With Shi Xiu and Yang Xiong temporarily settled, now that he doesn't have to look at Yang Xiong's face to act, and doesn't have to worry about someone watching him from behind, Ni Xi's mood now is more than just a word of joy.But Shi Xiu must have guessed that she was cheating on her, and she might get revenge at some point, so she had better be careful.
Therefore, Ni Xi didn't go out for more than half a month, and stayed in the room every day, never leaving the door.It's just that it can't be because those two people will never go out for the rest of their lives, and she still has to see Pei Ruhai.
On the second day after Shi Xiu and Yang Xiong left, Ni Xi had already told Pan Gong to help him find two people with martial arts skills to live at home.Although you need to spend some money, your own safety will be guaranteed.She didn't believe that no matter how powerful Shi Xiu was, she could kill her in broad daylight.
In addition, just in case in the past, Ni Xi also sharpened the silver hairpin of her hair, put it next to the pillow before going to bed, and a sachet filled with chili powder, these two things are almost inseparable body.
As for Yang Xiong, a few days after leaving that time, he ran to the door drunk, cursing at the door and yelling for Ni Xi to open the door, and said that he refused to make up with him.Fortunately, the two hired men were there, and according to Ni Xi's order, they beat Yang Xiong and drove them away.The next time Yang Xiong came to make trouble again, he would still be beaten up, and the neighbors around him were invited to watch the commotion. Under the watchful eyes of everyone, Yang Xiong was extremely embarrassed and left in a desperate state.After two times, Yang Xiong didn't dare to show up again, and like Shi Xiu, he lost sight of him, and finally recovered his innocence.
As for whether Yang Xiong would hate Ni Xi, I don't know. Of course, even if Ni Xi knew, she didn't care that all she was thinking about was Pei Ruhai, and she didn't know what was going on with Pei Ruhai.
You know, Ni Xi has endured so long not to look for him, who knows that this monk is too cruel, and actually cut off contact with her. Could it be that he really plans to be a monk for the rest of his life?
………………
When Ni Xi was moaning and sighing, Pei Ruhai was also having a hard time.
Since returning that day, Pei Ruhai's life has also changed.Baoen Temple was still so peaceful and peaceful, but his heart could not calm down for a long time, and even the most favorite scriptures became boring.When the mood changes, the way we look at things will also change.
Sometimes looking at the pilgrims in the temple, the couples passing by intimately in front of him, he would wonder in a daze, what is that woman who disturbed his mind doing at the moment?It should be to make soup for her husband's hands and to be a virtuous wife.
But he couldn't help worrying again, the woman's husband was cruel, what if he bullied her again?When she cried to herself, it really broke his heart along with it.
He doesn't understand why that man can't treat her well, that woman is so kind and charming, she deserves the most love in this world.If he, if he...
But it will never be him.
That woman is someone else's wife, and he, in this life, only knows how to turn green lamps and ancient Buddhas, but he ends up remaining alive.
He should accept his fate.
But with the deep sense of loss in his heart, who can tell him what to do?
Others praised him as an eminent monk, but in fact only he himself knew that he was far less calm and indifferent than he appeared on the outside.His heart has long been concerned about that woman.
Pei Ruhai sat quietly on the futon, twisting the Buddhist beads in his hands.In front of him is a solemn and sacred Buddha statue, and the Buddha is looking at his believers compassionately.
A trace of bitterness flashed in his dark eyes, he was no longer that devout believer.
His heart was messed up.
He is a despicable person, he has clearly made a choice, but he is still unwilling in his heart.Tossing and turning sleepless every night, he was jealous of the woman's husband.
How can he be worthy of being a monk who is admired by everyone?
Buddha, you told me that I should save all living beings, but you didn't tell me how to save myself.
It is rare in the world to have both methods, to live up to the Tathagata and to live up to Qing...
"Brother."
Suddenly a soft call sounded in his ear.
Pei Ruhai's body trembled, thinking that he was hallucinating.
"Brother."
Another call came closer to him.This clear voice was right next to his ears, and the familiarity made his heart palpitate.
He opened his eyes and was taken aback for a moment.
