love is always right

"I refuted him because your mind is too small. There are everyone in this world. Whether a person is tactful or righteous has nothing to do with his profession. Besides, lawyers can send guilty people to prison. It is obviously a symbol of integrity for innocent people to clear their grievances." Zhou Jingshen said, "But my dad just sneered and asked me, do you think you are God?"

"Then he told me a little story."

"En." Fu Zhichen responded lightly.

Zhou Jingshen turned his head to look at him, his edges and corners were no longer so sharp under the sun, but softened.

"It's not a long story. It's about children playing on two railway tracks. There are six children on one track, and an isolated and autistic child on the other. The children are having fun, but this At that time, a train was coming towards the six children in the distance, and I was carrying a tool that could pull the rails in my hand, and my dad asked me what should I do?"

Fu Zhichen faced Zhou Jingshen with burning eyes.

Zhou Jingshen's voice mixed with the sound of water deep in the reeds, gentle and powerful.

"If I pull the rails, I can exchange one life for six lives. But that child is also innocent, so why should he sacrifice it? Will six lives be more important than one life?"

"I didn't know how to answer, but my dad went on to ask me, if there were no children on a railroad track, would you pull it? You should, but God doesn't. If it is a lawyer, it will happen twice. You think Right. After he finished speaking, he left my volunteer form and left."

Fu Zhichen listened quietly without interrupting.

Zhou Jingshen continued, "After shutting myself in the room and thinking about it for a day and a night, I wrote down my volunteering for medical school in my volunteer form. My dad asked me why, and I said, I don't do God's business anymore, I I can’t do it, but I can compete with God openly, and there will always be a day when I win.”

Zhou Jingshen laughed, probably because what he said praised himself, "My dad has no objection to doctors, but he didn't expect that I would become a veterinarian later."

Fu Zhichen listened intently, "Very good, Depth of Field, you have become a doctor." That's why we meet again, and that's why we're together, right?

Zhou Jingshen looked at him and said, "Zhi Chen, that's not what I want to say. Later, when I became a doctor, I realized that when God is helpless, we have no way to turn the tide. Sometimes, we try our best, then It's already the best result. You don't have to keep everything in mind."

Fu Zhichen blinked, looked at Zhou Jingshen, and the two looked at each other for a long time, until Fu Zhichen laughed out loud.

"Jing Shen, you made such a big circle because of me." He said with a smile, suddenly realizing, "No wonder you've always been preoccupied these days, I thought it was something wrong with work."

Zhou Jingshen blushed a little, and was worried that he was deliberately changing the subject, so he said, "I just heard Shen Yun tell you about your condition..."

Fu Zhichen pressed his shoulders, sat up slowly, still smiling, and asked, "We live together these days, do I still suffer from insomnia?"

Zhou Jingshen shook his head, then nodded quickly, "I slept well, but..." Those wounds left deep in his heart are not so easy to heal.

Seeing his anxious face, Fu Zhichen slowly suppressed his smile, and said seriously, "I'm serious, Depth of Field, you have no idea how much influence you have on me."

"After my mother jumped off the building, I was always anxious. I was afraid that I would do something wrong again. I didn't dare to say a word to Li Shu. I usually walked on the street and felt frightened when I saw familiar faces. At that time I wanted to run away quickly, so I hurried to a place where I didn’t know anyone. Later, when I saw the soldier, I thought that such a cool person should not be afraid of anything, so I ran to become a soldier.”

Fu Zhichen cast his eyes on the boundless reeds, a vast expanse of whiteness, moving in the wind, natural and vast.

"The days of being a soldier were good. I didn't feel too hard. Instead, I was relaxed. Every day is training. The more tired you are, the easier it is to fall asleep. And I found that the more serious your expression is, the less people can see what you are thinking... Later, I was inexplicable. I went to the Special Forces. Everyone thought I was cold and like a wolf, so they called me Gray Wolf. Later, when Li Shu had an accident, I retired and became a criminal policeman. Leaving the army, I have little training. I can't sleep anymore, and I have a problem with my body, and when I heard about you, I came to you aggressively to seek revenge."

Zhou Jingshen pursed his lips helplessly when he heard the word revenge.

