lover in the mirror

Fu Xiaochen felt that Chu Yunqi was a little strange since he didn't return that night. Although he had seen him smile before, he smiled too frequently now.There are also eyes. It turns out that the two of you will occasionally look up at each other when you are changing the chapter and I am doing my homework. Now when he looks up, if he and Chu Yunqi look at each other, the other's eyes are so hot that he is embarrassed to look at each other. .

I thought about asking the other person what's going on recently, but then I felt that maybe I was too sensitive, and I didn't want to see others laugh.

Unknowingly, I have known Chu Yunqi for almost half a year, which means... the final exam is coming!

Of course, for a senior high school student, such things as exams are very common, but it is still very important as a final exam, not only the class ranking, age ranking, but also the city ranking. You can directly infer from this exam that you can pass the exam. There is no way not to value the university.

After half a month of hard work, the final exam finally came amid everyone's expectations and rejection.Two days later, Fu Xiaochen suddenly realized that it was winter vacation.For this vacation that everyone is looking forward to, he can't say what to look forward to. Although he can stay in the residence for a few days during the winter vacation, he always has to go home when the new year is approaching. This is the most embarrassing time for him every year.

He does not reject his stepmother and his two younger brothers. Even without this stepmother, his father would still marry other women. The breakdown of the marriage between his parents is entirely a matter of two people, and has nothing to do with others, and he has nothing to blame.Although their family was well-off, they were not very rich, and naturally there was no open and secret struggle for property inheritance.He doesn't want to go home but feels awkward at home, he is a dispensable person, no one treats him well, and no one treats him badly, he is like a bystander at home, watching the relationship between his father and stepmother The family of four is happy and harmonious.

As for the mother, she hated her father to the core, and she didn't want to see her child with that man.Fu Xiaochen had some headaches, he would rather stay alone in the rented house than go home and enjoy some family reunion.It's just that there is no way, he will not disobey his father's will, and he still has to comply with this reasonable request to go home for the New Year.

"Yun Qi, my dad will pick me up tomorrow, and I'll be home after celebrating the new year."

"En." Although he really wanted Fu Xiaochen to stay with him, it's just that he still wanted to be with his family during the Chinese New Year.

"Hey, what do you guys do during Chinese New Year?"

"Everyone in the world drinks Tusu wine and wears new clothes. During the Xu Dynasty, the officials held a banquet in the palace, and the director of the Jiaofang played music."

"After dinner?"

"The chief of ceremonies announced that after the banquet, please come back, and the officials should disperse."

"Then you guys get together to have a meal, and you end up having your own year. Then your father, I mean, what does the emperor do with you princes after dinner?"

"After the banquet, the emperor went to Guanglu Temple to pray for the state of Chu, so he will not be with us."

"Then you spend New Year's Eve alone?"

"When I was still in the palace, I was with my fourth brother every year. After I left the palace at the age of 12 and left the palace's own mansion, they were considered to have married separately, and they were no longer together."

When Fu Xiaochen heard about getting married, he thought of Chu Yunqi. As a rich and handsome man in ancient times, he must have already had a lot of wives and concubines. He had red sleeves, so he didn't worry about him anymore, so he didn't ask any more questions.

The next day, Fu Xiaochen slept until ten o'clock, and Chu Yunqi disappeared early. Just after eleven o'clock, his father called and said that he was downstairs, so Fu Xiaochen had to go downstairs in a hurry, got in the car and went back to his so-called home .

It was exactly 11:30 when I got home. The stepmother was busy cooking in the kitchen, and the two six-year-old twin brothers were sitting on the sofa watching cartoons together.As soon as he and his father entered the house, the virtuous wife and mother in the kitchen greeted him warmly, "Xiaochen is back? I haven't seen him for a few months, why do I feel like I've grown taller again, and I'm cooking for you two, and I'll be ready in a while. "

Fu Xiaochen thanked him obediently, and sat down on another sofa in the living room. The two younger brothers yelled "Brother" together when they saw him coming, and then turned their attention to the cartoon again. Fu Xiaochen also slumped on the sofa. Watching boring cartoons with them, the family still seemed to be harmonious and harmonious, Fu Xiaochen knew in his heart that the happiness or misfortune of this family belonged to them, and he had nothing.He had already changed "auntie" to "mother" in the third year after his father got married, but both of them knew in their hearts that Fu Xiaochen was no longer young, and it was difficult to truly treat a strange woman as a mother.

The stepmother was nice to him, the kind who treated him like a friend who didn't have a deep relationship, no matter what she did, she always acted with a sense of alienation and politeness.His two twin brothers have been glued together since childhood. Although they can call him brother, it is only at the request of their parents.The only father who was related to him by blood did give him paternal love, but after having two twin brothers, this paternal love faded a lot. This is also a natural thing, a person's love is always limited.

