rebirth release

On New Year's Day, from early in the morning, there was a light snowfall, and it continued into the afternoon, and there was a thin layer of snow on the road.

Uncle Zhang went home for the holidays, so Yu Qi went out by bus alone.The doors and windows in the carriage were closed tightly, but Yu Qi still felt very cold.

In his previous life, he would come to the cemetery to accompany his mother for a while when he had nothing to do, so he was quite familiar with the surrounding area.

Arriving at the station, Yu Qi followed an old woman and got off the bus.Perhaps it was because the white snow covered the uneven ground, the grandma stepped on the wrong foot and staggered, Yu Qi quickly supported her arm.

The old lady thanked him tremblingly, Yu Qi smiled and shook his head silently, then turned and left.

Go through a crossroad and go a short distance to the right, and you will find a small flower shop.The shop is still the same shop, and the people are still the same people.

The proprietress of the flower shop is a fat woman in her thirties. The difficult life makes her tired and numb all the year round, but she really loves flowers.Even though her fingers are clumsy, she still holds a fiery heart, treats each flower carefully, and dresses them up.In her previous life, Yu Qi had seen her tell a guest, "Flowers are alive." The expression when she spoke seemed to be entrusting the expectations and dreams in her heart.

Yu Qi took the bouquet of small white daisies in the hands of the proprietress, "Thank you."

The proprietress felt a little cramped on her chubby face, she wiped her apron with her big hands, lowered her head to give the customer some change, and occasionally brushed the hair that was scattered on the side of her face behind her ears.

"Guest, go slowly." The words that I have heard many times sounded again now, holding the bouquet of flowers, Yu Qi finally found some sense of reality since his rebirth.

Qingshan Cemetery is in the suburbs, so few people usually come here.The old man watching the gate sat in the small room next to him, listening drowsily to the babbling Huangmei Opera.

Yu Qi slowly squatted down, placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone, and stretched out his fingers to caress the reserved and smiling woman in the photo without saying a word.

Behind him came the creaking sound of feet stepping on the snow, from far to near, and finally stopped about three or four steps away from him.

Yu Qi knew who it was without looking back, but he didn't care about it.

After a long while, Yu Qi stood up and walked aside, then watched the man put the bouquet in his hand side by side in front of the tombstone.

Yu frame knew that at this time, what he said was wrong, so he remained silent, gently patting the snowflakes that kept falling on the tombstone.Afterwards, he followed Yu Qi and walked out of the cemetery.

"Let's talk?" Yu Zhuang was wearing a thick black coat, which made him look a little more heavy and vicissitudes.

Yu Qi nodded dispensably.

There is only one small hot pot restaurant with old decoration nearby that is still open.There were very few guests.They sat facing each other at the small round table, and Yu frame decided to order two medicinal food hot pots. After passing the menu to the waiter, he turned his head to look at Yu Qi, who had been silent all this time, and smiled, "I remember you don't like spicy food. "

Yu Qi scalded the bowls, chopsticks and cups on the table with boiling water, and nodded without lifting his eyelids when he heard this.

This meal was actually not very pleasant.Yu Frame has always been talking, and Yu Qi occasionally responds with simple words.

Yu Frame's obviously guilt-ridden eyes made Yu Qi feel very uncomfortable.Finally, when passing a deserted street corner, all emotions exploded.

"Please don't appear in front of me again in the future." Word by word, the tone was as cold as ice scum.

Yu frame was a little overwhelmed, he didn't know where to put his hands, "I just want to care about you..."

Yu Qi laughed back angrily, "Caring about me, why did you go earlier?"

Stepping forward a few steps, Yu Zhuang hesitated and raised his hand to pat Yu Qi's shoulder a few times, saying his apologies incessantly.

Yu Qi also calmed down at this time, and smiled coldly, "You are indeed sorry for me, and my mother."

Yu Frame was speechless for a moment, and the circles of his eyes gradually turned red.Yu Qi couldn't see his pitiful appearance, turned his back, and suddenly got tired, "That's it."

"Since you have started a new life now, don't come to me again. Just pretend that I died that year."

After finishing speaking, he left in the opposite direction without looking back, the hair on his forehead drooped slightly, covering his gloomy eyebrows and eyes.

After the dispute that day, Yu frame really never appeared in front of him again.In this regard, Yu Qi just sneered, and no longer took it to heart.

On the day after the final exam, Yu Qi packed up her things early, said goodbye to Fang Jianan casually, and went back to the Lu residence.

Lu Ji told him in the morning that he had something to say.

