During the time of He Xijing's treatment, Li Huai was by his side all the time, so he was naturally aware of his situation.
In Li Huai's mind, mental illnesses need to be treated just like physical illnesses, and the rest are no big deal.
Even if genetics were involved—it would have been impossible for the two of them to have any more offspring.
But no matter what, liking means falling in love. He likes this person and wants to be with him, so he confessed on his own initiative.
Although this confession was a little late, and the other party seemed to feel a little abrupt, but no matter what, he would not regret it.
Li Huai suddenly felt that his head was clear again.
He smiled at He Xijing: "I can't tell why, but if I like it, I like it. I'll go first. If, if you are willing to give it a try, you can contact me."
If you don't want to, it doesn't seem like there will be any change in the current state between the two - anyway, He Xijing hasn't actively contacted him for a long time.
"By the way, I may not give up for the time being, I will try some things, if you find me annoying, you can block me..."
Before he finished speaking, He Xijing, who suddenly walked over with big strides, grabbed his hand tightly, and then directly pressed against the door.
The two were so close that they could even hear each other's breathing clearly.
He Xijing's breathing was fast and short, even with a little convulsion.
"You've seen how I'm sick," he whispered in Li Huai's ear, like a ghost, "Psycho, lunatic, pervert, I'm just such a person, I will cling to you tightly, and I don't want to control you all the time , and may even imprison you and hurt you."
He Xijing moved a little further away, his face intertwined with grimness and embarrassment: "Such a person, do you still want to be with me?"
Li Huai was not frightened by him, but just looked at He Xijing quietly: "Will you treat me like this?"
He Xijing let go of Li Huai's shoulder, and smiled dejectedly: "I don't know, I can't control it."
If you can control yourself, you won't be called a lunatic.
Li Huai looked at the person in front of him very seriously.
"I don't think you will," he said.
"Why do you believe in a lunatic?" He Xijing sneered, "A guy who comes from a family whose ancestors have been lunatics for generations, also has problems here."
He compared his forehead with his fingers, and then let out a "boom".
"Maybe at some point, this place will break down, and you won't have to go to jail if you kill the person next to your pillow—just like my dad." He Xijing's face was pale, but he said something creepy.
Li Huai thought about it seriously: "Then your father, did you have a systematic examination and treatment before the onset of the disease?"
"...?" He Xijing looked at him blankly.
"I talked with the doctor when you were treating the disease," Li Huai said, "The human brain is very mysterious. Many diseases cannot be completely cured at present, including most mental diseases, but similarly, many mental diseases will also be treated. There are early symptoms."
Li Huai looked at He Xijing, very calmly: "I am willing to accompany you for regular checkups and treatment, but if you have a tendency to hurt others, I will also cooperate with the doctor and make a more rational choice."
He looked at He Xijing calmly: "Can you accept me as a person?"
Li Huai has never been a love brain, on the contrary, most of the time, he is an unusually rational person, and almost all his emotions are used in filming.
So before He Xijing, he didn't even have a heartbeat.
Even if he is aware of his own intentions, he will not deal with emotional issues until the filming is over and the work at hand is finished.
Can He Xijing accept such a person?Li Huai didn't know either.
The two looked at each other quietly, neither of them said a word.
"I...you don't mind what I did before?" Under Li Huai's calm gaze, He Xijing panicked a little, and finally avoided the other party's gaze and was defeated.
"I bribed your agent and intervened in your filming crew. Like a voyeur, I follow you lingeringly. Don't you think I'm disgusting?" He Xijing counted his crimes one by one.
"Sister Lan is really yours?" Li Huai was taken aback.
But this is not important.
"If someone else did this, of course I would feel disgusted," Li Huai analyzed rationally, "but maybe heartbeat will beautify some things. When I know this, I already like you very much."
What's more, because of his childhood background, he doesn't dislike some thoughtful but small cross-border.
