today, exhausted.

Wei Lai disciplined her like her mother: "Take off your shoes before going to bed." He sat next to her and untied her sandals while talking.

Li Xiaoyu kicked off her shoes, feeling very sleepy: "I don't want to wash anymore, I want to sleep."

"Dirty child." Wei Lai leaned over, touched her forehead, and kissed her face.

Li Xiaoyu got into the thin quilt, and their relationship was restored very much like when they were children, infinitely close, but not involving sex.She didn't want to kiss Wei Lai, and Wei Lai had never kissed her before, at most he only kissed at the corner of her mouth. According to Zhou Jianing's words, both of them may be sexual|frigid.

But Li Xiaoyu was too tired from playing today, she didn't want to think, so she closed her eyes decisively.

In my ears, there was the sound of Wei Lai and the unit extending her vacation, and the sound of her bathing water.

The window was wide open, Li Xiaoyu felt a little cold from the sea breeze, she called her sister twice, but no one answered, Wei Lai was taking a bath.She got up dizzy, went to close the balcony door and window, and drew the curtains.Feeling thirsty, go to the table to get a glass of water and drink.He raised his head and swallowed the water, put down the cup in his hand, and saw a small white medicine bottle.

Zaleplon.

sleeping pills.

For a moment, Li Xiaoyu seemed to be hit in the chest by something, and felt very ridiculous.

Wei Lai came out in her pajamas, her hair was half-dried, and when she saw her beside the bed, she was a little surprised and said, "Aren't you asleep?"

Li Xiaoyu sighed, shook the medicine bottle in her hand and said, "It's useless to be with me, right? You just rely on medicine to force yourself to rest recently, and you want me to feel at ease."

Wei Lai's face became ugly, a little embarrassed, walked over and took the medicine from her hand.

"Is this really good? Don't say a word in your heart, pretend to be very good every day, and take a lot of sleeping pills behind my back." Li Xiaoyu's mouth curled up, with a self-deprecating smile: "Wei Lai, you are clearly talking to me. I said that you want to face it well and come out with me."

Grabbing the bottle of medicine, he couldn't smile anymore, staring blankly at Li Xiaoyu, with pain in his heart, a little sadness on his gentle face, frowning, Wei Lai said with fear: "I really don't understand ..."

"What don't you understand?" Li Xiaoyu asked her.

Wei Lai shook his head, squeezed the medicine bottle in his hand and said: "I don't understand you, whether it's you or Jingtong, why do you always want to help me? Obviously, I really don't have anything worthy of your liking, worthy of your kindness." Sacrifice." Paused, trembling, eyes frightened and said: "Li Zi, you obviously..."

"You have fallen in love with someone else." Wei Lai said in fear, and raised her voice as if pleading: "Why don't you just give up on me and go to your own, I don't deserve you to treat me like this. Wen Qian, It was completely killed by me...it was not an accident, she got sick because of me..."

There was only sound from the sea, and Li Xiaoyu was trapped in the room, only feeling that the night outside was very dark.She didn't look at the time, time has lost its meaning.

She wants to save someone's mood, like Don Quixote, seems wishful thinking and full of irony.

It's like making a bad move, and you're about to lose everything.

Li Xiaoyu struggled and walked over, hugged her, and said tremblingly: "Don't talk nonsense, you didn't, it was all an accident."

"You don't understand, you don't know me at all." Wei Lai seemed to be tired of speaking unexpectedly, reached out and pushed her away, broke away from her hug, and said with some difficulty while holding the medicine bottle: "What do you want to know? Know Me? Li Zi, I am not what you think, nor what Jing Tong sees, nor even what Wen Qian knows..."

"Wei Lai..." Li Xiaoyu walked up to her, looked at her face, and said sadly, "We said that there is nothing we can't say between us. I'll tell you honestly, I have always loved you very much, but Zhou Jianing moved me. The prerequisite for me to be with her completely is that you really have a good life. If you are not good, I can't be with others. No matter how I feel about you, you It's really important to me, I need you."

Taking a deep breath, avoiding Li Xiaoyu's gaze, Wei Lai took two steps back, but her back was already against the wall, and there was no way she could retreat. She closed her eyes tightly, messed up her hair on her forehead, and sat down on the floor inch by inch. Grabbing the medicine bottle, he said, "You are so stupid, you are all too stupid."

Li Xiaoyu leaned over and hugged her head in her arms, with a self-deprecating smile: "What's the matter, who would rather be hurt for the one he likes... If I have a bad life, don't you?" Will come to save me?"

