lover in the mirror

In the history class, the history teacher whose hairline urgently needs to be rescued said in a very hypnotic tone: "After Liang Qichao got married at the age of 17, he thought that the years passed so peacefully, until he met Kang Youwei."

The corner of Fu Xiaochen's mouth twitched slightly, teacher, is what you said so fascinating that Liang Qichao made it?Can Kang do anything?Just as he was complaining silently in his heart, a neatly stacked note flew from his side to the textbook deftly. Fu Xiaochen opened the note and took a look, sighing silently in his heart.

When the get out of class bell rang, the students rushed out of the classroom.There is only 10-[-] minutes to eat, except for a few parents who come to deliver dinner or bring their own dinner, most of the students have to go to the cafeteria to queue up for dinner and then run back.At the end of the corridor of the empty teaching building, there stood a beautiful girl in school uniform and a tall and thin boy in school uniform.

"Student Fu Xiaochen, I, I like you very much, can you be my boyfriend?"

"Well, now is a critical period, I don't want to fall in love."

"Then after we take the college entrance examination, will you accept me?" The girl didn't know that the excuse of "I don't want to fall in love now" often represents a tactful rejection. She thought that he just cared about his studies and didn't want to refuse. she.

"..." Generally speaking, shouldn't the other party understand the reason? "Um... After the college entrance examination, we will go our separate ways. Who knows where will be?" You can understand me when I say this, right?

"Then I will work hard to get into the same university as Xiaochen. Although my grades are not good enough now, I will work hard. If I can get into the same university as you, will you stay with me?" The girl still He looked at Fu Xiaochen seriously and expectantly.

"It will..." He really couldn't think of any other reason

"Thank you for your encouragement, I will work harder!" Then the girl walked away full of energy

... When did I encourage you? Hey

"Yo, you're not a little girl, are you?" Fu Xiaochen's biggest friend, Deng Yu, came out of the corner with a lewd smile on his face.

"..."

"I didn't expect people to be so infatuated with you, and you still have to work hard to get into a university. It's so inspiring. This tmd is youth!"

"..."

"Oh, don't keep talking, are you shy?" Deng Yu hooked Fu Xiaochen's shoulder and raised his eyebrows at him

"Get out." Fu Xiaochen pushed Deng Yu and walked to the classroom by himself, Deng Yu followed him and continued to chatter, "You said every day that you were going to college to pick up girls, and now there are so many girls who like you and you still refuse, I don't know why you Thought."

People are always a contradictory body, some people have a cold face and a warm heart, while others have a beastly heart.Fu Xiaochen is not that complicated, he is just a person who says he likes girls on the surface, but in fact he is probably gay.

The student days may be the most attractive time for a boy to attract girls. At that time, girls can have so many reasons to like you.Maybe it's because you're handsome, maybe it's because you study well, maybe it's because you're good at sports, maybe it's because you can tell jokes, maybe it's because you're her deskmate.

Handsome, good at studying, good at playing football, and good-natured, Fu Xiaochen has been loved by many girls since elementary school.From the initial greeting card to the love letter to the handmade gift, there are always three or four girls confessing to him at each stage, but unfortunately he didn't accept any of them.

This can't explain anything, maybe he just hasn't met someone he likes.But after a while, when boys of the same age began to secretly read some books or even some action movies, Fu Xiaochen discovered his problem, he didn't feel anything about those.

At first, he was still nervous and thought that there was something wrong with one of his functions, but when he saw a half-naked photo of a sexy male model on the cover of a magazine, he felt something vaguely. Only then did I realize that I was probably bent.

As for why it was bent, Fu Xiaochen didn't understand at all.

It's just that Fu Xiaochen is not willing to bend like this. Although he should like men, he doesn't dare to really have sex with his peers.The premature breakdown of the family made him expect a plain and happy family since he was a child. If he couldn't get it from his parents, he would create it himself.

Homosexuality is still not widely accepted around the world, not to mention that in China, people do not even have the right to marry and form a family.

He also tried to visit some gay dating forums and websites to find a boyfriend for himself, but most of the people there were just looking for one-night stands or pre-marital and extra-marital partners, and no one explicitly said that he wanted to be with his same-sex partner establish a family.Instead of this, he might as well find a gentle girl to spend his life with, even if there is no love, it doesn't matter, he is confident that they will become inseparable relatives in the end.

Fu Xiaochen sometimes feels that he is quite contradictory. He talks to his buddies every day about how to find girls in the future, but in fact he still wants men. Although he likes men, he thinks in his heart that he should find a reliable girl. me?

Because of the girl's confession at dinner, Fu Xiaochen was a little dazed throughout the evening self-study. Although he was a classmate, he couldn't remember the girl's name until he confessed.I have confessed my love many times since I was a child, but this is the first time I have met someone as persistent as that girl.Looking at the back of the girl studying hard by herself, Fu Xiaochen was a little shaken.

If she can really work hard to get into the same university for herself, then try to accept it, anyway...he just wants to find someone who can accompany him all the way.

Fu Xiaochen's thoughtful state didn't end until he returned to the residence, Chu Yunqi looked at the apparently absent-minded friend in the mirror and couldn't help feeling a little worried, "Did something happen?"

