director!Let's have another kiss scene

"You'll lie to me!" Grandpa covered his head in pain and sighed, "I'm sorry for Wei Lai. How do you want me to explain to Wei Lai?"

"What's the matter, why do you have to explain to Wei Lai." Li Xiaoyu really didn't understand.

Grandpa was trembling with anger, yelling about committing crimes, then looked at her and said, "You little bastard. You're going to piss me off..." After a pause, he said, "You didn't learn well when you were young, and you secretly gave to Wei when you were a teenager." Lay wrote a letter... I saw it when I was packing up, and it scared the hell out of me."

"Ah?!" Li Xiaoyu didn't expect this at all, she was so good at hiding things, how could people find her.What's more, why didn't grandpa scold her when she found out: "You, you didn't tell me."

"I thought you were about to take the exam, so how can I tell you?" Grandpa sighed anxiously, "I was flustered and didn't eat well for a few days, and my mouth was full of big sores. I was forced to find Wei Wei." Lai."

"What did you do to her?" Li Xiaoyu was startled.

"Oh." Grandpa said bitterly: "I asked her if she knew about this matter, and I asked her to explain to me well, otherwise I would go to her parents. At that time, she had just moved away, and she kept coming to our house, and Ask the driver to pick you up from school and accompany you back... She read the letter and said she knew..."

"How could you do this to you." Li Xiaoyu cried, crying uncomfortably like a teenage girl.

"She just started college and told me it wasn't your fault it was her problem. I slapped her... told her to stay away from you and she apologized and begged me not to hit you. I told her She agreed to come to the house less and stay away from you in the future." Grandpa recalled, feeling very uncomfortable, and said in a low voice: "I asked her to think of a way to make you dislike her... Otherwise, I will never love her in my life. She won't be allowed to come to the door, and you won't be allowed to study any books. We will help out in the restaurant every day at home, and Wei Lai agreed."

Li Xiaoyu was speechless.

"She didn't break her promise, let you go, and let you live in peace. You, you have gone the same way after so many years! What do you want me to do?" Grandpa told the secret, tears were about to fall: "You are not allowed to have sex with that girl. together!"

"You don't care about these! The matter between me and Zhou Jianing has nothing to do with you. You lie down and the nurse will watch you. Do what you like, and leave me alone." Li Xiaoyu cried and replied, Unable to stay any longer, I cursed everything in this world in my heart.

He packed his things and ran out of the ward with his coat in his arms.

He took his mobile phone out of his pocket and called Wei Lai to see where she was.

He replied that he would go home and rest after get off work.

"Is Sun Jingtong here?" Li Xiaoyu asked clearly.

"Not here." Wei Lai replied, "Do you have anything to do with me?"

Li Xiaoyu hung up the phone.

She ran out of the hospital stubbornly and took a taxi on the side of the road.

He ran all the way downstairs to Wei Lai's house, and couldn't care less, so he ran upstairs and knocked on the door of her house.

"Wei Lai, open the door." She hurriedly shouted outside.

After a while, the door opened, and Wei Lai just came back, wearing a dark blue cotton pajamas, looking at her in surprise: "What's wrong?"

Li Xiaoyu got on the head for a while, her eyes were red from crying and said: "You have a brain disease!"

Wei Lai's pretty brows were frowned, and he took a slight breath, with a distressed expression on his face, not knowing what to say.Old Bantian said: "I'm sorry."

"Apologize to me for what you did wrong, tell me, tell me what you did wrong." Li Xiaoyu was furious.

Wei Lai's throat moved, and he stood at the door of the house, staring blankly at her: "I shouldn't have hugged you last night..."

Li Xiaoyu stretched out his hand and slapped her face, not hard, just wanted to hit her.

"You are so stupid!" Li Xiaoyu scolded her to death.

"I'm sorry." Wei Lai covered his face, looking at her in shock as if he was at a loss.

Li Xiaoyu pushed her, entered the door, slammed the door shut, and cried, "Did you just promise grandpa like that? Did I write more than 30 pages for nothing! How many years have I been writing over and over again, since junior high school When I was writing in high school, I was terrified. You just don’t want me, and if you don’t want me, you don’t want me anymore. What kind of trick did you think of! Leave me quietly and be with someone else?” Paused , wanted to kill her: "Did you like Wen Qian before you were with her! How dare you harm me!"

Wei Lai's eyes widened, he was stunned and had difficulty breathing, took a step back, almost hit the shoe rack in the entrance, reached out to support the cabinet next to him, looked at her in horror and said: "You...you know..."

"I see." Li Xiaoyu felt that the world was a little chaotic, trembling all over, and tears rolled down her face: "Tell me, Wen Qian...do you really love her? Don't tell me to give up just because you want to hide from me, She is chasing you, and you just stay with her. You killed people like this, are you fucking ashamed, you deserve it because you can't eat and can't sleep now, you co-authored it to make people feel guilty..."

"I, I..." Wei Lai stammered with his mouth open, and then said: "That has nothing to do with you, it's all my fault, it has nothing to do with you."

"You don't like her at all, right? I know yours, just because she is pestering you like Sun Jingtong, and you can't help it." How could Li Xiaoyu not understand her, from her words, from her eyes, from those days together When she was young, she knew her too well, Wei Lai was simply the kind of idiot who loves anything and is determined to die.

"No, don't say any more." Wei Lai looked flustered and stopped her.Even for the first time, she raised her hand, covered her mouth with her hand, and said in a panic: "This has nothing to do with you. What happened to her and me is all my fault. Her death is also because of me, you didn't see I have passed her, I don’t know her... I don’t need to know at all.”

