[Comprehensive Water Margin] Female supporting role is not bad

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, fragments of memory reunited in Ni Xi's mind, and those vague memories suddenly became clear.

The original owner and Pei Ruhai grew up together as childhood sweethearts, and they had a mutual affection.Pei Ruhai worshiped Mrs. Pan as godfather. Originally, according to this situation, Pan Qiaoyun and Pei Ruhai should have a smooth marriage and have children to accompany them for the rest of their lives.It's a pity that things backfired, because Pei Ruhai's father offended a high-ranking official, he had to leave the woolen shop and take his family away from home.

Before leaving, Pei Ruhai asked Pan Qiaoyun to come out, and asked Pan Qiaoyun if she would like to go with him.

As a result, Pan Qiaoyun naturally refused. She is still a greenhouse flower that has never experienced wind and rain. Facing the unknown, she shrinks back because of confusion.

At that time, Pan Qiaoyun and Pei Ruhai were young and stubborn. Pan Qiaoyun's refusal made Pei Ruhai disheartened, and then they left for another country and had no contact with each other again.

As Pan Qiaoyun grew older, a year later, Pan Gong decided to marry Wang Yasi. Her life passed smoothly like this, but she never expected that Wang Yasi would pass away in just one year.

After Wang Yasi's death, Pan Qiaoyun kept his filial piety for one year, and Yang Xiong came to the door, and Pan Qiaoyun's heartache began.The lover when she was young was forced to separate, her first husband left her, and now her husband beats and scolds her frequently, her life is full of gray shadows.

It wasn't until that time, when she worked for her ex-husband Wang Yasi, that she felt the long-lost hope and light again...

This is the story of the original owner and Pei Ruhai, but it is a pity that both of them ended up in a bitter fate.

Ni Xi finally understands the whole story, but her current situation is different from the original book. In the original book, when the two meet, they are like a raging fire. However, the current situation is that Pei Ruhai treats her very coldly, and she can't see her youthfulness at all. Affectionate appearance.

Ni Xi sighed, why did this task become so difficult once it was in front of her.

"Senior brother, did you blame the slave for not walking with you at that time?" She asked.

Pei Ruhai was silent, with his lips tightly pressed together.

If it is not strange, it is impossible, God knows how complicated he was when he saw this woman for the first time in Baoen Temple.

The person who he thought he would never see again in this life suddenly appeared in front of him, disrupting his peaceful life and causing ripples in his heart.

Ni Xi understands, it seems that if this knot is not resolved, with Pei Ruhai's temperament, it is absolutely impossible for the two of them in the future.

Her tone of voice was bitter, and she said: "Brother, have you ever thought that there is only one daughter in Nu's family, and A Niang died early, and Nu and Daddy depend on each other for life. If Nu follows you away, what will Daddy do?"

"Even if father and slave go together, how can slave, as a son and daughter, have the heart to let his father suffer the pain of running around..."

Pei Ruhai's lips trembled, and he came to his senses as if enlightened...

Yes, at that time, he only thought about day and night with his beloved, and selfishly hoped that his beloved could endure the wind and rain with him, but he didn't think about the consequences for his beloved.That refusal made him heartbroken, and he left resolutely.

In the next six months, both of Pei Ruhai's parents died of illness, and all his worries in this world were gone. The world is so vast, but it can't accommodate him, a lonely person.

Become a monk, stay away from the world of mortals, and live an ordinary life from then on.

This is his choice.

The only surprise was that he didn't expect to meet his original lover five years later.

Only then did I realize that he thought he could be calm and calm, but he was just deceiving himself and others.

After all, I still can't forget it!

Ni Xi was still crying, seeing her red and swollen eyes and the tears on her cheeks, he finally stretched out his hand bravely this time.

"Don't cry." He gently wiped away the teardrop with his hand, and his fingertips touched the smooth jade cheek. The coldness of the teardrop and the warmth of the skin brought him a throbbing that was rekindled , even more than before.

"It's because I didn't think of these..."

All stubbornness, all misunderstandings are gone at this moment.

Pei Ruhai's sudden gentleness made Ni Xi lose his mind, she raised her eyes, and she met a pair of clear and soft eyes, which were different from the strangeness and indifference in the past, there was a kind of hot and intense flame in the eyes.

This flame is love.

