lover in the mirror

As soon as these words came out, Cheng Xiangyun immediately asked excitedly, "Are you still gay?"

Fu Xiaochen said with some embarrassment, "At first I thought I was not, but after I came here, I was again." It was the first time in his life that he admitted that he was gay. Fu Xiaochen was a little uneasy, not knowing how Cheng Xiangyun would react, but the other party was very upset. Calmly, there was a hint of nostalgia for the past in the words, "I think back when I didn't wear it, I was still a rotten girl, and I caught romance novels* novels."

"...you were only twelve when you came here!"

"What happened to the 12-year-old rotten girl?!"

"It's okay, it's fine..."

"You said you fell in love with Chu Yunqi, what are you going to do?"

"I don't know. Anyway, as a prince, he wants to marry a wife and have children. You say that a woman as good as you can't marry a prince. How can I marry a man... Ah, how can I spend my whole life with him? "

"Then do you still want to go back?"

"I don't even know what I think now. If I really want to say it, I still want to go back. Maybe it's because I haven't been in this world for a long time, and I haven't fully integrated into this world. Maybe it's because I don't like Chu. Yun Qi's feelings are not as deep as your feelings for Chu Yunyang. If there is a way to go back now, I will go back too."

After finishing speaking, Fu Xiaochen picked up the incense burner that Cheng Xiangyun put aside just now, and also took the small copper fire to shake the ashes inside, lowered his head and said in a dull voice, "But I don't know how to go back at all, and I'm afraid to stay here After a long time, I liked him more and more. At that time, I really couldn't help myself, and then watched him get married and have children..."

"If you can go back, you'd better go back soon. After all, this is not our place. I have been here for six years, and I have gradually become numb to all this. At first, I always thought that Chu Yunyang was a very gentle person, until someone Once, when he was in a bad mood, a little servant girl accidentally knocked off the stone inkstone on his desk and knocked a small corner on the ground, so he ordered someone to drag the girl out and beat her to death. Only then did I realize , me and him, and this world, are different after all. Now, even if you kill a servant in front of me, I will not blink. If you can go, go, those people are based on their mood and Like to do things, they are not something we can afford."

After a long silence, Fu Xiaochen said "En".

I also heard Cheng Xiangyun say, "Last time you asked me how to go back, I didn't know. I just went to Guanglu Temple to offer incense a few days ago, and when I came back, I met a lame monk, who was crazy and careless, and suddenly walked in front of me and told me He said, what kind of Buddha does the almsgiver come here to worship? The Buddha here can’t protect you. How you came here is the best way to go back. When I thought about it on the road, I realized that there was something mysterious about the words, and when I went back to ask, the monk was no longer there. Now that I think about it, I’m afraid this is an eminent monk who can see our origin.”

"Is there really such an eminent monk?"

"Since there is such a thing as crossing, Buddha, it must be true for those who have attained the Tao and eminent monks."

"He said, how to come, how to go back, what do you think?"

"I think what he means is that you can go back as soon as you crossed over. I have been here for too long, and now I can't remember what happened to come here. What about you?"

"...I washed my socks at the sink before I crossed over."

"...There are no other abnormal phenomena? For example, you suddenly tripped, were hit by something, or a white light flashed directly?" Cheng Xiangyun began to try to recall the plots in the novels she read when she was 12 years old.

Hearing the flash of white light, Fu Xiaochen suddenly thought that before crossing, he seemed to see a glimmer of light in the darkness. Was it in... the mirror? !Thinking of his acquaintance with Chu Yunqi, the two of them usually talked in the mirror, so the medium he traveled through was the mirror?It's just that his own mirror is obviously broken, so why can it still... is it because Chu Yunqi's mirror is still safe?

"I probably guessed it, let's go first, I want to go back and try..." After finishing speaking, Fu Xiaochen got up and ran out the door. Cheng Xiangyun sat on the stool alone and held Erkang's hand. I haven't finished talking yet!Thinking about it again, if the other party really went back, there would be no need for me to say this.

Chu Yunqi was very irritable, so annoyed that he couldn't change the memorial at all.Fu Xiaochen must have met that Cheng Xiangyun again, and he felt uneasy when he thought of the phrase "we make people haggard because of Yixiao". Tempted?

Both Guhong and Zhaoying were sent out by him. Although Fu Xiaochen was weak in force, he had strong internal strength. Since the internal strength was turned over, his insight had increased several times. Ordinary guards might be detected when they followed him. The two were at odds.

Just as he was feeling bored, the person in his heart came back, but before Chu Yunqi could speak, the other party suddenly smelled "Yunqi, when I came to this world, did you see anything strange in the mirror?"

"I was not in the bedroom at that time"

Only then did Fu Xiaochen remember that the other party was in the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest at that time, so he naturally didn't know what was abnormal about the mirror.

