director!Let's have another kiss scene

The ward was quite tense, busy tossing and tossing until 2 o'clock in the evening, Li Xiaoyu accompanied her grandfather to sleep in the next bed.

She didn't sleep well, and received a few messages from Zhou Jianing. She reported the situation during the day to Zhou Jianing. Zhou Jianing had just finished his work and planned to come to see her in the middle of the night, but her enthusiasm was extinguished by pouring cold water on her. How can Zhou Jianing come to suffer at night, it will add to the chaos, and he will not be able to explain it to his father tomorrow morning.

Lying on the bed, sighed a few times, turned over and closed his eyes and barely fell asleep.

The dream was a mess, some were played with by my grandfather when I was young, some went to school with Wei Lai, some were Sun Jingtong, and some were Zhou Jianing.I don't know why they are all in the same class. I can't hear what the teacher is saying, I just feel that it is very chaotic. Sun Jingtong can't walk and is crying. She tried to persuade her, but she couldn't persuade her.

She was woken up by Sun Jingtong crying.

Woke up at 5:[-] AM, still dark outside, like dirty rags hanging out the window.

She couldn't sleep anymore, so she got up and looked at her grandpa, who was still sleeping soundly.The bed in the hospital was too hard, and she had a backache while sleeping on her, so she had to get up.I put on my coat and browsed through the information on my phone, but there was nothing to read. The heating was too dry, so I got up and went to the water room to fetch water, saving some hot water for my grandpa in the morning.

Carrying the kettle, filled with hot water, and met Wei Lai again at the door of the water room.

Holding a glass full of strong tea in one hand, short hair, tall and thin, with a white coat and a stethoscope hanging around his neck.

Look a little embarrassed.

Li Xiaoyu didn't speak, and wanted to brush her past, Wei Lai stretched out his hand to grab her arm, and said in a low voice, "Let me help you get it."

Li Xiaoyu shook off her hand, lowered her head and said, "It's not very heavy, I'll take it back by myself."

Wei Lai was a little stubborn, reached out to snatch the hot water bottle, and walked in front with a dull head.Li Xiaoyu followed her. In the ward, Wei Lai poured hot water for her, and filled his own cup with water. The tea leaves were flushed by the hot water, and half of the cup was filled with tea, which tasted extremely bitter.

Taking a sip of tea to wake up, Wei Lai glanced at her. Li Xiaoyu was sitting on the bed next to her, dangling her legs and holding a hot water cup.

"It's only 5 o'clock, you should sleep a little longer." Wei Lai advised her.

"Can't sleep." Li Xiaoyu said truthfully, looking down at the water glass.

Wei Lai sat next to her bed and said for a long time, "I'm sorry."

"Why do you apologize?" Li Xiaoyu didn't understand either.

Wei Lai shook his head, held the teacup, and spoke slowly: "I don't know..."

Li Xiaoyu pursed her lips, and finally said: "You should go back to the department to rest. You were not on duty today, but grandpa's business dragged you here, causing you to change shifts with someone else. My family should follow you." You apologize, I have troubled you."

"No trouble...they are all relatives." Wei Lai replied lightly.

Li Xiaoyu took a deep breath, she didn't understand why she had to recognize a poor relative when she was so rich and honored, and the whole family would call her like a coolie whenever they were sick, what good would it do?Li Xiaoyu hoped that she would be like her parents, be a little more selfish, so she might as well not recognize her, but she just ate here every day when she was a child, so it's not a big friendship, why bother.

"Are you leaving in a few days?" Wei Lai asked her, and thought carefully: "Godfather said he has to go too, and cook for your crew. Grandpa, you can leave it here in peace, and godmother and I will watch him, Hire another nurse, I'll pay for it, and the restaurant has already hired someone, just work hard."

"Wei Lai." Li Xiaoyu still couldn't help calling her name, she got up and pulled her out of the ward, in the empty corridor, two people sat on the stool in the corridor.

Wei Lai let out a hey, under the dim wall light, his thin face looked melancholy, he looked at her, wanted to smile, but couldn't.

"If you like Sun Jingtong, just stay with her." Li Xiaoyu sincerely advised her: "If you don't like her, you can tell her clearly and tell her not to wait any longer. She is not in good health, but it's not that you have to take care of her." The reason why I paid for it myself. Because of her poor health, I think she deserves more happiness. Find someone she likes and likes her, instead of waiting for you to give alms to waste her little time left. You understand me mean?"

Wei Lai bit his lower lip, for the first time, like a child being trained, he turned to listen to her education.

"I know." Wei Lai replied lightly.

Li Xiaoyu squeezed the water glass in her hand, her hands trembling a little, she suddenly felt like crying.

That hug, I don't know what it means.

No head, no tail, no head.