Li Huai is very lucky and has a grandmother who is very kind to him, but the experience of losing his parents at a young age still leaves a big part of his heart missing.
It's like what kind of pot goes with what kind of lid, He Xijing just happens to be that person.
He Xijing opened his eyes and looked at him.
"So, my feeling is correct, right? You don't have no feeling for me at all?" Li Huai tried again cautiously.
"...No, of course not," He Xijing said as if he was sleepwalking, "I don't like you, but I love you. I love you so deeply that you become sick."
He slowly approached Li Huai, raised his hand, and couldn't help touching his cheek.
This is the first time, not relying on the script and the excuse of filming.
But really, using He Xijing's identity to touch Li Huai.
He Xijing sighed deeply.
Li Huai couldn't help but smile, and covered He Xijing's with one hand.
He Xijing's hands were cold, like fragile porcelain.
Li Huai's palm was warm and soft.
The hands of the two wanted to touch, and everything fit extremely well, like two semicircles that had been missing for a long time, and finally found their own part.
He Xijing couldn't help getting closer and closer, and then kissed his lips that he had been thinking about for a long time.
Hot, but still cautious and almost humble, like a devout believer, touching his god.
"I think, I like you sticking to me." After a long time, Li Huai took a breath, "Just like now."
After saying this, his face turned red.
He's not too young, why can't he help but say such disgusting words.
He Xijing didn't speak, but just approached him again, and his actions were a little more reckless.
Li Huai was slammed into the door by him again.
Then, the doorbell rang suddenly, and both of them were startled.
Li Huai hurriedly pushed He Xijing away, his face was burning hot.
He Xijing went to open the door with a dark complexion.
The person who knocked on the door outside was the courier brother who delivered food to them, with several boxes of delicacies in his hand.
He Xijing was so hot that he had nowhere to go, so he took the beautifully packaged lunch box stiffly and walked in again.
Li Huai had already sat back on the sofa, looking at him with a smile.
Then, the lips of the two touched one place again.
The sound of breathing is gone, only the sound of a clear heartbeat.
Li Huai finally confirmed that he was not pretending to be passionate, this person also likes himself.
In other words, love yourself deeply.
It's amazing, the person you like also likes you, it's really a wonderful thing.
Li Huai couldn't help but wanted to laugh, and the laughter trembled slightly between the two's lips and teeth.
Then, he was hugged even tighter.
At this time, Li Huai could clearly feel that He Xijing was actually a much taller and stronger man than himself.
Looks thin, but surprisingly strong.
"If it's this kind of confinement," he whispered in He Xijing's ear, "I seem quite happy."
He said love words that he would never utter normally—anyway, his face was already red.
He Xijing's movements became more and more impatient.
In the end, it was Li Huai who was panting and pushed him away.
Li Huaike is not ready to completely lose control.
With a blushing face, he quickly straightened his clothes, and glanced at the lunch box left on the table by the two of them: "I'm really hungry."
Like a well-behaved big dog, He Xijing immediately untied the belt and arranged the food one by one.
Then he sat on the side, staring at Li Huai with a smirk.
Li Huai picked up the chopsticks, but was quickly defeated by He Xijing's smirk.
He sighed and asked, "Are you hungry?"
He Xijing shook his head foolishly.
Li Huai sighed again: "But I don't want to eat alone, you accompany me."
He Xijing immediately picked up the bowl obediently.
Li Huai couldn't help laughing again.
He Xijing also laughed along with him.
The two sat opposite each other, but the chopsticks always bumped into each other intentionally or unintentionally.
Li Huai went to pick up a piece of sauced meat.
He Xijing's chopsticks immediately followed, touched lightly as if making trouble, and moved away quickly.
Li Huai glared at him, but the other party showed a foolish smile, which made him unable to get angry.
He could only lower his head and take a few mouthfuls of food to discourage himself.
However, He Xijing took the initiative to put the sauced meat into his lunch box, and said, "This tastes good, eat more."