"Senior brother..." She looked at him and smiled through tears, like the beauty after the clouds cleared, the fog cleared and the sky cleared up, bright and moving.

Pei Ruhai didn't speak, he looked at her deeply, various emotions were intertwined on his handsome face, there were struggles, hesitation, and pain...

Ni Xi knew what a difficult decision Pei Ruhai was facing at the moment. Pei Ruhai had affection for her, but this affection was contrary to their identities, morality, and the world...

Because of this, she didn't speak any more, and silently waited for Pei Ruhai's choice.

As time passed by, Pei Ruhai's clenched fists tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened, and his arms trembled slightly, as if heaven and man were fighting.

Until he finally made a decision, with unspeakable guilt and helplessness, he spoke with difficulty.

"sorry, I can not……"

His good-looking brows were lowered, and his expression was sad.

He didn't dare to look at Ni Xi's disappointed eyes, he was afraid that he would be nostalgic and reluctant.

Unexpectedly, when he said this, his heart did not become lighter, but more painful, as if something was lost and recovered, but the pain was once again ripped out of his heart.

But he had to choose this way.

Fate tricks people!

Ni Xi was indeed disappointed, but not surprised.Pei Ruhai has been a monk for so many years, and he is also a famous eminent monk. Buddhism has been integrated into his life. Those ideas and rules cannot be changed overnight.

She didn't expect to succeed this time.

But that's okay, Pei Ruhai like this made her even more excited.

Naturally, Pei Ruhai didn't know what Ni Xi was thinking, he only saw that the person in front of him was silent and motionless.

Time stands still at this moment.

"It's a slave demon." She sighed softly.

Those red lips that were as delicate as peach petals tugged, revealing a wry smile that seemed mocking, "I shouldn't be delusional about being able to reconnect with senior brother, it's all just my wishful thinking..."

No, that's not the case.

Pei Ruhai wanted to speak, it was not her wishful thinking that he wanted to tell her, but when the words came to his lips, the remaining rationality made him unable to speak out anyway.

Ni Xi can't change Pei Ruhai's pain, only he can figure it out.

She can wait, she believes that this day will not come too late.

Ni Xi bowed to Pei Ruhai again, and there was an unprecedented look of determination on that delicate lotus face.

"From then on, the mountains and rivers will never meet again. I only wish, my lord!"

After finishing speaking with choked-up words, she walked out of the wing room in a hurry.

In the empty wing room, Pei Ruhai was the only one left.

He looked at the assortment of vegetarian dishes on the table, and he could imagine how much thought the cooks put in, but unfortunately, no one appreciated them, and they were left there coldly in the end.

Pei Ruhai unconsciously picked up the chopsticks, picked up a piece of tofu and put it in his mouth, chewed it, the smoothness and deliciousness of the tofu made him dazed for a while.

The beautiful face appeared before her eyes again, her charming smile, her miserable tears, her affectionate eyes...

These, he will never see again.

Since then, mountains and rivers have never met...

The chopsticks in Pei Ruhai's hand slipped instantly, and they hit the ground with an icy sound, just like his heart, cold to the bone.

He stood up abruptly, and staggered out of the wing...

………………

The ritual was still going on, but the monks found that Pei Ruhai, who presided over the ritual, seemed to be a little absent-minded. There was a scripture for salvation that everyone could recite backwards, but Pei Ruhai recited it wrong time and time again. It was really surprising.

"Brother, are you too tired?" Hein asked worriedly.

Pei Ruhai's face was pale, and he was in a daze before replying: "I'm fine."

As he spoke, he cheered up and continued to chant sutras.

When resting in the evening, all the monks followed Mr. Pan to have a fast meal, Pei Ruhai couldn't help but look back at the wing where Ni Xi was, the door was tightly closed, and the owner inside was behind closed doors.

At midnight, Ni Xi walked up to the Dharma altar again in plain clothes, twisted incense and worshiped the Buddha, and left again after three prostrations.

Her expression was very cold, she didn't even look at Pei Ruhai, she turned a blind eye.

The white skirt slid past Pei Ruhai's face, brushing against his face lightly, before it could be caught in time, it just disappeared,...

It seems to be telling the miss between him and her.

A sense of loss that I had never felt before flooded my heart...

However, he didn't see Ni Xi again until the whole ceremony was over.

Really, don't mountains and rivers meet again?