Wei Lai looked like he was about to cry, and stretched out his arms to hold her in his arms without saying a word. She asked a few times what's wrong, but the other party seemed to be dead. He just kept his posture and held her for more than ten minutes. Li Xiaoyu couldn't stand that kind of depression, broke free, and it was very easy to break free, left her embrace, stood by and looked at her in horror, hoping she would give an explanation.

But no, nothing.Wei Lai just looked dazed as if he had made a mistake, then got up a little embarrassed, said that he still had a job, and left.

Li Xiaoyu thought to herself, it wasn't that Zhou Jianing wanted to scold her, but she wanted to scold her herself.

It's all up to this point, just say what you want, what's the point of leaving?

Li Xiaoyu was about to cry in her office, she was at a loss in her office with wet eyes, and she didn't know what she meant, did she like it, or was it simply that she was tired and wanted to find someone to hug her, or what do you want...

Li Xiaoyu endured it, and went back to the ward holding back, since Wei Lai didn't say anything, she didn't care.

Anyway, she gave it to Zhou Jianing. She has been very happy recently. Zhou Jianing treats her well if he is rich. He speaks boldly and directly. Coax dizzy.Better than her and Wei Lai, it all depends on guesswork.For so many years, she didn't dare to reveal her feelings to Wei Lai, but it was because she was always indifferent.

The disturbed Li Xiaoyu has been crazy since she was in high school, her mood fluctuates from good to bad.

Follow her, Li Xiaoyu will be happy if she treats herself better.

After two days of ignoring her, Li Xiaoyu lost her soul.

It's okay to go abroad, anyway, no contact at all, no thoughts.

When Pan came back, he was like a wandering spirit. He called every three to five months to ask if he was doing well.If you can't tell, just stuff some money out of nowhere.Li Xiaoyu thought she was going to take care of her, so she ran to the countryside to film, and the filming was so painful that she could hardly bear it anymore, so she called her to ask for some comfort, and hung up in a hurry after a few words.

After finally running back to look for him, he pretended to be a girlfriend.

This is also admitted. After a few days, my girlfriend is terminally ill.

It's okay to be terminally ill, but why did his ex-girlfriend jump off a building and die from depression...

Fuck, it's more exciting than a play.

But such a big matter, Ya Leng didn't mention it, and suffocated to death.

Li Xiaoyu's head was dizzy, she didn't know if it was her ignorance or Wei Lai's ignorance.

Now sitting in the ward at 5 o'clock, face to face, you look at me, I look at you.

"Is it interesting?" Li Xiaoyu really didn't understand, she wanted to slap Wei Lai twice and tell her to die.

Wei Lai lowered his brows, staring down at his teacup.Hearing her questioning back, it took a long time to look back at her, and whispered: "I think maybe I just fell asleep and didn't react, or maybe I'm too tired and need to find a shoulder... I'm sorry, Jingtong and I I'll take good care of her."

"Am I talking about taking care? Is her family poor or something? Is there a free nanny for you? Do you think Sun Jingtong is doing well now? How about you? Sleep with you in the office every day, and she is terminally ill. You have the heart She thinks you are pitiful, and I still think she is pitiful." Li Xiaoyu couldn't help cursing, her heart beating faster, her face flushed, she rarely talked to Wei Lai like this, she always regarded her as the sky, the earth, and the world The best, most perfect person.But now, she was a little disappointed, with some sadness in her bones.

"I'm trying to love her like she loves me." Wei Lai's voice lowered.

Li Xiaoyu felt emotional, trembling a little, tremblingly said: "Wen Qian passed away, I hope you come out... I really don't want to see you dragging yourself and others like this."

Wei Lai looked silent and pitiful.

Li Xiaoyu's throat seemed to be filled with ice slag, it was the first time she saw her so fragile, walking down from her noble and tough altar, she must have imagined Wei Lai too perfect, and ignored her other side, she Indecisive, vulnerable and sensitive.

Time stretched as long as the shadow of the phoenix tree at dusk, Wei Lai finally smiled at her reluctantly and said, "Is Zhou Jianing okay with you?"

"Okay." Li Xiaoyu replied tremblingly, and suddenly she had to tell her that, she really couldn't restrain her impulse, and hoped she would know: "Wei Lai, Kaning..."

"What's wrong?" Wei Lai seemed a little flustered.

Li Xiaoyu was afraid to admit that facing this person she had loved for more than ten years, she once thought she was the only one in the world, her eyes were red and her voice was sour: "Actually, she has always been very good to me, sometimes she is very good, I knew it at the beginning, but I didn't give up on you at that time, and pretended not to know if I didn't want to agree to her, she was just a little bit grumpy, nothing else was a big deal, and I didn't lose anyone with those women."

"Really." Wei Lai's eyes shook slightly, he lowered his head, and tried to force a smile out of the corner of his mouth: "That's good."

Li Xiaoyu couldn't see her pitiful and sad appearance, she was at a loss, reached out to brush her bangs covering her eyes, touched her forehead, then let go, and saw the tears rolling down from her eyes.