"Uh, no."

"Why are you restless?"

"Ah, this..." Fu Xiaochen scratched his head, but he couldn't tell him that it was because he was worried about whether he should continue to bend or straighten.

"Since it's inconvenient to disclose, I won't ask any more." Fu Xiaochen had something to hide from him, and this knowledge made him feel very unhappy, but he didn't want to arouse the other party's resentment by asking questions, so he could only suppress the displeasure in his heart .

"It's just some of my private affairs. I didn't intend to hide it from you, but I don't know how to say it right now. I will tell you later." After getting along for a while, Fu Xiaochen can already see a lot of things from the facial expression of His Royal Highness For example, Chu Yunqi is now unhappy because of his concealment.

Hearing what Fu Xiaochen said, Chu Yunqi's mood improved, and he couldn't help but ask himself if he paid too much attention to this friend. The distance between heart and heart is already far away, and everyone has their own secrets. Some of the concealment and so displeased and even a little angry?

It's a pity that he has never had friends who get along with each other on an equal footing, and he doesn't know what it's like to get along with friends.

"Yun Qi, are you angry? Why don't you speak?"

"No, it's inconvenient for you to say that I won't force it. I'm just thinking about the flood control project my father entrusted to me."

Fu Xiaochen also became interested when he heard about the flood control project. After all, it is a good thing that benefits the country and the people. The first step for His Royal Highness to become an eternal emperor is also the first step for him to develop a plan.

"How's it going now?"

"Construction has already started, and the treasury's money has been allocated. I am going to check the accounts before distributing the money."

After finishing speaking, Chu Yunqi took the account book in his hand and shook it at Fu Xiaochen in the mirror, as if complaining to his friends, "Ah, I haven't finished my homework yet."

"It's so thick... Well, tonight I will risk my life to accompany the gentleman. You can read the bill. I will do the questions for a while before going to bed." Fu Xiaochen could not help but copy out a x-year college entrance examination x-year imitation bowing his head to do the questions from his schoolbag.

Seeing him like this, Chu Yunqi curled his lips and looked at the ledger.

What should be boring is actually less boring because of the company of another person.Chu Yunqi looked at a few pages of bills, then looked up at Fu Xiaochen in the mirror, and felt that today's bills looked good.Once, he raised his head and happened to look at each other. The two of them silently lowered their heads without saying anything. At this moment, Chu Yunqi suddenly remembered the schoolboy couple that Fu Xiaochen had told him, and felt that he and he were also the same. It's that kind of state.

After reading about two-thirds of the bill, Chu Yunqi looked up and found that Fu Xiaochen was lying on the table and fast asleep.

A warm light belonging to that world softly illuminated the desk. Chu Yunqi leaned closer to the mirrors and looked at Fu Xiaochen's short black hair, fluffy and scattered on his face. Under the dark light and shadow, it seemed that he was not sleeping comfortably. He suddenly wrinkled his upturned nose, which reminded Chu Yunqi of a cat lazily lying in the sun.

It's time to be ugly, I'm afraid I'll catch a cold when I lie on the table like this, Chu Yunqi quickly wakes Fu Xiaochen up, Fu Xiaochen is sleeping deeply, Chu Yunqi called out several times before half-opening his eyes in a daze, staring at him in a daze. It took Chu Yunqi a while to realize the current situation.

"Ah, I accidentally fell asleep. Have you finished reading the bill?" Even after saying this, Fu Xiaochen was still half awake, and his words were a little fuzzy.

"It's almost finished, it's even deeper, you should go to bed first."

"Well, I'm going to sleep first, you continue to work hard, I can't hold on..."

After speaking, he staggered to the side of the bed and paused for a while, muttering "it's okay if you don't wash your feet for a day", then decisively took off the school uniform and lay down on the bed with the quilt casually covered, within a few seconds fast asleep.

Looking at Fu Xiaochen's behavior, Chu Yunqi felt that his friend became cuter the more he looked, and a certain part of his heart was so soft.

After reading the account book, Chu Yunqi was also a little tired, and habitually glanced in the mirror, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

Fu Xiaochen had already changed from lying on his stomach to lying on his side, and his upper body undulated slightly with his soft breathing. It was unknown whether it was because of the heat or pure dishonesty in sleeping. The quilt only reached his waist, and one leg pressed against one side of the quilt.The white T-shirt was rolled up above the ribs, and the light on the desk had already dimmed when it hit the bed. The skin that was originally only slightly fairer than other boys looked fair, smooth and delicate under the light. From Chu Yunqi's point of view There seems to be an unspoken attraction.

Chu Yunqi couldn't help feeling a little regretful, because he couldn't get any closer, so he stood by Fu Xiaochen's bed to look at him more closely.Secondly, Fu Xiaochen just forgot to turn off the lights this time, it would be fine if he didn't turn off the lights every night when he goes to bed...

He felt that his thoughts had become a little strange. Could it be that he had been looking at the account book for a long time.With a gentle gaze that he didn't realize, he stood and stared at Fu Xiaochen for a while before going to bed. It was a good night's dream.