I'm happy after being scumbag

Do you want to go back to the Hall of Eternal Harmony?

He is no longer the major general of the Yan family, but a man from the rivers and lakes who met the emperor in his infancy.He is loved by the emperor and stays with the emperor.

Lu Mingyu's hand came to Yan Yunge's cheek again.He got closer, Yan Yunge could feel the temperature of the emperor's breath.

He asked Yan Yunge: "How do you feel about those few months?"

Yan Yunge was in a daze.Hearing Lu Mingyu's question, he replied instinctively: "Of course it's the best."

Lu Mingyu laughed.

Yan Yunge's eyelids trembled, and endless sadness rose in his heart.

He repeated in a low voice: "Naturally...the best thing is."

He saw the emperor who treated him as close as a lover among ordinary people.He taught the emperor how to ride and shoot, and prepared gifts for Lu Mingyu full of friendship.Lu Mingyu promised him that there would be no draft and no harem.Originally, the most important issue of offspring fell on Lu Mingyu's special physique, so maybe it wasn't a problem.

Yan Yunge's heart throbbed, as if a dagger was inserted into it, turning left and right.

He thought: If I didn't have such a strong temperament at the beginning, I would break up with him after I regained my memory.Then, then—

Their children will not die.

Although at the beginning, they still had to panic, thinking that Lu Mingyu had some strange disease, and perhaps he would also have to suffer.But slowly, as Lu Mingyu said, he had dreamed of the first queen and Lu Yan several times.Day by day, one day, Yan Yunge will say: "This is very similar to a girl's slippery pulse."

They would eventually realize that Lu Mingyu was pregnant with a child.

To this day, children are still being conceived.As two fathers who had never had any experience, he and Lu Mingyu were probably at a loss for what to do.But it doesn't matter, there is a nanny in the palace who is good at raising children, he and Lu Mingyu can also learn how to take care of children.When the child was born, one of them taught the child literature and the other taught the child martial arts.

Yan Yunge's lips trembled slightly.

His eyes were extremely sour, and tears rolled down his face.

Seeing him like this, Lu Mingyu slightly tilted his head and called him: "Yunlang?"

Yan Yunge looked at him.

The Son of Heaven asked, "What are you thinking about?"

Yan Yunge's mouth moved.He was indeed in extreme pain. Although he had known for a long time that he had done something wrong, until now, Yan Yunge finally realized clearly what he had missed and lost.

He was extremely remorseful and sad, and said in a low voice: "Your Majesty, is your body all right now?"

Lu Mingyu was startled.

Yan Yunge said: "I know, you were sick for half a month before."

If Lu Mingyu is a little better, he will return to his early morning style of doing things. If he is not really unable to get out of bed, he will not do this.

Yan Yunge said: "I committed another capital crime. At that time, I entered the palace once."

He saw Lu Mingyu's pale and fragile appearance.Like a broken flower, almost withered.

So far, the emperor's condition has improved a lot.But Yan Yunge was still afraid, afraid that this was just a short-lived dream, afraid that even if he turned around, it would still be too late to make up for his mistakes.

Fortunately, Lu Mingyu smiled and said, "I'm really safe."

Yan Yunge looked at him.

Lu Mingyu pursed his lips.He squatted halfway in front of Yan Yunge, holding his cheeks with both hands, talking to him very tenderly and affectionately, and said: "I guessed that day was not a dream. When I woke up that morning, there was a small spot of blood on my wrist. You didn't notice, did you?"

Yan Yunge's pupils trembled, he really didn't expect that he would leave such a flaw.

Lu Mingyu said in a low voice: "Why do you still want to see you when you treat me like that? You were beaten like that by Yan Zhengyuan, but you are still willing to be with me, thinking about coming to see me. Yun Lang, I believe you really love me. In that case , you come back, I will not blame the past."

The emperor showed the greatest sincerity and promised: "The words I said before are all counted. There is no one else, only you and me."

Yan Yunge listened, many struggles flashed in his eyes.

"Before the boy left, he suffered a lot." Lu Mingyu said, "I didn't know he was there at that time, but I drank hawthorn soup every day. Do it again, you and I must not let him suffer like this again."

Yan Yunge almost lost the ability to speak.

Lu Mingyu described to him an unparalleled dream.He leaned into Yan Yunge's ear, and said to him: "Do you know? I counted the time, and he should have come at the end of January. At that time, it was Yun Lang who served you for the first time at the Palace of Yonghe. In April By the time, he was already moving—"

"Your Majesty." Yan Yunge finally spoke.

Lu Mingyu was still saying: "At the time, I was only terrified, but now that I think about it, he was clearly greeting me. Yunlang, I'm really not a good father. If there is another time, I hope I can make up for it."

Yan Yunge called again: "Your Majesty."

Lu Mingyu finally stopped talking.He stepped back and stared at Yan Yunge.

He saw Yan Yunge's expression clearly.

There is no joy and joy, only depression and sorrow.

He said, "Why don't I want to go back?"

Lu Mingyu remained silent and did not speak.

Yan Yunge said: "If you give me another chance——"

Lu Mingyu raised his voice: "I'm giving you a chance now!"

