[Comprehensive] Where did I wear today

Lin Shiyin walked in front, and the two walked behind her, closely following her steps.

Lin Shiyin didn't speak, she didn't want to and didn't know what to say, she didn't know why Li Xunhuan brought Long Xiaoyun to find her, and she didn't want to know.

She didn't take them to Meilin Xiaozhu, but found a random place.Meilin Xiaozhu is a clean place, and she doesn't want it to be polluted.

Lin Shiyin lowered her eyes and didn't look at the two of them, her face was cold and heartless: "I don't know what you two want to say to the little girl, but the little girl is here to listen carefully."

The words were quite alienated, Li Xunhuan felt a pain in his heart when he saw her treating him like a stranger, and hurriedly said: "Shiyin..."

Lin Shiyin frowned, avoided his outstretched hand, and stabbed at him with mocking eyes, "I remember that Mr. Li did not hesitate to destroy his reputation in order to get rid of the little girl's entanglement. Now the little girl has decided to break off the engagement with him. Please be careful, sir, and stop calling the little girl by her boudoir name."

Li Xunhuan became anxious, "Shiyin, listen to me..."

Lin Shiyin stood up, "It seems that I am nothing in the eyes of the young master, and what I say is nothing. I just hope that the young master will give me some respect, and don't call my boudoir name and reputation in front of outsiders."

"I still care if you don't care about these things. After all, I'm still alive, and I still want to get married."

"Since Mr. Li, you don't want to talk to me, then the little girl will leave now."

She turned around and left, "It was the first year of my life when I arrived at Li's house, and when I go back, I will ask the housekeeper to return all the food and clothing expenses of these years to your Li's house exactly, and our two families will have nothing to do with each other after that. "

Although she lost her father in her early years, her father was not a man with two sleeves, and the family had quite a lot of savings. Before he passed away, his father even handed over all the property in the family to her. I only hoped that after he left, she would not be despised in the Li family for this.

Lin Shiyin sighed, thinking silently in her heart, even though you have counted everything well, Daddy, you have never imagined that your daughter is in such a situation now, right?It is also the daughter who is useless to make everything come to this point.

"Miss Lin, please stop." Long Xiaoyun is tall and handsome, and his appearance can be regarded as a good-looking talent. He is upright and upright, which makes it easy for people to feel good.

But this does not include Lin Shiyin, Lin Shiyin hates him extremely.

But at a glance, he said that he had lovesickness for himself, and he was dying. Those who didn't know thought she had done something to him, which caused him to have so much affection for him, and caused Li Xunhuan and her to come to this point.

Lin Shiyin sneered, "I don't know what's the matter with this young master? If not, I hope the young master will forgive the little girl for being rude."

She grew up in a family of officials, and the etiquette teaching she received during that period represented not only her, but also the Li family, so even if she was just an annoying Jianghu person, she should always be polite.

Although she hated Li Xun Huan, she was extremely grateful to her Uncle Li who took her in and raised her.

Long Xiaoyun bowed deeply to the end, "It's a certain abrupt young lady, I hope that young lady will forgive me."

That day when he returned to Li Garden with Li Xun Huan, he heard him talk about a cousin on the way, he didn't pay attention to it at the time, but later he accidentally wandered into the inner garden and saw the beautiful woman leaning on Lin Shiyin who was smiling and whispering.

He has been in the arena for a long time, and he has seen all kinds of beauties.But at that moment, the smile on the corner of that person's lips made him fascinated, in a trance, indulging in that sweet smile, and when he came back to his senses, the beauty had long since disappeared.

But that smile was deeply imprinted on the tip of his heart, and could never be erased.

He left the inner garden in a daze, recalling that beautiful figure over and over again in his mind, guessing her identity and background.

Then he remembered the cousin Li Xun Huan mentioned, and couldn't help but feel hot: Yes, yes.My virtuous brother has not been married yet, he is an upright gentleman, Jinwu Zangjiao is not like what he would do, so this woman must be the cousin he mentioned.

He thought that he was a good-looking man, and his family was quite thin. Although he was not as good as Li Yuan, it was still possible for people to live a leisurely and comfortable life, and he would try his best to give her a carefree life.

The more he thought about it, the more his heart became hotter, so he asked Li Xunhuan to see Lin Shiyin with great interest - he wanted Lin Shiyin to meet him, to see if he was satisfied with him, if Lang had a concubine interested, it would be great, maybe it could become a good story It was spread in the rivers and lakes—but Lin Shiyin refused.