Li Huai: ...
After eating and drinking enough, putting down the bowls and chopsticks, Li Huai felt a little lazy all over his body.
He Xijing was still sitting opposite, looking a little restrained, looking at him eagerly.
Li Huai waved to him.
This person is like a big dog having fun, and he immediately clung to him.
The short but strong emotions passed, and Li Huai's reason resurfaced.
He sighed: "What I said just now was not nonsense. Work is very important to me. Although I don't care that the outside world knows about my relationship status, the relationship between the two of us is still very difficult." Make it public."
In the entertainment industry, men and women are not uncommon, but once an actor comes out publicly, it is difficult to get a good role again.
Li Huai doesn't care about fans or image, but he cares about his work.
He Xijing just smiled: "I know, this is already very good."
The impulse just now had completely receded, but at this moment, He Xijing was too embarrassed to even hold Li Huai's hand, and only gently touched the other's with the back of his hand.
Li Huai was itchy for a while when he touched him, and he grabbed He Xijing's hand with his backhand and pressed it on the sofa.
"I'm not as good as you think. I'm not a good lover. When I start filming, I may often ignore you..." Li Huai always felt that many things should be explained in advance.
"No, this is already very good, very good..." He Xijing came over again, brought Li Huai, and fell down on the sofa.
For a long time, Li Huai, out of breath, stared at the ceiling in a daze.
He Xijing whispered in his ear: "I never thought that you would be able to respond to my feelings. I am already satisfied with this."
"If I don't respond, wouldn't all the things you did before be in vain?" Li Huai asked him.
He Xijing let out a deep laugh: "How can you do it for nothing? Seeing you shining on the stage and screen is the happiest thing for me."
As long as he looked at this person from a distance, secretly helped him solve all possible troubles, and sent him to a higher and farther place - He Xijing felt very satisfied if he could do this.
But now, this man, smiling in his arms.
The only thing He Xijing is worried about now is that everything in front of him is actually just a magnificent dream.
In Li Huai's mind, mental illnesses need to be treated just like physical illnesses, and the rest are no big deal.
Even if genetics were involved—it would have been impossible for the two of them to have any more offspring.
But no matter what, liking means falling in love. He likes this person and wants to be with him, so he confessed on his own initiative.
Although this confession was a little late, and the other party seemed to feel a little abrupt, but no matter what, he would not regret it.
Li Huai suddenly felt that his head was clear again.
He smiled at He Xijing: "I can't tell why, but if I like it, I like it. I'll go first. If, if you are willing to give it a try, you can contact me."
If you don't want to, it doesn't seem like there will be any change in the current state between the two - anyway, He Xijing hasn't actively contacted him for a long time.
"By the way, I may not give up for the time being, I will try some things, if you find me annoying, you can block me..."
Before he finished speaking, He Xijing, who suddenly walked over with big strides, grabbed his hand tightly, and then directly pressed against the door.
The two were so close that they could even hear each other's breathing clearly.
He Xijing's breathing was fast and short, even with a little convulsion.
"You've seen how I'm sick," he whispered in Li Huai's ear, like a ghost, "Psycho, lunatic, pervert, I'm just such a person, I will cling to you tightly, and I don't want to control you all the time , and may even imprison you and hurt you."
He Xijing moved a little further away, his face intertwined with grimness and embarrassment: "Such a person, do you still want to be with me?"
Li Huai was not frightened by him, but just looked at He Xijing quietly: "Will you treat me like this?"
He Xijing let go of Li Huai's shoulder, and smiled dejectedly: "I don't know, I can't control it."
If you can control yourself, you won't be called a lunatic.
Li Huai looked at the person in front of him very seriously.
"I don't think you will," he said.
"Why do you believe in a lunatic?" He Xijing sneered, "A guy who comes from a family whose ancestors have been lunatics for generations, also has problems here."