In front of this beautiful woman in water-red clothes with a sweet smile, is it not the person he has been thinking about day and night, or who?
Could it be that this is because he misses the illusion of the person in front of him too much?
Ni Xi was a little funny, she couldn't stay at home anymore, and this person never came to her, what if Pei Ruhai really planned to never see her again.That would be a big loss.
Mountains don't turn around, since that's the case, she will come to him!
It's just that Pei Ruhai was stunned when he saw her, he didn't even respond to calling her twice.
Ni Xi stretched out her slender fingers and waved them in front of Pei Ruhai's eyes, and finally managed to bring him back to his senses.
"You...why are you here?" Pei Ruhai's eyes were complicated.
He finally understood that what was in front of him was not an illusion, this woman was really standing in front of him, at this very moment!
Uncontrollable joy rippling in his heart, but after the joy, there was pain again.
She shouldn't have come, she already has a family, and he's a monk, they shouldn't have anything to do with each other.
Seeing Pei Ruhai's indifferent expression, Ni Xi pursed her red lips in dissatisfaction: "Senior and Nu have not seen each other for so long, and Nu came to look for Senior, why is Senior so unhappy?"
"You shouldn't have come." Pei Ruhai said softly.
"I came here when I wanted to see my brother, why shouldn't I come. Don't you want to see my brother?" Ni Xi asked back.
How could he not want to see her? He thought of her obsessively.
Pei Ruhai smiled bitterly.
Ni Xi looked at Pei Ruhai carefully, he was still so good-looking, with handsome facial features, deep and charming eye sockets in a mess.But it seems to be less clear, and there are still many red bloodshot eyes just now, it looks like I haven't slept well for many days.
How could this person not sleep well after spending a day in meditation in the temple? Could it be because of her?
Thinking of this conjecture, Ni Xi felt elated, and ignored Pei Ruhai's silence, and said directly: "Brother, I have made peace with Yang Xiong."
Pei Ruhai raised his head sharply, and looked at Ni Xi in disbelief, "When did it happen, and why?"
There was a look of shock on his face.
"It's been almost a month. As for the reason, I really can't say it. But it's good, I don't have to be beaten and scolded anymore, and I feel relieved."
"I'm an abandoned woman now!" Ni Xi laughed at himself.
In Pei Ruhai's eyes, her clear and shallow smile was extremely fragile, which made his heart ache again.
"Have you thought about your future plans?"
The reason for the reconciliation, Ni Xi didn't want to talk about Pei Ruhai and didn't ask.It's just that this world is difficult, a beautiful woman, an old man, guarding the family wealth, it is inevitable that people will not miss him after a long time, that's why Mr. Pan recruited Yang Xiong as his son-in-law.
Pei Ruhai understood these simple truths, and he couldn't help feeling worried about Ni Xi.
Ni Xi's smile was bitter, and she took a deep look at Pei Ruhai: "What else can I do, I can only live this life alone. If I can't, I will cut my hair and go to a nunnery to be a nun!"
"No," Pei Ruhai hastily stopped him, "How can you think like that, the godfather won't agree!"
Ni Xi said quietly: "I can't do anything about it, senior brother Nu Xinyue, but senior brother you refuse to be with this slave. Now you are alone with Li Nu, this life is really boring."
Her sigh seemed to land on Pei Ruhai's heart, making his heart heavy as well.
"Qiaoyun," this was the first time Pei Ruhai called Ni Xi like this, and it was also the first time he said such a long sentence.
He said in a deep voice: "You also know that I have escaped into Buddhism now. You and I have different paths. If I were with you, I would face all kinds of pressure and accusations. And you are so beautiful, people who admire you must not No, you will always find a lover, and you still have a long life ahead. Don’t talk about those stupid nuns just now, don’t even think about it!”
Pei Ruhai's serious words made Ni Xi suddenly angry, she talked about this, why is this person so stubborn. "Always find a lover? How lucky is a man in the world, isn't senior brother afraid that I will meet a second Yang Xiong and continue to live the life of being beaten and scolded?"