People in love have no IQ. At first, he felt that Lin Shiyin hated him when he found out that he trespassed in the inner garden and disobeyed the rules. Later, he felt that he was worthless and ugly, so Lin Shiyin looked down on him...

The more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I worry about it, and I can't forget my beautiful woman, so I gradually fell ill.

Li Xun Huan concealed it very well, and he put all his heart on Lin Shiyin, he didn't notice the torment in Li Xun Huan's heart, he thought she was just his cousin.

——Until she was kidnapped by Tsurumaru Kuninaga.

Long Xiaoyun maintained a deep bowing posture and did not get up. After knowing everything, he only felt that he was to blame for his death. Fortunately, Lin Shiyin did not have any accidents. Now as long as she is willing to forgive him, he will be killed and cut, and he will not complain at all.

Lin Shiyin was silent for a long time, before saying after a while: "I accept your apology, but I don't want to forgive you."

Long Xiaoyun was not dissatisfied at all, and said sincerely: "Everything is because of my absurdity, Miss Lin is unwilling to forgive me, it is also my fault, but my brother is only because of my sake..."

"Enough!" Lin Shiyin snorted coldly, "You don't need an outsider to intervene in the matter between us, or do you want to tell me that the two of you are deeply in love and that's why Li Xunhuan abandoned me and chose you?"

Long Xiaoyun was stunned, and hurriedly said: "No, no, brother and sister, you misunderstood..."

Li Xunhuan patted Long Xiaoyun's shoulder, "Next, I want to talk to Shiyin...Miss Lin alone, brother, please avoid it for a while."

Seeing Lin Shiyin's expressionless face, Long Xiaoyun nodded to Li Xunhuan unmoved, turned and left.

He still loves Lin Shiyin, this love came suddenly, unexpectedly, and so deeply, but he didn't hate it and accepted it gladly.

It's just that he thought, from now on, this love will be hidden deep in the bottom of the sea, even if the world is turned upside down, it will never appear again.

Now, let him feel it alone for the last time.

"Shiyin...cousin, can we talk?" Li Xunhuan said cautiously, the pain flashed across his face.

Lin Shiyin raised her eyes to look at him, and looked at him seriously for the first time since they met.He was thinner and haggard, and his eyes were full of regret and pain and the same love as before.

Heat used her eye sockets, she only had time to turn her back to Li Xun Huan, and her eye sockets instantly turned red.She clenched her palms tightly, and her long nails pierced into the flesh. The pain calmed her down. "Finally, what do you want to talk about, let's go back to the road after the talk."

The two grew up together and know each other very well.He looked at Lin Shiyin's hand hidden in the sleeve, and wanted to go up and hold her hand in his, open the tightly clenched knuckles, and comfort her injured palm, but he had no position to do so at this time.

"Cousin...hand..."

Lin Shiyin was startled, and let go of her hand reflexively, revealing a row of crescent moon marks.

"This has nothing to do with you. If you just want to talk about these trivial matters, I will leave first."

Li Xunhuan hurriedly stopped her leaving, "I'm sorry Shiyin."

"I know that everything is my fault, I am selfish, I make my own decisions..."

Lin Shiyin didn't speak, and quietly listened to Li Xunhuan's apology.He didn't talk about his entanglement and pain, he didn't talk about his suffering and panic, he didn't quibble, he didn't try to explain, he was just admitting his mistake, admitting it sincerely.

He said he hurt Lin Shiyin, he said his love for Lin Shiyin.

As Lin Shiyin listened, the resentment in her heart suddenly disappeared, and she felt relieved at that moment, and suddenly felt no hatred.

At first, she thought that he disliked her, and she felt ashamed; later, when she saw Ling Huan's letter to her, she felt sad again. In his heart, she was far inferior to his chivalrous heart and his brotherly love. but now she feels that it is nothing more than that, nothing more than a man.

She looked at him and gradually felt strange.

She raised her hand to stop Li Xun Huan from apologizing as if he could say the end of the world. On the delicate palm, the trace of the crescent moon was still clear.

Li Xunhuan looked at the traces, his heart ached beyond words, he had vowed before his father's bedside to treat Shiyin well, but now it was he who made her suffer so much.

"In your heart, am I a tool without freedom and thought, allowing you to transfer me to others?"

"No, no..."

"Or am I just a prostitute who can transfer to others at will?"

Li Xunhuan lowered his head in pain, "Shiyin..."

"No freedom, no dignity, Li Xunhuan, this is how you treat me."

"That's it, between us."

"Shiyin, I was really wrong, I really love you..."

