I'm happy after being scumbag

Yan Yunge was locked up at home, so naturally he couldn't eat and drink well.

Half a month ago, when he returned home from Zuihuayin, he already had the thought that "the Yan family can't make the same mistakes again and again".He happened to run into his father head-on, and when the two faced each other, Yan Yunge took the initiative to say that he had something to say.

After the words fell, he noticed that his father's expression was wrong.

Yan Zhengyuan remained expressionless, and asked him, "If you have anything to say, just say it."

A bad premonition rose in Yan Yunge's heart.He faintly felt that his father already knew what he was going to say.But it only took a few hours for me to change my mind, how could my father know?

Thinking of this, he calmed down slightly.

The most important thing is that the character "Yan" of the Yan family army is largely the character "Yan" of Yan Zhengyuan.

The soldiers in the border towns often grew up hearing the names of Yan Zhengyuan and General Yan. Although Yan Yunge also had a great reputation, when others talked about him, they still had to add the phrase "a tiger father has no dogs".He is the son of General Fuyuan first, and then himself.To a certain extent, Yan Zhengyuan's will is the will of the Yan Party.

As long as the father is convinced, even if the other uncles are still unwilling, the matter will not be able to move forward.On the contrary, if he can't convince his father, the situation will undoubtedly turn in the direction Yan Yunge least wants to see.

With this in mind, Yan Yunge carefully considered his words and told his father about his thoughts.

The emperor's attitude is already obvious, and the Yan family's previous strategy of bringing King Ning into Chang'an worked.In the eyes of the emperor now, the Yan family is the most loyal courtier, and he will never attack the Yan family again.

Since there is no need to worry about your own safety, is there no need to proceed to the next step? ...When they were in the border town before, the Yan family army existed to defend the country and guard against foreigners.Of course, there is nothing to say about this, but now, the troubles of the Turks have been eliminated.If the Yan family's army makes another move, the sword will be aimed at the people of the Han family.

Those were the compatriots they had protected, and they were sincerely grateful to the Yan family's army.

Yan Yunge was overwhelmed by anger in the past, but now he gradually calmed down and realized the impossibility of this matter.

As he spoke, he also paid attention to his father's expression.

Yan Zhengyuan's eyes sank a little bit, his tone was light, and he asked Yan Yunge: "Since you understand these principles, you should also know what is meant by 'the arrow is on the string, and you have to shoot it'."

Yan Yunge took a deep breath.He had already prepared for this, and answered calmly, "Having said that, it's easier to take off the arrow on the string than the arrow off the string. Now is the last chance, father——"

Yan Zhengyuan shouted violently: "Kneel down!"

Yan Yunge was startled.

The calm look on Yan Zhengyuan's face disappeared, replaced by bright anger.

He said: "Back when you and Lu Mingyu got involved, Third Sister reminded me and asked me to persuade you, but I didn't listen at the time. Looking at it now, it was my mistake!"

He said: "What am I doing, and what are you Uncle Zheng and Guo, don't you know? If the emperor really believed in the Yan family's army, he would not break up the soldiers and organize them into other armies! If he really believed You and I will not let you and I live in Chang'an forever, and we must not leave! I used to see that you finally woke up, and I was very happy. Looking at it now, you have never woken up!"

He said: "Come on, let's go to the family law!"

The so-called "family law" is a rattan weaving.A servant brought it up, and it was soaked in salt water.

As soon as the whip hits the body, the place where it was whipped will immediately become red and swollen.A few more blows will cause the skin to bruise.

In fact, during the more than ten days of being locked up at home, Yan Yunge could only lie down for the first eight days, unable to get up at all.Now he was just able to go to the ground, and he knew that time waited for no one. If he continued to delay, everything would really go to the point of no return, so he reluctantly escaped from home.

The injury on the back has not healed before.Being hugged by Lu Mingyu, the wound burst open again, bleeding profusely.

However, except for the muffled groan at the beginning, Yan Yunge restrained himself, not letting out the slightest bit of pain.

Listening to his voice, Lu Mingyu thought for a while and said, "I'm not tired."

"..." Yan Yunge laughed, but fortunately, the emperor hadn't reacted yet.

This is probably the last good scene he can have.Thinking of this, Yan Yunge cherished it very much.

He gently kissed Lu Mingyu's hair, and sighed: "Qing Guang, I used to be too bad."

Lu Mingyu said, "I'm the one who treated you badly."

When Yan Yunge heard this, his heart ached and he could hardly maintain his expression.

He said: "How can you treat me badly? You clearly treat me in every possible way, but I don't know how to appreciate it."

Lu Mingyu was silent for a moment, then whispered, "I'll poison you."

Yan Yunge said, "It's not your fault."

Lu Mingyu smiled and said, "Of course it's my fault." After a pause, he was sad again, "You should hate me and blame me. It's just that if I knew that we had a baby, I..."

He won't chase Pingkang with the mentality of torturing himself without caring about his body like that.

Yan Yunge suffered even more.He didn't dare to tell the truth, for fear of breaking the dream in front of him.And unable to listen to Lu Mingyu's remorse and reflection, he could only say: "I didn't have anything to do with Hua Niang that day."

Lu Mingyu was startled, and looked up at him.

The light is too dim.A little moonlight can't illuminate Yan Yunge's face, let alone let the emperor see his lover's current expression.

But he could hear Yan Yunge's voice.He was very serious, saying to himself: "I just want to annoy you. Qingguang, I'm such a jerk."

Halfway through, a hand was on his lips.

Lu Mingyu said, "What are you bastards?" He stopped, "I...don't know. Really nothing?"