"I'm sorry, I didn't think of this." Pei Ruhai said with self-blame.She was right, knowing people, knowing faces but not knowing the heart, in case she remarried, it was possible that her husband treated her badly.
However, if she no longer gets married and has no children by her side, how will she live her life in the future?
Pei Ruhai frowned and thought.
Ni Xi really couldn't bear to see it, so he simply stopped talking and said straightforwardly: "Brother, you should return to vulgarity!"
"I've already thought about it. In this world, you are the only senior brother who will truly treat you well. Others are not necessarily so. Besides, you and your senior brother are in love with each other, and you will talk about whether it is long or short for the rest of your life. Why are you and me? You have to stick to the world and give up the love of this life."
Ni Xi looked at Pei Ruhai with sparkling eyes, "I swear, I will be a good wife and mother, and have children for my seniors, and a bunch of young seniors!"
"Ahem," Pei Ruhai was taken aback by Ni Xi's boldness, especially "having children", which made him blush up to his ears.
"You are a woman, how can you say such a thing." He forcefully reprimanded himself.
Ni Xi has already seen through Pei Ruhai's true nature. Although he looks cold and calm on the outside, he is very pure on the inside, and he can blush for a long time when he is teased casually.
She deliberately approached Pei Ruhai, threatening in a charming voice: "I'm telling the truth, senior brother, I've recognized you for the rest of my life. If you don't obey, I'll really become a nun!"
Pei Ruhai couldn't tell what was going on in his heart at this moment, and his heart was also beating thumpingly.
Originally thought that he and her had really become strangers, but at this moment, he could have a new choice to listen to his heart and not let himself regret it.
"Ah."
Ni Xi waited for a long time before finally hearing a deep answer.
Although the voice was very soft and seemed a little embarrassed, it was enough to surprise Ni Xi.
Looking up, it was Pei Ruhai's firm expression.
In those black eyes, there is the same emotion as myself
"Slave is so happy!"
She threw herself into Pei Ruhai's arms, wrapped her arms around Pei Ruhai's waist, and placed herself in the embrace that smelled of sandalwood.
This time Pei Ruhai didn't push her away, paused, stretched out his hand from behind her and slowly encircled her, warm and powerful.
In my heart, it was warm.
Therefore, Ni Xi didn't go out for more than half a month, and stayed in the room every day, never leaving the door.It's just that it can't be because those two people will never go out for the rest of their lives, and she still has to see Pei Ruhai.
On the second day after Shi Xiu and Yang Xiong left, Ni Xi had already told Pan Gong to help him find two people with martial arts skills to live at home.Although you need to spend some money, your own safety will be guaranteed.She didn't believe that no matter how powerful Shi Xiu was, she could kill her in broad daylight.
In addition, just in case in the past, Ni Xi also sharpened the silver hairpin of her hair, put it next to the pillow before going to bed, and a sachet filled with chili powder, these two things are almost inseparable body.
As for Yang Xiong, a few days after leaving that time, he ran to the door drunk, cursing at the door and yelling for Ni Xi to open the door, and said that he refused to make up with him.Fortunately, the two hired men were there, and according to Ni Xi's order, they beat Yang Xiong and drove them away.The next time Yang Xiong came to make trouble again, he would still be beaten up, and the neighbors around him were invited to watch the commotion. Under the watchful eyes of everyone, Yang Xiong was extremely embarrassed and left in a desperate state.After two times, Yang Xiong didn't dare to show up again, and like Shi Xiu, he lost sight of him, and finally recovered his innocence.
As for whether Yang Xiong would hate Ni Xi, I don't know. Of course, even if Ni Xi knew, she didn't care that all she was thinking about was Pei Ruhai, and she didn't know what was going on with Pei Ruhai.
You know, Ni Xi has endured so long not to look for him, who knows that this monk is too cruel, and actually cut off contact with her. Could it be that he really plans to be a monk for the rest of his life?
………………
When Ni Xi was moaning and sighing, Pei Ruhai was also having a hard time.
Since returning that day, Pei Ruhai's life has also changed.Baoen Temple was still so peaceful and peaceful, but his heart could not calm down for a long time, and even the most favorite scriptures became boring.When the mood changes, the way we look at things will also change.
