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Kisarazuki raised her head in bewilderment.The same words came again.

"There is one more chance to serialize, what are you going to do?"

Huali Jun looked directly into Kisaragi Luno's eyes and asked, "If you want to write something from your heart, it's not too late."

"I……"

Kisaragi opened her mouth, but finally lowered her eyes.

"I just want to be like this," she said.

"Why?" Hualichun was a little puzzled, "Isn't it your dream to be a writer?"

"because……"

Kisaragi Runo raised her hand, and inserted her fingers into the long hair on her sideburns.

"If I become less of an idol, many people will feel troubled." She said, "After recovering, I found that I have become an idol carrying so many people's dreams."

"To be honest, compared to being an idol, becoming a writer is still my biggest dream." Kisaragi Luno looked at his hands, "But I have held many handshake parties and shook hands with various fans .Both men, women and children.”

"When shaking my hand, my fans will always tell me that when they are tired and under heavy pressure, they see my smile, hear my singing, and feel their hearts Healed, and rekindled courage and hope for tomorrow."

"During a certain job, a staff member temporarily transferred to assist was a single mother. At that time, I saw her secretly calling her daughter between filming, and happily said that because of the bonus of this job, she could I took my daughter to barbecue on her birthday."

"The commodity club I endorsed had been going downhill, but after the endorsement, the sales of commodities rose again from the bottom, and the originally planned layoffs were also cancelled."

"It's the same with the girls in the group. The relationship between everyone in private is not as harmonious as it is in the public eye. It's not uncommon for someone to be friendly with someone and someone to hate someone. There are also some girls who don't like me at all. But once Standing in front of the fans, everyone is working hard, even the members who hate me are fully cooperating with me, so that fans can see what the girl idol group they are looking forward to should be like."

"Before I knew it, I could no longer do things according to my own preferences. I have carried so many people's expectations and dreams on my shoulders. If my idol image collapses, if the value of my products is damaged a little, then It may cause a loss of hundreds of millions of yen, and those who rely on me will also fall with me."

Kisaragi Luno raised her hand, wiped the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, raised her head and let out a breath: "Since then, I have been thinking that my thoughts are no longer important. Products with their own thoughts are not needed. Defective."

"If an idol is a commodity, then I want to make myself the best commodity, and let everyone feel that it is really great to be able to buy such a commodity, and my money is not wasted."

Huali Jun didn't say anything, but looked at Kisaragi Luno silently.

After realizing the gaze that was staring at him, Kisaragi Runo sniffed and turned around: "Obviously it is strictly forbidden to destroy the image of an idol, but for some reason, seeing you talking to me like that, I can't help thinking of you I pour out my heart in front of you. But for you, this kind of thinking must be incomprehensible. After all, you are so loyal to yourself, and you only want to talk to people who want to write seriously..."

"No, I can understand."

Unexpectedly by Runo Kisaragi, Jun Huali pursed her lips and said something completely contrary to her expectations: "Among the dreams of millions of people and your own, you sacrificed your own and chose to protect The dream of millions."

She used to be ignorant of the difficulties behind Kisaragi Luno's choice.But now, she knows.

Ruyue Luna looked at Hualichun in a daze, and suddenly said, "I lied to you."

Hualichun opened her eyes slightly: "Huh?"

"Do you really believe what I just said?" The girl idol's expression changed, the pain and struggles disappeared, and an idol's unique smile appeared on her face again, "You know, my acting skills are very good, everyone They say they are on par with professional actors. So what I said just now is actually acting. Maybe I said this to make Hoshinosha release water. How is it, are you surprised?"

"……No."

Hualichun frowned, but soon opened it again.There was no anger or shame of being deceived on her face, she just looked at Kisaragi Runo calmly and said, "What you said just now is the truth, I know it."

"Also, even if you said those things, I will never let the water go. Even if you win, you will cause losses to the companies related to your interests, and your fans will be sad, I will still let the teachers play to their full potential .If you don’t write well enough, we’ll beat you.”

Hua Lichun said unwaveringly: "Because if you don't do your best in creation, but if you do your best because of personal feelings, then you will betray literature and you can't be regarded as a real writer."

"Hehe, what is the truth?"

Kisaragi Luno stood up, shook her hands, and glanced at the time on the phone: "It's been so long before I know it. This time I really have to go back to the office. There is also a CM photography job after that." .”

"Goodbye, Xiaohuali." She waved her hand at Hualijun, "Don't tell anyone what happened today. In exchange, I won't tell anyone that you are the president of Hoshinosha. "

Kisaragi Runo pulled down her hoodie again, and walked out of the alley.And Hualichun stared at her back, feeling a familiar feeling in her heart.

——That was the same feeling that arose when I thought that Kaya Koyama would really close his pen.

"Idols usually graduate when they are in their 20s at the latest." Before Kisaragi Runo walked out of the alley, Huali Jun stopped her, "So after graduation, you will write again, right?"

"I mean the real ones, what you want to write yourself, what your eyes actually see. I want to know what kind of cherry blossoms and spring you see."

Kisaragi Runo's footsteps stopped.She paused and turned around.

