director!Let's have another kiss scene

The weather was leaden ash, the air was filled with the smell of car exhaust, Li Xiaoyu felt deeply alone for the first time, Zhou Jianing was determined, no matter how she explained, she still insisted on leaving, she seemed to be making a certain decision for the company In that way, once you are identified, you feel that your handling cannot be changed.

Li Xiaoyu gritted her teeth with hatred, sometimes these people really drove her crazy, she hated Wei Lai's kindness and weakness, and also hated Zhou Jianing's indifference.

In a fit of anger, she babbled some nonsense, and then ran onto the road by herself.

She ran out crying, begging Zhou Jianing to stay like she had begged Wei Lai, but Zhou Jianing refused.

"I think this is better. I think you should go to Wei Lai and settle the matter between you two." Zhou Jianing maintained his demeanor coldly: "I can send you there."

On the main road, she was wrapped in a coat, and she was repeating those simple conversations in her ears. She didn't understand at all. She stumbled to the present and was coaxed by this woman. Throw it back.

Everyone is thinking that she has such a good tone, accusing, self-determination, and then making her life a mess.

What she needed was good, but no one delivered it in time.

After taking a taxi, Li Xiaoyu didn't know where to go.

All of a sudden, all the support in this life disappeared.Grandpa, Wei Lai, Zhou Jianing, Fatty all disappeared, and she lived alone on the street.The lies, deceit, hurt, care, and good intentions that surrounded her all dissipated like a cloud of smoke.

Wei Lai was leaving, so was Zhou Jianing, Wang Mingli and her had parted ways long ago, her grandfather had made her miserable for ten years, and her parents were losing their temper.

In a daze, she randomly found a street and got off the car, sat on the steps by the street in the cold wind, staring at the green belt in a daze.When the phone rang, she answered it, it was Wei Lai's.

"Li Zi... I know that if I stay, it will cause trouble for everyone. I am going back to Australia. Just now... I proposed to separate from Jingtong. I think you are right. I shouldn't waste her. She is worth looking for The one she likes, and the one she likes. I want to say goodbye to you, and I'm sorry I couldn't wait for grandpa to recover." Wei Lai said in a low voice on the phone.

Li Xiaoyu moved the corners of her mouth, her eyes were blurred and she couldn't see anything, tears rolled down and said: "Why do you all like to use this trick..."

"Did something else happen?" Wei Lai heard her cry.

"I don't know what to say." Li Xiaoyu's head was in a mess, her throat was astringent, and she said, "Zhou Jianing insisted on breaking up, and she flew to the United States at night. Sun Jingtong called me just now, and she cried a lot... You all Good job, he has a hand in hurting people, and he doesn't listen to people at all."

"Li Zi, where are you?" Wei Lai was almost exhausted by all the troubles.

"I don't know." Li Xiaoyu really didn't want to think about it at all.

"I just told Jingtong's father that I was leaving. Her father didn't want her to follow me, but she was happy with her because she was not in good health. He promised to take good care of her and let her mother be by her side to enlighten her. Something will happen." Wei Lai sighed, and worried again: "Where are you? Your father just called me and said that you had a big fight, and he hoped that I should leave..."

"Wei Lai." Li Xiaoyu couldn't bear it anymore, pinched her phone and said, "I'm at XX Square, it's so cold here, I only brought a little money when I came out, and my phone is almost dead... Zhou Jianing doesn't want me anymore ..."

Over and over again, she felt very sad about this incident.

One day, when the annoying woman she avoided and dodged everywhere said she wanted to leave, she felt helpless and sad.

Perhaps this feeling is similar to that of so many girls who were abandoned by Zhou Jianing.

It was quite cold beside the road, Li Xiaoyu didn't lie, she was just tired from crying and her brain was short-circuiting.In the end, Wei Lai still rushed over.

It was already dark, the lights were flickering, she was already frozen in the square, her brain was fuzzy, and she felt that someone was pulling her.

Wei Lai was wearing a blue down jacket and a white woolen hat. He took off the scarf and gave it to her. He only called Lizi softly, pulled her up, led her into the car like a puppet, and pulled her into the house. , Li Xiaoyu was in a trance.

Bending down to get her slippers, and putting them at her feet, Wei Lai heard her shrugging her shoulders and crying again.

"Li Zi, don't cry." Wei Lai felt distressed, so he stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms, and comforted her: "You are too tired and need to rest. I will make you something to eat, and go to sleep after eating."

After changing several positions in her embrace, Li Xiaoyu gently pushed her away, shook her head and said, "I don't want to eat."

"Then what do you want?" Wei Lai was always obedient to her.

Li Xiaoyu really didn't understand anymore, she said that she was just crying uncontrollably, and started to cry.

Wei Lai wiped it off for her, and said calmly: "It's all my fault, don't cry yet, if you like it, I'll call her to explain it for you, and I'll chase her for you."

Shaking her head, Li Xiaoyu was full of bitterness, she had tasted enough tears, those few years were for the person in front of her, and recently it was all for Zhou Jianing.But things backfired, the one needed was always absent.

In the past, she never accepted her fate, but at this moment, she really didn't have any strength to struggle, and she understood that mortals probably couldn't fight their lives.Honestly accepted this fate, raised her head, looked into Wei Lai's eyes, and said with a wry smile: "Sister, if you want, let's be together." Maybe Zhou Jianing was right, she accompanied Wei Lai Lai, this is the best ending.

"I...Li Zi, it's not worth it, you don't have to do it for me..." Wei Lai shrugged off, seeming a little panicked.

Li Xiaoyu didn't like her mother-in-law's side, so she gave up all her self-esteem, reached out and held her face, trying to piece together this cracked sculpture: "What's not worth it? I've loved you for so many years, and you also like me, Now there are no obstacles, I will accompany you, help you get out, and face life well."