Along the way, Yu Qi's left eyelid kept twitching, and he raised his hand to rub his temples, Yu Qi wondered if it was because the recent exams were too exhausting to be so restless.

After entering the door, Lu Ji was indeed there, sitting on the sofa, drinking tea and reading the newspaper leisurely.

Seeing Yu Qi, Lu Ji raised his eyebrows, quietly folded the newspaper in his hand, and said softly, "Follow me."

Yu Qi blinked, took off his schoolbag and put it on the sofa casually, followed Lu Ji into the study.

Sitting behind the workbench, Lu Ji saw Yu Qi close the door and turned around to look at him, raised his chin slightly and pointed to the chair in front of the desk, "Sit."

"Yu Qi, how long have you been by my side?" Lu Ji crossed his fingers and propped his chin, asking casually.

Yu Qi mentally calculated, "Mr. Lu, it has been a year."

"Hmm." Lu Ji lowered his eyelashes slightly, "It's been so long."

Yu Qi didn't know what kind of medicine he was selling in the gourd, so he didn't say anything.Lu Ji didn't care, and chuckled lightly: "From now on, let's stop here."

Yu Qi didn't react for a while, and blinked his eyes in puzzlement.What Lu Ji loves most is his naive and ignorant appearance, and suddenly he feels a little bit reluctant, but how can he change what he has decided.She lowered her eyes and stopped looking at him.

"Give you a day, move out from here, can you do it?"

Yu Qi is a fool if he doesn't understand anymore, although he has no other place to go for the time being, but there is no unparalleled road anyway, so he readily agreed, only missing a slap on the chest.

"Yes, Mr. Lu." Yu Qi had already started to figure out how much money he had left.

Lu Ji: "..."

Shouldn't his next reaction be one of shock, reluctance and sadness?Lu Ji remembered how they cried when he broke up with every lover before, and then looked at the young man in front of him who didn't know where his mind was wandering, and suddenly felt a little frustrated.

With a moderate cough, Yu Qi's thoughts were successfully pulled back, and Lu Ji continued: "I have credited the breakup fee to the card I gave you earlier."

Yu Qi went in his left ear and out his right ear, and nodded indifferently.

If you want to say how he is feeling now, it is probably relief.

Perhaps he had once been tenderly attracted to Lu Ji, but luckily he soon came to his senses.Well frogs cannot speak of the sea, and summer insects cannot speak of ice.Lu Ji was not something he could understand, so don't worry about it.

When packing up things, Yu Qi realized that there were already so many without knowing it, and it was full of memories.

If you can't take it away, you can't keep it, and if you can't keep it, don't worry about it.When he first saw this sentence, he didn't know much about it.Now, personally, I finally understand what it means.

Simply pack up some necessary clothes, and a small suitcase can be easily done.His one year is here.

Putting the things in the living room, Yu Qi sat down on the sofa and yawned slightly.Rubbing his eyes, he saw that it was eleven o'clock.

Now that the nurturing relationship has ended, Yu Qi will naturally not sleep with Lu Ji again.Turn off the light in the living room, lie down on the sofa, and sleep with all your clothes on.

The night was already very deep, a black figure stood still in front of the sofa, looked at it for a while, and gently covered the sleeping person on the sofa with a blanket.Then, he left quietly.

Yu Qi turned over and faced the wall of the sofa, grunted a few times, but was still in a deep sleep.

Originally, Yu Qi planned to leave at dawn, but when he woke up from sleep, his eyelashes fluttered slightly and he opened his eyes, he saw Lu Ji sitting on the single sofa next to him.

Yu Qi got up in embarrassment, smiled sarcastically, "Good morning."

"Yes." Lu Ji replied indifferently.

After washing and eating breakfast, Wang Ma already knew about Yu Qi's departure, her eyes were slightly red, and she stroked his hair, "You child."

When Yu Qi went out, only Wang Ma and Uncle Zhang came out to see him off.

Standing still at the door, Yu Qi turned around, waved to Wang Ma and Uncle Zhang, showing his white teeth, "Goodbye, take care of yourself."

Looking at the window of the study room, the curtains were tightly closed, and no one was there.

Yu Qi is not a person who likes to be emotionally sticky, so that's fine, just cut it off cleanly.

Dragging the suitcase and walking out, stepping on the morning sunshine step by step, Yu Qi happily thought that his life would finally be back on track from now on.

The author has something to say:

①I said that I will deeply review my QAQ on the issue of low sense of existence

②Because there is no outline, I just write what I think of Orz

③I won't be unfinished, look into my eyes, (???)?