Seeing Hualijun standing there, looking straight at her, Kisaragi Runo smiled on the lower half of her face not covered by the hoodie: "Maybe."

"If you still write at that time, I will buy it and read it." Hualichun said loudly, "Literature is free. One day, you will become free again."

Kisaragi Runo nodded, then put on the mask, and walked out of the alley again.

Her footsteps were fast, and after walking out of the alley, she finally revealed a bit of unconscious panic.

It was precisely because of this that Kisaragi Runo did not notice that there was a round camera protruding from the back of the car across the street.

After quickly pressing the button to take a few consecutive shots, watching Kisaragi Luno walk away, the paparazzi who was lying behind the car finally poked his head out from behind the wheel, revealing that face.

The paparazzi didn't even have time to stand up, so they just lay down on the ground and quickly checked the few photos they had taken.After that, a smug expression appeared on his face.

"Didn't I find the information about Reiwa's No. [-] idol?" He muttered to himself, "Just now she ran out of the bookstore in a hurry, and I almost lost track of her. Fortunately, I saw her come out of the alley again... ..."

"However, Kisaragi Runo ran out in disguise, what could be the reason..." The paparazzi licked his lips, and laughed slowly, "Could it be that he violated the company's prohibition on dating and ran out secretly?" Date a man?"

Idols are often like this, once the beautiful shell cracks a gap, they will no longer be trusted by fans wholeheartedly.And idols who want to remedy this are more likely to make mistakes and provide them with a series of violent reports until the idol is completely ruined and worthless.

"If this matter breaks out, my year-end award will be..."

Thinking of the huge amount of banknotes he could get, the paparazzi was complacent, but a foot suddenly protruded from the side, crushing the camera in his hand with one foot, and even pinched his two fingers holding the camera tightly. They all stepped on the heels.

A burst of severe pain came, and the paparazzi screamed, but did not forget his camera: "I took the photo with great difficulty!"

However, he endured the pain in his fingers and took a closer look, only to find that the casing of the camera that shot Kizuki Luno's black material had been completely cracked, and the broken corners of the memory card inside were exposed.

... It's all ruined, as is Kisaragi Luno's black material, as well as the year-end bonus and promotion opportunities that were within reach...

The person who stepped on the broken camera is still standing in front of him.Gritting his teeth, the paparazzi raised his head, and met the condescending gaze of the purple-haired girl.Those green eyes seemed to be filled with ice and snow, and even made him tremble involuntarily.

"you……"

However, remembering the destroyed camera and the photos inside, the paparazzi still gritted his teeth and got up, grabbing Hualichun by the collar: "Do you know what good things you did? You pay me for the medical treatment of my camera and fingers." fee!"

Hualichun looked at him coldly, without speaking.

Just then, a patrolman on a bicycle passed by.The paparazzi hurriedly waved at the patrolman: "Patrolman, this man crushed my camera and crushed my hand! Maybe he broke a bone!"

The patrolman came straight on his bicycle immediately. After getting off the car, he looked at Hualichun, who looked like a female high school student, with a serious look, and asked suspiciously, "Is what this gentleman said true?"

He had seen a lot of adult men harassing female high school students, but it was very rare for female high school students to do anything to adult men.

"Yes." To the surprise of the patrolman, Huali did not defend herself at all.

"...Although you are a minor, I still have to take you to the police station for doing such a thing." The patrolman shook his head, then asked the paparazzi, "Are you going to sue her?"

Hearing the word "prosecution", the paparazzi was startled and shrank subconsciously.What he did was also a shady business. If it was exposed, he would be finished. Naturally, he didn't have the guts to go to court.

Seeing the reaction of the paparazzi, the patrolman looked at the camera on the ground, and then contacted Hua Lichun, a female high school student. He had some guesses in his heart, and unconsciously looked at the paparazzi with a little more contempt. .

It's not like he hasn't dealt with surreptitious cases.

The patrolman turned his head and said to Hualichun kindly: "Then you just need to make a record, and then contact your parents to settle the compensation. Don't worry, this kind of accident will not stay in your file."

"I don't have parents." Hualichun surprised the patrolman as soon as he opened his mouth, "But if you want to use the money, you can give it as much as you want."

……

Walking out of the narrow alleyway, I came to the spacious street outside. The girl idol who concealed her face walked through the entire row of shops along the street, and the singing that could be heard in the streets and alleys recently came from the shop.

That is the new song "Please tell me, Sakura" by HoneySakura.

Please tell me, Sakura~ Where will my future me go~ Please tell me, Sakura~ When will I be able to say I like it~

The cool wind finally blew over.Kisaragi Ruuno walked faster and faster against the wind, and the cherry trees on both sides of the road had completely turned into green leaf cherry trees in summer.Her eye circles were slightly reddened by the wind.

This spring is over, this wrong spring for Kizuki Runo.But the cherry blossoms in summer are still lush.

Talking like writers, holding my diary and pretending to be interviewed for a new book... I have dreamed of becoming a writer since I was a child.

But now, I'm an idol.

My dream did not come true, but I carried the dreams of thousands of people.