director!Let's have another kiss scene

Li Xiaoyu was also an arrogant person when she was in school, can she not be arrogant?She is beautiful, smart, talented in professional courses, coaxed by teachers, praised by male classmates, and the classroom is almost broken by those who chase after her.Open your mouth Godard, shut up Bergman, Fellini, Tarkovsky... the hype is so colorful, so familiar.

When I started shooting, it was a bit wooden.Commonly known as poor coordination ability, I know a lot and want to express a lot, but I can't communicate with the guys.Fatty is also a talented person, but he can’t talk about it in a few words, because he knows her well and treats her like a little girl, so he doesn’t like to listen to her, and he usually has a good relationship, and he quarrels as soon as the filming starts. , I always feel that the narrative is not going well, what should be filmed is not filmed, and a lot of long-winded details are installed, mainly because of the fat man's ostentatious skills, as scattered as prose and poems.

"Salute to the great director Antonioni!" Fatty pointed at the long shot clip where he was extremely proud, and his mouth was flying.

Li Xiaoyu really wanted to cut him to death, Anton, your grandma's leg, you are giving me nonsense.

It is estimated that the two of them can understand it by themselves.So artistic.

Because it was too esoteric, it failed.After several failures in a row, the funds are relatively tight.Li Xiaoyu is a fast learner, not a dead brain.Gradually, I felt that it was not an option to talk nonsense with the fat man every day about those French directors, so I started to study and shoot some real ones.

But after graduation, I will soon face the problem of eating again.She also started from a low level in a down-to-earth manner, slowly accumulating ideas.Meeting Zhou Jianing was like meeting a catalyst. In those few days, she was filled with a great joy, like a wilted balloon being blown up to the sky, and like a seed that was about to germinate when it heard the order of a thunderstorm.

Even Wei Lai's pain about having a girlfriend was diluted by this emotion.

But now, Li Xiaoyu is lying on the bed, her heart is empty, like a grasshopper after autumn, her feelings are lacklustre, and the flowers in the past have always been her wishful thinking, and her insistence is unreasonable.Her ideals have to be realized by relying on such a person by her side, is she also trading her body for her future?

What Zhou Jianing said is right, money, love, and ideals are all desires.She just became a slave of desire, she was neither noble nor pitiful in the end.She looked at the ceiling, feeling that so many knowledge theories, ideals and beliefs could not save her heart that was about to fall.

Zhou Jianing hadn't woken up yet, and Li Xiaoyu had seen him sleeping many times. His face was white and fresh, like jade in water.Li Xiaoyu got a little closer and saw her shoulders. It was cold outside in the morning, she couldn't fall asleep under the quilt, and she didn't want to wake up. She stared blankly at Zhou Jianing, feeling sad in her heart.

It was extremely quiet outside today, without any sound of cars, it seemed so quiet that only she and Zhou Jianing were left.She looked at her idly, poking someone's wound without waking up, and felt that Zhou Jianing's skin was really white, and the blood vessels on his neck were bluish, like beautiful tattoos.

The proportion of the body is well-proportioned like a sculpture, and the collarbone is as straight as a catwalk model. When the quilt is lifted slightly, Zhou Jianing's chest can be seen.

Zhou Jianing woke up early in the morning, squinting his eyes and feeling a little uncomfortable, turned his head slightly, and caught the criminal.

Seeing Li Xiaoyu's demented expression, the key point is that rushing at her is not the kind of rushing | in love, it's just staring at someone's chest with the cat's curiosity.

Stupid as a pig.Zhou Jianing had a stomachache, felt that the big raccoon was also a relatively low-level creature, and his IQ was not good, so he asked, "What did you watch in the morning?"

She shouted, Li Xiaoyu froze for a moment, withdrew her hand, looked at Zhou Jianing unhappily at being disturbed, and said, "I want you to take care of it."

"What you're looking at is whether my breasts are good or not." Zhou Jianing frowned, wondering if he could be reasonable.