After watching TV bored for a while, his stepmother asked him and his two younger brothers to go to the restaurant for dinner. The younger brothers coquettishly said that they would eat after watching this episode, but the stepmother scolded them seriously twice and let them go.There were only three people sitting at the dining table, the father who was eating with a blank face, the stepmother who was eager to serve him food, and himself who was eating with his head bowed.That's why he hates going home. As soon as he comes back, the atmosphere of the family will change, from a harmonious family of four to being polite and courteous. He doesn't want to be a bad person, so why should he meddle with others who are living a good life.

After eating, my father sat on the sofa and chatted with him for a while. It was nothing more than the state of study and the situation at school. At this time, it was like the state of an ordinary family.After talking about this, the father and son had nothing to say, so Fu Xiaochen went back to his bedroom.

Although she hasn't been back for more than two months, the bedroom is still clean and bright, and her stepmother treats her very well.After closing the door, Fu Xiaochen looked around the room. There were nba posters on the wall when he was in junior high school, and a few animation posters that he had posted after moving into the house.The small desk lamp on the desk is still standing quietly in the sun, light blue, with a pen holder, it was bought by his mother when he was very young.On the other side of the wall were posted a few certificates, all of which were certificates from his first and second grades in primary school. He could still remember that these certificates were pasted by his father, and his mother stood on the sidelines. Praise him with a smile next to him, and tell him to study hard in the future.

Fu Xiaochen looked coldly at the room he had lived in for 17 years, and suddenly felt a little strange.Those things full of memories are all there, but they can no longer touch him. He shouldn't be a person who shuts himself in the memories and feels sorry for himself.

Lying on the bed and playing with the mobile phone all afternoon, the sound of two younger brothers giggling came from the living room from time to time.Throughout the afternoon, the bedroom was like a sketch of a scene, with few sounds and no flow, and even the air seemed to be stagnant.After dinner, Fu Xiaochen couldn't stay at home anymore. He told his father that his classmates asked him to go out to play, but his father frowned and told him to come back earlier and let him go.

After leaving the corridor, a small north wind was blowing outside, not strong but bitter.Fu Xiaochen was blown head-on by the wind, and immediately felt that he was alive again. He took the ID card he borrowed from a brother upstairs and walked to the Internet cafe he often went to.

Turn on the machine, log in to the game, choose a hero, and start playing.During the buffering period of the game, Fu Xiaochen stared at the login interface and suddenly thought of Chu Yunqi, imagining that he came to the modern age wearing a dragon robe, sitting beside him to play games with him, and Chu Yunqi shouted with a headset, "I was arrested Gank, hurry up and save him."Thinking of this, Fu Xiaochen was amused by his own brain hole, just when the game started, Fu Xiaochen filled his brain hole and concentrated on playing the game.

Not long after he started the game, Fu Xiaochen was attracted by his own jungler in the game again. His teammates bought Lu Bu Fengxian's skin, and he was showing off his lines and movements in the grass.

Prince, if Chu Yunqi can play games together now, he must let him play prince. His identity and lines are very suitable for him.What Chu Yunqi said was "Those who offend our country of Chu will be punished even if they are far away", such domineering lines, coupled with Chu Yunqi's princely aura, if he said it when he led troops to an expedition, he would definitely be domineering It's not right to conquer a group of younger brothers and men.

When Fu Xiaochen's brain circuit turned back, he realized that the first-level regiment was about to fight. Fortunately, it was not too late to sell his teammates.Fortunately, Fu Xiaochen had activated the control skill at the first level, and the opponent happened to have appeared within the range of the skill. Fu Xiaochen stayed in the grass because of his distraction just now.Insidiously controlling the opponent's two people, the first-level group took a head and mixed it with two assists to become fat. Afterwards, they played heartily, and won three games in a row. It was already past ten o'clock.

He reluctantly left the Internet cafe, and when he returned home, his stepmother and two younger brothers had already fallen asleep, and his father was busy in the study.Fu Xiaochen guessed that his father should have heard the sound of his opening the door, so he simply washed up and went into the bedroom quietly.

Lying on the bed, Fu Xiaochen was still playing with his mobile phone boredly, finished reading the latest chapters of the novel he was chasing, opened QQ and Deng Yu was looking for him to discuss where to go after the Chinese New Year, after chatting casually for a while, he finally felt a little sleepy. Reluctantly fell asleep, but before falling asleep, Fu Xiaochen was still thinking in a daze, if only Chu Yunqi had a mobile phone.

A night without dreams.