After being stunned for a few seconds, Wei Lai was held in her hand like a jewel, stubborn but not as stubborn as the stubbornness in her eyes, like a crumbling tower, being propped up by someone, it was about to fall down, and the dying mood hugged her again Tight, as if she had found a lost child, Li Xiaoyu's bones ached in her arms.

Li Xiaoyu didn't know whether to be happy or sad, she only felt pain.

Wei Lai hugged her, as if a long-cherished wish for many years had come to an end, rubbing the hair at the back of her head, kissing her brows and eyes hard, kissing all her tears, but he didn't dare to do anything else. Na hugged her and said, "Thank you, thank you."

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Li Xiaoyu called her father first, and when the phone got through, she said, "You don't have to persuade me, I'm here with Wei Lai, and I'm going to be with her soon, I don't know how much grandpa told you, he took her back then, I also thank him, but the situation later is that after the girl separated from Wei Lai, she became depressed and died by jumping off the building. He also had a part in this life. You should think about whether the past is helping or harming others. Don't bother me recently. I wish grandpa a speedy recovery."

Her tone was flat, and she told a death story as vulgar and ruthless as bargaining with someone to buy cabbage in the vegetable market beside the factory. Gather up the courage to get out of this mess, that's right, if she gets scared first, then how will the patient Wei Lai get to the other side.

Li Xiaoyu went all out, she turned herself into a stone, released all the edges and corners in her heart, talked to her father cynically like that, stabbing anyone is no longer important, people themselves have to hurt each other, don't they?

After doing things that hurt her parents, she took out some strawberries and apples from the refrigerator. She usually relies on food to relieve stress when she is in a bad mood, eats to supplement energy consumption when she is in a good mood, and relies on food when she is in a bad mood. Eat to regulate your mood.

Appetite is truly the most eternal companion of man.It is more frequent and more real than sexual desire. According to this theory, the ad that you meet a New Oriental chef and get married is really very tempting.

How do human emotions come about and how to control them so that they don’t make mistakes and don’t hurt others? Li Xiaoyu is not a scientist and hasn’t done specific experimental analysis, but as a philosopher and director who thinks about life in the universe, she still thinks this is very important. pull.School education only includes math, history, PE, physics, chemistry, computing, law, economics, engineering...

But there is no course that teaches a person how to love another person, how to shed his young shell as the years go by, some insects grow by moulting, and even if human beings grow into an adult, they don’t Must have the mind to match it.Li Xiaoyu bit an apple, sat at the dining table and looked at the female doctor, thinking, grandpa and parents are living in a daze without purpose, they are like insects, thinking that reproduction and getting the next generation is the whole of life.

Anything that hinders reproduction is like denying their life.

At best, they accepted Wei Lai because she was someone else's child and would not affect them.

Everyone is growing up alone, love is just a way for human beings to avoid loneliness, just like everyone created the Sputnik satellite to find a little partner for the earth.

No one taught my grandpa about growing up, nor did my grandpa teach my parents, nor did my parents tell her that their education level is too low, this life is over, and they will never sit down and think about life and what is the secret of life .

Li Xiaoyu understands this secret.She had thought through it enough in college, and the secret was in her brain, what life really was.She couldn't say it, but she always thought it could be done on film.

So, she's going to make a movie.

Now, she's turning her life into a mess.

Li Xiaoyu didn't want to talk much, and Wei Lai didn't talk too much.Like two criminals who committed some heinous crimes and were about to flee all the way, Li Xiaoyu gnawed on an apple on the sofa, leaning her head on Wei Lai's shoulder and wanted to cry, but she controlled her expression and said with a faint smile: "We will get better, right?"

"Yes." Wei Lai nodded and stroked her hair.

Li Xiaoyu thought to herself, since she wrote, directed and acted herself, she must also make this play have a happy ending.She didn't want to see Wei Lai suffering anymore, she tried her best to show more joy than Wei Lai: "I have been waiting for you for more than ten years, and we are still together."

With gentle eyes, Wei Lai nodded and said, "Be good, I'm right in front of you."

Li Xiaoyu felt that it was like an adult finally got the toy he had been looking forward to since childhood after many years, and his heart was full of nostalgia: "Sister, I don't want to nest in the city, I want you to take me out to play."

"Where do you want to go?" Wei Lai finally didn't have to hide his love for her: "It's too cold here, I can take you to a warm place."

This is a good idea, Li Xiaoyu really doesn't want to stay in this heavily polluted city.

"You take me away, I'll follow you." Li Xiaoyu just wanted her to lead, as she did when she was a child, because these things consumed all her strength, and she gradually got into the play, and she remembered the script again.

Grandpa is competing with someone for the factory director. The competition is very fierce. Grandpa is very vocal and the leader is very optimistic.But at the end of 1958, they decided to double the steel output compared to 57. Because the technology was not up to standard, only a large amount of scrap iron was smelted. Grandpa failed. They thought of many ways. Reduced production, insufficient fuel, logging on the mountain, destruction of the mountain, insufficient building materials for the construction of the blast furnace, the demolition of the cultural relic building, and the use of bricks to build the furnace, and the cultural relics also serve the steelmaking.

But no one backed down, and they finally hit some kind of mark after the 70s, early 80s.

However, in the 90s, all useless efforts were turned into fly ashes, and the factory disappeared.

Her grandfather's life is over.It's like the mansion that I worked hard to build at the beginning, but only one character was left behind.

It's like trying so hard to like someone, but finally the dream is gone.

A few years later, my father stood up tenaciously. Although he only opened a small restaurant, their generation paid the price for the mistakes of the past. They were all laid off and needed to find their own life again.

This is much like her, going round and round and starting all over again.