I'm happy after being scumbag

Yan Yunge was really sad.This kind of sadness is usually suppressed in my heart, and it will only be revealed in places that Lu Mingyu can't see.Now, because of his drunkenness, he presented everything in front of Lu Mingyu's eyes.

Lu Mingyu listened to his murmurs, from laughing back with anger at first, to helplessness, and then to stunned.

He lightly stroked the tip of Yan Yunge's eyebrows with his fingers.This closeness seemed to make Yan Yunge extremely happy, and he started calling "Qing Guang" over and over again.At the back, he seemed to feel that this belonged to the title of "Yungui", so he called out "Mingyu" in a low and quick manner with a look of grievance and caution.

After shouting, a chuckle quickly appeared on his face.

Lu Mingyu saw it in his eyes and couldn't help thinking, these days, what kind of mood is Yan Yunge holding? On the one hand, he feels that the emperor hates him, loves another person with a similar face to him, and regards him as a substitute, but on the other hand, he still decides to Leave.

He asked: "Yun Lang...Yun Ge, are you so happy with me?"

The word "望" seemed to widen the distance between the two.But for Yan Yunge, this is the self-proclaim that Lu Mingyu would use when getting along with "myself".

The joy on his face was even stronger, and he said, "Naturally."

Lu Mingyu asked, "Why?"

Yan Yunge opened his mouth.For a moment, Lu Mingyu thought that he had fallen asleep because of drunkenness.But at the back, he was hugged by Yan Yunge, listening to the man speak.

He brought up the old story again.The case of the second emperor's uncle committing crimes in Pingkang was originally handed over to Lu Mingyu.Everyone thought that these were the three sons of Emperor Yongyao who were controlling the court, and even Yan Yunge felt that Lu Mingyu was trying to get rid of his troubles.Therefore, when he found out that the case was over, but Lu Mingyu was still thinking about the flower girl and young lady who were killed by others, Yan Yunge was shocked.

When he first met in Peony Garden, he was amazed by Lu Mingyu's appearance.This is indeed tempting, and Yan Yunge has really been haunted by dreams for several years.But later, when he realized Lu Mingyu's identity, he remembered that he and the third prince were cousins, so he secretly woke up day by day, and couldn't wait for Lu Mingyu to really take his heart.After that night, Yan Yunge could no longer restrain the tilt of the balance in his heart.

He told Lu Mingyu that he had thought about it countless times, if it wasn't for their identities, they would probably have become confidants long ago.

Lu Mingyu heard these words from Yan Yunge many years ago.Listening to it now, the mood is different.

In addition to all these old sayings, Yan Yunge mentioned again: "That year in Shangyuan, I went to the street with Zheng Yi and Guo Xin. When I looked up, I seemed to see you in the crowd."

Lu Mingyu was slightly taken aback.

"You didn't even look at me, and left in a hurry. I thought in my heart, yes, King Jian and the Yan family used to use each other. I always worry about you, but if it wasn't the time for you to use the Yan family, You don't even want to greet me."

His breath fell on Lu Mingyu's ear.Lu Mingyu's mood is hard to put into words, even knowing that Yan Yunge won't listen at all right now, he still can't help but say: "I don't want to greet you! It's clearly you, when you're with those two people, it's better than being with me rejoice!"

Yan Yunge didn't say anything.

Lu Mingyu let out a breath slowly, thinking: Forget it, let's sleep first today.When I get up tomorrow, I must, must...

There is tiredness in my heart.He was indeed going to sleep, but at this time, Yan Yunge said again: "I found out later that you also looked at me at that time. Later, you missed it even more, and said that you were with me at that time. Your Majesty, you Between me, how many such mistakes are there, so that we can never know each other's mind?... Until now, it is irreparable."

He was obviously disappointed, and there was an unconcealable sadness in his voice.Lu Mingyu's eyes were sore when he heard it.After a while, there was a "ah".

He didn't respond to Yan Yunge's words, but said to himself: "The judge Zhang really came up with a good idea."

At dawn the next day, because of being drunk and sleeping late, Yan Yunge opened his eyes much more late than usual.

He vaguely remembered that he seemed to have said a lot of things he shouldn't have said last night.This made Yan Yunge quite melancholy, and continued to worry, wondering whether the emperor could continue to bear him.

After thinking for a long time, I still couldn't come up with a result.He simply left him behind, as long as Lu Mingyu was willing to see him, he would stay in the palace.

Yan Yunge's heart suddenly felt a lot better.After washing up, he practiced sword in the courtyard.

When Lu Mingyu returned to Funing Hall, he saw such a scene.

Having practiced martial arts for many years, it goes without saying that Yan Yunge's posture is chic and beautiful.The sound of the blade piercing through the air continued to be heard, like a thunderbolt.

Seeing the beauty, the emperor couldn't help applauding.The movement was heard by Yan Yunge, he retracted his sword, his movements were still flowing.

Lu Mingyu walked forward with a smile, took the brocade handkerchief from Li Ruyi's hand, and personally wiped off the thin layer of sweat on his lover's forehead.

Yan Yunge didn't move.But in such a situation, the sweat on his face seemed to be increasing.The mouth was slightly pursed, and the cheeks were tense. Lu Mingyu couldn't laugh or cry, and said, "Why are you nervous?"

Yan Yunge's mouth moved slightly, but he didn't know where to say it.