Feeling impolite, Wei Lai quickly wiped it with the back of his hand.

But the tears fell uncontrollably.

Li Xiaoyu couldn't bear it, she frowned and said, "Why are you doing this?"

Wei Lai took out a handkerchief from his pocket, pressed his eyes and said, "Maybe I'm happy for you. I'm happy that my sister found someone you like. Don't worry, I'm not sad."

"Wei Lai." Li Xiaoyu called her, feeling dizzy.

Wei Lai got up, smiled with wet eyes: "I'm still on duty, I'm back to the office."

"Wei Lai..." Li Xiaoyu stood up, followed her, walked a few steps to catch up with her, and said with sad eyes: "Do you really like me?"

"No." Wei Lai answered firmly, walking faster.

"Then why are you doing this?" Li Xiaoyu didn't understand her.

"I said, it's nothing, it's just that I was sleepy and admitted the wrong person." Wei Lai replied, put his hands in his pockets, and walked all the way back to the office.

Li Xiaoyu followed her in, she was obsessed with understanding the answer, she had to give her ten years of fruitless life an answer, it wasn't a few days, months, or years, it was her obsession since childhood.Like a stubborn child, she said behind her: "Wei Lai, I've been begging you for so long, but you never want to face me. I don't understand why, I can't eat or sleep every day because of the torment. That kind of feeling, you treat me well, not because I am your sister, we are not related by blood, and our age difference is not that big, you give me everything, you can stay in my house as long as you can every day, You accompany me with your heart every day, I know, you like me."

"That's not the case..." Wei Lai denied it.

"Then turn around and look at me." Li Xiaoyu was a little angry.

After waiting for a while, Wei Lai turned around and looked at her for a while, her eyes were red and she was about to shed tears, she stretched out her hand to hold her forehead, and smiled wryly, "I'm sorry, I might..." Then she smiled wryly, feeling that He said very sadly: "Maybe I'm just jealous of Zhou Jianing."

"Why are you jealous of her?" Li Xiaoyu said lightly.

The light outside the window was a little bright, and it was not yet clear. Wei Lai looked thin and weak, and replied with a smile: "I'm jealous that she can love you. I really want to let go of Wen Qian's matter, but I can't...Really I can’t do it, actually I want to let go, but because of my death, her mother flew to Australia from China to find me, she accused me emotionally, saying that I was a murderer, and...showed me those photos... ..."

Li Xiaoyu was taken aback.

"The photo of her death was taken by the police. Her arms and legs were broken. Blood gushed out from her head. She looked at the sky. Her mother threw the photo on my face." Wei Lai covered her mouth, as if about to spit it out again. Retched a few times, and then reluctantly said: "Her mother cursed me, strangled my neck, and wanted to kill me... My classmates helped me pull her away, my face was scratched, and she was taken away by the police ... I heard that she was also hospitalized later, and her spirits have been bad. Wen Qian's parents have only one child... I don't want to, I really don't want to."

"Wei Lai, don't be sad." Li Xiaoyu felt that she was very hateful again, why did she have to remind her of those things, so she had no choice but to walk over and hugged her as if she couldn't bear her suffering: "Please don't think about it."

Wei Lai huddled in her arms and cried: "Li Zi, I'm sorry. I know your heart, and I really want to promise you and be with you, but I can't do it. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to face such For me, I can't sleep every day, I will wake up when I fall asleep, and I keep dreaming about her..."

"Don't think about it, okay." Li Xiaoyu hugged her, feeling that she was a broken glass sculpture, no matter who came, she couldn't spell it well, Wei Lai didn't stay with her, it was for her own good, and she Nothing to complain about.

"I'm also sorry for Jing Tong. She is not in good health. I promised her to be with her, but I couldn't take good care of her. She has always been taking care of me, but I... can give her too little." Wei Lai whimpered.

Li Xiaoyu didn't know what to say, so she pulled her to the sofa, told her to lie down, and put on her coat: "It's okay to force yourself, can you sleep for a while? You haven't rested all night. These things will be resolved Yes, there is nothing that can’t be solved. When I come back from filming, Jingtong and I will accompany you to see a psychiatrist and help you resolve these. Don’t feel guilty about anyone. Everyone is their own director. People choose their own ending." After a pause, he sighed and said softly: "No matter what, the matter between me and you is over, even though I am with Jianing now, you are still my sister, I Like Jingtong, I hope you have a good life. I think so, and Jingtong also thinks so, so don't worry, don't think about anything now, go to sleep first. "

Leaning against the sofa, Wei Lai finally nodded and closed his eyes under her care.

Li Xiaoyu never thought about such a result, it's not that Wei Lai doesn't like her, it's just that she can't love her.

But what if Wei Lai agrees, can't forget Wen Qian, and agrees to her again?Will she really love her like Sun Jingtong, foolishly, without reservation and without minding.

Li Xiaoyu looked at the sky outside the window, maybe she didn't understand.