The favorability system is broken, I decided to put on a vest

Gojo Satoru didn't notice any abnormalities in his companions.

Or maybe he found out, but out of trust in his classmate and friend, he chose to pretend that he didn't know anything.

Xia Youjie told him to go first, so he simply left without staying any longer.

Xia Youjie, who was lagging behind, stood there for a while, until no one could be seen in the empty field, then took out the Curse Spirit Jade from his pocket, and looked at it with complicated emotions.

He shook his head, and then a voice sounded.

[It really is because of this thing. ]

Xia Youjie looked up and saw Sen Shenxue.

At this moment, Sen Shenxue was like a piece of light feather, sitting on the slender tree beside Xia Youjie, shaking her legs boredly, and grinning at him after meeting Xia Youjie's gaze.

Xia Youjie quickly lowered his head, as before, treating Sen Shenxue as a hallucination, completely ignoring the past.

But Mori Miyuki was not going to let him go easily this time.

[Are you going to tell me? ]

"..."

[Anyway, I'm just your illusion, isn't it?So, since this is the case, what can't be said to humans can always be said to hallucinations, right? ] Sen Shenxue smiled happily, the laughter was like a mud cow entering the sea in the lonely place, before it spread, it quietly disappeared, only causing ripples in Xia Youjie's heart.

"..."

[Go ahead. ]

This illusion that only existed in his eyes sent out the devil's coaxing.

[It’s okay, I’m the only one in the world who will never betray you. ]

"..."

[Because I am you. ]

Xia Youjie looked down at the curse spirit jade in his hand, and was silent for a moment.

Suddenly, he stared at the black thing, and said: "Spellmanship is a technique that can take the mantra back into your own use and manipulate it freely. When absorbing the mantra, you only need to transform the mantra into The black curse spirit jade can be swallowed from the mouth. There is only one master, but there can be countless spell spirits. After knowing this technique, I am afraid that many people will envy me."

Mori Shenxue listened quietly and did not speak without authorization.

Xia Youjie didn't look at her either, and continued talking, as if confiding to the tree hole: "I also know that this is a very powerful spell, and I also know that not everyone in the world is as lucky as me, but— — This thing is really hard to eat.”

It's like swallowing a rag that has wiped off vomit, the feeling that invades one's entire sense of taste and even drags one's heart into the abyss is really annoying.

"but……"

"I used to think it could be overcome because I was doing the right thing."

Xia Youjie was in a trance at this moment, his soul seemed to have drifted into a plausible other world, watching some fragmented memories gradually take shape, watching the things that supported him along the way gradually collapse, and finally solved the pain in his heart with blood. The cage, making it turn into anger and sweep the world.

"I am walking on the right path, I am suffering for everyone... because this is something only the strong can do, and I am the strong, so I have to suffer..."

Whether it is the curse spirit jade that pollutes the sense of taste or even the soul, or the exhaustion and fatigue of running around the country, or the danger and death that follow everywhere, and the ugly heart that cannot be expressed, all of these, he thinks he is can bear,

Because this is righteousness!

Because he is doing the right thing and walking on the right path, there is no doubt about it!

—he told himself so.

——everyone was telling him that too.

"But in the end..."

At last……

What happened in the end?

Can not remember.

But there must be one thing that made him feel endless anger towards the so-called "righteousness" and the world.

[so what? ] Mori Miyuki said, [So what does Jie want to do now? ]

Xia Youjie paused, raised his head for the first time, and looked directly at Sen Shenxue.

He was silent for a moment, then said, "I don't know."

In fact, this is exactly what he has been thinking about——

What exactly is he trying to do?What exactly is he trying to achieve?

If righteousness is no longer what supports him to go on, then why is he punching?

——Only when one recognizes oneself clearly can one see the road under one's feet clearly, and the future will not be distorted by anyone for any reason.Either push it to the throne of God, or fall to the dust.

This is what "illusion" told him.

But where is "one's own way"?

Xia Youjie hasn't gotten the result yet.

Sen Shenxue smiled lightly: [Haven't you figured it out yet?It doesn't matter, anyway, there is still a long time, and your study plan has just begun, so why be so anxious? ]

Xia Youjie: "..."

Feeling a little bit down.

Could you stop bringing it up at a time like this? ?

Sen Shenxue smiled and said: [Jie, don't be too ambitious.For philosophical debates like "Who am I, where am I from, and where am I going?" ordinary people can't get the answer in their lifetime. Of course, Jie doesn't need to think about the result in such a hurry... You just need to think about the things in front of you. alright. ]

Sen Shenxue pointed at the thing in Xia Youjie's hand.

[You just need to think about one question: do you want to eat it? ]

Xia Youjie: "...not eat it, but collect it for your own use."

[Wow, I'm starting to argue about this kind of thing, it seems that Jie's mood is recovering well, my tree hole is quite useful! ]

Xia Youjie: Yes, if we don’t mention homework, we can still be good friends.

Sen Shenxue smiled and said: [So Jie wants to keep it for his own use? ]

Xia Youjie hesitated again.

Mori Shenxue said: [Don't think too much, Jie.If you still can’t see your true heart and entrust the future to your intuition, then you only need to consider three questions for everything you decide——]

Mori Miyuki raised three fingers.

[——Can you, do you want to, is it worth it. ]

[Then, start thinking! ] Mori Miyuki suddenly sped up, [Can you not eat this thing? ]

"Of course."

[Then do you want to eat it? ]

"Do not want to."

[Is it worth the nausea you have to suffer for it? ]

Xia Youjie hesitated for a moment.