Li Xiaoyu said with a look of stinginess on your face: "Can't you?"

This question is asked very well, which proves that Li Xiaoyu's IQ is still above the line, and she is a smart big raccoon.

Zhou Jianing curled his lips into a smirk: "Yes, I can watch yours, and you can naturally watch me. If you don't mind, can I watch you?"

Li Xiaoyu didn't suffer from taking advantage of others, and she took advantage of her so many times, it was all for the sake of the transaction, just like paying cash for shopping.At the moment there is nothing that must be asked of her, and she immediately shrank to the corner to protect herself and said, "If you dare, I will bite you."

When he was in a hurry, Zhou Jianing would go up and rape her, torment her to death, and he liked to see her face dying and enjoying but not admitting it, but in the past two days, especially after seeing the three times she gave to Wei Lai. After ten pages, the mood of molesting her faded away.It's like a long-distance race. At the end of the run, she finds that others have crossed the finish line more than ten years earlier, and she will not be No. 1 in the run.Even if Li Xiaoyu cooperated with her physically, it would be futile emotionally.

After tossing and tossing, Zhou Jianing made himself lazy.

Gazing at Li Xiaoyu coldly, Zhou Jianing just satirized lightly: "You want me to be you, but I'm not in the mood yet. If you want to do it, you go to Wei Lai, I won't serve you."

"You're looking for Royshan, and I'm not in the mood to be with you." Li Xiaoyu gave her a piss and was on guard.

Zhou Jianing was not too happy either: "I'm up, just in case someone comes to work later." While talking, he looked for clothes and got up.

Sitting naked next to Li Xiaoyu, she put on the clothes she took off last night one by one.Li Xiaoyu still looked like that dead raccoon, huddled under the quilt, showing half of her head, her two eyes were dripping to see people wearing clothes.Even if Zhou Jianing ignores people, she doesn't intend to seduce, but with her good body, how she dresses and how she looks like a movie, as long as she dares to broadcast it, she will be NC-17.

After Zhou Jianing finished dressing, Li Xiaoyu still didn't move, Zhou Jianing didn't bother to bother her: "What are you hiding, don't make trouble, I like your figure more, you are not as good as Royshan.

Li Xiaoyu's face was blue, and she nestled under the quilt and thought of a word to push back. After thinking for a long time, she had never seen Wei Lai's current figure, and probably had no chance to see her.When Wei Lai was a child...it was too long ago to not mention it.

After holding back for a long time, Li Xiaoyu said, "It's just that you care about her, so don't harass me in the future."

The more you talk, the more energetic you are.Zhou Jianing gave her a good face, and she became rampant. She really started to be stubborn after two days of no bullying.Zhou Jianing looked back at her coldly, and said in a cold tone: "Do we still have an agreement, when I want you, you can't refuse." After speaking, he rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, showing his wrists.

Li Xiaoyu shrunk her back to the wall, scolding her for being mean and shameless.

Zhou Jianing had finished getting dressed, and Li Xiaoyu was just wearing a basic outfit. She screamed, Zhou Jianing quickly covered her mouth with his eyes, and said, "What's your name? What if someone opens the door for work? What do you do?" manage?

Li Xiaoyu shut up, Zhou Jianing let go, seeing how frightened she was, Zhou Jianing still had to scold her: "With your guts and courage, you still want to be a director? Are you kidding me? For a thorn like Zhang Yingfei, it's fine if you don't cry."

When it comes to commanding people, it was her strong point when she was a child, but then her family situation went from bad to worse, and her food and clothing became worse and worse. When she met those beautiful girls from a good family, neatly dressed tall, rich and handsome, she always had a knot.Although he is also a straight-backed person who relies on academics, but without money, his class is relatively low.She couldn't invite people to eat and drink, she couldn't pay for the filming, and she had to negotiate with others to borrow money and equipment, and the film didn't make a name for herself, so she got a reputation in the same grade as a smart girl, and those people didn't like to listen to her. .