Li Xiaoyu broke her hand away, pressed her shoulder hard, and said in tears, "Is it true? What do you think..." After a pause, she crouched down by the door and said, "You How can you do this, you always grab someone who likes you and help you plug the hole in your heart when you have no idea."

My God, are all people like this?Didn't she take advantage of Zhou Jianing's feelings?

Frowning, Li Xiaoyu blamed herself for being an idiot.

He is good at making a mess of everything, so he has no right to scold others.

"Wei Lai, let me ask you again, did you like me?" Li Xiaoyu gritted her teeth, she didn't understand the meaning of this question, she just seemed to be bewitched, at least the answer would be like a potion. Morphine made up most of her lost years.

"I like it." Wei Lai's eyes remained motionless, as if he had finally fallen to the bottom of the valley, a dying victim who could no longer fight against the heavens in this life-and-death contest of fate.

"It really shouldn't be like this." Li Xiaoyu squatted by the door, weeping for her whole youth, she was so reckless and ready to go against the world, but it was nothing more than that.

One day, she finally won the affection of the person she had been looking forward to for more than ten years, but things have changed beyond recognition.

She always thought that being reckless like Zhou Jianing could hurt people.

Polanski filmed "Bitter Moon", which made her feel depressed for more than ten days.Oscar controlled MIMI, and his willfulness and selfishness led to the tragic end of both parties.

Li Xiaoyu finally understood that she was just a child in "The Tin Drum", trapped in the beauty of childhood, afraid of all kinds of adult world, locked a certain part of her heart, and stubbornly refused to let herself grow up.

There is no good person in this world except God.

She has been carefully keeping her inner secrets, cruising among the crowd, observing the great world.I understand the horror of adults, and even stop trusting my parents from the bottom of my heart, deliberately keep a distance from my family, and keep a distance from people in the old factory area.She still remembers how they laughed at Wei Lai, and she also remembered how they laughed at the downfall of her parents.

But every morning, parents have to greet these people with a smile, telling them to buy some buns and a bowl of porridge.

Lies and deceit, poverty and poverty allow these ants-like people to be comforted by distant relatives rather than close neighbors, and continue to live like ants.Every time she has to please those who laughed at Wei Lai in all directions like her parents, she feels that this life is hypocritical and suffocating. She wants to defend her, protect her, and let these ignorant people know how good Wei Lai is.

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Maybe Wei Lai was never as good as she imagined, and she was just a bad ordinary person, but this ending is really too bad.

Li Xiaoyu supported her head, like a heroine in a war tragedy movie, she seemed powerless in the face of devastation.

Wei Lai squatted down in front of her, with nervous blue and black eye circles, thin cheeks, her delicate face looked tired and vicissitudes, only her eyes showed tenderness, and she silently reached out to hug her with tears in her eyes.

Li Xiaoyu patted her hand away, pushed her down, and sat at the door of her house, leaning against the door, not wanting to talk at all, let alone talk to her.But who is the culprit of this matter? It's her carelessness, or Wei Lai's self-righteousness.

Wei Lai got up, his eyes were firmer, he hugged her in his arms, let her cry, but hugged her very hard in his arms, without saying a word.

She had been waiting for this hug for too long, but when she really hugged her, she felt that the taste was too bitter and extremely uncomfortable.

Wei Lai didn't speak, just hugged her silently and wiped her tears, watching her wet her shoulders from crying.

Li Xiaoyu couldn't face her anymore, but she didn't have the strength to move anymore.She only heard Wei Lai say in her ear: "You are fine, none of this has anything to do with you. It's been a long time, let it pass. You live your life."

Li Xiaoyu thought, especially thought, at this moment, just turn around and leave without any worries, and then forget what happened, call Zhou Jianing, against the cold wind all over the sky, against the blue sky, cold The sun, across the road to her side.

"But what about your life?" Li Xiaoyu asked on her shoulder, choked out of tune: "What are you going to do? You can't sleep every day with guilt and guilt, and the people who drag you along are neither human nor ghost, and then Spend the rest of your life with a terminally ill girl? When she dies one day, will you continue to regret your wrong life?"

Wei Lai looked sad, silent as a handful of gravel.

"You have to start over." Li Xiaoyu gave the order, she was always self-willed and effortless in front of her: "You can no longer harm others or yourself, do you want Jing Tong to be the second Wen Qian? If If you don't like her, don't treat yourself as a hero to save other people's lives. Apart from making yourself worse, who have you saved in your relationship..."

"Li Zi." Wei Lai looked sad.

"She has passed away, and many years have passed. You owe it in this life first, and then pay it back in the next life. If you don't pay it back, you will pay it back for the rest of your life. Since God didn't let you have an accident, you should live well and think about your future. How should I live my life." Li Xiaoyu was determined to continue the bad guy, she resented the evil of a good guy, but she couldn't see her depressed.

"I know..." Wei Lai trembled.

Li Xiaoyu stood up from her shoulders, her eyes were firm, and her face was troubled: "Don't lie to yourself anymore, don't hurt others, and don't be hurt by people who don't understand us at all. You don't understand at all, what I was willing to give for you in the past , more than you can imagine, I don't need your protection at all, I've made all kinds of preparations, but these...you don't understand, no one has ever understood me."

Wei Lai shed tears, choked up and said, "Xiao Yu, at that time... I just didn't want to hurt you."

Li Xiaoyu smiled and said, "Don't be so hypocritical, okay?"

She wanted to laugh a little, so she laughed and said, "Didn't you hurt me?"

People are so annoying, they always want to be a good person, but they also forget that there really are no good people in this world.

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