Mori Shenxue laughed out loud at this moment: [Look!The answer appears!is not worth it. ]

[Jie, when you think about whether something is worth your compromise, it means it is not worth it. ] Mori Miyuki said lightly, [So why are you still hesitating?Drop it, Jay!If you don't like to eat, don't eat; if you don't want to do, don't do; if it's not worth your compromise, treat it as fart.You only live once, you have to prioritize yourself and let yourself live without regrets! ]

"Even if it's a waste of talent?" Xia Youjie frowned, and asked with complicated thoughts, "If God has given you the aptitude to become a strong man, but you are willing to be depraved and mediocre, then this is not the same as deliberately ignoring the suffering of others." What's the difference?"

[So people only have two choices: "ignore the suffering of others" and "force yourself for others"?Why not have the best of both worlds? ] Mori Miyuki asked back.

Xia Youjie was taken aback again: "This... how could it be possible?"

The best of both worlds, such a thing is easy to say, but how can it be easy to do?

[But if you don’t try, how do you know you can’t do it? ] Sen Shenxue said with a smile, [There is never only one road for people. If you don't like this road, then take another road. If the end of the road is something that makes you dissatisfied, then smash them all; If the world doesn't satisfy you - make it what you are! ]

Sen Shenxue jumped down from the tree and floated gently in front of Xia Youjie.

[What I think and think is meaningful; what I do is worthy of my heart. ]

Sen Shenxue held Xia Youjie's hand holding the curse spirit jade, smiling like a devil's temptation.

[So—Jay, what do you want to do? ]

Xia Youjie looked at Sen Shenxue fixedly.

"Then if... one day I want to destroy this world... In that case, will you also stand by my side?"

Mori Miyuki frowned subconsciously: [Do you want to destroy the earth?But the earth is a planet!Human beings want to kill the earth unless they climb the technology tree and develop the legendary Star Destroyer—by the way, do you know the Star Destroyer? ]

Xia Youjie:? ? ?

No, wait?

Are you off topic a bit?

Mori Shenxue didn't realize it, but became more and more happy as she talked: [I tell you, compared to flashy things like mechs, Star Destroyer is the real romance of technology!Think about it—the concept of the Star Destroyer is to destroy planets, but to what extent can it destroy planets? !I have already thought about it, firstly, this star destroyer needs to achieve the purpose of heating the planet’s atmosphere and destroying the organic life forms on the planet; secondly, it needs to completely destroy the crustal structure, and finally directly detonate the planet’s core, so as to interrupt the planet’s self-adjusting power , causing the entire planet to be torn apart from the inside out...]

Xia Youjie: "..."

Have you "thought it over" yet? !

[Think about it!The originally scattered matter fragments, after countless years of collisions and gravitational forces, gradually condensed into huge and chaotic matter, and after several 10 years, they finally stabilized, this is the planet!They are the masterpieces of the universe, miracles that took millions of years to stabilize!But the Star Destroyer can put an end to such miracles, cooling down their star cores that have been beating for hundreds of millions of years, and returning them to the cold inorganic wreckage of the universe... This is the power of wisdom!This is the power of technology!That's the power of being human - look, isn't it super romantic? ! ! ]

Xia Youjie:! ! !

How dare you call this a romance? !

No, the biggest problem is, do you really want to use the Star Destroyer? !

This is really unexpected-this guy didn't expect that his face looks sweet and well-behaved, but his head is a downright dangerous element? ! !

Even he never thought of completely destroying an entire planet!

Are your goals too ambitious? ! !

Seeing that this dangerous guy became more and more excited as he talked, he even pulled out a list of future professional choices, and began to judge the success rate of each professional leading to the Star Destroyer.

The veins on Xia Youjie's forehead twitched, he took a deep breath, and resolutely covered Sen Shenxue's mouth.

"Okay, that's enough, I've got it!"

OK!Stop thinking about the feasibility of this thing!Don't make any more plans!Don't even recommend him what major to study and what university to go to next!Stop now! !

"I don't have any other questions, so next, please shut up!" Xia Youjie smiled politely and didn't want to hear any more beeps, "Immediately, now!"

Mori Miyuki: [...Cut! ]

Looking at Sen Shenxue who was puffed up, Xia Youjie sighed sincerely. He felt the bald feeling of his old father leading his unfilial daughter at a young age.

And as for the unknown source of anger welling up in his heart?

He had already been shocked by Mori Miyuki's messy answers.

The current him actually has no time to think about the issue of destroying the world, because his whole heart is immersed in sad self-doubt:

Why is my second personality so dangerous?Why does she want to get rid of the planet and get rid of the earth at every turn?She even really thought about which major to take to be good for making Star Destroyer in the future?

How can this be so? !

I heard that the second personality is a side reflection of the No.1 personality, and it is related to the No.1 personality as one body with two sides... So is it true that he is such a dangerous person in his heart? !

But no, he thinks he should be considered a good person!

Xia Youjie glanced at Sen Shenxue and felt a little hurt for no reason.

Mori Miyuki: [... What kind of eyes are you looking at? ? ]

Xia Youjie looked away, sighed again, with an inexplicably gloomy expression.

"Anyway, what you said about the future makes sense...it's too far away, and I don't need to think too much for now." Xia Youjie directly ignored the question of the Star Destroyer Cannon, "but I'm finding my real path. It is also necessary to walk the current path well.”

[so? ] Mori Miyuki asked.

"so--"

Xia Youjie turned his head, shook the curse spirit jade in Sen Shenxue's hand, and showed a gentle and innocent smile.

"Are you interested in trying this?"