Wei Lai grabbed her arm, like a child who made a mistake, about to cry.

Intermittently said: "But at that time... I was so stupid..." After a pause, he said, "Dad's career is getting better and better, and he spends less and less time at home. I was also very busy, and then they started getting divorced, quarreling and fighting every day... I envy you, your family is with you, they are very kind, your father always runs a long way to buy vegetables and cook for you .”

"Wei Lai..." Li Xiaoyu really didn't know much about her.

"I've always been jealous of you." Wei Lai said softly in her arms, "Li Zi, I'm very jealous of you. Why did your family treat you so well? At that time, I wanted to try my best to win you over and let If you like me, I will really be your elder sister, and I can also get the care of your parents."

Li Xiaoyu seemed to have been poured with a basin of cold water, cold to the bone, her infatuation for more than ten years was just dug into a gentle trap, trembling: "Is this what you do to me? Wei Lai, you like me, right? It's not like that...you're because you like me."

"I like you very much..." Wei Lai whispered, the memory is still painful, and the face of that person is in his mind: "I like all the people who treat me well, I just want them to treat me better, including Wen Qian .”

Li Xiaoyu's breathing became short, and tears fell.

Wei Lai said slowly: "It's not what you think, it's not that she likes me after me, I have no choice but to agree to her..." After a pause, he said: "I went to college, you are still in high school, I started living I was in school, and it was far away from your home. At that time, I began to feel lonely again. Wen Qian came to me. She was my friend and treated me very well. I was afraid of losing this kindness, so I took the initiative to chase her. "

"You have been with her for a long time...why do you have to admit to grandpa again...I don't understand you." Li Xiaoyu was confused and helpless, completely ignorant of her.

"I never thought that you have such feelings for me. When grandpa found me, I was very worried. I didn't want to fall out with my elders because of this. I took the initiative to promise him that I would never approach you again. He also promised me that As long as I have nothing to do with you, he is willing to still treat me as his granddaughter..." Wei Lai said.

Li Xiaoyu pursed her lips and was speechless.

"Li Zi, I avoided you, but I realized that you have grown up... You are the one I have always taken care of, taught, and stayed with me. I am the only one in my heart. You are the only one in the whole world. The one who belongs to me and will never betray me." Wei Lai put his arms around her waist, leaned his head on her shoulder, and said with an attached look: "I never told you how happy I was when I read your letter. , you have written so much, I can understand it all, I know, what a precious companionship this is, I really want to respond to you immediately, to be with you..."

"But you have a girlfriend." Li Xiaoyu trembled and even felt scared.

"That's why I want to separate from her..." Wei Lai frowned, every word he said was like being pricked by a needle, grabbed Li Xiaoyu's clothes, buried her on her shoulders, and said like a believer who confessed to the priest: "Wen Qian, she It's too simple, I give her all the feelings she wants, control what she thinks, make her believe that I like her, let her love me so much that she can't leave me. But when she really can't leave me, I realize that she It's not what I want, I don't want to burden her feelings, you are the most suitable person for me."

Li Xiaoyu couldn't speak anymore, the matter was almost unacceptable to her, and finally one day she faced the person she had loved for more than ten years, and in the end, it turned out to be just like this.

"I started to snub her, and then proposed to break up... She begged me not to leave, and the more she insisted, the more afraid I became." Wei Lai said with tears and remorse: "Reconciled over and over again before breaking up, breaking up and getting back together , She was tortured by me and could only wash her face with tears. But I hated her more and more, and I didn’t even want to look at her. I had to put her letter in my house and let my parents find it.”

Li Xiaoyu's scalp was numb, as if she was hugging an evil ghost.

"My parents went to her and asked her to leave me. After contacting her parents, Wen Qian couldn't go to school and was taken home by her parents. I was beaten a few times, but I felt so relieved. Especially when my grandpa came to pick me up. Me, take me to your house, and I even feel relieved to see you again." Wei Lai's bangs covered his eyes, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and his face was full of tears: "I finally separated from her, and I use her to I came out of the closet smoothly, and I have nothing to worry about since then. I can go to study abroad without worrying about my parents’ discipline. I forgot everything in Australia. I will only find you when I am able to return to China. I can take you to live, still Like when I was a kid."

"You...why did you do that..." Li Xiaoyu asked repeatedly, wanting to laugh and cry at the same time, wasting all her youth to such a person.