Sometimes looking at the pilgrims in the temple, the couples passing by intimately in front of him, he would wonder in a daze, what is that woman who disturbed his mind doing at the moment?It should be to make soup for her husband's hands and to be a virtuous wife.
But he couldn't help worrying again, the woman's husband was cruel, what if he bullied her again?When she cried to herself, it really broke his heart along with it.
He doesn't understand why that man can't treat her well, that woman is so kind and charming, she deserves the most love in this world.If he, if he...
But it will never be him.
That woman is someone else's wife, and he, in this life, only knows how to turn green lamps and ancient Buddhas, but he ends up remaining alive.
He should accept his fate.
But with the deep sense of loss in his heart, who can tell him what to do?
Others praised him as an eminent monk, but in fact only he himself knew that he was far less calm and indifferent than he appeared on the outside.His heart has long been concerned about that woman.
Pei Ruhai sat quietly on the futon, twisting the Buddhist beads in his hands.In front of him is a solemn and sacred Buddha statue, and the Buddha is looking at his believers compassionately.
A trace of bitterness flashed in his dark eyes, he was no longer that devout believer.
His heart was messed up.
He is a despicable person, he has clearly made a choice, but he is still unwilling in his heart.Tossing and turning sleepless every night, he was jealous of the woman's husband.
How can he be worthy of being a monk who is admired by everyone?
Buddha, you told me that I should save all living beings, but you didn't tell me how to save myself.
It is rare in the world to have both methods, to live up to the Tathagata and to live up to Qing...
"Brother."
Suddenly a soft call sounded in his ear.
Pei Ruhai's body trembled, thinking that he was hallucinating.
"Brother."
Another call came closer to him.This clear voice was right next to his ears, and the familiarity made his heart palpitate.
He opened his eyes and was taken aback for a moment.
In front of this beautiful woman in water-red clothes with a sweet smile, is it not the person he has been thinking about day and night, or who?
Could it be that this is because he misses the illusion of the person in front of him too much?
Ni Xi was a little funny, she couldn't stay at home anymore, and this person never came to her, what if Pei Ruhai really planned to never see her again.That would be a big loss.
Mountains don't turn around, since that's the case, she will come to him!
It's just that Pei Ruhai was stunned when he saw her, he didn't even respond to calling her twice.
Ni Xi stretched out her slender fingers and waved them in front of Pei Ruhai's eyes, and finally managed to bring him back to his senses.
"You...why are you here?" Pei Ruhai's eyes were complicated.
He finally understood that what was in front of him was not an illusion, this woman was really standing in front of him, at this very moment!
Uncontrollable joy rippling in his heart, but after the joy, there was pain again.
She shouldn't have come, she already has a family, and he's a monk, they shouldn't have anything to do with each other.
Seeing Pei Ruhai's indifferent expression, Ni Xi pursed her red lips in dissatisfaction: "Senior and Nu have not seen each other for so long, and Nu came to look for Senior, why is Senior so unhappy?"
"You shouldn't have come." Pei Ruhai said softly.
"I came here when I wanted to see my brother, why shouldn't I come. Don't you want to see my brother?" Ni Xi asked back.
How could he not want to see her? He thought of her obsessively.
Pei Ruhai smiled bitterly.
Ni Xi looked at Pei Ruhai carefully, he was still so good-looking, with handsome facial features, deep and charming eye sockets in a mess.But it seems to be less clear, and there are still many red bloodshot eyes just now, it looks like I haven't slept well for many days.
How could this person not sleep well after spending a day in meditation in the temple? Could it be because of her?
Thinking of this conjecture, Ni Xi felt elated, and ignored Pei Ruhai's silence, and said directly: "Brother, I have made peace with Yang Xiong."
Pei Ruhai raised his head sharply, and looked at Ni Xi in disbelief, "When did it happen, and why?"
There was a look of shock on his face.
"It's been almost a month. As for the reason, I really can't say it. But it's good, I don't have to be beaten and scolded anymore, and I feel relieved."