He compared his forehead with his fingers, and then let out a "boom".
"Maybe at some point, this place will break down, and you won't have to go to jail if you kill the person next to your pillow—just like my dad." He Xijing's face was pale, but he said something creepy.
Li Huai thought about it seriously: "Then your father, did you have a systematic examination and treatment before the onset of the disease?"
"...?" He Xijing looked at him blankly.
"I talked with the doctor when you were treating the disease," Li Huai said, "The human brain is very mysterious. Many diseases cannot be completely cured at present, including most mental diseases, but similarly, many mental diseases will also be treated. There are early symptoms."
Li Huai looked at He Xijing, very calmly: "I am willing to accompany you for regular checkups and treatment, but if you have a tendency to hurt others, I will also cooperate with the doctor and make a more rational choice."
He looked at He Xijing calmly: "Can you accept me as a person?"
Li Huai has never been a love brain, on the contrary, most of the time, he is an unusually rational person, and almost all his emotions are used in filming.
So before He Xijing, he didn't even have a heartbeat.
Even if he is aware of his own intentions, he will not deal with emotional issues until the filming is over and the work at hand is finished.
Can He Xijing accept such a person?Li Huai didn't know either.
The two looked at each other quietly, neither of them said a word.
"I...you don't mind what I did before?" Under Li Huai's calm gaze, He Xijing panicked a little, and finally avoided the other party's gaze and was defeated.
"I bribed your agent and intervened in your filming crew. Like a voyeur, I follow you lingeringly. Don't you think I'm disgusting?" He Xijing counted his crimes one by one.
"Sister Lan is really yours?" Li Huai was taken aback.
But this is not important.
"If someone else did this, of course I would feel disgusted," Li Huai analyzed rationally, "but maybe heartbeat will beautify some things. When I know this, I already like you very much."
What's more, because of his childhood background, he doesn't dislike some thoughtful but small cross-border.
Li Huai is very lucky and has a grandmother who is very kind to him, but the experience of losing his parents at a young age still leaves a big part of his heart missing.
It's like what kind of pot goes with what kind of lid, He Xijing just happens to be that person.
He Xijing opened his eyes and looked at him.
"So, my feeling is correct, right? You don't have no feeling for me at all?" Li Huai tried again cautiously.
"...No, of course not," He Xijing said as if he was sleepwalking, "I don't like you, but I love you. I love you so deeply that you become sick."
He slowly approached Li Huai, raised his hand, and couldn't help touching his cheek.
This is the first time, not relying on the script and the excuse of filming.
But really, using He Xijing's identity to touch Li Huai.
He Xijing sighed deeply.
Li Huai couldn't help but smile, and covered He Xijing's with one hand.
He Xijing's hands were cold, like fragile porcelain.
Li Huai's palm was warm and soft.
The hands of the two wanted to touch, and everything fit extremely well, like two semicircles that had been missing for a long time, and finally found their own part.
He Xijing couldn't help getting closer and closer, and then kissed his lips that he had been thinking about for a long time.
Hot, but still cautious and almost humble, like a devout believer, touching his god.
"I think, I like you sticking to me." After a long time, Li Huai took a breath, "Just like now."
After saying this, his face turned red.
He's not too young, why can't he help but say such disgusting words.
He Xijing didn't speak, but just approached him again, and his actions were a little more reckless.
Li Huai was slammed into the door by him again.
Then, the doorbell rang suddenly, and both of them were startled.
Li Huai hurriedly pushed He Xijing away, his face was burning hot.
He Xijing went to open the door with a dark complexion.
The person who knocked on the door outside was the courier brother who delivered food to them, with several boxes of delicacies in his hand.
He Xijing was so hot that he had nowhere to go, so he took the beautifully packaged lunch box stiffly and walked in again.
Li Huai had already sat back on the sofa, looking at him with a smile.
Then, the lips of the two touched one place again.
The sound of breathing is gone, only the sound of a clear heartbeat.