Chu Yunqi watched Fu Xiaochen come in in a hurry, and asked such a question again, thinking of the mirror that the other party said about the day of crossing, did he find a way to go back?

"Are you going back?"

Hearing Chu Yunqi's sudden question, Fu Xiaochen was taken aback. He didn't expect the other party to immediately sense his intentions. He was a little guilty for a while, and he didn't want to deceive him, so he stammered and said, "There is probably a way. I want to try."

When Chu Yunqi heard the other party's affirmative answer, his eyes darkened, and he took a step forward, forcing the other party back to the wall. Fu Xiaochen was scared by the other party's sudden dangerous aura and shrank back reflexively.Noticing Fu Xiaochen's evasive movement, Chu Yunqi pursed his mouth, did he start avoiding himself after having that woman?

At this moment, he just wanted to pinch the other person's chin forcefully, and forcefully give him a fierce and painful kiss like a storm, so that he could feel his deep love.Then penetrated him fiercely, making him unable to get out of bed, making him unable to leave her anymore.

If he did this, the other party would definitely want to kill him, and he really wanted not to care about Fu Xiaochen's hatred for him after that.But how could he not care?

Fu Xiaochen saw that Chu Yunqi's expression was uncertain, and he didn't know what the other party was thinking, but the sense of oppression brought by the other party made him feel a little uncomfortable.He tugged at the sleeve of the other party, and asked tentatively "what's the matter" in a low voice

After recovering and noticing his gaffe, Chu Yunqi quickly calmed down and shut down those violent thoughts in his mind. "Why do you want to go back?" Listening carefully, one could even hear a trace of grievance.

"Because... I'm not from here, I always have to go back." Fu Xiaochen explained feebly

"Then you can't stay for me?"

Looking into Chu Yunqi's eyes, Fu Xiaochen forgot to be awkward and duplicity for a moment, "I want to help you, I want to stay by your side, but..." Thinking about what he had chatted with Cheng Xiangyun today, Fu Xiaochen gritted his teeth and said yes. When I come down, "I don't belong to this world. In that world, there are my family, studies, friends, and everything I am familiar with. The only thing I care about in this world is you, but this kind of concern is not enough for me to stay. come down."

Standing there, Chu Yunqi felt sad and happy at the same time. What saddened him was the other party's determination to leave, and what made him happy was that he heard the other party say that he was his only concern in this world, that is to say, he was more important than that woman. Is it important?

After being silent for a long time, Chu Yunqi said, "If that's the case, go and try." He really couldn't be cruel enough to turn the other party into a canary in a cage, that's not what he wanted Xiaochen, if he really wanted to leave, just let him try it...

"kindness."

The somewhat depressing conversation ended, and the two didn't meet again until dinner.Chu Yunqi once again walked into the secret room where Fu Xiaochen's clothes and portraits were hidden, stroking them one by one like a lover, "In the end, can you only stay with me?"

At dinner, Fu Xiaochen saw Chu Yunqi again, he looked normal, and asked how he was going to try, Fu Xiaochen replied that he would go to his bedroom at around twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and the two were relatively indifferent. Word.

When it was almost midnight, Fu Xiaochen stood in front of the mirror and peeked anxiously at Chu Yunqi. This is the other party's bedroom, so he naturally couldn't drive him out, but this person stared at him with burning eyes, which really made him a little restless .I also started to think wildly in my heart. For a while, I thought about how to say goodbye to Chu Yunqi if I put it back on, and then thought about what Chu Yunqi would do if I didn't put it back on.

How to react.

I don't know how long it took, but the mirror still didn't respond at all. Fu Xiaochen looked at himself in the mirror stupidly, and Chu Yunqi looked at Fu Xiaochen intently.

"It's been half an hour."

"Huh?" Only then did Fu Xiaochen realize that it had been a long time since twelve o'clock, and there was no response from the mirror. Fu Xiaochen was disappointed and relaxed.

"It's late at night, why don't you sleep in my bedroom tonight."

"Oh." For a moment, Fu Xiaochen forgot the embarrassing experience when he slept together in the same bed a few days ago. He only thought that Chu Yunqi would have to go to bed early tomorrow morning, but he stayed up so late with him. Although he didn't say anything, he looked at Chu Yunqi There was a hint of guilt from time to time.

Seeing Fu Xiaochen's eyes, Chu Yunqi didn't say anything, rubbed the other's slightly grown hair, and said softly "Go to sleep." He didn't say a word about Fu Xiaochen's failure to leave. extremely indifferent.

After being tense for so long, Fu Xiaochen felt physically and mentally exhausted as soon as he relaxed, and fell asleep not long after touching the pillow.Chu Yunqi hugged Fu Xiaochen lightly, with neither sadness nor joy in his eyes, he murmured in his ear, "Why are you willing to stay?"