Yan Yunge never thought that Lu Mingyu would care so much about this matter, and even had to confirm with himself again.

He resolutely replied: "Of course not! I drank wine all night in the house, and the best wine in that building was apricot wine. I heard what Hua Niang said, and I remembered what you told me before, during the Lantern Festival, Go to the street with me to Guanpu."

Lu Mingyu smiled.He obviously relaxed a lot, lying in Yan Yunge's arms, and said: "Yes, but that was a lie to you."

Yan Yunge only felt his mood soften, and said, "How can it be considered cheating? I won two bowls of noodle soup for us, so forget it?"

Lu Mingyu laughed again, and said, "Ah, these are clearly two things, why do you mix them up?"

"It's the same," Yan Yunge sighed, "If you want to be with me, I also want to be with you."

After hearing this, Lu Mingyu didn't speak again.

Yan Yunge didn't feel it at first.At the back, he hesitated a little and asked, "Qing Guang?"

Why is there no movement?

"Don't talk," Lu Mingyu said in a low voice, "You're so good now, I'm afraid—"

Yan Yunge: "What are you afraid of?"

Lu Mingyu said softly, "I'm afraid I'll wake up."

Yan Yunge was dumbfounded.

Lu Mingyu said: "It was always like this before. When you finally got close, you turned against me and blamed me for poisoning you. In a blink of an eye, you were with that girl again. Even if it wasn't the girl, there would be other people."

Yan Yunge was confused when he heard this, and said, "How could it be? How could I blame you, and there will be no one else."

Lu Mingyu didn't speak.

Yan Yunge said: "Really! Qing Guang, I've always had you alone."

After finishing speaking, he heard Lu Mingyu laugh again.

"I really don't want to wake up." The emperor muttered softly, "Oh, why is he so nice?"

Yan Yunge was speechless.He is in conflict and can't make a choice.After thinking about it, he still said, "You don't believe me?"

Lu Mingyu didn't answer.

Yan Yunge understood, he really didn't believe it.

He didn't know what to say, and after a while, he asked, "Why?"

Lu Mingyu said: "You are so proficient. Besides, the atmosphere in the border town is open."

"No," Yan Yunge said, "I used to be in the border town, I was not interested in men and women. Until the 12th year of Yongyao, I met you when I returned to Chang'an. I always remember, and slowly, I have a person who loves you. Thoughts. I went to ask people, and I was stuffed with a book to read. After reading it, it was also boring. I didn’t understand it at the time. I didn’t know until I met you again. It turned out that it wasn’t boring, but that meeting You are not around."

Lu Mingyu concluded: "So it's because of sex?"

This is more of a joke.But when Yan Yunge listened, his voice became bitter.Yes, he was "sexy" towards Lu Mingyu, he was vacillating between the Yan family and the emperor.Being able to have this moment of fantasy and dream is all stolen, and it should be cherished extremely.

He said: "Yes ... and no. I was really shallow-minded at that time, but in the future, I saw you working hard on papers day after day, and I knew the importance of the people in your heart. Qingguang, how can I not be moved?"

When he said that, Lu Mingyu's eyelids began to become heavy again.

Yan Yunge lowered his eyes, and gently stroked the emperor's hair with his fingers.He continued to talk to Lu Mingyu about his past thoughts, and in the end, when he heard the Son of Heaven's breathing slowly and slowly, he reluctantly hugged Lu Mingyu again before putting the Son of Heaven back on the bed.

Later, Yan Yunge left the city overnight.

The sound of horseshoes stepping across the official road, the moonlight illuminates the blood on Yan Yunge's back that permeates his clothes.

in time.

he thinks.

There must be time.

On the second day, Funing Hall.

Li Ruyi originally thought that the emperor went to bed too early, and was afraid that he would wake up in the middle of the night.But to his surprise, the emperor slept until dawn.

Is this a good thing or a bad thing?Li Ruyi didn't know.With worry in his heart, he waited for the emperor to dress and wash.

It was still warm inside.It's June, it's summer time.Even the little palace people pushed open the window, and there was no longer any cold wind blowing in.

Lu Mingyu's expression was laziness.He'd had a good dream last night from which he didn't quite want to wake up.In reality, Yun Lang would only treat him coldly and hug others in front of him.Yun Lang in the dream was very nice, he called him "Qing Guang", treated him tenderly and patiently, even apologized to him, and told him how much he yearned for Lu Mingyu.

It's like being back in the Palace of Eternal Harmony, but there is no deception, only a couple.

The emperor was immersed in his own thoughts. At this time, Manager Li next to him let out an "ah".

Lu Mingyu glanced over and saw that Li Ruyi was flustered.He didn't know why, but Li Ruyi raised his hand immediately.Lu Mingyu was startled, looked down, and saw the dried blood on the tiger's mouth.

He was stunned, but Li Ruyi asked anxiously: "Your Majesty! But what's wrong!"

With that said, let people pass on to the imperial physician.

Lu Mingyu did not stop his behavior.But he didn't feel nervous when he saw the little eunuch running out in a panic.

The emperor lowered his head again, and rubbed the blood on the tiger's mouth with his other hand.Seeing the blood powder scattered, it floated in the air like dust.Li Ruyi's expression became even more uneasy, but Lu Mingyu said, "I don't think it's wrong."

Li Ruyi looked at him suspiciously.

Lu Mingyu was quiet for a moment.He could feel the morning light gently shining on him, and the long-lost fragrance of flowers came from outside the window.

Lu Mingyu had a strange intuition: he was getting better.