"Forget it." Lu Mingyu put down the veil.At first, I thought that I should speak clearly.But this action of his made Yan Yunge think of something.

Seeing his lover's complexion suddenly darken, Lu Mingyu's heart twitched, and he said directly: "Why do you think that I asked you to stay because I wanted you to pretend to be 'Yungui'?"

Yan Yunge's pupils trembled, and he almost lost his grip on the long sword in his hand.

Lu Mingyu spoke slowly, and then said: "Yan Yunge, Yun Gui...you actually see yourself as two people. If it wasn't for the drinking you had last night, I wouldn't know that you have tortured yourself so much these days. "

There was a "hum" in Yan Yunge's mind.Every word Lu Mingyu said was very simple, but he seemed unable to understand it.

Seeing his lover standing there in a daze, Lu Mingyu became even more helpless, and said, "Didn't I say that? You are 'Yungui'," after a pause, thinking that this sentence seemed to be one of the sources of the lover's misunderstanding, so he simply said more bluntly, "Yan Yun Ge, I have never regarded you and Yun Gui as two people!"

When these words came out, it was as if a thunderclap exploded in Yan Yunge's ears.

So much so that Yan Yunge's first emotion was not joy, but bewilderment.

He murmured, "What did you say?"

Lu Mingyu casually stuffed the handkerchief to Li Ruyi who was beside him.He felt that it was too hot outside, so he simply grabbed Yan Yunge and walked towards Funing Hall.

Yan Yunge allowed him to move.

After walking two steps, Lu Mingyu ordered again: "Take the sword from his hand."

The palace man moved forward, Yan Yunge let go of his hand obediently.

Lu Mingyu was satisfied.He came all the way to the room, and on the way, he said, "I said earlier that I only wanted Yungui and not you. Didn't that make you think of it? ... Oh, so you have to think about it."

He stopped.

Daylight has been left behind by the two of them.Some palace people came forward and brought the ice bowls that had been prepared.Among them are many seasonal fruits, poured with a layer of honey syrup, which is Lu Mingyu's favorite thing to cool off the heat.

Lu Mingyu tasted it and thought it was good, so he gave his lover another mouthful.

Yan Yunge still had what the emperor said just now in his mind.There was a piece of cold peach meat in his mouth, and he realized that the two of them were already sitting in the house.

He raised his eyes, just in time to meet the smiling expression of the emperor.

Yan Yunge rolled his Adam's apple, swallowed the peach meat, and called softly: "Your Majesty—"

Lu Mingyu corrected: "'Qing Guang'."

Yan Yunge's pupils trembled, and the emperor said again: "As soon as you have memories, you have to go back to Lingnan to find Yan's house. How can I want you to remember everything in this way?... But now I know, it turns out that compared to going back Lingnan, you would rather be by my side. Here, have another bite."

Yan Yunge opened his mouth passively.A thought popped up in his mind: In ancient times, Mi Zixia and Wei Jun were divided into peaches.Although in the end, Mi Zi's flaws faded and his love was relaxed, but at least when the peaches were divided, Wei Jun really loved him.So now, the emperor and himself eat a bowl of ice, does it mean...

"You think I have nothing to do, so you want to keep you?" Lu Mingyu asked him, "Dividing a good person into two, and making you pretend to be 'Yungui'? I'm not that absurd."

At this point, Yan Yunge finally cleared his mind.

His mind was still shaking, and he wanted to speak, but he didn't dare to say more.Until meeting the gentle eyes of the emperor, Yan Yunge finally said: "Your Majesty...Qing Guang."

The corners of Lu Mingyu's lips curled up.

Yan Yunge gained a lot of courage and asked, "Can you really forgive me?"

Lu Mingyu said: "You took risks for me twice and almost lost your life. Up to now, you still have scars all over your body. Yan Yunge, my heart is also fleshy."

Yan Yunge's eyelids trembled, boundless joy gushed out of his heart, but he still said: "This is just what a courtier should do."

Lu Mingyu looked at him with his chin propped up.Only in front of his lover, he is not the more majestic emperor, but more like an ordinary man.

He asked Yan Yunge: "But are you doing this just to be loyal to me?"

Yan Yunge's pupils trembled, and he blurted out: "No!"

Lu Mingyu asked, "What's the reason for that?"

Yan Yunge looked at him, in his eyes, there were love, obsession, all kinds of emotions intertwined, very clear.

He said, "Naturally because I yearn for His Majesty."

Lu Mingyu murmured, "The words are somewhat familiar."

As soon as he said it, Yan Yunge also remembered the past.What he also remembered was the watery light that flashed from the tip of Lu Mingyu's eyes.

Yan Yunge's heart trembled, and he couldn't help saying: "I used to—"

"It's not good." Lu Mingyu said, "But it's not just 'bad'."

Yan Yunge looked at him.Lu Mingyu chuckled and put down the ice bowl.

He asked Yan Yunge: "Do you want to walk that street again?"

Apart from those "bad things", there were actually many "good things" between them.

These "good things" are suppressed in the dull bitterness when the two people don't understand each other, hidden in the complicated relationship between the Yan family and the emperor, and it is too easy to be ignored.When emotions are high, I can't remember even a little bit.

But be careful, if you look forward, you can always catch a glimpse.

Like the stars above the night, shining brightly.

Under the gentle gaze of the Son of Heaven, Yan Yunge's heart softened, and he replied: "Okay."