Fu Zhichen stroked his hair, "Fortunately, I found you. Although I didn't get revenge... At that time I heard that you were gay, so I wanted to make you sick... But the first time I saw you was in the ward, wearing white clothes Coat, bandage that golden retriever dog. I don’t know whether I want to disgust you or I can’t help getting close to you..."

"Really." Fu Zhichen looked deeply into Zhou Jingshen's eyes, "I'm almost going to finish my words these past few years, just want to tell you, here I am," he pointed to his chest, "because you are full Fill it all over the floor, so I'm not scared at all."

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The two litigated each other heartfeltly, and told each other their inner thoughts. For a while, they only felt that the sun was shining brightly and the years were peaceful.

At the end, without saying anything, the two of them just lay quietly, and felt full of happiness.

Of course, the consequence of this kind of happiness is that they forget the time, and they don't go ashore until dark, and they almost get lost.

It was already past 9 o'clock in the evening when I finally found my way back to Sun Qingyun's house.

Seeing them, Sun Qingyun also breathed a sigh of relief, "You're finally back." She raised her phone, "I've made so many calls but I'm ready to go out and find someone."

Zhou Jingshen rummaged through his pockets, only to find that the screen of the mobile phone had already been blacked out. He felt helpless, "The battery is dead. I'm sorry, Ms. Sun."

Sun Qingyun was not angry at all, and asked them, "Have you eaten, let me make a meal for you."

Zhou Jingshen was already deeply embarrassed, and quickly refused, "No need, let's take a shower and go out to eat, you go and rest."

Sun Qingyun said, "At this time, where is there anything to eat here? People here go to bed early, there are not many tourists, and there are no stalls. How about this, everything in the kitchen has just been packed, and the noodles are in the refrigerator. Here, the vegetables and eggs are taken out and put in the basket aside, you can handle it yourself?"

Zhou Jingshen and Fu Zhichen hurriedly thanked him, Fu Zhichen pushed Zhou Jingshen, and motioned him to take a bath quickly, and he came to cook the noodles.

Zhou Jingshen thought that he was still a patient, so he refused and insisted on washing him first.

The two pushed back and forth, and Sun Qingyun laughed, "Are you a couple?"

When booking a room, because he was worried that he would not be able to accept it, Zhou Jingshen just said that he was a friend, and he specifically wanted to book a double room.However, Sun Qingyun's place is a homestay, and there is no standard room, just a big bed.

Zhou Jingshen admitted with some embarrassment, "Yes."

Seeing that he was still going to chat with Sun Qingyun, Fu Zhichen simply rolled up his sleeves and went into the kitchen.

Zhou Jingshen wanted to stop Fu Zhichen, so Fu Zhichen said, "Talk to Ms. Sun, I am quick and the noodles are delicious." The implication is that if you are not good at cooking, don't make trouble for me.

Zhou Jingshen couldn't refute this question. The thing is, although he likes to cook something for Fu Zhichen, the taste is really average.

Sun Qingyun looked at them and sighed, "That's great, you guys."

Zhou Jingshen was still quite uncomfortable with this kind of compliment, so he changed the subject and asked her, "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Sun Qingyun was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yes."

Zhou Jingshen had a good impression of her, so he said, "Then your boyfriend is very lucky to meet such a wonderful woman."

But he didn't expect that Sun Qingyun was not as happy as he imagined, and said indifferently, "He is quite happy now."

Zhou Jingshen was still there asking, "How did you two meet? Was it in a small town? It must be very romantic, right?"

Sun Qingyun turned around and poured two glasses of water, one for Zhou Jingshen, and then drank the other.

"Well, I met him in a small town, but he left."

Sun Qingyun put down the cup and smiled at Zhou Jingshen, "Let's keep the noodle bowl after eating, I'll wash it tomorrow, good night."

Only then did Zhou Jingshen realize that he had touched someone else's wound, and quickly apologized, "I'm sorry. Good night." After thinking for a while, he added, "We will wash the bowl, thank you for the noodles you saved for us."

Sun Qingyun went upstairs, then turned around and smiled at him with an indifferent smile.

"It doesn't matter, it's all over." She said, but her tone was very melancholy.

The author has something to say: the visual inspection is over soon, and a lot of plots have been deleted ==.