Li Huai finally confirmed that he was not pretending to be passionate, this person also likes himself.
In other words, love yourself deeply.
It's amazing, the person you like also likes you, it's really a wonderful thing.
Li Huai couldn't help but wanted to laugh, and the laughter trembled slightly between the two's lips and teeth.
Then, he was hugged even tighter.
At this time, Li Huai could clearly feel that He Xijing was actually a much taller and stronger man than himself.
Looks thin, but surprisingly strong.
"If it's this kind of confinement," he whispered in He Xijing's ear, "I seem quite happy."
He said love words that he would never utter normally—anyway, his face was already red.
He Xijing's movements became more and more impatient.
In the end, it was Li Huai who was panting and pushed him away.
Li Huaike is not ready to completely lose control.
With a blushing face, he quickly straightened his clothes, and glanced at the lunch box left on the table by the two of them: "I'm really hungry."
Like a well-behaved big dog, He Xijing immediately untied the belt and arranged the food one by one.
Then he sat on the side, staring at Li Huai with a smirk.
Li Huai picked up the chopsticks, but was quickly defeated by He Xijing's smirk.
He sighed and asked, "Are you hungry?"
He Xijing shook his head foolishly.
Li Huai sighed again: "But I don't want to eat alone, you accompany me."
He Xijing immediately picked up the bowl obediently.
Li Huai couldn't help laughing again.
He Xijing also laughed along with him.
The two sat opposite each other, but the chopsticks always bumped into each other intentionally or unintentionally.
Li Huai went to pick up a piece of sauced meat.
He Xijing's chopsticks immediately followed, touched lightly as if making trouble, and moved away quickly.
Li Huai glared at him, but the other party showed a foolish smile, which made him unable to get angry.
He could only lower his head and take a few mouthfuls of food to discourage himself.
However, He Xijing took the initiative to put the sauced meat into his lunch box, and said, "This tastes good, eat more."
Li Huai: ...
After eating and drinking enough, putting down the bowls and chopsticks, Li Huai felt a little lazy all over his body.
He Xijing was still sitting opposite, looking a little restrained, looking at him eagerly.
Li Huai waved to him.
This person is like a big dog having fun, and he immediately clung to him.
The short but strong emotions passed, and Li Huai's reason resurfaced.
He sighed: "What I said just now was not nonsense. Work is very important to me. Although I don't care that the outside world knows about my relationship status, the relationship between the two of us is still very difficult." Make it public."
In the entertainment industry, men and women are not uncommon, but once an actor comes out publicly, it is difficult to get a good role again.
Li Huai doesn't care about fans or image, but he cares about his work.
He Xijing just smiled: "I know, this is already very good."
The impulse just now had completely receded, but at this moment, He Xijing was too embarrassed to even hold Li Huai's hand, and only gently touched the other's with the back of his hand.
Li Huai was itchy for a while when he touched him, and he grabbed He Xijing's hand with his backhand and pressed it on the sofa.
"I'm not as good as you think. I'm not a good lover. When I start filming, I may often ignore you..." Li Huai always felt that many things should be explained in advance.
"No, this is already very good, very good..." He Xijing came over again, brought Li Huai, and fell down on the sofa.
For a long time, Li Huai, out of breath, stared at the ceiling in a daze.
He Xijing whispered in his ear: "I never thought that you would be able to respond to my feelings. I am already satisfied with this."
"If I don't respond, wouldn't all the things you did before be in vain?" Li Huai asked him.
He Xijing let out a deep laugh: "How can you do it for nothing? Seeing you shining on the stage and screen is the happiest thing for me."
As long as he looked at this person from a distance, secretly helped him solve all possible troubles, and sent him to a higher and farther place - He Xijing felt very satisfied if he could do this.
But now, this man, smiling in his arms.
The only thing He Xijing is worried about now is that everything in front of him is actually just a magnificent dream.
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