Yan Yunge smiled bitterly and said, "How can this be counted?"

When Lu Mingyu heard this, his expression suddenly sank.

He got up and looked indifferently at the man kneeling on the ground.

Yan Yunge continued: "Your Majesty, after all, I remember the past and know that I am not 'Yun Lang'. After you kill the Yan party and let me sleep next to your pillow, can you really feel at ease?  … After all, the matter of the Palace of Eternal Harmony has already passed." After a pause, "Unless you let me take the medicine again, let me forget it again. But even if it is true, your Majesty doesn't know that everything is fake?"

Lu Mingyu sneered and said, "Yan Yunge! I know that you have always, always put the Yan family first! What you just said is—"

Yan Yunge said, "Really."

Lu Mingyu became more and more angry: "How dare you interrupt me?"

After a pause, Yan Yunge smiled slightly.

He did have the will to die, so he spoke and acted more calmly.Now he raised his head and met Lu Mingyu's eyes.

This is "disrespect".It is something that Yunlang can do, but Yan Yunge cannot.But Yan Yunge did it anyway.

He looked at Lu Mingyu and said, "I grew up in Saibei since I was a child. No matter my father or your uncles, Zheng Yi or Guo Xin, they all rescued me from the Turkic cavalry."

He has the title of "God of War", but he was not born with this title.Before actually commanding the Yan family's army, Yan Yunge experienced many battles of life and death, honing his tenacity in the most dangerous places.

"...I can't abandon them." Yan Yunge said, "But what I just said is also true.

"Before I was ten years old, I had never seen the scenery of Chang'an, let alone the prosperity of the south of the Yangtze River. I only knew the suffering of the people, the pain and sorrow of their relatives being taken captive by the Turks, and the reluctance they felt when they sent their sons and daughters to the battlefield. No matter how reluctant you are, you have to watch your relatives go away.

"I thought at the time that it would be good if the war ended. We would finally capture the head of the Khan, and finally prevent them from invading the territory of the Great Zhou. Later we did it, but from that day on, the Yan family embarked on an unsettled path. way back.

"I didn't persuade my father, I didn't persuade my uncle, and I didn't entrust their ambitions to Your Majesty. Being a minister and a son, these are all wrong. Later, when I came back from Shanglin Garden, I even contributed to the flames-Your Majesty, I really deserve to die The reason for not being Hui Yunlang is because I deserve what I did."

There was a lot of sadness in his expression.

"I wrote an excerpt that day, urging Your Majesty to draft and fill the harem. I was disrespectful that day, but now, Your Majesty, I still have the same thing to say.

"If your Majesty wishes to like a girl, the draft is naturally the best. If you still like your husband, that's fine. Just choose someone to accompany you, and you must check it out beforehand, and don't be in a situation like me again.

"Your Majesty has a special constitution," Yan Yunge's voice was much softer, worried and sad, "In any case, you should be careful."

He said a lot.Lu Mingyu was angry at first, and then sad.At this moment, there is only a sneer again and again.

"You have considered a lot." Lu Mingyu said, "You still manage my harem."

Yan Yunge said: "It's the sinner's usurpation. It's just—"

He paused, but still didn't say anything.

Once upon a time in the Prince Jian's mansion, he saw Lu Mingyu looking at the file with the lamp on in the middle of the night, and he wondered if Prince Jian was alone, whether he would feel lonely.

He has never been a good candidate to relieve Lu Mingyu's loneliness.Everything is wrong between them.

Yan Yunge was stunned for a while.

He swallowed the last words, his body fell down a little bit, and he was speechless.

And Lu Mingyu looked at him for a long time, then flung his sleeves and walked away.

On the same day, Yan Yunge re-entered the prison.

He was placed in a single room, and a doctor was still attending to his wounds.Across the fence, Zheng Yi looked at him, and there was no familiarity on his face.

Yan Yunge just didn't see it.

It's the last moment.He wanted to indulge himself a little, to reminisce about the good times.

But it was also at this time, when he thought about all the things in the past, compared with what the emperor had said during the few months in the Yonghe Hall, Yan Yunge gradually realized: For Lu Mingyu, the things he was once ashamed of, but now he can't regret. months, probably the only happy time he had in this relationship.

No matter how many reasons there are, Yan Yunge just treats him badly.

Yun Lang who treated him well is no longer here, and the emperor is afraid that he will be really sad.

Thinking of these, Yan Yunge let out a long sigh.

Two days later, the courtiers have long been concerned about the disposal of the Yan party finally came to fruition.

Yan's family, Zheng's family, Guo's family, and all their families were charged with escaping from prison.Ordinarily, it was a capital crime, but he was exiled because of the past achievements of the Yan Party.

It is impossible to let them go to the north.Lu Mingyu knew that letting the Yan party go north was tantamount to letting the tiger go back to the mountain.

So the final destination of Yan Yunge and others is the southwest.There are many alien races, many poisonous insects, and many miasmas, so it is not a good place.However, when Yan Yunge heard the emperor's will, he was still very hesitant.

The emperor let them go and let them live on.

This is a good result that Yan Yunge never thought of.He was stunned for a while, and finally covered his cheeks, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.