"I'm an abandoned woman now!" Ni Xi laughed at himself.
In Pei Ruhai's eyes, her clear and shallow smile was extremely fragile, which made his heart ache again.
"Have you thought about your future plans?"
The reason for the reconciliation, Ni Xi didn't want to talk about Pei Ruhai and didn't ask.It's just that this world is difficult, a beautiful woman, an old man, guarding the family wealth, it is inevitable that people will not miss him after a long time, that's why Mr. Pan recruited Yang Xiong as his son-in-law.
Pei Ruhai understood these simple truths, and he couldn't help feeling worried about Ni Xi.
Ni Xi's smile was bitter, and she took a deep look at Pei Ruhai: "What else can I do, I can only live this life alone. If I can't, I will cut my hair and go to a nunnery to be a nun!"
"No," Pei Ruhai hastily stopped him, "How can you think like that, the godfather won't agree!"
Ni Xi said quietly: "I can't do anything about it, senior brother Nu Xinyue, but senior brother you refuse to be with this slave. Now you are alone with Li Nu, this life is really boring."
Her sigh seemed to land on Pei Ruhai's heart, making his heart heavy as well.
"Qiaoyun," this was the first time Pei Ruhai called Ni Xi like this, and it was also the first time he said such a long sentence.
He said in a deep voice: "You also know that I have escaped into Buddhism now. You and I have different paths. If I were with you, I would face all kinds of pressure and accusations. And you are so beautiful, people who admire you must not No, you will always find a lover, and you still have a long life ahead. Don’t talk about those stupid nuns just now, don’t even think about it!”
Pei Ruhai's serious words made Ni Xi suddenly angry, she talked about this, why is this person so stubborn. "Always find a lover? How lucky is a man in the world, isn't senior brother afraid that I will meet a second Yang Xiong and continue to live the life of being beaten and scolded?"
"I'm sorry, I didn't think of this." Pei Ruhai said with self-blame.She was right, knowing people, knowing faces but not knowing the heart, in case she remarried, it was possible that her husband treated her badly.
However, if she no longer gets married and has no children by her side, how will she live her life in the future?
Pei Ruhai frowned and thought.
Ni Xi really couldn't bear to see it, so he simply stopped talking and said straightforwardly: "Brother, you should return to vulgarity!"
"I've already thought about it. In this world, you are the only senior brother who will truly treat you well. Others are not necessarily so. Besides, you and your senior brother are in love with each other, and you will talk about whether it is long or short for the rest of your life. Why are you and me? You have to stick to the world and give up the love of this life."
Ni Xi looked at Pei Ruhai with sparkling eyes, "I swear, I will be a good wife and mother, and have children for my seniors, and a bunch of young seniors!"
"Ahem," Pei Ruhai was taken aback by Ni Xi's boldness, especially "having children", which made him blush up to his ears.
"You are a woman, how can you say such a thing." He forcefully reprimanded himself.
Ni Xi has already seen through Pei Ruhai's true nature. Although he looks cold and calm on the outside, he is very pure on the inside, and he can blush for a long time when he is teased casually.
She deliberately approached Pei Ruhai, threatening in a charming voice: "I'm telling the truth, senior brother, I've recognized you for the rest of my life. If you don't obey, I'll really become a nun!"
Pei Ruhai couldn't tell what was going on in his heart at this moment, and his heart was also beating thumpingly.
Originally thought that he and her had really become strangers, but at this moment, he could have a new choice to listen to his heart and not let himself regret it.
"Ah."
Ni Xi waited for a long time before finally hearing a deep answer.
Although the voice was very soft and seemed a little embarrassed, it was enough to surprise Ni Xi.
Looking up, it was Pei Ruhai's firm expression.
In those black eyes, there is the same emotion as myself
"Slave is so happy!"
She threw herself into Pei Ruhai's arms, wrapped her arms around Pei Ruhai's waist, and placed herself in the embrace that smelled of sandalwood.
This time Pei Ruhai didn't push her away, paused, stretched out his hand from behind her and slowly encircled her, warm and powerful.
In my heart, it was warm.
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