It was even worse later, I was reduced to work as a third-rate choreographer and director in a TV station, and I was very popular.Finally, the fat man vented his anger on her, and she learned to be good. Just like what the fat man said, she lost her spirit and ran to the road of flattering the beard.Li Xiaoyu knew about this, so she stared at Zhou Jianing with a displeased face, like a little daughter-in-law who has been wronged for decades.

Seeing how pitiful she was, Zhou Jianing leaned next to her, scratched her cheek with the back of his left index finger and said, "What's the matter? I scolded you, at most you answered back, you'll be wilted this morning."

"Don't talk to me." Li Xiaoyu said indifferently, bit her lip, and let go for a long time: "I'm not going to be a director anymore, and I'm not going to make movies anymore. Get lost, get lost as far as you can."

Zhou Jianing, who was speaking, was taken aback for a moment, lowered his head to look at her, the corners of his mouth were slightly opened, and he didn't know what to say.

Li Xiaoyu's expression was still stubborn, but the light in her eyes faded.

The windows are all white, covering the dirty city in an empty space, the wind is blowing around, there are sharp whistles, and the snow is dense and endless.

Zhou Jianing reached out to touch the hair on her forehead, and whispered in a panic, "Why do you say that..."

Li Xiaoyu turned her head away to avoid her touch, her mood was desolate, she didn't want to talk to Zhou Jianing anymore so she shut up.

Zhou Jiajing looked at her quietly for a while, but he hated her childlike waywardness, and said in a stricter voice, "Don't make random decisions about some things. You have been writing the script for two years, can't you stick to it now?"

"Zhou Jianing, don't you understand?" Li Xiaoyu smiled a little, and the smile was very sad.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Jianing didn't know.

Li Xiaoyu looked up at her, looking into her eyes, as if she wanted to see through others, and said with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "You don't understand at all what you have been doing." Following what you have always done, you approach me and treat me so well, and when you know that you can't meet your expectations, you start to control me, and then take revenge on me and hurt me... Of course you will succeed if you are rich and powerful. , you let me hate you so much that I can't leave you, but this is not a problem, I hate myself even more."

"Xiao Yu..." Of course Zhou Jianing didn't really think that she was stupid, she was very smart, but her intelligence and sensitivity were deeply buried by her, and occasionally waking up made people even more frightened.

"You've turned me into the person I hate the most for being with me, you've stripped me of my ego, my feelings. You flaunted your money and your power to me... make me used to it, can't Resist..." Li Xiaoyu's smile was full of self-mockery: "Every time I think of my past creations, I will tell myself that those characters are idiots, they will go to hell, and if they want to work like this, they deserve to be bullied... I You're also an idiot, taking pictures of a bunch of rubbish and mixing it up with this spineless dead look."

Zhou Jianing looked at her with a completely unexpected look, and looked at her in surprise.

Li Xiaoyu tilted her head, feeling that she had finally become a puddle of mud and said: "I can't make movies, I don't want to think anymore, I'm afraid that the more I think, the more I will hate myself..." She suddenly felt very She wanted to cry, but there was no way for tears to come out. She couldn't let others succeed. She couldn't let someone who stripped her pride know that Zhou Jianing, a rotten person covered in copper, was a kind person in disguise, and his heart was full of love for others. The mocking control freak not only pushed Wei Lai out of her heart, but also took her heart away.

Zhou Jianing's throat moved, and he frowned, confronting her with a dazed look after waking up.

She thought she had a lot to say to Li Xiaoyu, but her mind was empty, without any sweet words to cover it up, she simply stood up and glanced at the white world outside.

"I just fell in love with you." Zhou Jianing finished speaking lightly, her voice was not loud, a little sad.Like a child who has accidentally made a big mistake, downcast and unable to understand how things could go wrong.