"Until half a year later, her mother came to see me. I was frightened by the news. I couldn't sleep for several days and nights, vomited after eating, and stayed in the hospital for a long time... But it was nothing. I was bored and played with her for a while. Feelings killed her." Wei Lai sobbed at the end, knelt beside Li Xiaoyu, and cried bitterly in her arms.

"You bastard!" Li Xiaoyu cried out in a low voice, couldn't help crying, pushed her out of her arms, saw her crying, but wanted to slap her to death, wanted to strangle her to death by all means, wishing she could She never existed in her own life.

Wei Lai was like a puppet, kneeling on the floor drooping, Li Xiaoyu raised his hand, but there was no way to lower it.

In the end, she just covered her mouth with her hands, feeling overwhelmed with sadness.

"Li Zi, I'm not worth your sacrifice to help me." Wei Lai cried out, her hair was disheveled, and the medicine bottles were scattered on the ground with her hands loose.

Li Xiaoyu was trembling all over, but in the end it was just that she was in love with her imaginary good sister in her brain. The tenderness in the past was just candy made by her, and its purpose was to restrain her and help her get rid of loneliness.Li Xiaoyu slumped on the floor, sat opposite her, trembling with anger: "You ruined her just because you felt lonely, but you never really faced me well..."

"I'm sorry." Wei Lai apologized to her.

Li Xiaoyu gritted her teeth, loving and hating at the same time, and cried, "Should I thank you, thank you for letting me go."

Wei Lai only shed tears and said lightly: "Li Zi, I never expected that you would stay by my side if you knew the truth."

Li Xiaoyu was dizzy, she lost her strength, all the things she indulged in were just dreams, and what Wei Lai gave her was never selfless love.She stood up tremblingly, tired from crying and very thirsty, got up holding the cup and drank water in big gulps, the night outside the window was deep, and the sound of the waves was turbulent.

"You shouldn't have told me these things. I wasn't hurt by you. It's my own business to like you. You are really good to me. I have nothing to hate you..." Li Xiaoyu bit her lip, leaning on the table, spinning dizzily Said: "You should apologize to Wen Qian, to her parents, and you should also apologize to Sun Jingtong. If you really decide to change your ways, the person you should confess most to is Sun Jingtong."

Wei Lai gritted his teeth, tears blurred his eyes and said: "Jing Tong doesn't understand, I don't want to agree to her at all, she is not in good health and wants me to be by her side, I use Wen Qian's matter as an excuse, but she doesn't care..." Suddenly After a pause, she said in pain: "She always reminds me of Wen Qian. At that time, she didn't want to separate from me, entangled me, begged me in tears, and sometimes I felt that they were alone, so I agreed to her."

Li Xiaoyu frowned, and said: "It's not that I don't want to help you, I really don't know how to help you. I can't give you what you pursue. If you just want the care of your family, we are together. No, grandpa and parents are also stupid and selfish... If you love me, I'm not sure if you still love me, or if you just want to grab me and help you plug another big hole in your heart. "

"Li Zi, I've tried...it's useless." Swept by the pain, Wei Lai raised his head to look at her with reluctance in his eyes: "If there was no medicine, I wouldn't even have to sleep No. That day you listened to my grandfather and came to me. I had some luck. I thought I could get you from Zhou Jianing again. Maybe I would spend the rest of my life with you as if nothing happened, but that night Holding you, the feeling of guilt made me feel ashamed, I took the medicine again, and even thought, that's it, dreaming is also very pleasant... But the dream will always wake up. "

Grabbing her own hair, Li Xiaoyu was about to be driven crazy by her.

She lost her temper, dropped the glass in her hand, overturned everything on the table, and threw it ding ding dong dong.

"What do you want me to do!" Li Xiaoyu cried out to her with hatred, "I lost someone I like because of you, you tell me this is just a dream?"

"It's all my fault." Wei Lai admitted to her.

Li Xiaoyu pulled her up and said angrily: "You don't want me to be with Zhou Jianing because of your unwillingness to be lonely. The sad thing is that I still want to play your savior."

There was fear in Wei Lai's eyes, and he was speechless with his mouth open.

"I'm so self-righteous too, I'm a pitiful and ridiculous fool." Li Xiaoyu finally understood and burst into tears.

She cried like a torrential rain in the sky, unbridled all the sadness in her heart, crystal tears rolled out of her eyes endlessly, her shoulders trembled, her mouth was full of bitterness, she was in extreme pain, she stretched her arms around Wei Lai's neck, hugged her tightly and sobbed Get up: "Give me back Wei Lai... Please..."

"Give me back my sister...she's the best person in the world."