Lin Shiyin tilted her head and asked him: "If it weren't for Tsurumaru Kuninaga, I'm still in Li Yuan, and your sworn brother is still lying on the bed, what would you do?"

"Continue your performance, push me to Long Xiaoyun? Or send me out if I can't give up on you?"

"Tell me, can you watch your elder brother die or are you willing to tell him that he actually fell in love with your wife to make him feel guilty? Or give me to him?"

Li Xun Huan said silently: "..."

Lin Shiyin sneered, "Look, this is my position in your heart."

"It can't compare to your brotherhood, your chivalry, or your selfishness."

"Or do you think that as long as you apologize a few times, you can pretend nothing happened, and I will go back with you?"

Lin Shiyin stood up, and said coldly: "Okay, let's go here. Excuse me, let me take my leave first."

"Poetry..."

Lin Shiyin didn't stop, she walked forward step by step, small cold dots slid down from her cheeks and bloomed in the snow.

A thousand words are spoken, ten thousand words are spoken, but the relationship of more than ten years is broken as soon as it is said, and it is forgotten as soon as it is said?

It's just that she really gave up, this time he can push her out for Long Xiaoyun, who knows if there will be Jin Xiaoyun, Li Xiaoyun, Zhang Xiaoyun next time?

"Why are you crying? But someone bullied you?" Bai Feifei had just made cakes for his little Douding, but when he came out of the corner, he saw Lin Shiyin crying.

Lin Shiyin finally couldn't restrain her sadness, she rushed to hug Bai Feifei and began to cry loudly.

Bai Feifei patted her on the back distressedly, coaxing her in a low voice.

Lin Shiyin cried without grace, her eyes and nose were red, but it didn't damage her appearance at all, on the contrary, it made people feel more affectionate.

"How could he treat me like this. The relationship of more than ten years is not as good as getting along with others for a day or two..."

Bai Feifei listened to her cry quietly, occasionally thoughtful.

After a long time, Lin Shiyin finally had enough crying. She hiccupped and shyly covered her red and swollen eyes, pitiful and cute. "I'm sorry, Sister Feifei, for letting you see me in such an embarrassing state and listen to my boring complaints..."

Bai Feifei didn't care, and asked her with a light smile, "Do you want me to learn martial arts?"

"Wu?!" Lin Shiyin is a young lady from an orthodox scholarly family. Although she doesn't look down on people who practice martial arts, she still feels that she is too far away from these people, like two worlds.

"Yes!" Bai Feifei nodded with a smile, "If you have learned martial arts, you can beat Li Xunhuan yourself first, and then fly away from him with ease. Where will he find you?"

Lin Shiyin was moved when she heard it, "It's just that I heard people say that you need to be young to learn martial arts. Is it alright at my age?"

Bai Feifei wiped away the tears on Lin Shiyin's face with cocooned fingers, "Since I brought it up, it means that these are not problems in my eyes."

Lin Shiyin smiled, like sunshine after rain, bright and warm as before, "Li Xunhuan is still my cousin after all, if he bullies me again in the future, I will beat him to death!"

Bai Feifei spoiled him boundlessly, "Okay, then I'll teach you the martial arts that can kill him!"

Ling Huan retracted his protruding neck, shrugged, and tiptoed away.

Damn, it's so cruel, the son of the world like Li Xunhuan will be beaten to death, he should run for his life as soon as possible.

The author has something to say:

There have always been two theories about Long Xiaoyun. One is that Long Xiaoyun is a villain. He knew that Lin Shiyin was Li Xunhuan's fiancée, but he still pretended to be in love with Li Xunhuan to force Li Xunhuan;

The other is that Long Xiaoyun really didn't know about the relationship between Lin Shiyin and Li Xunhuan. He didn't know until they got married and Li Xunhuan gave Li Yuan as a gift.At this time, he was already married to Lin Shiyin, Lin Shiyin hated him, and in his heart was love for Lin Shiyin and guilt for Li Xunhuan.But as time passed, Lin Shiyin didn't fall in love with him while getting along and kept thinking about Li Xunhuan, what would he think at this time?Then there is Li Yuan, at the beginning he naturally felt that it was a good intention, but for a long time Lin Shiyin has been thinking about Li Xunhuan, which gave him a feeling that he is not as good as Li Xunhuan, gradually, he felt that Li Xunhuan gave Li Yuan to them because he felt that he could not support them. From Lin Shiyin.In this complicated and entangled psychological process, Long Xiaoyun enjoyed Li Xunhuan's gift on the one hand, and on the other hand wanted to surpass him to make a career, so he gradually distorted and became what he was in the original book.

Here I use the latter statement.